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When the phrase "I'm gay" was said, Yao Xu suddenly felt that his life suddenly became brighter.

All along, he has been hiding it, always thinking of testing and assimilating first. He is always afraid of scaring Ni Xingqiao, but he forgot that Ni Xingqiao is already 17 years old, and he is no longer a child who doesn't understand anything.Because I grew up together, I saw a lot of Ni Xingqiao's innocent and harmless appearance, and I always subconsciously protect the other party, so I ignored the fact that the other party has also grown up.

What Yao Xu longs for is that things will come to fruition. Even if they don’t need to reveal their sexuality, they can start to fall in love, but things in the world can’t be so easy to follow. What’s more, for Ni Xingqiao, liking someone of the same sex needs to be taught.

Yao Xu said, "Are you scared?"

Ni Xingqiao looked at Yao Xu in shock, not knowing what to say for a long time.

Fireworks started to be set off outside the school, and there was another noise in the classroom, and then everyone ran out to the window in the corridor to watch the fireworks outside.Yao Xu and Ni Xingqiao were wrapped in the crowd, looking at each other.The liveliness did not diminish the silence that wandered between the two of them. Ni Xingqiao looked at Yao Xu and felt that there was a pair of hands holding drumsticks, beating his heart like a drum.

There was the sound of booming fireworks and everyone's play, but he seemed to only hear his heavy breathing.Yao Xu turned out to be gay.

Ni Xingqiao was mentally prepared, but felt that he was never ready.

Yao Xu hesitated for a moment, crossed the crowd and came to Ni Xingqiao again.He asked the other party "Are you scared?" This time, Ni Xingqiao finally gave him a response. "Then do you like Lin Yuzhou?"

Yao Xu didn't know whether to laugh or cry, why did this guy mess up the mandarin ducks? "Go over there to talk." Yao Xu pointed to the stairs, and then grabbed Ni Xingqiao's hand.

On New Year's Eve, everyone was immersed in missing home and being shocked by the fireworks. Everyone's attention was drawn away. No one noticed that two teenagers came to the empty corridor holding hands.Away from the crowd, they have a quiet corner.

If it was Ni Xingqiao in the past, he might not have cared about being held by Yao Xu. From childhood to adulthood, let alone holding hands, there are countless more intimate actions between the two of them, but it is different now.

Ni Xingqiao was full of thoughts that Yao Xu was really gay.He was a little confused, but he couldn't explain why he was confused.At this time, Ni Xingqiao began to feel annoyed that he was really not smart.

"I don't like Lin Yuzhou." Yao Xu said, "Don't think about it all day long."

Ni Xingqiao stood at the corner of the stairs, and Yao Xu almost blocked him there, completely isolating him from the outside world.

They were very close. At this moment, Ni Xingqiao actually felt that Yao Xu had an unprecedented sense of oppression.

"Ah..." Ni Xingqiao's voice tightened, and the usual eccentric talker couldn't speak now. "Don't you want to know who I like?"

Ni Xingqiao felt that not only the hairs all over his body stood up, but even his hair was about to explode.who will be

Ni Xingqiao remembered what Yao Xu had said to him, what Yao Xu had done to him, and how he firmly rejected all suitors who came towards him.

"Who is it?" Ni Xingqiao asked hesitantly.

At this moment, Ni Xingqiao suddenly seemed to know the answer to Lin Yuzhou's question. "Do you like Yao Xu?"

Lin Yuzhou's voice kept appearing in his mind, but all he could see was Yao Xu's face.

Yao Xu stared at Ni Xingqiao, and involuntarily approached him slightly.They were getting closer and closer, almost feeling each other's breath.Yao Xu said "You really don't know"

Ni Xingqiao raised his hand subconsciously, and put his palm on Yao Xu's heart.He was a little timid and a little nervous, and he raised his hand to prevent Yao Xu from getting closer, but when his palm was pressed against it, he felt Yao Xu's violent heartbeat, and that strong heartbeat made Ni Xingqiao panic immediately.

Yao Xu felt a little resistance from him, so he didn't dare to approach rashly, and stopped there, silently looking at the person in front of him.

The sound of fireworks outside stopped, and the voices in the corridor returned to the classroom.The world was quiet, and the sensor lights went off again.

On New Year's Eve at the age of 17, the two teenagers counted each other's heartbeats in silence.

Some things are tacit, and some things are still confused.Ni Xingqiao blinked, wondering if Yao Xu was looking at himself or the stars.

Qi Weining, who was going to the bathroom, passed by the corridor and accidentally saw this scene.

He stopped slightly and looked at the two of them. From his angle, they seemed to be kissing.

Qi Weining didn't bother those two people, but took the initiative to turn around and say to the students who came behind, "The toilet here is broken, go to the other side."

On New Year's Eve, Yao Xu did not confess his love to Ni Xingqiao.Because Ni Xingqiao said, "Let me guess."

Yao Xu waited for him to guess, but Ni Xingqiao said again: "Give me more time to guess."

Just like that, the two returned to the classroom with their own concerns, and Ni Xingqiao was in no mood to continue watching the Spring Festival Gala.

He became a little silent, and stopped joking around with Lu Li and the others in the QQ group, and sat there in a daze. It took him a long time to respond to Yao Xu talking to him.

Yao Xu began to wonder if he did something wrong.

What he was most afraid of was such a scene - because of him, Ni Xingqiao was no longer carefree.

That night, Ni Xingqiao hid in the bathroom and cried secretly. He couldn't explain why he was crying, but he felt conflicted.

The moment Yao Xu revealed that he was gay, Ni Xingqiao suddenly realized that he didn't seem to understand this best friend who grew up together.

Over the years, he has always been self-righteous, frisky and mischievous around Yao Xu, who indulges and spoils him, and he always enjoys the other party's goodness without any scruples, but he has not started to think seriously about Yao Xu's goodness until now Ni Xingqiao blamed himself for being unresponsive, and at the same time blamed himself for being sensitive.The dullness is because he has been so stupid for not realizing it for so many years, and the sensitiveness is because when Yao Xu asked him just now, he had a guess that might be correct in his mind.Yao Xu, I like him

Ni Xingqiao didn't want to be affectionate, but looking back on the past, Yao Xu never showed extra tenderness to anyone except him.That person seemed to have given all the softness and patience to him alone.Thinking of this, Ni Xingqiao felt sad.Because he felt that he should feel sorry for Yao Xu.

Sorry for not discovering his thoughts for so many years, sorry for not seriously thinking about the relationship between the two of them for so many years.

When Yao Xu kept calling me "daughter-in-law", he meant it, right? Ni Xingqiao wiped his face carelessly, thinking that if he were Yao Xu, he would really be wronged to death.

At three o'clock in the middle of the night, Ni Xingqiao, who was afraid of ghosts, went to the bathroom alone for the first time.

He couldn't wait, so he called Lin Yuzhou.Lin Yuzhou "What happened to the ancestors"

"I don't know." Ni Xingqiao said, "Are you saying I'm gay?" When Ni Xingqiao realized that Yao Xu might like him, his first reaction was that no matter whether he was gay or not, he wanted to try to be with him. each other together.

Because he likes Yao Xu, no matter what he likes, it doesn't matter, the important thing is that he is very afraid of losing such a good Yao Xu.

"What?" Lin Yuzhou, who finished watching the new year, was ready to go to bed. If it wasn't for waiting for Lu Zheming's message, he wouldn't be holding his phone so late.

Lin Yuzhou said to him, "What the hell is this about you? Are you yourself? You don't know in your heart."

"I just don't know." Ni Xingqiao stomped his feet anxiously, when did he encounter such trouble.

Listening to his thick nasal voice, Lin Yuzhou realized that something might really have happened.

"Yao Xu is going to fight you overlord." "No." Ni Xingqiao said, "I'm just..." "That's what"

Before Ni Xingqiao could answer Lin Yuzhou, he suddenly heard someone knocking on the bathroom door.

Ni Xingqiao was scared out of his wits, but it was Yao Xu's voice that sounded outside.

Yao Xu was very worried about him, this guy had been hiding in the bathroom for so long and didn't know what he was doing, so Yao Xu couldn't help but knock on the door.When Ni Xingqiao heard Yao Xu's voice, he quickly hung up the phone.Lin Yuzhou, who didn't get an answer over there, was so angry that he decided not to answer Ni Xingqiao's calls again.

"Are you okay?" Yao Xu asked outside the door.

Ni Xingqiao was so nervous that his fingertips were numb. He took a deep breath and said, "No, it's fine."

"Aren't you coming out yet?" Yao Xu really started to regret it, he felt that Ni Xingqiao was hiding from him on purpose.

"Here we come." Ni Xingqiao put the phone in his pocket and washed his hands. He felt that he was not awake enough, so he washed his face with cold water in the winter.Before he opened the door, he asked himself again, Ni Xingqiao, can you please? Yao Xu was all in his mind, and he didn't want to disappoint him.Ni Xingqiao closed his eyes, took a deep breath, he had never passed by like this before.Yao Xu waited at the door, and finally waited for the other party to open the door.

"I'm sorry, I..." Yao Xu intends to apologize to Ni Xingqiao, hoping that he will not care about what happened today, and that the two of them can still be the same as before. If he thinks it's not good, he will keep a certain distance from each other in the future.

However, what Yao Xu didn't expect was that after opening the door, Ni Xingqiao asked him: "Yao Xu, am I the one you like?"

Yao Xu froze there, and then heard the other party say, "If so, then let's have a puppy love."