Danqing

Gao Chengxi ate dinner and took another bite of the cake, and then went home by herself. There are no taxis here, and it is not safe for a child to be alone at night. Chen Kezhi sent him to the bus station, watched him get on the bus, and then left .

Gao Chengxi sat in the car, looked at Chen Kezhi's tall back, and sighed.

Why isn't his brother Chen Kezhi...

When Yi Xiuyun and Father Tan arrived home, Qin Songxue and Chen Kezhi had already fallen asleep. The two adults were a little tired after a busy day, so they greeted each other and fell asleep in a hurry.

The bedside lamps of the two children were still on. Chen Kezhi came out of the bathroom after taking a shower, with a towel hanging around his neck, and there were still drops of wet water on his abdominal and pectoral muscles.

"Brother..." Tan Songxue curled up her whole body in the thin blanket, revealing her round head.

"Not asleep yet?" Chen Ke got on the bed, pressed down with his hands, his chest muscles almost rubbed against Tan Songxue's face, and turned off the bedside lamp on the other side.

Tan Songxue turned his head to Chen Kezhi, and the hot breath from his breath hit his skin, making Chen Kezhi itchy.

There was a scent of shower gel on Chen Kezhi's body, and Tan Songxue suddenly stuck out his tongue and licked it.

Chen Kezhi: "..."

Chen Kezhi was puzzled: "What are you doing?"

Qin Songxue: "Hmph."

"Go to sleep."

Tan Songxue didn't cling to him as usual, Chen Kezhi felt a little strange, and reached out to hug him in his arms.

Qin Songxue twisted uncomfortably.

Chen Kezhi asked him, "What's wrong?"

Tan Songxue hummed for a long time without speaking.

Chen Kezhi was not in a hurry, and pushed him with his shoulder, motioning him to speak.

Qin Songxue struggled for about two or three minutes, but still said: "I watched a movie with Gao Chengxi today..."

"what movie?"

Tan Songxue lifted the blanket and sat up, brought over the notebook on the bedside table, and Chen Kezhi watched him move and then turned on the bedside lamp again.

"That's it." Tan Songxue pointed to the two words above. He knew that the latter one was a mountain, but the former one couldn't be found in the dictionary. He didn't dare to use Yi Xiuyun's computer. Chen Kezhi told him that the search would leave a record .

"brokeback mountain? Brokeback Mountain?" Chen Kezhi didn't know the word before, but when he saw back and mountain, he immediately thought of the hit "Brokeback Mountain". This is what you're looking at?

Tan Songxue put the notebook back: "Brother, you also know this movie?"

Chen Kezhi turned off the light: "Yes."

Tan Songxue poked Chen Kezhi's chest uncomfortably: "Brother, then you say...then you say we are the same as them? Gao Chengxi said this is homosexual..."

Qin Songxue has been imprisoned by him in a small world, almost isolated from everything that Chen Kezhi doesn't want him to touch. In some respects, his common sense is not as good as other children of the same age.

Chen Kezhi was almost sure that this was the first time Tan Songxue had heard of this term. He couldn't see Tan Songxue's expression, and he couldn't figure out what he was thinking in his heart. Was it worry, confusion, fear, or both?But Tan Songxue endured it for a whole day, and only told him when he chose to sleep, which also proved that Tan Songxue's current emotions were still within his own control.

After guessing this, Chen Kezhi gently hugged him again, and then said in a deep voice, "Yes."

"Jack is dead." Qin Songxue got Chen Kezhi's affirmative answer, buried her head in his chest, raised one arm and wrapped it tightly around Chen Kezhi's waist, and squeezed the other into the gap between Chen Kezhi and the bed, and slipped through the two The hands were clasped together, and there was almost no gap between the two of them.

Chen Kezhi felt a little hot after being teased like this, but he didn't push Tan Songxue away.

"They thought Jack was a pervert..."

"He is not."

"Brother... You told me before that you can't tell others that I am your wife. It was not to surprise Uncle Chen and my father, but because we are gay like him..." Qin Songxue organized the language for a long time, and finally asked.

Chen Kezhi can't deny this question. The day when Tan Songxue realizes that their relationship is not normal will come sooner or later. Even without the influence of "Brokeback Mountain", he will know it from other ways, and by that time Tan Songxue will also know that they have been in a relationship before. Be deceived.

Chen Kezhi sighed, and hugged Tan Songxue even tighter. Tan Songxue felt a little difficult to breathe.

Before Chen Kezhi could reply, Tan Songxue said again: "Then you said that Uncle Chen and the others actually engaged us in a fake marriage?"

"My father did say this, but because you're a boy, we didn't get married. If we have to separate because of this reason, do you agree?" Chen Kezhi didn't wait for Qin Songxue to answer, and continued, "I don't I will agree. But no matter whether we were engaged or not when we were young, I will only recognize you as my daughter-in-law."

"Qiaoqiu, brother loves you..." Chen Kezhi lowered his head at an angle just enough to kiss Tan Songxue's hair. Tan Songxue's hair was still a little wet, and the ends felt cool to the touch.

"I know... I like my brother too." Tan Songxue struggled for a whole day, thinking that he and his brother were homosexuals, and he felt very uncomfortable. Others would never accept their relationship, and Jack died in the movie.He didn't want to leave Chen Kezhi at all. He couldn't imagine what life would be like without Chen Kezhi. Chen Kezhi had completely occupied his entire life.

When he was sick, unhappy, scolded for poor grades, bullied, unable to complete a certain task, etc., it was Chen Kezhi who helped him deal with it. Without Chen Kezhi, he would not even have shoelaces Are not good.

How could he leave Chen Kezhi?

"Qiaoqiu, I have liked you very much since I was a child, do you know?" Chen Kezhi kissed Tan Songxue's hair and said softly, "The first words you would say when you were young were neither father nor mother... At that time, I was with you When practicing calligraphy at home, you came over and stood on a small chair and grabbed the corner of my clothes, let me hug you, and then said "brother."

"When you were young, you were very good-looking, and the children in the yard liked to play with you, but you were so domineering, and you also liked to play tricks. You offended all the girls in the yard, and the kindergarten was also messed up by you. Yes... But I think you are very good, and you are cute in everything. I have always liked you. It has been 11 years since you said the first sentence. I have grown up with you year by year. You have always been He is the most important person in my heart.”

"I was happy for a long time when you agreed to be my wife..." Chen Kezhi paused, and then repeated, "...a long time. Although you didn't understand the word at the time, I was really happy."

"You're right, we're homosexuals like this. But there's no right or wrong, it's just a matter of choice. There's no rule that two men can't be together, and we can't be called perverts just because we like each other. We didn't do anything to hurt other people, and they don't have a right to blame us because they're straight."

"Zheng Banqiao is just like us, do you know that?"

Qin Songxue was shocked. Zheng Xie was a famous calligrapher and painter in the Qing Dynasty. He spent a lot of time introducing it in the book. His father even taught him to appreciate Zheng Xie's paintings and calligraphy. The realm is very high, and it can definitely be called a masterpiece in history. Great Wizards.

"There is Leonardo da Vinci who painted eggs, too. And he can not only paint, but also invent, philosophy, biology, geography...his achievements have not been surpassed so far."

"The reason I'm telling you this is so that you don't feel inferior because the person you like is me and is different from others. It doesn't matter at all, do you understand? It doesn't affect your studies or your future career at all , and there will be more achievements in the future.”

Qin Songxue is still very confused, if this is the case, why can't she tell others?With that in mind, I asked.

The posture of the two of them was maintained for too long, and their limbs were a little stiff. Chen Kezhi simply turned over and let Tan Songxue sleep on him.

"Ball, I don't want you to get hurt."

Qin Songxue was still lying on his chest, her ears pressed against his skin tightly, the sound came through the chest cavity, the vibration of the eardrum sounded like drumming, a little dull, but very loud.

Tan Songxue still couldn't fully understand the meaning of Chen Kezhi's words, he just felt that Chen Kezhi treated him very well, and he didn't want to be separated from Chen Kezhi because of others.

"Qiaoqiu, you are my most precious baby. Although there is nothing wrong with us, other people can't accept it, just like you think cilantro is delicious, but some people are naturally disgusted. Attacking you, which I did not allow to happen. With me, nothing can hurt you."

"Maybe we can never tell others about our relationship, but as long as the two of us can be together happily, it's better than anything else. This is our own business, and we can sit upright and don't need others to come Pointing fingers."

Qin Songxue listened silently, without saying a word.

Chen Kezhi was not wearing pajamas, and suddenly felt something hot dripping on his chest.

Qin Songxue didn't know when she heard the tears.

Chen Kezhi felt annoyed, isn't it too early to tell him these things now?It was because he hadn't vaccinated Tan Songxue well before, how could Tan Songxue bear it when he came so suddenly...

Qin Songxue wiped away her tears, wanted to speak but she didn't say anything, her vocal cords didn't vibrate for a long time and she temporarily lost her voice.He cleared his throat, and then whispered: "That bitch in the movie, Jack liked him so much, but he killed Jack." There was a strong nasal sound in his voice.

Qin Songxue was still afraid, he had a strange resonance with the character of Jack, although he knew that Chen Kezhi was not Ennis, Chen Kezhi would not abandon him and marry another person.Although Jack died in an accident at the end of the film, he still felt that it was Ennis who killed him. Otherwise, how could there be a shot of Jack being beaten to death with a stick?

He felt scared.

Chen Kezhi wiped the water from the corner of his eyes with his hand: "It's all fake, baby, don't cry..."

"I didn't cry." Tan Songxue wiped his face fiercely and said firmly.He felt quite ashamed. When he grew up, he seldom cried as much as when he was a child, and Chen Kezhi was present every time he shed tears, but he felt uncomfortable in his heart.

"Qiaoqiu, do you still remember what you said to me before? It was the night when the two of us hooked up." Chen Kezhi didn't expect that Tan Songxue would still remember those details, and said to himself: "You said that the two of us will be together forever. Always remember."

Qin Songxue had a vague impression of this matter.

Chen Kezhi's body temperature was very high, and his thick chest gave him a sense of security. Tan Songxue liked to hold him like this.

Chen Kezhi let him hug him, even though the place where the two of them were in contact was sweating, he didn't move.

Tan Songxue gradually calmed down after crying. He usually believed Chen Kezhi's words unconditionally, and this time was no exception.

After touching for about seven or eight minutes, Chen Kezhi moved a bit, turned over and put Tan Songxue next to him, squeezed Tan Songxue's still fleshy chin with one hand, and kissed him.

Qin Songxue kissed back unequivocally.

An evening of unhappiness disappeared with this kiss.