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"Who is this brat?" Nakahara tried to pull Dazai off his lap, "Hurry up and get down."

"Father~" Dazai called again pitifully.

The young Dazai was cute, with cheeks as soft as dumplings, and under the soft fluffy hair, a pair of big iris-colored eyes flickered, looking at Chuya Nakahara timidly.

Like a fawn.

Suddenly, an evil thought popped up in my mind.

Dazai rubbed Chuya Nakahara's clothes with his cheek, and said softly, "Father, I'm going to be sold, can you bear it? You will be heartbroken."

I covered my face, and couldn't bear to look directly: "Dazai, come down quickly!"

"Too... Slaughter!!!"

Zhong Yuan also opened his eyes wide, quickly pulled Dazai off, looked left and right, the corners of his mouth and forehead were twitching with veins.

He suddenly raised his head and stared at me again, as if he understood in an instant.

"Could this guy be Dazai—"

"Yes." I nodded heavily and sighed softly, "I don't know if it's a blessing or a curse."

Although I want to guarantee that I will restore Dazai, but I am not completely sure, if I turn him back into a baby, wouldn't it be a worse situation?

"Little ghost, where's your mother?"

Nakahara Chuya suddenly asked Dazai an inexplicable question.

...Didn't Dazai's mother die a long time ago?It is impossible for the Central Plains to not know this.

Dazai tilted his head, pointed at me with his short carrot finger, and said, "Mom is right here."

I:"……"

Zhongyuan Zhongye: "..."

Three seconds later, I realized that Nakahara Chuya had misunderstood, and hurriedly explained: "Chuya-kun, I am not his mother! Also, you misunderstood, he is not Dazai's son, he is Dazai himself!"

"..."

The Central Plains has also completely turned into a swing mode.

"Although it's unbelievable, because of my supernatural ability, I reorganized him into this appearance."

"...The supernatural ability should have no effect on Dazai."

"Mr. Tsu is to blame for this matter. I'll explain it to you later, but he is really Dazai." I lifted up Dazai's clothes to show him, "Dazai has a mole on his left waist, here, you Look, it's exactly the same here."

Nakahara Chuya's expression became more complicated.

He watched Dazai struggle with waving his little hands, and asked after a long time, "I don't know if Dazai has moles on his waist, but how did you know? Qingxi."

Yes, this is a very secret thing, how do I know?

I didn't even think of it for a while.

Zhong Yuanzhong also asked again: "Why do you know?"

Dazai raised his face and said innocently, "Because I have seen it, I know it."

"Shut up, how could I have seen it!" I pressed his head, and continued to explain to Nakahara Zhongya, "Ranpo-san... Ranpo-san told me before."

As soon as the words were spoken, they immediately felt wrong.

You shouldn't, you shouldn't, use your ex-husband as a shield.Which man would tell his wife about moles on another man?

It really gets darker the more you explain.

But I really can't remember.

Zhong Yuanzhong also said, "Has he harassed you?"

"...No." Is Dazai already such a person in your heart?

I tried every means to explain to no avail, so I just gave up.He also accepted the fact that Dazai had become a child.

In the end, Chuya Zhongya paid the bill, and I was about to bury my face in the ground, but Dazai giggled and said, "Qingxixi, you had a great meal just now."

"Asshole, I only ate a little, and you ate the rest. Don't talk nonsense here."

Even as a toddler, this guy is still a little devil.

"Hey, my sister will take you to buy clothes." I turned my head and said to Zhongya Zhongyuan, "Mr. Zhongye, if you have something to do, go first."

"The vacation the leader gave me hasn't finished yet." Nakahara Nakaya glanced at Dazai, "I'll keep an eye on this brat."

He vigorously rubbed Dazai's hair, making his fluffy and slightly curly hair more messy, which immediately aroused Dazai's protest.

"You are so bad!" Dazai yelled angrily, "You bullied me!"

The corners of Nakahara Chuya's lips curled up, "I'll just bully you." He flicked Dazai's forehead with his fingers, "Little devil~"

The elongated ending means he is in a good mood.

Dazai stared at Nakahara Chuya for a few seconds, then suddenly calmed down again.

"Forget it, I don't care about you." He waved his short hands pretending to be grand, "You look about my height, and you should be only three years old."

Zhong Yuanzhong also stopped smiling immediately, and his teeth were gritted.

"I'm much older than you!"

Dazai said "Hey", tilted his head and asked, "Then why are you so tall? You are a head shorter than Qingxixi."

Seeing that Nakahara was about to hit someone with anger, I quickly dragged Dazai into a nearby children's clothing store.

"Stop talking nonsense, I'm here to buy clothes for you today!"

This little devil is really bad, he specially picks on other people's pain points, but he still pretends to be cute, with an innocent face.

My mood is very complicated. I think Nakahara Chuya, who is waiting at the door of the children's clothing store, must have even more complicated mood.

"Clothes that match me well."

Dazai stared longingly at his handsome baseball uniform, I turned his face away, and turned his gaze to the women's clothing section.

"Let's buy dresses!"

Since you have decided to bully Dazai, let's bully to the end.

"I'm a boy!" Dazai said with a wrinkled face, "You're bullying me again!"

Although he was reluctant in every possible way, I forced him to put on a black tutu skirt and a pair of black boots.A black bow was also tied in the hair.

Satisfied, I straightened his collar and said with a smile, "From today onwards, you will be called Dazai Zhizi."

"Then starting today, is your name Dazai Qingxi?" He asked back.

"How could I be called this kind of name?" I even took his surname!

"Hmph, then I can't be called Dazai Zhizi!" Dazai took my hand and lowered his eyes, "Unless your name is Dazai Qingxi."

At this moment, Dazai overlapped with his grown-up appearance, which made me feel in a trance that he had not lost his mind and memory, but in the next second, he bounced and muttered: "I want to ride a merry-go-round! Fly up Yes, biu—”

The two skirts were also paid by Nakahara Chuya. He was unexpectedly satisfied with the women's clothing Dazai, and teased: "It suits you very well. I suggest you wear it like this after you recover."

"Thank you." Dazai held the hem of the skirts on both sides, imitating the elegant little lady, and bowed to Nakahara Naka, "I think you must look good in clothes, Uncle Dwarf."

... Uncle Dwarf.Another precise stepping on thunder.

"You stinky boy!"

Sure enough, Zhongyuan Zhong jumped again.

After eating dessert and shopping for clothes, Dazai and I bid farewell to Nakahara Chuya who was furious, and drove back to Kamakura.

On the way, Dazai was a little sleepy, he lay on my lap and yawned, but after closing his eyes a few times, he tried to open them again.

"Go to bed if you're sleepy, and I'll call you when I get home."

Dazai shook his head: "I want to see you more."

This kid is actually a little provocative when he speaks.

"You look fatter than Uncle Dwarf, how much do you weigh?"

"Don't force me to throw you from here! Shut up and go to sleep immediately!"

I knew nothing good would come out of his mouth.

Dazai put his face on my lap and hugged it with his arms, his childish voice became softer.

"Thank you for taking me out to play. I am very happy."

After saying this, he obediently closed his eyes and fell asleep.After a while, there was the sound of his even breathing.

I held the steering wheel with one hand and pressed his back with the other to prevent him from slipping off my lap, thinking that I didn't actually take him to play with anything today.

When we arrived at the beach house, it was already one o'clock in the morning.My phone only has 5% battery left, and there is no charger here, so I had to leave it in the car.

I didn't wake Dazai up, carried him back to the room, and put him on the bay window.Mr. Jin next door may or may not have slept.Because there is no light here, and there is no way to tell.

But precisely because there were no lights, the stars shone brightly against the moonlight, making it extraordinarily bright.The sound of the waves beating gently, the rhythm of the shaking is like a lullaby.

I opened the window a little, and the night wind blew in from the outside, blowing the bay window up and down.Dazai slept peacefully on it, rolled into a ball, still sucking with his little hand by his mouth.

A few sheets of paper on the table were blown to the ground by the wind. I picked them up and laid them flat one by one. By moonlight, I saw that they were all the contents of Dazai's "Complete Suicide Manual".

I scatter the paper little by little.

I think about the picture books I read when I was three years old, but I can't think of them at all, I can't, I can only imagine what happened when I was a child.

At that time, my sense of happiness was very strong.Clap your hands for the cherry blossoms in spring, get excited about temple fairs and ice cream in summer, have maple leaf tempura in autumn, and build snowmen and eat oden in winter.

The four seasons have the expectations of the four seasons, and there is the waiting that belongs to reincarnation.

The reassembled paper is full of my happiness, and each page is the thing I was most looking forward to when I was a child.

I looked back at the sleeping Dazai, he was smacking his lips, it should be a sweet dream.

Forget it, these pictures, he probably has no interest in waking up.

I was always just embracing my own childhood.

Some people heal their childhood with their whole life, and some people heal their whole life with their childhood.

I'm probably in the latter category.

"came back?"

When I went back to the kitchen to clean the tableware that Mr. Jin had soiled, he suddenly poked his head out of the beam.

"Where have you been?"

"Went to Yokohama, ate sweets, and bought his change of clothes." I wiped my hands, took out two wine glasses, and opened a bottle of wine. "Let's talk, we've never talked."

Mr. Jin did not refuse my proposal.

We sat on the ground on the promenade outside the house, each with a glass of vodka.

"When I was young, when I saw you drinking here alone, I wanted to grow up quickly and taste the taste of wine." I lowered my head and took a sip, and said with a chuckle, "Now that I grow up, I can be like you Drinking."

Mr. Jin shook his wine glass: "We drink different types, your taste is too strong."

"Luanbu-san always said the same thing. He only drinks milk beer occasionally. He was my former husband. When we got married, I tried to call you, but you didn't come, otherwise you would have known him."

Mr. Jin said, "I know him."

"Eh? In your world, is there Ranpo-san?"

"He's a detective, no matter which world he's in."

"Then is there me in your world?" I asked again, "How am I doing in your world?"

"I don't know." Jin replied frankly, "I haven't seen you. But you should not have awakening ability, otherwise I should know."

"...Is that so." I asked again, "Oda Tsukuru in your world is alive and well, so why did you commit suicide? Are you providing him with writing materials?"

"...No." The way Mr. Jin looked at me suddenly became a little strange.

"Actually, I think you have influenced Dazai, Mr. Tsu." I said what I wanted to say the most.

At this moment, Dazai's childish voice came from behind.

"Qingxixi, I want to pee."