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Ni Xingqiao and Yao Xu walked for almost half an hour in the heavy snow, and finally arrived in front of his house.

Ni Xingqiao said, "Aren't you surprised at all?" "What?"

"The house I rented is the partition room you lived in back then." Yao Xu looked at the building, pretending to be suddenly enlightened.Ni Xingqiao had sharp eyes and a quick brain, and he noticed something was wrong when he was just walking.

"Did you already know that I live here?" "I don't know."

"Then why did I not tell you where to turn when you were walking back, but you made the right turn every time?" Ni Xingqiao said, "Yao Xu, you are really bad."

Yao Xu stood where he was, and knew that Ni Xingqiao was still so smart.same as childhood

Ni Xingqiao said, "I don't know what kind of tricks you are playing, but I am very angry that you have played tricks on me."

Yao Xu didn't intend to tease him, but he didn't know how to describe his guilt and bad situation.

"If you don't apologize, I will always be angry with you." Ni Xingqiao said, "and I will always trouble you." Ni Xingqiao said, "Yao Xu, remember, I don't owe you." Of course Yao Xu knew Ni Xingqiao didn't owe him anything.Because obviously he owed the other party.

Yao Xu has had a hard time these years, being troubled by Qi Meiling, going in and out of mental hospitals, and relying on taking medicine to maintain a normal mental state all day long, but he knows better that what Ni Xingqiao encountered was the real disaster.He said that he didn't want to go back to the past, but in fact, if he was given a chance, he would rather die in that summer. After he died, Ni Xingqiao would not suffer the torture that he brought later.

"Yao Xu, think about how to make up for my nine years." Ni Xingqiao poked him on the shoulder and said, "I love you, but I'm not that generous. Since you are such a bully, then I will Ya Zi must be avenged."

After Ni Xingqiao finished speaking, he quickly turned around, fearing that Yao Xu would see his tears.

Yao Xu looked at his back, full of regret.

In fact, their lives were basically ruined by him. "Hate me." Yao Xu said, "You should hate me."

"Of course." Ni Xingqiao pouted, thinking about the past few years, he couldn't help but want to grab Yao Xu's ear and scold, "You should be hated by me."

He turned to look at Yao Xu, "But don't think about running away. You are a coward, but I don't care what worries you have, you have to remember what you owe me, what you owe me! You have to pay back what you owe me! Old man Serve me with tea and water by my side honestly! Because you owe me!" Ni Xingqiao deliberately said these words, and finally almost roared out.Seeing his heart-piercing pain, Yao Xu finally knelt down and cried bitterly.

Ni Xingqiao just looked down at Yao Xu. The high-spirited young man he loved back then has completely disappeared. What is in front of him now is a scarred body that is so worn that it can hardly be put together. He doesn't know what to do. .

"Yao Xu." Ni Xingqiao said, "Are you still going?" Yao Xu calmed down slowly, looked up at the person in front of him.Ni Xingqiao said to him calmly, "I won't beg you again, and if you want to leave this time, I won't wait for you again." Yao Xu stood up and looked at him with red eyes. "I'm human too, I've lasted long enough." The next second, Ni Xingqiao was hugged by Yao Xu.

Ni Xingqiao was a little choked up: "Don't think that just hugging me will settle our differences, nine years of blankness, what do you think we should do?"

In many cases, waiting is like a slow-burning pot. It doesn't feel like it at first, but after a long time, the pot will be rotten.Ni Xingqiao felt that he was the pot, already dilapidated during the long wait.

Ni Xingqiao said with a sullen face, "I really think you are so strange." Yao Xu didn't speak.

Ni Xingqiao lowered his head to see the snow-covered toes of their shoes.He was thinking, what should I do?

"I told Lin Yuzhou before that if I find you, I will sleep with you." Yao Xu didn't respond, but Wei Wei's eyes flickered.

"Forget it." Ni Xingqiao said, "You can't even be hard on me now?"

Before Yao Xu answered, Ni Xingqiao had already pulled his face hard.Just like what Yao Xu did to him when he was a child.

"It's really shameful." Ni Xingqiao said, "I have endured like this, and my life is almost dead waiting for this person, but they ignore me." Ni Xingqiao smiled, "I'm really shameful."

He wanted to force Yao Xu to say something, but the person in front of him seemed to have aphasia, and he remained silent.

"Why are you pretending to be dumb again?" Ni Xingqiao let go of him, "Forget it, you can go back, I am also very tired and sick."

After he finished speaking, he turned around and left, walking a long way, Yao Xu didn't stop him.Ni Xingqiao returned home, while Yao Xu stood there for a long time.He touched his pocket, wanting to smoke, but suddenly remembered that Ni Xingqiao had smoked all the new pack of cigarettes he bought.

He walked out of the community and stood by the side of the road for a long time, recalling today's Ni Xingqiao.

He has no cigarettes, and the medicine has nowhere to go.

He didn't speak just now because he felt that he was in a trance. He had been suppressing his emotions for fear of revealing that he was a lunatic.

Until now, Yao Xu still dare not tell Ni Xingqiao the truth.cowardly.

Yao Xu hated himself for becoming like this.

Ni Xingqiao said he was unfamiliar, and he often looked at himself in the mirror, so why didn't he feel the same way.And Ni Xingqiao.Yao Xu accepted his hatred.

Even though he had been secretly following the other party for many years, when he really got closer, it was only at this time that he could clearly see how much Ni Xingqiao had changed.

In the past, Ni Xingqiao himself was a forest.

But now, like a dead wood pile that has been drenched in rain, it can feel damp and cold when you get close to it, and it can't be heated by any amount of fire.Yao Xu knew that he had harmed Ni Xingqiao.

He sighed, and stood in the snow until his feet were frozen, and then he turned and walked slowly towards home.

When Ni Xingqiao got home, he kept watching by the window. He saw Yao Xu standing there all the time, and he also saw that Yao Xu hadn't left for a long time.

He stood silently in the darkness until Yao Xu finally turned around and walked into the distance, until he could no longer see Yao Xu, and he didn't know if he would see him again tomorrow.

This long-awaited reunion left him even more exhausted.Ni Xingqiao didn't fall asleep all night.

He kept thinking about Yao Xu, and always felt that something was wrong with Yao Xu.

In his opinion, no matter what, Yao Xu has no reason to neglect him. For so many years, since he went to school in Shancheng, Qi Meiling has been admitted to a mental hospital. Since then, Yao Xu has had freedom.

Isn't what he wants is freedom? Now that Qi Meiling is no longer entangled, why does he still refuse to show up?

Ni Xingqiao felt that the only reason was that Yao Xu didn't love him anymore.But soon, he also overturned this reason.

If he didn't love him, Yao Xu wouldn't follow him secretly. He was sure that Yao Xu knew his movements well over the years.

Moreover, if you don't love, then there is no need to hide like this, you can stand up and say "we are over", if Yao Xu said so, then Ni Xingqiao would definitely not be too entangled.so why exactly

He called Lin Yuzhou early the next morning, and was on his way to work during the morning rush hour. "What orders?"

"Help me analyze it." Ni Xingqiao told Lin Yuzhou what he thought of last night.

When Lin Yuzhou heard it, he felt a little interesting, "It seems that something is wrong when you say that."

"He has been hiding from me for so many years for no reason," Ni Xingqiao said, "What do you think he is at ease?"

"I have been hiding from you for so many years, and now it suddenly appeared. Hey, do you think he has no one else in bed recently, and he is lonely?" "...Don't be angry at me early in the morning"

Lin Yuzhou couldn't help laughing, "I'm kidding you, relax, don't be tense like clockwork all day. Yao Xu is back, you should breathe a sigh of relief."

Ni Xingqiao understood what he meant, but after Yao Xu came back, he couldn't relax even more, because that guy was a mystery in human form. "I said all the good and bad things yesterday, and he won't let you in." Ni Xingqiao said, "I think he did it on purpose. Everything is on purpose." "Why?"

Lin Yuzhou thought for a while, and suddenly a not-so-good idea popped into his head, "Yao Xu must be terminally ill, right?" It's gone."

At this time, Lu Zheming, who was sitting in the co-pilot, suddenly said, "Even if it's not terminally ill, there must be something else hidden." Ni Xingqiao was taken aback, "Who's talking?"

"My sweetheart." Lin Yuzhou said, "I'm driving without earphones on." Ni Xingqiao was so pissed off by him that all his privacy was overheard.

But he felt that what Lu Zheming said was reasonable, Yao Xu would not do this for no reason.

"I have to figure it out." Ni Xingqiao said, "Even if I find out that he really just doesn't love me anymore, I will give up if I find out the reason." "Stop talking about you"

Since falling in love, Lin Yuzhou has become more and more obscene.

Ni Xingqiao hung up the phone amidst Lin Yuzhou's voice, washed his face in cold water, tidied up, and went to work.

Yao Xu didn't see Ni Xingqiao when he arrived at the water delivery station in the morning, and his first reaction was a little disappointed.

He laughed at himself for being a bitch and erecting an archway.

He was bored carrying water, and found that he was going to deliver water to Ni Xingqiao Company this morning.

Last night he had another dream. He dreamed that he locked Ni Xingqiao in a high tower. The other party's hands and feet were tied with chains, and he strangled the other party's neck tightly, seeing that the man was about to suffocate.When he woke up, Yao Xu was covered in cold sweat.

It's not that this kind of situation has never happened before, but it was himself who he almost strangled to death.

This was the most important reason why he didn't dare to appear beside Ni Xingqiao.Because he had experienced Qi Meiling's almost crazy control, he was very aware of what was happening to him.

Back then, he was like a boy who slays a dragon, full of blood and rebellious spirit, but now, that boy finds that he has become another evil dragon.

From being unable to accept it to accepting his fate, he went through a long and painful struggle.

But obviously, he overestimated his self-control.

He drove in the direction of Ni Xingqiao's company. It snowed all night last night, and the tires made marks on the snow, like the scars left on their hearts by the years.

Yao Xu drove all the way there, trying to clear his mind as much as possible.

But when he parked the car on the roadside of Ni Xingqiao's company building, he couldn't help thinking about seeing him.

He was thinking about the question Ni Xingqiao asked him yesterday: If you could turn back time, would you like to go back in time?

Yao Xu is very determined to go back to the past.

He started making mistakes when he was a teenager. If he could do it all over again, he would never let Ni Xingqiao fall in love with him.

In this way, he really was a villain from the beginning.So how can this sin be redeemed?