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Ni Xingqiao could clearly feel that nothing was wrong, something must be happening to Yao Xu.

He lightly patted the other person on the back and comforted him softly. No matter what happened, the first thing Ni Xingqiao should do now is to calm Yao Xu down.He had hardly seen Yao Xu like this before.

In Ni Xingqiao's memory, Yao Xu is always like a big tree that grows ahead of time, which is about the same age as him, but can shelter him from wind and rain.Yao Xu has a solid foundation that he doesn't have. He can act like a bird happily on each other's branches and leaves, and he can also grow lazily on each other like a vine.

He is always used to relying on each other, and he is also used to Yao Xu overcoming obstacles like a god.

But he forgot that Yao Xu was also made of flesh and blood, and could be injured.Ni Xingqiao hugged him, his eyes were red.

Outside the door, Yao Xu's roommate poked his head out of the room secretly. He was nervous and annoyed just now, thinking that if he was not a boyfriend but came to collect debts, wouldn't he be causing trouble for Qiao Ling?

Or, even if it was a boyfriend, the two of them might be breaking up, and it would be troublesome for him to let him in.

Now it seems that my worries should be superfluous. The two of them hug each other very affectionately.

The roommate pulled his hair, but he never thought that Qiao Ling was gay.

But it had nothing to do with him, he tidied up and cooked noodles by himself.

In the room, Ni Xingqiao finally calmed Yao Xu, who was a little restless.

Ni Xingqiao could feel Yao Xu's heart beating fast, as if he had been seriously frightened.

He comforted him softly, hoping that Yao Xu would feel better. "I'm sorry." Yao Xu said. "Why are you apologizing again?"

"It's agreed to find you." Yao Xu leaned on his shoulder and sighed. "So, do you want to explain to me?" Ni Xingqiao patted Yao Xu on the back, "You sweat a lot, I'll get you a tissue to wipe it off." Ni Xingqiao wanted to let Yao Xu go to get a tissue, but the other party hugged him even tighter. tight.

"Let me hold you for a while."

Ni Xingqiao obediently let him hug him, and didn't continue to ask any more questions. When Yao Xu wanted to talk, he would naturally tell him.

Today Yao Xu received another call from the funeral home before going out.After Qi Meiling was cremated, no one went to collect the ashes. The funeral home got Yao Xu's contact information from somewhere and kept calling him.

Yao Xu didn't want to care about it at all, if he was not filial, let's say it, he was not filial.

When Qi Meiling was alive, no one cared about her. He saved money to pay her all the expenses every year, which was regarded as repaying her for her upbringing. Now, even though it was just a matter of receiving the ashes, and setting up a card casually, it didn't matter much. It's troublesome, but Yao Xu just doesn't want to.

Today, the funeral parlor called and kept urging him to come over. He was so annoyed that he couldn't stand the other party saying "Qi Meiling Qi Meiling" all the time, so he couldn't control it and started arguing with the other party.

The people over there were just doing business, but for Yao Xu, Qi Meiling's name was a curse, enough to trigger all his fear and loathing.

In the middle of the quarrel, Yao Xu felt that he was about to lose control, so he hung up the phone quickly, but suddenly heard Qi Meiling screaming in his ear.He knew what happened, closed the door immediately, and took the medicine.

He thought he should tell Ni Xingqiao in advance that he couldn't go out, but when the sense of panic hit, he couldn't do anything.It was Ni Xingqiao's voice that brought him back to reality.

At that time, after taking the medicine, he shrank under the quilt. It had been a long time since he had done this, so why did he suddenly come again?

Yao Xu had been fighting alone until he heard Ni Xingqiao's voice.

At first I thought it was hallucination again, until the other party started knocking on the bedroom door.

Yao Xu doesn't care so much, whether it's a hallucination or not, he will let Ni Xingqiao in.Fortunately, it was really him.

When he hugged Ni Xingqiao, it seemed that all the panic had been dispelled, leaving only the cold sweat all over his body.

Yao Xu doesn't know how to explain this to Ni Xingqiao, should he just tell him that he is also mentally ill?

He lay on Ni Xingqiao's shoulder, feeling the warmth from him.If it was Ni Xingqiao, he would tolerate him, right?

It took Yao Xu a long time to slowly recover his former state, he let go of Ni Xingqiao, and kissed him lightly.

The roommate who had just cooked the noodles originally wanted to ask them if they wanted to eat together, but when they came here, they saw the two kissing and hurried back to the bedroom in fright.

Man and man kissing.

The roommate thought the picture was a bit weird, but it seemed to be very warm.Seeing someone making out, my roommate felt embarrassed, and sent Yao Xu a message that I cooked more noodles, you can eat.

When Yao Xu received the news from his roommate, Ni Xingqiao was wiping the cold sweat off his forehead with a tissue.

He showed the information to Ni Xingqiao, and Ni Xingqiao smiled and said, "I almost misunderstood your roommate just now." "What's wrong?"

"I thought you were living with him." Ni Xingqiao said, "You found someone else behind my back."

Yao Xu smiled and looked at him without speaking.

Yao Xu was in a daze that night, and Ni Xingqiao didn't drag him to run outside.

The two ate the noodles cooked by Yao Xu's roommate. To thank him, Ni Xingqiao went downstairs to buy two roasted sweet potatoes after dinner, and gave one to Yao Xu's roommate when he came back.

Yao Xu and Ni Xingqiao nestled at the table in the small rental house eating delicious roasted sweet potatoes, and it snowed heavily outside at some point. "There's been a lot of snow this winter." Ni Xingqiao muttered.Yao Xu nodded.

Ni Xingqiao looked at Yao Xu, wanting to ask him what happened today, but he couldn't ask.

Of course Yao Xu understood that he was hesitant to speak, took out a tissue and wiped his hands, fell silent for a while, and chose to confess to the other party.

"You told me yesterday that you are abnormal." Yao Xu said, "But in fact, I am the one who is really abnormal."

Ni Xingqiao knew that Yao Xu was finally going to show him his grown-up self.

He also wiped his hands, sat up straight, and looked at each other.Yao Xu got up and walked to the front of the closet.

He opened the closet and found a file bag under a pile of clothes, which contained all his medical records.

When Yao Xu handed over the bag of medical records to Ni Xingqiao, he was so nervous that his hands were shaking. He didn't know what the other party would think of him from now on, and whether he would avoid him like Qi Meiling.

For so many years, he has caused Ni Xingqiao enough misery, and now, he still wants to continue to harm him.

Ni Xingqiao didn't understand why he took it, and when he took out the contents, Lin Yuzhou's words immediately popped up in his mind, Yao Xu is terminally ill, right? For a moment, he burst into tears.

Yao Xu looked at him in surprise, why did he start crying before reading the medical records?

He took out a tissue to wipe the other party's tears, just like before, taking care of him carefully.

Ni Xingqiao asked him, "Yao Xu, can't he really be terminally ill?" Yao Xu was taken aback for a moment, then laughed. "What are you thinking?"

Knowing that he was not terminally ill, Ni Xingqiao heaved a sigh of relief, and his tears stopped immediately.

"It's fine if it's not a terminal illness." Ni Xingqiao muttered to himself, "As long as he's alive."

Yao Xu looked at him, thinking that it might actually be worse than a terminal illness.

Ni Xingqiao looked down at the medical records seriously, and he began to understand why Yao Xu had such a reaction.

The doctor's handwriting was so colorful that Ni Xingqiao didn't want to read it too clearly. It was enough for him to understand this matter.He read it quickly, collected them one by one, and put them back in the file bag. "Eat quickly, it's getting cold." Ni Xingqiao urged Yao Xu to continue eating sweet potatoes as if nothing happened.

Yao Xu didn't expect him to react like this, and asked him, "Do you have anything to say?"

Ni Xingqiao is actually very complicated in his heart. Those medical records that he doesn't understand but he understands send shivers down his spine, but he doesn't want Yao Xu to think too much, so he can only act as calm as possible.

He pretended to be calm and said to Yao Xu, "I think we are a good match." Yao Xu was full of doubts.

"I have a mental problem, you have a mental problem, you two are crazy." Ni Xingqiao laughed, "This is not a good match."

Yao Xu understood that he was deliberately saying this so that he would not be burdened.There is no one in this world who is kinder and knows how to love others than Ni Xingqiao.

Yao Xu felt that he was really lucky, so miserable and incompetent, but he could have Ni Xingqiao's love.He leaned over and kissed Ni Xingqiao.

He kissed each other's lips, kissed each other's neck, and the two came from the table to the bed.

Yao Xu said, "Aren't you afraid?"

"Scared." Ni Xingqiao grabbed Yao Xu's clothes and said softly, "But I'm even more afraid of you leaving me again." Crazy, who hasn't seen it yet.

Ni Xingqiao thought, even if Yao Xuzhen had a schizophrenia and went crazy, he would never be hurt.

"Besides, we can see a doctor." Ni Xingqiao's eyes were still red, and tears still flowed, he said, "We will find the best psychiatrist, you have suffered so much, fate will not treat you badly. "

When he said these words, Ni Xingqiao felt like a knife was twisting his heart.Fate will not treat Yao Xu badly again.

Really not? Ni Xingqiao actually doesn't know.He just felt sorry for Yao Xu and wanted to comfort Yao Xu.

But regardless of whether fate will treat the other party badly, he will not.Yao Xu has never been loved well, but he can love Yao Xu well.All these, Ni Xingqiao did not tell Yao Xu, his worries and sadness were all digested by himself.

He just needs to be gentle to the other party, encourage the other party, and promise to the other party. He wants Yao Xu to know that even if Yao Xu goes crazy one day, he is willing to live in the lunatic asylum with the other party.Anyway, there is nothing else to pursue in life.Yao Xu kissed him and hugged him.

If he hadn't taken Ni Xingqiao's body into consideration, he would have to torment him so much that he couldn't sleep tonight.Yao Xu felt his heart was about to explode.Who said Ni Xingqiao has changed

His innocent and warm little prince has never changed. "I'm sorry." Yao Xu said, "I've been wrong for so many years."