just simply love you

I don't trust anyone, I only trust myself.Anyone in this world may leave me, only myself will never.No matter how many jokes life has played on me, I will not surrender easily.I'm not greedy, I don't want what's not mine, but if it's mine, no one can grab it, and I will do my best to defend what I cherish.I have lost enough, so I will not allow myself to lose easily.

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Su Mei is 28 years old this year, and she is the design director of Lanqin. Compared with Ji Ran, her journey along the way is much more difficult.

Su Mei's parents have been quarreling and even fighting since Su Mei could remember. When Su Mei was in the third grade of elementary school, the two finally divorced, ending this long-standing marriage.

After the divorce, Su's father and Su's mother didn't want to have Su Mei, a little oil bottle. Because of this, the two had a lot of quarrels, and the young Su Mei just quietly listened to the parents' quarrel outside the door in her room. , neither crying nor fussing, there was still a sweet smile on the corner of his mouth, but the smile never reached his eyes since then.

In the end, it was still Su Mei's grandmother who couldn't stand it anymore and felt sorry for her young grandson, so she took Su Mei to her own small bungalow to raise her.

Both Su Mei's parents formed a new family in less than a year. At the beginning, they would send a small amount of money to Su Mei's grandmother every month for Su Mei's child support. Send any belongings, let alone visit Su Mei.

Although Su Mei was young at that time, she was very sensible and would help her grandmother with what she could do every day.And the elderly grandmother looked at such a well-behaved Su Mei, and would always hug her lovingly into her arms, caress her black hair, and sigh, "Good boy, good boy."

Su Mei's grandmother had no source of income. Later, Su's father and Su's mother cut off the support for Su Mei. The grandparents and grandchildren could only live on the family's savings. In fact, the savings have been spent and there is not much left, so I don't know how long I can last with such a stretched life.

When she was a child, Su Mei would also be interested in the new gadgets held by her peers, but she never mentioned any desire to her grandmother.Although she also felt slightly disappointed when she saw other children put on beautiful new clothes, she never showed the slightest envy for others in front of her grandmother.

Su Mei has understood since she was a child that if a person can't even solve the problem of food and clothing, then everything else is just a luxury and cannot be forced.

Children are innocent and innocent, but they don't know much about the world. Sometimes they don't know how much their words and deeds will hurt others.

Because her parents divorced, the children in the class laughed at the young Su Mei as a wild child that her parents didn't love and her mother didn't want. What's more, they even bullied Su Mei.

They blocked little Su Mei in the toilet, pulled her hair, poured dirty water on her body, made a mess of her clothes with pens, and stretched out their hands to pinch her arms and thighs.Facing so many people, Su Mei had struggled hard before, but how could she manage to fight? In the end, she was pushed to the ground and kicked even worse.

Su Mei also told the teacher, but the teacher just called her to the office to criticize her.No serious personal injury was caused, and there was no parental support, so the teacher would not pay too much attention to Su Mei's plight.In his eyes, it was just a prank played by children.And the children who come out of the teacher's office will launch a new round of revenge.

Should I tell grandma?Thinking of her grandmother in poor health, Su Mei's eyes dimmed, she didn't want her elderly grandmother to worry about her.

From then on, Su Mei wore dark clothes to school every day.Whenever she was bullied, she would grit her teeth and bear it, staring at the group of bullies, with a sweet smile on her lips.

This is a group of hairy kids who don't understand anything, Su Mei's non-crying appearance makes them feel very boring to be bullied, and even the faint smile on her mouth makes them feel creepy, and as time goes by, they stop talking to her.

After entering junior high school, everyone had a preliminary understanding of beauty, and many of those who bullied Su Mei in the past started to chase after her.But most of the girls still hate Su Mei, and would secretly call her a vixen behind her back.

Su Mei didn't take all these things to heart, except for studying, she didn't care about anything else.

Su Mei studied very late every night before going to rest. Every time she got the test results, she was the first in almost all subjects. She was praised by the teachers of all subjects, making others envious and jealous.

At that time, Su Mei had become extremely outstanding. She participated in many competitions and won many awards. The walls of Su Mei's bedroom were covered with certificates. Every time she saw Su Mei come home with a certificate, Su Mei's grandmother would Laughing from ear to ear.

"Grandma, just wait. When I grow up, I will let you live in a big house, wear beautiful clothes, eat delicious food, and become the happiest person in the world." At that time, Su Mei snuggled up to her grandmother. In the arms, with a sweet smile, looking forward to a bright future.

"Well, my Meier is the most promising. Grandma waits for Meier to grow up and be filial to grandma." At that time, grandma would spoil the little nose of her grandson who was neglected in her arms, her eyes full of love.

It's a pity that the world is impermanent, and bad luck always seems unwilling to let Su Mei go.

That was when Su Mei was in her third year of high school, and Su Mei's grandmother passed away.

The reason is that due to the renovation of the old house, Su Mei's grandma's small one-story house was bought by the government because of its good location. At that time, the government will subsidize a new house for them.Su's mother, who did not know where she got the news, came to Su Mei's grandmother and asked her to transfer the real estate to herself.

The grandmother, who was living in poverty and only had one house left, saw her daughter's ugly face, so of course she refused to transfer the house to her.So Mother Su came to look for her grandmother every day. At first, she persuaded her in a friendly voice and promised a series of conditions. Su Mei and so on.It's a pity that grandma was unmoved, mother Su couldn't, and was forced to show her original shape and yelled at grandma.

The grandmother saw how unfilial the daughter she had raised so hard, coupled with the root cause of the disease that had accumulated over the years, finally fainted and went to the hospital.

In the hospital, grandma knew that she was dying and could no longer accompany Su Mei, but she was worried that after she left, the house would fall into the hands of her daughter, and Su Mei would really be homeless at that time. .Fortunately, the doctors in the hospital were nice, and there were lawyer friends who knew her. With the help of the doctor friends, grandma finally adopted the house to Su Mei.

The grandma who fulfilled her wish couldn't hold on any longer. Before she left, she held Su Mei's hand tightly and smiled with difficulty, but she didn't say a word.

On that day, Su Mei, who always smiled no matter what she encountered, finally cried, crying heartbreakingly, crying heartbreakingly.On that day, Su's mother, who had disappeared since her grandmother entered the hospital, came again. She looked at her beautiful daughter who had grown up, and showed a smile that she didn't know whether it was true or false.She told Su Mei that she would take her to live with her, but Su Mei wiped away her tears and showed a cold smile.

In the hospital, in front of her grandmother's corpse, under the witness of doctors and nurses, Su Mei said loudly: "I just wish that I will never have anything to do with you again, never to meet each other in life or death."

Mother Su's face changed drastically when she heard what Su Mei said, she raised her hand in the air, but suddenly put it down after meeting Su Mei's gaze.Her lips trembled slightly, but she couldn't utter a word. Under the strange gazes around her, she finally abandoned her armor and fled, never appearing in front of Su Mei again.

On the day of her grandmother's funeral, Su Mei regained her composure, but the last trace of warmth in her heart disappeared with her grandmother's departure.

From then on, Su Mei's smile seemed to be more coquettish, and more people began to curse Su Mei secretly, but Su Mei never cared.

What about the wild child, what about the vixen, she already has nothing, who can take anything away from her?All that she should have lost, and all that should not have been lost, has already been lost, and she has nothing to lose to be afraid of.

Life in the third year of high school was tense, and Su Mei didn't feel depressed because of her grandmother's departure. On the contrary, she worked harder and studied harder.

Every day after school, she would go to a convenience store or a small restaurant to do odd jobs in order to maintain normal expenses and save future tuition fees. In her spare time, she would take out her English vocabulary book and memorize a few words.

Perhaps hard work will not fail in the end, Su Mei performed steadily during the college entrance examination, and was finally admitted to her ideal university with super high scores.

Because the university has a dormitory, Su Mei rents out the house left by her grandmother. With the rent and her usual frugality, tuition is no longer a problem.

On the night when she received the university admission letter, Su Mei had a long and messy dream.

She dreamed of quarreling parents, of classmates who bullied her, and of loving grandma.

When I woke up, the pillow towel was wet.

Su Mei touched the wet pillow, and laughed bitterly.

It turns out that I still can't let go, can't forget.

During college, Su Mei studied fashion design. If possible, she still hopes to engage in a profession related to her major.

Maybe God felt that he had teased Su Mei too much and felt guilty, so he wanted to make up for her; maybe God took a nap and didn't have the strength to tease her again.By chance, Su Mei met Xu Sheng, entered his studio, and met the few friends in life.

Xu Sheng's studio started with only six people, who were engaged in fashion design. He hoped that one day he could create his own brand and let everyone wear the clothes they designed.

Although the initial stage of entrepreneurship was difficult, several people may not be able to open a business for several months, without any source of income.Fortunately, none of them are squeamish, and the daily white steamed buns served with pickles are delicious.

After surviving the difficult period at the beginning, with their talents and creativity, several people gradually showed their talents in the industry, and even signed long-term contracts with many small and medium-sized companies, and the studio was running smoothly.

A few years later, several people finally founded a company together, called "Lanqin".As the company gets bigger and bigger, everyone has more and more people, and the company's benefits are getting better and better.The six young people at the beginning really created their own careers.

Another four years have passed, and the original girl is now 28 years old.During these years, many people have pursued Su Mei, but they were all rejected by Su Mei with a smile.She shuttled through this noisy city alone, smiling coquettishly and ruthlessly.She doesn't want to change, and no one can make her change.

Of the six people back then, Qin Yuwei had already married Meng Qingfan, and they both had a two-year-old child, living a sweet family of three.Xu Sheng and Lu Jian have been together all the time. Everyone in the company knows their relationship, and they didn't look down on them because of the world. They gave them sincere blessings, and the two lived a harmonious and exciting life.And Lu Taotao also has a handsome boyfriend, that man dotes on Lu Taotao very much and is very accommodating to her.

For so many years, only Su Mei was single and had never been in love. The other five looked anxious but had no choice.Because every time she talks about her life-long events, she either smiles at you so coquettishly that you can't stand it, or she shows you a cold face so that you can't continue talking. We have been together for so many years, she really treats them He was very precise.

Su Mei had actually envied Xu Sheng and the others, but she didn't dare to depend on others for the rest of her life, so for her, the current situation is quite good.

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