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It is said that teenagers are the group of people who are the least able to hide themselves, because they are pure in nature and sincere and fiery.

However, Yao Xu was never that kind of person.

He has never faced a relaxed environment since he was a child. For him, restraint and depression are the norm.

This makes him often at a loss when facing the people he likes.

He can easily solve a problem, but he doesn't know how to say "I want you" to his sweetheart.

Yao Xu looked at the person in front of him and saw Ni Xingqiao's side face illuminated by the big screen in the movie theater. He swallowed a bit, his nose felt a little sore from Ni Xingqiao's slowly opening smile.

He suddenly hugged the person in front of him, and the person he hugged was taken aback for a moment, and asked in a voice that only the two of them could hear: "Are you homesick too?"

Yao Xu didn't know what to say, so he could only keep silent.

Ni Xingqiao gently patted him on the back to comfort him, and in a clumsy but sincere way, gave Yao Xu a sense of security that he had never had before.

The movie was extremely lively, during which Ni Xingqiao laughed several times.

As for Yao Xu, all his attention was on Ni Xingqiao. When Ni Xingqiao laughed, he would laugh, and when Ni Xingqiao was quiet, he would be quiet.

Every nerve of his is only pulled by the other party, and at this time he is really himself.

When they walked out of the cinema, Ni Xingqiao hadn't finished eating the popcorn. The two of them walked and ate, and found that it was snowing outside.

"I don't know if it's snowing over there."

Ni Xingqiao took out his mobile phone, leaned his head on Yao Xu's body, and pressed the camera button before Yao Xu could react.

Yao Xu said helplessly, "You didn't even give me a chance to talk about eggplant."

"It's only natural!" The trickster Ni Xingqiao was in a good mood, flipped through the photo album, saw the photo of the two of them just now, and laughed even louder.In the photo, he is holding popcorn and grinning like a fool, while Yao Xu beside him is slightly looking up at the snow floating in the sky.

"What's going on!" Ni Xingqiao couldn't help but smile bitterly, feeling that the world was unfair, "My pose is not as handsome as your snap shot!"

"You're cute."

"No, no, no, don't call me cute again."

"why?"

Ni Xingqiao said seriously: "Lu Li told me that only when a person has no other advantages and has to be praised, will he be called cute!"

Originally, Ni Xingqiao didn't agree with this point of view, but the more he thought about it, the more he felt that what Lu Li said made sense.

Thinking of Yao Xu saying that he is cute, Ni Xingqiao is not happy. "You can say I'm handsome," Ni Xingqiao said, "or you can say I'm smart." He put the last popcorn in his mouth: "But!Can't say I'm cute anymore! "

"This is simply a fallacy." Yao Xu said, "You should stop playing with Lu Li, that person is out of his mind."

"You said that Lu Li was out of his mind, and I'm going to sue you."

"He has a bad brain." Yao Xu rubbed Ni Xingqiao's head, "If he had a good brain, he wouldn't be able to say such a thing."

Yao Xu asked him: "Do you know Roland Bart?

"Who?" Ni Xingqiao held the empty popcorn bucket and searched for the trash can.

"A thinker."

Ni Xingqiao looked at him and said that he was an idiot who didn't know anything.

"Roland Barthes wrote in a book that when he couldn't tell what the reason for his admiration for another person was, he had to use the word 'cute' to describe it.

Ni Xingqiao looked at Yao Xu thoughtfully, and then asked, "Do you admire me?"

Yao Xu smiled: "What do you think?"

Ni Xingqiao thought about it carefully, nodded and said, "Then I think it should be, I am so attractive, everyone admires me."

Yao Xu really has nothing to do with him, maybe God forgot to put the emotions and desires in it when he created this guy.

But in fact, Ni Xingqiao didn't really think so in his heart.

His heart beat a few more times for what Yao Xu said just now, and then he remembered what Lin Yuzhou asked him before: Do you like Yao Xu?

Ni Xingqiao felt that a seedling was about to germinate in the soil of his own world, but he didn't know what kind of seedling it was or how it would grow.

He is still ignorant about this kind of thing and can't see clearly.

However, Ni Xingqiao felt that what he knew a little bit was that he wanted to be the special one to Yao Xu.

And the only one.

"Yao Xu!"

Yao Xu was walking towards the roadside stall selling candied haws when he suddenly heard Ni Xingqiao calling him behind him.

Ni Xingqiao looked at him from a distance of several meters, watched the snowflakes fall on Yao Xu's body, and looked at him as well.

"Do you think I'm cute?" he asked.

Yao Xu smiled: "What do you think?"

"cute!"

Yao Xu walked back to Ni Xingqiao with a smile, put his arms around his neck, and took him to buy candied haws together.

"answer me!"

"Cute of course."

It is written in an ancient poem: I miss my relatives every festive season.

During the daytime on New Year's Eve, under the leadership of Yao Xu, Ni Xingqiao managed to dilute his longing for home, but at night, he was still homesick and thought of his whole being in mourning.

Because it was New Year's Eve, the canteen uncles and aunts who also didn't go home cooked a very sumptuous New Year's Eve dinner for these children.

The teacher who led the team didn't leave either. He ate with everyone and gave everyone red envelopes.

After dinner, everyone gathered to watch the Spring Festival Gala.

Ni Xingqiao is an unshakable audience of the Spring Festival Gala, who must watch it from beginning to end every year.

The reason why he watched the Spring Festival Gala was not because he thought it was good-looking, but because if he didn't watch it, he wouldn't be able to complain with everyone, which would be a pity.

I can't watch it at home this year, but luckily he didn't miss it.

Ni Xingqiao was sitting next to Yao Xu, eating candy, watching the show while chatting passionately with Lu Li on QQ.

Lu Li followed his parents back to his grandfather's house, and the whole family gathered together, so lively that Lu Li felt his head hurt.

Wait for a QQ love: Where is your sweetheart?Didn't I send you New Year's greetings?

Lu Li sent a tearful emoji, saying: She won't add me on QQ!

Ni Xingqiao laughed so hard that he almost choked on the candy in his mouth. Yao Xu asked him what was wrong, and he showed Yao Xu the chat records between himself and Lu Li.

Yao Xu smiled: "Stop chatting with his Qing Wu Fei Yang?"

"I think you want him to die." After Ni Xingqiao finished speaking, he suddenly had an idea and created a group chat on QQ. There were only three people in the group: Waiting for a QQ love, Passepartout PHS and Qingwu Feiyang.Ni Xingqiao said: "Yao Xu, don't you really register a QQ account?" After registering, will I date you online? Yao Xu deliberately teased him, "If this is the case, then I can register one." "

"Forget it, forget it, you'd better stop deceiving people online." Ni Xingqiao said, "There are many innocent little boys like Lu Li, so you should be merciful."

After Lu Li saw the group chat, he had an ominous premonition.

Sure enough, after waiting for a QQ love to speak soon: @Qingwufeiyang, what is your sister doing?

"Qingwu Feiyang" himself is hiding in the study room staring at the phone in a daze, when the screen lights up, he is first surprised and then disappointed.

Qingwu Feiyang: What group is this?

Waiting for a QQ love to change the group name to "Passpasserto chasing love group".

Seeing the name of the group chat, Lin Yuzhou thought resentfully: I'm still helping Passepartout to chase after love, but I can't even catch up with my own love.

He deliberately provoked trouble and asked Ni Xingqiao: What is my deskmate doing?Bring him into the group too.

When talking about being at the same table, Ni Xingqiao became unhappy: Why are you at the same table!He will be my deskmate from next semester!

Qingwu Feiyang: Ouch, possessiveness is quite strong!Those who didn't know thought you two were dating!

Of course Ni Xingqiao knew that Lin Yuzhou was deliberately acting weird, so he snorted and made a head-knocking emoji.

Yao Xu watched him chatting dully and didn't watch the Spring Festival Gala, so he asked curiously, "What are you talking about? So serious?"

He looked down, and saw the sentence sent by Lin Yuzhou at a glance, smiled, took Ni Xingqiao's mobile phone, and directly sent a sentence: Yes, I am dating.

Ni Xingqiao hurriedly snatched back his mobile phone, but he was not really unhappy, he just hummed and said, "Don't talk nonsense!"

"Isn't everyone in the world aware of our dating?" Yao Xu said, "Or are you going to create opportunities for me and Lin Yuzhou?"

"What's the matter with him?"

"He can't catch up with the person he likes, and he feels that I resemble that person. Once he launches a fierce pursuit of me, won't you be jealous?"

Ni Xingqiao looked at him and remained silent for a long time.

After a while, he finally came back to his senses slowly, grabbed Yao Xu's hand, and dragged him out of the classroom.

Yao Xu: "I'm in a panic, why are you going?"

Ni Xingqiao pulled Yao Xu out without hesitation, and the two came to the corridor outside the classroom.superior.

The corridor was very quiet, no one walked by.

The corridor is also very noisy, and the sound of the Spring Festival Gala and everyone laughing can be heard through the door and the wall.

The two stood face to face, Ni Xingqiao rarely looked serious.

"Want to tell me something?"

"......Um."

Ni Xingqiao frowned.

Yao Xu raised his hand and rubbed his brows away: "Don't frown, just speak up if you have something to say, don't hide it from me, don't have any worries."

Ni Xingqiao didn't speak for a long time, and the sensor lights in the corridor were all off.They stood facing each other in the dark, and Yao Xu felt that maybe something important was about to happen this night.

Sure enough, Ni Xingqiao finally spoke after a long silence: "Yao Xu, are you gay?"

Ni Xingqiao asked this question before, but at that time, Yao Xu did not give him a clear answer.

After realizing it, Ni Xingqiao realized that Yao Xu seemed to have been fooling himself like a child in this matter.

He doesn't want to be fooled anymore.

He is Yao Xu's best friend, the best best friend, and he must know more about Yao Xu than others.

"Are you?" Ni Xingqiao looked up at Yao Xu, who hesitated for a long time before answering him.

"That's right." For the first time in Yao Xu's life, he confessed his sexuality to others so clearly and decisively, "I am gay."