Quit constantly

The crowd outside the school gate hadn't dispersed yet, the streets were bustling, and they hugged each other on the side of the road.

A simple and simple hug, like a friend or a teacher, makes each other's hearts beat faster.

After a few seconds, Fang Shizhuo was afraid of being seen by his other students and would be in trouble if there was any misunderstanding, so he thought of pushing him away.

Just like this, Xu Yin felt satisfied.

More than satisfied, he was so happy that he was about to explode: "Teacher, why are you here?"

Fang Shizhuo couldn't tell him that he actually came to every exam, and the weather stopped raining, so he couldn't find a good excuse.

So I had no choice but to find a lame reason that even I didn't believe: "I... drop by."

Xu Yin naturally saw through it at a glance, he knew that the teacher came to pick him up specially.

Fang Shizhuo was a little uncomfortable being watched by him: "Let's go, I'll take you back on the way."

The two got into the car, Xu Yin fastened his seat belt and asked, "Teacher, is there anything else to do later?"

Fang Shizhuo didn't understand what he meant: "Send you home, there will be nothing else."

"Then can you leave me the time in the evening?" Xu Yin said anxiously, "It's been a long time since we had dinner together."

Only then did Fang Shizhuo suddenly realize, and asked him: "It's hard to finish the exam, don't you go out to play with your friends?"

"None of my friends are on vacation yet."

He almost forgot about it, Xu Yin had only been in their class for one year, and he didn't have any close friends, while his former friends were all in college, and it wasn't time for summer vacation yet.

Thinking about it this way, Xu Yin was indeed lonely.

"Can the teacher accompany me?"

Fang Shizhuo happened to be fine, and he promised him a long time ago that he would take him to relax after the college entrance examination.

"What do you want to do?" He asked, "Let me tell you first, I'm tone deaf in singing, so I won't go."

In fact, Xu Yin didn't know, he just wanted to stay with the teacher.

In the blink of an eye, the textbooks and test papers on the table turned into waste paper. He was still studying hard two days ago until late at night, and the sudden relaxation made him feel at a loss.

Now he has a lot of time to relax, watch movies, study menus, play games with friends, and realize the long-awaited trip...

But at this moment, he felt a huge emptiness, and he didn't want to do anything.

The end of youth always makes people feel melancholy.

"Let's go to the supermarket first, there are no ingredients at home." Xu Yin thought for a while, "The game console that my friend lent me before has no time to play, why don't teachers play with me after dinner?"

Fang Shizhuo thinks it's okay.

During this time, Xu Yin didn't have much energy to research new dishes, Fang Shizhuo didn't let him make dinner too rich, so he only cooked two simple dishes.

After the college entrance examination, not only Xu Yin but also Fang Shizhuo relaxed.

The string in his head was stretched for too long and too tight, almost to the point where he didn't think about food or tea. For a long time before the exam, he had no appetite for food.

Now that the string has been relaxed, his whole complexion has improved a lot, and his appetite has greatly increased.

Several students on the mobile phone sent him messages, telling him about the exam situation, and a girl with good grades asked him the solution to the last big problem.

He put down his chopsticks and asked Xu Yin to borrow draft paper and a pen.

Although Xu Yin didn't understand, he still gave it to him.

After the exam yesterday, a teacher distributed the test paper in the group. Fang Shizhuo opened the saved test paper and solved it on the spot.

In fact, he had already done this set of test papers last night, and he could easily recall them.

"Didn't the teacher say not to correct the answer?"

Fang Shizhuo lowered his head and wrote: "That's because I'm afraid it will affect the next exam. Now that the exam is over, it doesn't matter."

Xu Yin looked at him, and under the warm light, he was fascinated by the seriousness of the teacher.

"By the way, while I still remember the answer, it's time to estimate the score." Fang Shizhuo said to Xu Yin while sending the answer to the students.

Xu Yin has never been in the habit of estimating the scores. After the exam, everyone is checking the answers, and he is not interested in it.

Now that it's a foregone conclusion, it doesn't matter so much.

But this is the college entrance examination, not to mention that this time he felt pretty good about himself: "Okay."

After dinner, Xu Yin found out the game console he borrowed from a friend.

Unlike games on mobile phones, Fang Shizhuo has a bit of affection for this kind of handheld game console.

About when he was in junior high school, his aunt gave him one as a birthday gift on a certain birthday. Although he seldom played it, he always cherished it.

Unfortunately, it was accidentally broken during a move.

After not playing for a long time, Fang Shizhuo's movements were a little rusty at first, but he quickly followed after getting familiar with them.

Two hours passed unknowingly, and he hadn't relaxed so heartily for a long time.

"Huh!" Fang Shizhuo put down the game console and wiped the sweat from his nose.

Xu Yin stood up and went to the refrigerator to get two bottles of Coke.

Fang Shizhuo opened it with a "bang" and clinked glasses with him.

Only then did he look at the time, and it was ten o'clock soon: "It's so late."

"Time flies by so fast." Xu Yin said, "It feels like I haven't stayed with the teacher for long."

Yeah, time passes quickly and imperceptibly in games.

"Is the teacher going back?"

"Ah."

Xu Yin hesitated and asked, "Can you stay a little longer?"

Surprisingly, Fang Shizhuo didn't want to go home that much today.When he got home, he was also alone.

He used to enjoy being alone, but now he finds it a terrible thing to be alone.

"Forget it, you are the biggest today." He compromised, "Play with you for a while."

But the passage of time cannot be stopped, he will leave sooner or later.

After the last game, the two lay on the sofa exhausted.

Xu Yin was a little emotional: "Teacher, is my high school over like this?"

"Ah."

Recalling a year ago, Fang Shizhuo still felt that this day was far away.

He just started to lead the third year of high school, and he is always busy with work. He can't take care of the students, and he has to keep up with the teaching and research. The most troublesome thing for him is the relationship with Xu Yin.

He went through a long period of psychological struggle from the initial fear, evasion, to letting go of the flow.

Being able to maintain the current balance with Xu Yin is their joint efforts.

But Fang Shizhuo didn't feel so happy in his heart, but congested instead.

He couldn't tell what it felt like, as if the surging spring was blocked by stones and slowly turned into a pool of stagnant water.

Xu Yin half leaned on the sofa, turned his head to look at him: "Then now, are we still the relationship between teacher and student?"

Of course, the teacher-student relationship is an objective fact. As long as it exists, it will leave a mark forever.

Fang Shizhuo didn't understand what he meant.

Xu Yin moved closer, his eyes fixed: "I mean, can I pursue the teacher now?"

"Ahem!" Fang Shizhuo was choked.

"The teacher said it himself. Because of our relationship, there is no way to fall in love with me." Xu Yin looked innocent, "But now, I have graduated."

The college entrance examination was like a pardon, which freed him from the cage of bondage.

Fang Shizhuo's mind is in a mess right now, he was stunned by Xu Yin's sudden confession.

"Relationship is only one aspect, and the matter of feelings is not as simple as you think..."

Xu Yin's eyes were full of disappointment: "So it's just an excuse to dismiss me."

"No, I'm just stating the facts." Fang Shizhuo said, "I'm a lot different from you in age, and my thoughts are also very different. Maybe at your age, you think that falling in love only needs two people to be together, but at my age At your age, you have to consider a lot.”

"for example?"

Fang Shizhuo became anxious: "I am much older than you. Your life has just begun, and you will meet many people in the future. You should talk to people of your age, not people my age."

Xu Yin didn't agree with him at all: "I don't think we have had differences because of age at all. And in my eyes, the teacher is the most suitable person."

Fang Shizhuo's emotions and rationality are fighting, his rationality said: "Maybe you will meet someone you like more soon, and then you will regret falling in love with me, and regret having this relationship."

"In the eyes of the teacher, am I such a person?"

Half-hearted, half-hearted, gossip, is this how the teacher sees him?

Xu Yin was so sad.

Fang Shizhuo didn't mean that: "...I'm just afraid that you will regret it in the future."

The light in Xu Yin's eyes disappeared: "So after talking so much, the teacher just doesn't like me, right?"

"If you don't like it, just ask the teacher to tell me directly, and you don't have to beat around the bush and find so many reasons." He said, "As long as the teacher says he doesn't like me, I won't pester me anymore."

"I……"

Fang Shizhuo couldn't tell.