Quit constantly

In mid-December, there was a big drop in temperature in Fengcheng, and the cold air stagnated for several consecutive days. Although it didn't rain, the cold wind was very bitter.

Fang Shizhuo wore less clothes and was shivering from the cold.He had two classes in a row in the morning, and had just returned to the office, before he had time to sit down and warm up for a while, his cell phone rang inappropriately.

He thought it was Xu Yin, but Xu Yin usually wouldn't call him at work.

The caller ID was an unfamiliar number, and it didn't look like a harassing call. Fang Shizhuo thought it was a student's parent, so he picked it up curiously.

"Hey?"

There was a slightly mature female voice on the phone: "Hi, are you Xu Yin's parent? I'm his counselor."

Fang Shizhuo was a little dazed, not knowing how to explain their relationship: "I am."

Hearing that his voice was very young, the counselor also paused: "Are you his...?"

"Brother." Fang Shizhuo said, "I'm his brother, what happened to Xu Yin?"

The counselor said: "He didn't go to class today, and no one answered the phone. The parents' phone numbers he filled in were empty. I found this emergency contact phone number in a form he filled out before."

Fang Shizhuo suddenly had a bad feeling: "Did he not go to class?"

"The class monitor said he didn't go to class from the first class, and he didn't ask me for leave."

"Is it in the dormitory?" Fang Shizhuo thought about the possibility, "Have you asked his roommate?"

The counselor was a little surprised: "He didn't live in a dormitory anymore. He applied for a live-in last month and moved out."

Moved out?

Fang Shizhuo remembered what Xu Yin told him that day, and wanted to move out.

But he didn't suggest freshman to do this, and he explained the pros and cons clearly. Xu Yin obediently agreed, thinking he had listened.

Now that he has made a decision, what should he do?

Fang Shizhuo tried his best to keep calm: "There should be an address on the application form for living out, can you tell me?"

"Yes, I'll check." After a while of noise from the counselor, "The address is in the community opposite the north gate of the school, but I'm very busy here, so I can't get away for the time being."

Compared to the first time, Fang Shizhuo dealt with this problem obviously a lot more calmly: "I will contact you after I find him."

He didn't know why Xu Yin was absent from class this time, it seemed normal to him.

Yesterday's good night call, this morning's good morning greeting, everything is the same as before.

If there is any clue, it is that Xu Yin has not been in the dormitory to talk to him for a long time.Fang Shizhuo mentioned this incident occasionally, and Xu Yin said that he was downstairs, afraid of disturbing his roommate's rest.

Fang Shizhuo understood very well, so he never had any doubts.

After hanging up the phone, he calmed down for a while, and pressed the number he knew by heart.

He wasn't sure if he could get through, after all, Xu Yin didn't answer his phone the last two times when this happened.

One sound, one sound, a long wait.

Just when he thought that no one would answer the call, the call actually connected.

Fang Shizhuo's voice was tense, afraid that other teachers would hear it, so he deliberately lowered his voice: "A Yin?"

Xu Yin's voice sounded a little muffled: "Yes."

"Why didn't the counselor answer your call?"

Xu Yin said, "I didn't hear that."

Obviously this was just a perfunctory reason for him, Fang Shizhuo didn't want to expose it, and asked him, "Why didn't you go to class?"

He waited for a long time, Xu Yin didn't speak,

He promised that he would not do this again, and Fang Shizhuo hated his refusal to communicate: "Speak."

Xu Yincai said sullenly: "I don't want to go."

Again, what did he think of going to school?Go if you want to go, don't go if you don't want to go, and don't even bother to ask for leave.

Fang Shizhuo couldn't help but get angry, but because there were other people in the office who couldn't get angry: "Where are you now? The counselor said you won't be staying."

"At home." Xu Yin didn't want to hide his meaning.

Fang Shizhuo looked at the address written down on the paper and wanted to confirm with him: "Address."

Xu Yin didn't seem to want him to know: "I'll ask the instructor for leave later."

"Tell me the address." Fang Shizhuo said again forcefully.

Xu Yin was very embarrassed: "Teacher..."

"I don't like you like this." Fang Shizhuo said bluntly, "You are too willful, you don't go to class if you don't want to, and you don't say anything when I ask you, what do you want to do?"

On the phone, Xu Yin sniffed: "I'm sorry."

"I don't want to hear those three words again."

He was a little emotional, and the other two teachers in the office looked at him.

Fang Shizhuo nodded to them in apology, stuffed the note with the address into his coat pocket, and walked out of the office.

"You wait at home, I'll go over now."

"Don't, don't come." Xu Yin seemed emotionally unstable, "Don't come now, I, I know I was wrong, I'm going to class, I'm going now."

Fang Shizhuo was very helpless.

How many times has he heard such words, how many times Xu Yin has said sorry to him, but next time, he will still do the same thing.

They agreed to be honest with each other and no longer hide anything, but Xu Yin still didn't tell him when something happened.

But what he said just now was indeed a bit serious, Xu Yin is not such a willful and irresponsible person.

After thinking about it, Fang Shizhuo calmed down a lot: "I really don't want to go to class, so I'll ask the teacher for a leave first. What happened, I'll talk about it slowly when we meet."

"Don't come here now." Xu Yin was a little panicked.

"But I'm worried about you." Fang Shizhuo said worriedly, "Hiding can't solve the problem. If there is something wrong, let's face it together, okay?"

Xu Yin was silent and didn't speak.

Fang Shizhuo acquiesced that he agreed: "Then you wait for me at home, put your phone aside, and answer my call."

After several seconds, Xu Yin said "hmm".

After hanging up the phone, Fang Shizhuo asked the leader for leave first, changed classes with other teachers, and went back to the office to get the car keys.

He always left a good-tempered impression on people, and the angry look just now really stunned the other two teachers in the office.

"Teacher Fang, are you okay?"

Fang Shizhuo forced a smile at her: "There is something temporary at home."

From the phone call just now, they heard a thing or two: "Is that your younger brother just now? Didn't I hear that Teacher Fang said that he has a younger brother?"

"Well, brother." The smile on Fang Shizhuo's face suddenly became less forced, "It's not a kiss, but it's even closer than a kiss."

The two teachers showed envious expressions, and then discussed family relations, talking about their brothers and sisters.

After more than an hour's drive, Fang Shizhuo had already calmed down, and he was more worried than angry and disappointed.

He didn't expect that the first time he passed by Xu Yin's school would be under such circumstances.

But now he was not in the mood to appreciate the scenery along the way, so he drove all the way to the north of the school outside the community, and found the place where Xu Yin lived according to the address.

He was just about to knock on the door, but found that the door was only ajar and not closed tightly, as if it was specially reserved for him.

Fang Shizhuo confirmed again that the address was correct before walking in.

"Xu Yin?"

The house used to be the family building of the school, so it was a little old. The living room was not big and there was no one there, but the door of the bedroom on one side was closed tightly.

He knocked on the door twice: "Can I come in?"

Xu Yin opened the door for him.

The room was very dark, and the tightly drawn dark curtains couldn't let in any light, so that Fang Shizhuo couldn't see him clearly.

He wanted to turn on the light, but Xu Yin held down his wrist: "No."

Fang Shizhuo adapted to the darkness, and took a step forward: "What's wrong?"

Xu Yin lowered his head, with long bangs hanging down in front of his eyes, a little decadent: "Don't turn on the light, you don't like the way I am now."

Fang Shizhuo froze for a moment: "Okay, no."

He didn't know what was wrong, and he couldn't see his appearance clearly, but he could feel that Xu Yin in front of him was very fragile, as if it would break if touched lightly.

"Now can you tell me what happened, I'm worried."

Xu Yin was still unwilling to raise his head and remained silent.

He doesn't want to go to class for no reason. Seeing him depressed, Fang Shizhuo guessed: "Did you have a bad time with your classmates?"

"No." Xu Yin put his hand on his shoulder, "Teacher, I don't want to say it."

Fang Shizhuo sighed deeply: "But you are like this, I am really worried."

Xu Yin in his heart has always been optimistic and cheerful, who would make him happy, make him laugh, and help him relieve the fatigue of the whole day.If he hadn't encountered something that broke him down, Xu Yin wouldn't be so depressed.

But there is something that can make him like this.

And it's not the first time.

Even if they agreed before, no matter what, they must communicate with each other in time, but when something happened, Xu Yin still refused to communicate.

Fang Shizhuo respects his privacy, but as a lover, he also hopes to share the responsibility with the other party.

In this way, very tired.

Now Xu Yin didn't want to say it, and Fang Shizhuo couldn't force him, he could only calm his emotions.He had a faint feeling in his heart that it was very bad, but he didn't dare to ask rashly at this moment.

At this time, Xu Yin said very little, just hugging him quietly.

Going on like this is not an option, Fang Shizhuo wanted to do something to divert his attention, so he walked to the window and opened the curtains.

When the light came in, Xu Yin was like a soul that had been exposed to the sun and had nowhere to hide, embarrassed and cramped.

Fang Shizhuo saw his red eyes and the messy hair rubbing against his shoulders.

"No matter what happens, I'm here." He stroked Xu Yin's cheek, "Let's face it together, shall we?"

Xu Yin's eyes were pure and flustered: "I'm like this, isn't it, annoying?"

"Huh?" Fang Shizhuo said, "Everyone has times of depression, and I have too. It is inevitable to encounter unhappy things in life, but you can't give up on yourself because of this."

"But I'm capricious and annoying." Xu Yin said sadly, "You don't like it."

Fang Shizhuo reacted for a while before he understood why he said that.

He did say that on the phone, but it wasn't his intention.

"My tone was a bit heavy on the phone, I just thought you could communicate with me well."

Xu Yin's sensitivity and fragility seemed to confirm his guess, but the more so, the less Fang Shizhuo dared to ask for proof.

He could only tell him more firmly: "A Yin, I like you, I have always liked you."