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A few days before the college entrance examination, Fang Shizhuo fell into inexplicable anxiety again.

He can't eat or sleep well, he is comparable to the parent of a senior high school student, nervous and dreamy, cranky.

On the contrary, Xu Yin has adjusted his state. There is some nervousness, but it is more of a kind of expectation for the future.

Not only his own future, but also his and Fang Shizhuo's future.

The college entrance examination is like an invisible wall, trapping them inside.

This wall is also a knot in Fang Shizhuo's heart. He has been limited by their relationship and dare not move forward.

The day before the exam was on holiday, Fang Shizhuo was fidgeting at home, he really wanted to know about Xu Yin's situation, but he didn't dare to take the initiative to ask, for fear of disturbing his review.

Xu Yin took the initiative to ask: "Teacher, do you want to have lunch together?"

Fang Shizhuo was not in the mood to eat.

In fact, he was not only worried about Xu Yin alone, he also had so many students, and everyone was involved in his heart.

He is worried about students who usually have good grades but poor mentality, and he is also worried about those whose grades fluctuate from high to low.He wanted to know if the students had calmed down and finished the last paper according to their own words.

"No." He rejected Xu Yin's invitation, "you can eat."

Xu Yin released the bait: "I made the chili fried pork that the teacher likes."

He obviously can't eat spicy food, how can he cook this dish!

Wouldn't it be troublesome if you have a stomachache or a stomachache?

Fang Shizhuo was even more worried, and told him: "It's best not to eat too stimulating food for the past two days, and eat a lighter diet, and..."

"I know, I know." Xu Yin couldn't help laughing, "Teacher, are you too nervous?"

It's not just nervousness, but also the anxiety that he didn't have during the college entrance examination. His mind is already in a mess.

Fang Shizhuo didn't want to admit it: "Why am I nervous? It's not my exam."

"But you sound more nervous than me."

"Aren't you nervous?"

"Nervous." Xu Yin said, "But not as nervous as the teacher."

Fang Shizhuo was seen through by him, and was momentarily at a loss for words.

Is he really anxious?

As a result, Xu Yin in turn calmed his emotions, telling him not to be nervous and calm down.

Fang Shizhuo was amused by him.

"You can check the wrong questions again in the afternoon, and go to bed early in the evening."

Xu Yin obediently: "Yes."

Fang Shizhuo said again: "Set more alarm clocks, don't oversleep."

"it is good."

He was still worried: "Forget it, I'll call you again tomorrow morning, keep your phone on silent."

He is like a nagging parent, caring about every detail, for fear that Xu Yin's exam will be affected by his negligence.

At the end, Xu Yin was reluctant to hang up the phone.

Fang Shizhuo didn't hang up either, both of them remained silent, waiting for the other to cut off first.

No one can tell what awaits them after the college entrance examination.

Xu Yin didn't know if he would have a chance to call the teacher like this again in the future, and if the teacher would draw a clear line with him again and stay away from him step by step.

For him, the teacher-student relationship is both bondage and maintenance.

Fang Shizhuo didn't know how long Xu Yin's novelty would last, and how many people he would meet in his future life as he gradually returned to the normal track.

There will be people who meet by chance, and there will be people who like and fall in love.

Neither of them is confident enough to be the only and special case for each other.

Fang Shizhuo was the first to break the silence: "Hurry up and eat."

After speaking, he took the initiative to cut off the phone, but he held the phone in his hand and refused to put it down for a long time.

Fengcheng Middle School is the test center, and idlers are not allowed to stay. Fang Shizhuo has no task of invigilating the test, so he has two more days off.

As in previous years, the weather during the college entrance examination was as bad as ever.

It had been cloudy since the morning, and it started to rain lightly in the morning. He didn't know if Xu Yin had brought an umbrella, and the exam was not over yet, so he didn't dare to send him a message easily.

He was more nervous than the people in the examination room. He was restless walking around at home, and finally picked up the car keys and went out.

Holding an umbrella and holding one in his hand, Fang Shizhuo ran towards the examination room where Xu Yin was.

Even on rainy days, there are many parents waiting outside the school gate.

Like them, he stood outside the examination room with expectations, worries and anxiety on his face.

Before the first test was over, the sky was getting darker and darker.Ten minutes before the end of the first exam, thunder roared overhead and it began to rain heavily.

The crowd scattered around to take shelter from the rain. Some went to nearby shops, some returned to their cars, and some stood still with umbrellas even though they were half soaked.

Fang Shizhuo is the latter.

Finally, the bell for handing in the paper was like the first cry of a baby, falling to the ground in the tense anticipation.

One, two... Students holding umbrellas walked out of the examination room one after another, some with happy faces, and some with frowning faces.

The number of parents gathered at the school gate gradually decreased, and most of the students had left. Fang Shizhuo still couldn't catch the familiar one among the many figures.

Xu Yin must be taking the exam, he told himself.

But as fewer and fewer students left the school, Fang Shizhuo gradually began to panic.

He waited, his palms sweating.

Suddenly, in the rain and fog, he saw Xu Yin walking out in the distance holding a black umbrella and carrying a schoolbag on one shoulder.

Fang Shizhuo let go of all his worries.

For no reason, he didn't want Xu Yin to see him.So Fang Shizhuo hid and blocked himself with an umbrella.

He watched Xu Yin's back walking towards the bus station in the rain.

Fang Shizhuo stood in the rain for more than half an hour, his whole body was almost soaked, he returned to the car in a state of embarrassment, and turned on the heater in June.

The phone in his pocket rang, it was Xu Yin.

"Hello, teacher?"

Fang Shizhuo pretended to be calm: "Finished the exam?"

"Yeah." Xu Yin sounded pretty good, "I wanted to call the teacher as soon as I got out of the exam room, but there was a shielding device, so I didn't get through after several calls."

So you came out so late, are you calling yourself?

Fang Shizhuo exhaled, feeling warmed up.

"Won't the teacher ask me how I did in the exam?"

"After the exam, don't think about it anymore." Fang Shizhuo told him his personal experience, "Also, don't get the answer right now."

Xu Yin smiled and said, "I know."

"So happy? Looks like you did well in the exam."

Xu Yin said: "I am happy because I called the teacher."

The atmosphere was more harmonious than expected. Fang Shizhuo saw that he was in such a good condition, and his mood improved accordingly.

"Take a good rest at noon, and don't get sleepy in the afternoon."

"it is good."

The summer rains come and go in a hurry, turning to a patter after a torrential downpour.

Although he no longer needed to send an umbrella, he still went to the next few exams.

In the dark, she watched Xu Yin enter the examination room, and then, like many parents, waited for him to come out in the rain.

The only difference is that he never let Xu Yin discover his existence.

After the last exam, the sky that had been gloomy for two days finally cleared up. The sun broke through the clouds and dyed half of the sky golden yellow.

Fang Shizhuo watched his tall figure walk out of the school, and looked around in the crowd blankly, feeling a little disappointed.

The surrounding adults wore cheongsams, held bouquets of flowers and banners, and greeted their children with laughter.

And Xu Yin has nothing.

No one was waiting for him, no one came to meet him.

At that moment, Fang Shizhuo's heart seemed to be tightly grasped, painful and sore.

He felt that he should also give Xu Yin something, but he was not prepared at all.

Xu Yin didn't see the figure he was expecting, so he lowered his head and walked towards the station.

Why did the teacher come?He was simply delusional.

He took out his mobile phone and dialed the number that he kept in his heart, planning to tell Fang Shizhuo the news that he had finished the exam.

This time the phone rang only once, and it was connected quickly.

Xu Yin concealed his disappointment and adjusted his tone: "Teacher, I have finished the exam!"

"Go back."

Xu Yin didn't react for a while: "What?"

He heard the same background sound as his on the phone, and then he realized what the teacher said, and turned around suddenly.

Fang Shizhuo was standing not far away waiting for him.

In an instant, the hustle and bustle around him disappeared, the loss and grievance just now were replaced by great happiness, and only the teacher remained in his eyes.

Xu Yin strode towards him, walking turned into running.

In the crowd, he hugged Fang Shizhuo.