Danqing

Tan Songxue was not familiar with this word, no one taught him, but Gao Chengxi's tone was obviously not commendable.After thinking about the relationship between him and Chen Kezhi, my mind was a little confused, and I didn't know what to answer, so I just replied: "Oh."

Gao Chengxi jumped around for a long time and Tan Songxue didn't respond at all, she made herself feel bored, but felt that he was the one who made a fuss, as if he had never seen the world.Why don't you just watch a movie, what's wrong with homosexuality?Doesn't prevent this film from winning the best director award.

"Forget it, let's continue watching... I didn't read that part carefully, wait until I go back and start over."

Qin Songxue: "..."

The two of them watched that gloomy bed|scene again.

Tan Songxue felt that numb feeling in his lower abdomen again, he didn't dare to tell Gao Chengxi, so he twisted uncomfortably.And Gao Chengxi didn't seem to respond, just stared at the screen motionlessly, not letting go of a single detail.

Bed | The scene was very short, and it ended in a few moments.

Gao Chengxi pressed the pause button again.

Qin Songxue was angry: "What are you doing!"

Gao Chengxi said: "It's too dark to see clearly, play it again."

Qin Songxue said furiously: "Gao Chengxi, you have something wrong!"

But he didn't object.

A short bed|scene two people watched three times.

Tan Songxue suddenly asked Gao Chengxi teasingly: "Hey, why are you so interested in that scene? Seeing you like that...you haven't watched Mao|movies, have you? Wu Yudong has a DVD, at the end of the semester He was still talking in the bedroom."

"I've never been to his house!" Gao Chengxi felt ashamed, her ears turned red, "It's as if you've seen it before!"

Tan Songxue didn't read it either, and said bluntly, "It's not pretty, why should I watch that?"

It's no wonder that Chen Kezhi allowed him to see this. If he found out, he wouldn't be skinned.

"Stop talking, look at the back... Hey, is this person married?"

Qin Songxue didn't speak, and seemed to feel that the tone of the movie was not right.

The movie went on.

"Fuck! This lowly maid is really married!" Gao Chengxi felt that the character in it was the same kind of person as his brother, and suddenly abandoned him and married someone else. Thinking of this, he still felt a little uncomfortable.

Qin Songxue also scolded: "Bitch!"

The movie is getting sadder and sadder, the male lead couldn't control his miss and sent postcards to each other, and then the two got back together again, the incident was exposed, they were spurned and abused by the world, until the last two male leads separated forever, Gao Chengxi didn't know why Cried.

Qin Songxue also felt uncomfortable, why did it become like that?

Why is this so?

He and Chen Kezhi are also men, so their relationship is unacceptable to others?

Can two people not be together if they are men?

Why are they going to get married because other people can't accept their feelings?

Why do other people not accept their feelings?Just because they are two men?

These questions became a mess in his head, and he went back and forth and returned to the original point, completely unable to make sense of it.

Gao Chengxi's mind was also in a mess, because he found that he had a reaction to the sex scene, and since he was lying on the bed, he forced himself to hold back.At the end of the film, he felt very uncomfortable, because everyone could not accept homosexuality, so it ended like that.

But why would he react?Could it be that he is also gay?

It just blew his head off like a thunderbolt.He couldn't accept that this word that only occasionally appeared on the Internet suddenly became its own label.Homosexuality is clearly synonymous with perversion in the eyes of others, and he never thought he would be one of them.So what if he was just impulsive because of watching the movie?

Was he going to ask Tan Songxue if he was the same as him?Tan Songxue is one year younger than him, and his hair hasn't grown yet, so he knows what the hell.Then he asked Chen Kezhi?He couldn't ask no matter what.

If he was really gay, then his previous feelings for his brother...

Gao Chengxi has been avoiding this question, subconsciously not thinking about it, afraid that a certain result of thinking will cause a storm in his heart.He never thought that his attachment to his brother was abnormal. Instead, he felt that his brother had abandoned him, and he would not want him if he had a girlfriend. He had reason to hate his brother all the time.

But the two male protagonists in the film are so in love that they will each get married...

Gao Chengxi's heart was too disturbed, her eyes were blurred, tears flowed down her face, she couldn't cry out.

His reaction startled Tan Songxue: "Hey, what's wrong with you? This is just a movie, the two of them are not dead."

Gao Chengxi blew her nose twice, and said in a low voice, "I know."

Qin Songxue didn't know how to comfort others, so she reached out to touch Gao Chengxi's head: "Are you still watching movies?"

Gao Chengxi dodged and wiped his face: "Don't touch me, it's like petting a dog...Look, why don't you look!"

He couldn't make up his mind what to do, and just wanted to divert his attention.Today is still Qin Songxue's birthday, so he can't be distracted by a movie.

"What else? Show me... How long can you keep it, do you have a charger?"

"It can last ten hours, why worry?" Gao Chengxi familiarly tore two pieces of paper from the bedside table, wiped his face and blew his nose.

"Show me what other movies..."

Gao Chengxi interrupted him: "Where is the bathroom, I'll go and rub my face."

Qin Songxue pointed to the door not far from the bed: "It's over there."

Gao Chengxi opened the door and went in. The bathroom is relatively small, there is no bathtub, only a shower.There are two identical cups on the sink. The toothbrushes are of the same type but in different colors, one yellow and one blue, but there is only one toothpaste.Gao Chengxi turned on the faucet and washed it casually, without wiping it with a towel.Then curiously opened the small cabinet nailed to the wall next to it.

There is only one set of shampoo and body wash.

Gao Chengxi felt that he was purely looking for abuse.

The second movie they saw was "Crash", which won the best picture award that year.After watching the movie, Gao Chengxi didn't know what was in it, so he asked Tan Songxue if it looked good, and Tan Songxue nodded.

"It's just that there are two people who look so much alike that I can't tell them apart... Why do foreigners all look the same..." Tan Songxue muttered.

Gao Chengxi scolded him in a low voice for being stupid.

Mother Qin arrived in the provincial capital at noon, and Yi Xiuyun took Father Qin to the train station to pick up the people. It was the noon rush hour, and there was a bit of traffic jam on the road. When they got home, the three children were ready to make instant noodles.

Qin Songxue hadn't seen his mother for two weeks, she opened the door hospitablely, and came out with the only pair of ladies' slippers at home and put them in front of his mother.

Qin's mother was quite speechless about the behavior of Qin's father and Yi Xiuyun. She brought a family bucket from outside and went to the nearby vegetable market to buy vegetables for lunch.

The cake was ordered by Yi Xiuyun in advance, and he took it when he came.Father Tan's gift is always the most precious. He engraved a collection and appreciation seal for Qin Songxue to play with, and used Bahrain steatite. Qin Songxue couldn't put it down, and immediately dipped ink pads on Chen Kezhi's works.

"These are all mine!" Tan Songxue looked at her masterpiece with a sense of accomplishment, and after stamping it, it became his private property.

Qin's father couldn't laugh or cry, Chen Kezhi held his forehead speechlessly.

Chen Kezhi never gave Tan Songxue anything on his birthday, and Tan Songxue didn't care. Usually Chen Kezhi treats him well enough, so why bother about it.

But this year Chen Kezhi prepared one for him.

A small turtle the size of an egg.

Qin Songxue opened the small plastic box, put the dark green little turtle in the palm of his hand, poked its head lightly, and felt very amusing when he saw it shrinking in, and smiled happily.

"Brother, look at the turtle | the head is gone again!"

Chen Kezhi: "..."

Father Qin: "..."

Mother Qin: "..."

Yi Xiuyun: "..."

Gao Chengxi wanted to laugh, but Yi Xiuyun who was beside him quietly covered his mouth.

Turtles are the most worry-free pets. They can survive even if they forget to feed them for a week or two, and they can control their food intake to control their growth and size. They are not as noisy as cats and dogs, and they are very quiet in the water tank. No need to take it out for a walk.

The key is that tortoises live much longer than ordinary pets, so there is no need to worry about dying of old age.

Qin Songxue liked this gift very much.

The dinner was so sumptuous that Gao Chengxi and Qin Songxue forgot about those troubles for a while.

Qin's mother only took one day's leave, and she went straight to the train station at night. Qin's father complained that he didn't ask for two more days, so he could sleep at home anyway, because catching the train was too tiring, and his body couldn't take it anymore.Qin's mother said that there will be a very important meeting tomorrow morning, and she can't miss it. Anyway, she booked a sleeper berth, so she can rest.

Under the light, Father Tan suddenly saw a white hair on Mother Tan's temple, and he was stunned for a while without speaking.

"what happened?"

"Don't move..." Father Tan stretched out his hand to pull the white hair off, and Mother Tan hissed softly.

Qin's mother was also a little dazed when she saw that white hair, she looked a little tired, and finally sighed: "I'm going to be 36 too..."

Father Tan didn't say anything else, just said: "Don't be too tired at work, your body is important, and now the family is not so nervous."

"Alas..." Qin's mother sighed, and said, "It's a hurdle to be in the deputy hall, and I don't know if I can get ahead..." She has to pave the way for Qin Songxue's future. The higher the position, the more she can do for Qin Songxue. more and more.

"If it doesn't work, forget it. The position is not low. Isn't Chen Anguo still only a deputy?" Chen's father is 39 this year and will be [-] next year. He is old and has no room for promotion in the county.

"What are you talking about other people? It's because he doesn't want to be promoted." Without looking at what Chen Jianguo was doing, Mother Tan was very speechless to Father Tan.

The two talked for a long time at the gate of the train station. Qin's mother promised that Qin's father would take a five-day official vacation to come and live here next month, and Qin's father's face obviously improved a lot.

After Tan's mother entered the station for a long time, Qin's father stood outside and watched for a long time, and Yi Xiuyun laughed at him with a cigarette in his mouth.

Father Qin touched his body and found that he had forgotten to bring a cigarette, so he gave him a Su Yan platinum crystal: "What do you know, you old bachelor!"

"I don't want to get married!"

Father Tan lit a cigarette with a lighter and took a puff: "It's better to smoke King Furong."

"That's because you don't have a taste! King Furong is so fucking hot... If you don't like me, don't smoke." Yi Xiuyun stretched out his hand to grab it. He is from Jiangsu and Zhejiang. He has never changed his brand since he learned to smoke. Tobacco loyalist.

"You smell too sweet." Father Tan nimbly flashed by, opened the car door and got into the passenger seat, with the same expression as Qin Songxue.

On the way home, Yi Xiuyun brought up another topic that Father Tan didn't want to talk about.

"Yin Huilin and Li Xingmin are both very beautiful, fourth child, you are very lucky..."

Father Tan put out the cigarette, frowned and interrupted him, his tone obviously displeased: "What do you mean, can these two be compared? Why are you so polite to mention her?"

Taking advantage of the gap in the rearview mirror, Yi Xiuyun glanced at Father Tan a few times: "Hey, I'm too impatient to say a few words. Yin Huilin sent me a text message, saying that he will come to n City for a while, what are you going to do. "

"What is she here for? Did you give her the address?"

Yi Xiuyun was a little helpless: "Do I still need to tell her? Doesn't she find out as soon as she asks Bai Lao? Isn't it just a matter of hours for her to find out... What do you think she wants to do?"

"You ask me, I don't know who to ask!" Father Tan was almost annoyed when he thought of Yin Huilin.

"Hey, let me tell you, fourth child, haven't you ever been tempted? Yin Huilin wants to have a background and looks. The key is that people are still devoted to you after so long... Tsk tsk..." Yi Xiuyun shook his head , a pity look.

"Lao Liu, you can just gloat about your mother's misfortune!"

Yi Xiuyun laughed, stubbed out the end of his cigarette and threw it out of the car window.

"no quality."

Yi Xiuyun hummed indifferently.

"Have you told Li Xingmin about this?"

"she knows."

"How dare you say it, are you not afraid of Li Xingmin losing his temper with you?"

"You don't even look at who she is."

Yi Xiuyun thinks about it too. Qin's mother's demeanor and style of conversation are indeed not found in ordinary women. She still has some strength in her bones, but she is very protective of Qin's father's status as the head of the family. Except for work reasons, she must be separated. The perfect woman.If he had such a wife, he wouldn't cheat, and he could feel that if Yin Huilin did something, Li Xingmin would definitely not be the kind of woman who just sits and waits to die. Yin Huilin might not be able to fight Li Xingmin.

"If Yin Huilin really came over, what are you going to do?"

"It's not that good. I won't see her anyway. My wife's public vacation this year is still useless. At worst, I'll take her on a trip. In the past few years, I went to province J with her, and I haven't been to many places."

"Hey, what about your son, leave him alone? Could it be that I take him?"

"I don't know him yet? If Chen Kezhi doesn't go, he won't leave. That kid...do you need to worry about Chen Kezhi? In the early years, my family was poor and I didn't take her out to play. All these years, I and I My wife gathers less and leaves more, and she manages the whole house by herself, so I feel sorry for her. Now that I have managed to make a name for myself, I feel sorry for her if I don’t treat her well."

Yi Xiuyun poured cold water on him: "Master Qin, your old man still owes me a huge debt."

"What's the hurry, do you want me to sign a contract of sale for you?"

Yi Xiuyun scolded with a smile: "I | Fuck."