Danqing

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Once the days are comfortable, time will go by very fast. Qin Songxue has not had any good inspirations in the past few years in n City, and the agreement with Lin Xiyao has not been realized.Chen Kezhi is still working in N City, but he has changed units and is about to be promoted to director level.Mr. Yi's health deteriorated year after year, but Yi Xiuyun was very open about it. It was really rare for an old man to reach such an advanced age.Every new year, he would bring Gao Chengxi home. The old man liked Gao Chengxi very much, even if someone in the Yi family looked down on him, he didn't dare to talk too much.

Tan Songxue's anxiety attacks became more and more frequent, and Chen Kezhi was also puzzled, and advised him to see a psychologist.Qin Songxue was afraid of trouble, and said that it would be better after a while.Chen Kezhi said, if he just went out to play with Gao Chengxi for a while to relax, maybe he would recover faster.Qin Songxue knew that Chen Kezhi was very busy with work and would not be able to leave under normal circumstances, so he replied that he would go out with Gao Chengxi for a walk when he found a chance.

This year's summer came, and after blowing out the birthday candles and seeing that the mantissa had changed to nine, Qin Songxue realized that he was almost thirty.

"People used to say that I was young, but now I am also young, haha." Tan Songxue took a bite of the cake, and while Gao Chengxi was not paying attention, spread the cream on his face.

Gao Chengxi was caught off guard, cursed "Fuck you", kicked him.

Yi Xiuyun had nothing to do with the two of them, shook his head and continued to lean on the sofa to watch a movie.

The two had been arguing at home for a long time, their hair and face were covered with cream and dirty, Chen Kezhi didn't bother to take care of them, and let them mess around, but accidentally, Tan Songxue slapped him on the neck, leaving his shirt in a mess.

Chen Kezhi: "..."

Yi Xiuyun couldn't help laughing, Gao Chengxi took the opportunity to stuff a mouthful of cake into his mouth.

After enough trouble, Tan Songxue calmed down and said to Gao Chengxi, "Qi Qian, are you free next month? How about the two of us going out to play?"

Gao Chengxi looked at Yi Xiuyun and replied, "Just the two of us?"

Tan Songxue said contemptuously: "You really can't live without Uncle Yi for a day, right, Aunt Gao."

Tan Songxue's voice was not too soft, Chen Kezhi and Yi Xiuyun heard it clearly, Gao Chengxi lost all face by him, so he gave him a hand.

Yi Xiuyun added fuel and jealousy: "Qi Qian, your name is not bad."

"Shut up!" Gao Chengxi lifted his foot and kicked him, then sat on the floor with his back leaning on Yi Xiuyun's leg, and asked Tan Songxue, "Do you have any plans for where to go?"

Tan Songxue shook her head: "Not yet...how about going around various places, self-driving tour, you drive."

Driving on a self-driving tour is definitely a physical effort. After hearing Qin Songxue's arrangement, Gao Chengxi almost vomited blood: "Nimma, you don't learn to drive yourself. Every time you go out to play, you ask me to drive. Are you human?"

Tan Songxue blinked: "You can, Uncle Yi can, my brother can too, why should I still learn?" Chen Kezhi actually tried to teach Tan Songxue how to drive, but Tan Songxue didn't bother to read it again after listening to it, what? The traffic rules made him dizzy, and the questions in the theory test became more and more difficult every year, which made him give up the idea of ​​taking the driver's license.

Yi Xiuyun patted Gao Chengxi's head to express his comfort.

Gao Chengxi pulled Yi Xiuyun's hand away impatiently, but compromised: "Okay, you can decide the time, I will close the shop next month, and go out with you to play."

"Then I'll prepare first."

"Well, I can go anytime."

Chen Kezhi interjected, "Whose car are you driving?"

Gao Chengxi bought a Regal with the money he earned from opening the shop in the past few years. Yi Xiuyun's car is so good that it's not convenient to drive it out for errands, so he said, "Just drive mine."

Chen Kezhi's xts was almost moldy in the garage. He wanted Gao Chengxi to drive out for a stroll, but he could only nod after hearing what he said.

In the next few days, Qin Songxue has been studying the itinerary to travel. Chen Ke came back from get off work and asked him if he liked it. Qin Songxue said that he wanted to visit the whole country, go to province f to buy some stones, and province j to eat something. Take a month to play slowly, don't rush.

Chen Kezhi smiled and said that he might have creative inspiration during the time he was playing, and then he came back to prepare a work, and he could win the first prize after sending it out.

Before Qin Songxue could speak, Chen Kezhi said again, I won't come back for dinner tomorrow, the unit has a meeting.

Tan Songxue didn't think much about it. Meetings are commonplace after entering politics, so she replied that he went to Uncle Yi's for dinner.

Chen Kezhi kissed him.

When Chen Kezhi left for work early the next morning, Tan Songxue simply tidied up and called Gao Chengxi.

"Sissy, I'm coming to your shop today, when will you open?"

"It's about eight o'clock. You're almost here by bus."

"Have you eaten yet, do you want me to bring you something to eat?"

"No need, Yi Xiuyun made pancakes this morning, I'm full, you can buy it yourself."

Qin Songxue remembered that Chen Kezhi came back from shopping outside every morning and never cooked by himself, so he was inexplicably upset, so he hung up the phone after saying oh.

Gao Chengxi was not in a hurry or slow in doing things, he couldn't finish much in one day, and clients who needed to mount calligraphy and paintings never urged him. Every time Qin Songxue watched him do these things as if they were playing, she harassed him from time to time.

Because the shop is in the community, there are many places to eat, Yi Xiuyun went out to participate in the pen meeting, Gao Chengxi and Qin Songxue asked the small restaurant next to them to fry up two dishes, and the two of them huddled together to make do with a meal.

"Why don't we go out and have a good meal this afternoon?"

"I won't go unless you're treating me." Gao Chengxi was fed up with Tan Songxue's slapstick behavior every day, and seized the opportunity to kill him severely.

Gao Chengxi asked him to treat him, Qin Songxue actually felt a little distressed, all the money he earned was put into the securities account, and he didn't have much pocket money, but he didn't want Gao Chengxi to think he was stingy, so he gritted his teeth and nodded in agreement with Gao Chengxi's proposal.

"Okay, I'll treat you to me, where do you think you're going?"

"The newly opened one on Renmin Road, Yi Xiuyun took the two of us there."

"Fuck you, you really know how to pick places."

At five o'clock in the afternoon, Gao Chengxi was about to close the shop and leave, when she suddenly pulled Tan Songxue, "Hey, come here."

Qin Songxue: "Why?"

Gao Chengxi: "Take a photo."

Gao Chengxi put her arm on Qin Songxue's shoulder, leaned her head against him, took out her phone and clicked: "Okay."

Qin Songxue: "..."

Qin Songxue: "Are you sick?"

Gao Chengxi chuckled: "You don't know that, do you? Every time I post a photo with you, the number of fans will increase a lot."

Tan Songxue said contemptuously, "That's because I'm more handsome than you."

Gao Chengxi said disdainfully: "You are just incidental, I posted a photo of me and Yi Xiuyun and the price increased even more."

Qin Songxue: "Damn gay."

Gao Chengxi rolled her eyes.

It was just after [-] o'clock, the rush hour for getting off work, and the traffic jam was quite serious. Gao Chengxi was so hungry that she stopped and stopped on the road, but Qin Songxue didn't care, she kept playing small games on her mobile phone.

Renmin Road is the main road of N City, and the traffic jam is the most serious, almost moving at a tortoise speed.

"Xiaoxue, how about the two of us go out to eat and take the subway in the future. Although there are more people, there will be no traffic jams."

"Forget it, I'd rather be stuck in traffic than squeeze with others... Anyway, I'm not hungry now, I ate too much at noon." Qin Songxue lowered her head for too long, her neck hurt a little, she twisted, and then continued, "Traffic jam today Why has it been blocked for so long? It doesn’t seem like this when you come out usually.”

"I don't know, maybe something happened in front, why don't you take a look?"

Qin Songxue agreed straight away: "Okay."

After speaking, Qin Songxue rolled down the car window, leaned out half of her body, and looked around. Half a minute later, Qin Songxue retracted and frowned, "Qi Qian, why did I seem to see my brother's car just now?"

Gao Chengxi said disdainfully: "It's definitely not your brother's car, black xts are all over the street, have your degrees increased again?"

Tan Songxue turned a deaf ear, stared at the direction of the car and said to himself: "I should be right, wait for me to go down and have a look..."

Gao Chengxi quickly stopped him: "It's still on the road, you're looking for death, it's not that it's blocked and can't move, where do you think the car is, can you move over there and have a look?"

Qin Songxue: "It's right in front, can you see the license plate?"

Gao Chengxi looked in the direction he was pointing at, the distance was a bit far, even if the two of them were wearing glasses, they couldn't see clearly, although they felt that Tan Songxue's eyes should be blurred, but he didn't speak.

After more than ten minutes, I could finally see the white characters on the blue background clearly, and I could also see that the car was parked in front of a chain of black tea houses.

Qin Songxue took out her mobile phone and entered a series of numbers.

"It is indeed my brother's car. He told me that the work unit will drive today. I will call him and ask."

Gao Chengxi pressed his hand: "Wait a minute, do you suspect that Chen Kezhi is lying to you?"

Tan Songxue looked very calm, but his hands were shaking: "Yes, he must be lying to me..."

Gao Chengxi persuaded him: "That's not necessarily true, maybe he borrowed the car? Don't think too much about it, it's as if you're caught cheating on Chen Kezhi."

Tan Songxue took a breath and said, "Impossible, my brother has been in meetings since last month, and he hasn't made any big moves recently, and it's not the end of the year, so it's not normal to have meetings like this... And he never borrows a car to go out, and He has never driven a car before going to work...it's okay, I'll just call him and ask him."

Suppressing the doubts in her heart, Gao Chengxi frowned and asked, "Do you know anything?"

Qin Songxue's eyes wandered, her breathing became short of breath, and she tightened her fingers on the phone, and replied, "I don't know...I don't know...Let me make a call first..."

This time Gao Chengxi didn't stop him, sighed and drove the car forward a little.

Qin Songxue pressed the dial button, took a deep breath, and waited for the call to connect.

After half a minute, Chen Kezhi answered, "Hello, what's the matter?"

Tan Songxue was afraid of revealing the tremor in her voice, so she whispered: "It's okay bro, I just want to ask you when you will come back from the meeting. If it's too late, I'll go to sleep with my dad."

Chen Kezhi said at the other end: "Okay, I won't get home until after eight o'clock, you can go back."

After hanging up the phone, Qin Songxue was silent for about a minute.

Gao Chengxi tentatively opened her mouth: "Xiaoxue... is there any problem with this?"

Qin Songxue bit her lower lip and said firmly, "He's not in a meeting. If he was in a meeting, he wouldn't answer my call at this hour."

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Gao Chengxi glanced out the car window: "I know you are suspicious of Chen Kezhi's blind date. He is already 32, right? But don't make wild guesses, it's not certain. Although Chen Kezhi sometimes does things unethically, he treats you well. It’s nothing to say, it shouldn’t be what you think.”

Tan Songxue sighed again, and said tiredly: "I'm always worried about this day coming. He is different from me. I can stay unmarried for the rest of my life, and I don't have to worry about future career development. But he is going to be promoted, and the marriage problem is not a problem. Probably not. If there's anything he's hiding from me, it's definitely this."

It is entirely possible that his analysis will be confirmed, and Gao Chengxi did not refute it again. When this kind of thing happens, the best solution is to prove it, otherwise it will be useless to persuade.

Gao Chengxi asked: "Then what are you going to do now?"

Tan Songxue thought for a while, then whispered, "I don't know..."

Gao Chengxi: "How about we go in and have a look?"

Qin Songxue: "Forget it, once you enter this kind of place, he will definitely find it. My brother is so vigilant. I just called him. If he sees me going in, he will definitely know that I am suspicious of him. This is not good. .It’s also possible that he’s not on a blind date, isn’t he?”

Gao Chengxi: "And then, what are you going to do next?"

Qin Songxue: "Let's go eat first, we'll talk after we eat."

Gao Chengxi: "That's fine, it's up to you, if there is anything I can help, just tell me."

It was quite easy to find out what Chen Kezhi was up to recently. Early the next morning, Tan Songxue told Father Tan that he was going out to do some errands, but Father Tan waved him away without asking carefully.

After saying hello, Tan Songxue arrived at Chen Kezhi's home. Chen Kezhi had already gone to work, and there were still a lot of report materials on the table in the bedroom.

Tan Songxue took them out at will and looked at each one carefully, and found nothing that could keep Chen Kezhi busy until eight o'clock in the evening.So he turned on Chen Kezhi's computer again. To Tan Songxue's surprise, Chen Kezhi didn't set a password this time.

This shows that Qin Songxue cannot find the truth in the files on the computer.

Qin Songxue was not in a hurry at all. Chen Kezhi's unit had an information portal. Qin Songxue glanced at it. The latest announcement was just an insignificant information disclosure, and he didn't say any big moves recently.

The meeting that can be busy until the evening does not go home, but there is no trace of it in the announcement.

Chen Kezhi was indeed lying to him.

The possibility of borrowing a car was ruled out from the very beginning. Most of the people Chen Kezhi knew were his colleagues, and almost no one would go out during the period from Monday to Friday.Moreover, Chen Kezhi's car is very ostentatious, although the car has been used for six years, but the frame is there, and it is more suitable to go out and play with Gao Chengxi's grade of regal.

The most important point is that Qin Songxue searched around and found that the car keys had been placed on the cabinet at the entrance and had not been taken away.So even if you want to borrow Chen Kezhi's car, it is impossible to show up on Renmin Road at that time. The traffic jam was quite serious during that time. If you just go there for a meal, there is no need to borrow a car, and it is even more impossible to be refunded so early. return.

Tan Songxue looked at the closed door and called Gao Chengxi.

"Sissy, can you work hard during this time?"

After hanging up the phone and turning on the computer again, Qin Songxue opened her securities account, the red and green indexes kept jumping, Qin Songxue never cared about their changes, and entered the account password again to open the trading page.

The balance on the account shows the amount of property he currently owns.

Am I a big retailer now?Then he called up the fund movement of his account. The operation has been very frequent in the past six months, and Chen Kezhi has been helping him manage his property.

Qin Songxue smiled, closed the page and the computer.

All the spearheads pointed to that possibility, and Tan Songxue didn't want to say anything more.

He has neither the heart nor the energy to investigate Chen Kezhi's cell phone. He doesn't want to be a hypocritical person. As long as he catches the evidence of Chen Kezhi's blind date, the relationship between him and Chen Kezhi will be over.

If Chen Kezhi really went on a blind date, he wouldn't be able to meet that woman only once.He and Gao Chengxi caught it once, there will definitely be a second, third or even more...

Qin Songxue poured himself a glass of water, then poured the rest into the inkstone, and began to rub the ink with the ink stick little by little.

He picked up the brush, but he couldn't control the strength, his elbows, including his shoulders, were shaking slightly, and he couldn't write. All the copybooks flashed in his mind over and over again, but he had no choice.Closing his eyes, all his childhood friends, up to Lin Xiyao, appeared in his mind, staring at him expressionlessly, without saying anything.Suddenly, it seemed as if the Chinese painting paint had been stirred up in front of his eyes, cinnabar, stone green, realgar, lead powder... mixed together and turned into a rich black color, which made his stomach churn and almost vomit.

His anxiety reached its peak at this moment.

The dark yellow raw-edged paper made him short of breath, and every time he took a breath, he felt a pain in his chest, like a big stone pressing on it, no matter what tool he used, he couldn't pry it away, making his heart seem to be shrinking.

Pressing the phone again, Tan Songxue almost collapsed and said, "Qi Qian, I'm going crazy..."

When Gao Chengxi rushed over, Tan Songxue opened the door and could hardly stand, Gao Chengxi supported him.

"What's wrong with you, Qin Songxue?"

Tan Songxue hugged him, and her smooth nails dug into his skin: "Sissy, I'm going crazy..."

Gao Chengxi closed the door behind her back, helped Qin Songxue into the room, and hurriedly said: "Hey, don't fall, don't fall, don't fall... What's going on?"

"My brother, he's lying to me...he's lying to me..." Tan Songxue still had a glimmer of hope last night, thinking that all this might be just a coincidence, just a misunderstanding, but what he found at home today made him have to admit it fact.

Chen Kezhi lied to him.

"Sissy... I told him when I was very young that if he kept hiding anything from me, I would break up with him... Now after 12 years, I finally have to say goodbye to him... He doesn't Maybe it's because of other things that I'm hiding from me, my brother is getting married, he's getting married..."

"Sissy... what should I do..."

Qin Songxue's voice was not loud all the time, but every word hit Gao Chengxi's eardrums hard, and Gao Chengxi hugged him: "Xiaoxue, it's okay, it's okay...We haven't really found the evidence yet, isn't it? Is it?"

"I don't need it anymore... I don't think I need it anymore..." Tan Songxue pushed Gao Chengxi away, pinched his brows, and then pressed his temples, "My chest hurts so much..."

Gao Chengxi asked nervously, "What happened?"

"I don't know... I feel like this when I feel bad... It hurts so much... I can't breathe..." Tan Songxue was still a little unsteady, and had a tendency to fall to the side.Gao Chengxi didn't dare to let him go and grabbed his arm tightly.

"Do you want to go to the hospital now?"

Gao Chengxi had never been there when Tan Songxue was anxious. His physical discomfort was also caused by psychological factors.Tan Songxue suddenly became like this, which shocked Gao Chengxi.

"No, no need to go...you let me rest for a while." Qin Songxue understood her problem, looked back at the sofa, walked over to lie down, "I'll be fine after a while, don't need to go..."

At the saddest moment just now, Tan Songxue took out his mobile phone but didn't know who to call. His only friend was Gao Chengxi, and his social circle was extremely narrow. His childhood playmates had already lost contact.

At that time, Chen Kezhi told him to choose his friends carefully. A real friend can only be distinguished by life experience, not a friend who can talk well, so he and Qi Chenzhuo, Yang Bo, and the classmates in the class The students did not have in-depth communication.At that time, he thought that Gao Chengxi alone was enough, and they could share all the joys, sorrows and joys in life.He can present more emotions to Chen Kezhi, including his fragility.

But now, he is so uncomfortable, but he can't find anyone who can give him substantial help. The person who can always be behind him and be his backing is gone.The person who kept saying that he would be with him and love him all his life is now going to marry someone else.

At last he was alone.

"Qiqian, I feel so uncomfortable..." Tan Songxue stared blankly at the ceiling.

Gao Chengxi was at a loss for words, thought for a while, and said: "Why don't you tell Yi Xiuyun, he has more ways than the two of us, maybe he will give you a good idea."

"Don't tell Uncle Yi, I haven't asked my brother yet, if Uncle Yi finds out, he will definitely be angry, maybe my brother will be beaten to death by him..."

Gao Chengxi was surprised: "Why do you say that?"

"He told me that if my brother is sorry for me one day in the future, just tell him and he will help me solve it..."

Gao Chengxi was very clear about Yi Xiuyun's methods. If Yi Xiuyun knew that Chen Kezhi was going to leave Tan Songxue behind, Chen Kezhi might be ruined for the rest of his life, but it seems that it hasn't gotten to that point yet.Gao Chengxi also gave up her plan to find Yi Xiuyun.

"Then you want to follow your brother next?"

Qin Songxue nodded.

Gao Chengxi didn't answer.In Tan Songxue's heart, he still had a little fantasy, hoping that Chen Kezhi didn't do such a thing, all this was just his own assumption.

Chen Kezhi is Tan Songxue's everything, his only lover since he was a child, watching him grow up step by step, and leading him through the road of life bit by bit.

Qin Songxue never thought of leaving him. His affection for Chen Kezhi was mixed with more family affection besides love. They have been together for nearly 30 years and have already integrated into each other's flesh and blood.

But now they are separated.

It was Chen Kezhi who wanted to push him away.

The chaotic and thick Chinese painting paint was haunting Qin Songxue's mind again. Qin Songxue collapsed his masseter muscle, opened his eyes to prevent it from showing continuously, and suppressed the sudden feeling of vomiting.

"Sissy, let's go for a walk."

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Gao Chengxi said without thinking, "Okay."

Because of Qin Songxue's urgent call, he drove over after closing the store, and Junwei also parked in the parking space downstairs.

Tan Songxue didn't tell him where he was going, and Gao Chengxi didn't ask, but just patted Tan Songxue on the shoulder: "Go and wash your face...have you eaten today?"

Tan Songxue shook her head: "I didn't eat, I forgot... I came over early in the morning."

"How about I go down and buy you two buns?"

"No, let's go together, you wait for me."

The water in the water pipe was icy cold, splashing on her face made Tan Songxue's sanity a little clearer, and the churning in her heart calmed down a little.

"Let's go."

The weather in August is like a steamer. Under the scorching heat, N City looks very quiet in the morning. The heat wave sweeping across the asphalt road is as unreal as a mirage.

Tall buildings passed by in front of him, Tan Songxue leaned his head against the car window, suddenly hit his head, and felt pain on his forehead.

When he first came to N City more than [-] years ago, he felt amazing when he saw the high-rise buildings with his own eyes. He also hit his head, and then Chen Kezhi reached out to cover his head.

Tan Songxue thought of a word politely—things are different.

After the development of N City, the city area is getting bigger and bigger, and many areas around it have been drawn in, and there are more and more places to go.Gao Chengxi drove slowly along the loop.

"Go to your brother's unit and guard it?"

Tan Songxue looked in a daze, and said: "It's not necessary today, I just want to go out and look for him, and I'll look for him in two days."

Gao Chengxi has never been able to really confirm whether Chen Kezhi is like Tan Songxue guessed, this kind of thing is an unforgivable mistake for them, when Yi Xiuyun and Li Yong made trouble like that, Yi Xiuyun didn't even compromise, why? Does Tan Songxue have to make sacrifices for Chen Kezhi?

"Xiaoxue, if Chen Kezhi really did this, then he is a scum." Gao Chengxi said unceremoniously, "If my boyfriend dares to go on a blind date behind my back, I'll fucking kill him."

Tan Songxue didn't answer, he couldn't be as decisive as Gao Chengxi, sighed, and said: "Anyway, please keep this matter quiet, I don't want others to know...Didn't my brother ask me to go out with you for a while Time, if it is confirmed, I will take this opportunity to go far away and never come back."

Gao Chengxi first asked: "Then what about your parents?"

"No... What I mean by not coming back is not that I don't want to meet them. I just don't want to see my brother... I have to support myself in the future. I can't be anonymous about selling calligraphy and painting. My brother must know where I am, but I Definitely won't see him...Let's talk about it."

After wandering around outside, both of them were hungry, so they found a restaurant to have a makeshift meal, and then walked around, Qin Songxue gradually calmed down.

Five days later, Chen Kezhi told Tan Songxue again that he would not go home for dinner, but Qin Songxue didn't say anything, and after Chen Kezhi left, he called Gao Chengxi.Gao Chengxi was very helpful, borrowed someone else's car, drove Tan Songxue to Chen Kezhi's work unit and waited.

It is not easy for Chen Kezhi to see that the borrowed car was followed. Chen Ke was followed all the way after get off work. This time, he went back to a cafe on Laodong Road. The whole shop has a glass exterior wall, and he can barely see the scene from the outside. .

After Chen Kezhi sat down, a woman entered the cafe and sat opposite him.

Everything is clear.

Gao Chengxi scolded: "You fucking scum."

Qin Songxue could see clearly in the car. After staring at it for about 5 minutes, she took out her mobile phone.

Qin Songxue watched Chen Kezhi take out his mobile phone to answer the call in the cafe, and the scene seemed to be put into slow motion.

Qin Songxue took a deep breath, controlled her tone, and said, "Hello, brother?"

Chen Kezhi maintained his usual paralyzed face, and replied in a low voice, "What's wrong?"

Tan Songxue stared at him, and slowly said: "Brother, Sissy and I will go out to play tomorrow, and I will tell you to pack up tonight."

Chen Kezhi seemed to frowned, and paused for a while before saying: "Then you clean up at home first, and I'll check for you later if you forget anything."

Qin Songxue: "No, I left some things with my dad, I have to go back."

Chen Kezhi: "Okay, do you want me to see you off tomorrow?"

Tan Songxue: "Aren't you supposed to go to work? Forget it. I'm not going out to study. I'll come back after playing for a while... Let's not talk about it. It's too late. I'll hang up first, brother."

Before Chen Kezhi could say goodbye, Tan Songxue hung up the phone in a hurry, closed his eyes and leaned his head on the backrest.

"Mom, what a fucking bitch." Gao Chengxi was in no mood to drive, so she hammered the steering wheel to vent her inner anger.

Tan Songxue hooked the corners of her lips, and followed him in a curse: "Bitch."

This word was first used by Tan Songxue to describe Gao Chengyang. Gao Chengyang went to marry a woman and hurt Gao Chengxi for a long time before returning home.After that, the two of them kept scolding him with this wrong word, ridiculing and ridiculing more than anger.

But now, Gao Chengxi couldn't laugh.

"I don't want him anymore, Sissy, I dumped him today. August [-]th, what a good day." Tan Songxue opened her eyes, still smiling, "Come on, drive me home...to my dad there."

"Damn it, this scum just fucking treats you like this! Damn it, it's so fucking..."

"Stop it," Tan Songxue interrupted, "Don't tell Uncle Yi about this, I don't want people to know, I'll deal with it myself."

Gao Chengxi wished to rush in and beat Chen Kezhi half to death, but the impulsiveness of being fearless when he was young has been worn away by life experience, and Tan Songxue has already spoken, so he can't stand up for him, so he has to start the car and go to the villa drove away.

Qin Songxue took out her mobile phone to check the time, and said to herself, "The market has already closed..."

Gao Chengxi didn't hear clearly, and asked him: "What?"

Tan Songxue's eyes flickered: "It's nothing, after three o'clock, the market is closed."

Gao Chengxi wanted to ask him, why are you still looking at stocks, but didn't say it out loud, Qin Songxue must be planning something else.

When they arrived at the community where the villa is located, Tan Songxue got out of the car by herself, as if she was completely fine, and calmly said: "Go back first, Uncle Yi is still waiting for you, I'm fine."

Gao Chengxi hesitated to speak, hesitated several times, and finally compromised: "Okay, you can take care of yourself, Teacher Qin..."

"It's okay, I'm almost thirty, can this matter still be settled?" Tan Songxue smiled indifferently.

"Then I'll go first."

"Bye-Bye."

It was close to eight o'clock in the evening, and the house was very quiet. Father Tan was sitting on the sofa watching TV, and was a little surprised to see Qin Songxue come in.

"Are you back today?"

Qin Songxue nodded: "Dad, I'm going to write a work."

"Writing so late?"

"Well, I suddenly know what to write about in the next exhibition."

Father Tan didn't object to him. If inspiration came, it wouldn't take too long to complete a piece of work, so he asked, "Is there anything I can do to help?"

Qin Songxue waved her hand and said, "No need, Dad, I can do it alone."

After entering the study, Tan Songxue locked the door casually, took another deep breath, and opened the lid of Father Tan's inkstone, there was still a lot of unused ink left inside.Father Tan used lampblack ink, and when he opened the lid, the unique fragrance came over his face, and Tan Songxue felt his chest ache when he smelled it.

His pen holder was placed next to it, and the washed gray brush stood upright quietly. He didn't use this pen often because it was once used as a sex prop by Chen Kezhi.

In this room, there are too many memories of them.

Tan Songxue closed her eyes, pressed her chest, then picked up a pen and soaked it in ink.

The antique-colored rice paper has a special sense of age. Qin Songxue did not cut the paper, and spread it on the felt six feet wide, and pressed it with a marble paperweight.The brush had been softened by soaking, and the feeling of vomiting came back again. Qin Songxue suppressed the discomfort and began to write with a pen.

Yu told him that its shape is as light as a frightened bird, and graceful as a swimming dragon.Rongyao Qiuju, Huamao Chunsong.It seems as if the moon is covered by light clouds, and the snow flutters like the flowing wind.

A piece of his own "Luo Shen Fu" is slowly being presented on paper.

Time seemed to return to that summer, when the short legs climbed onto the chair and tremblingly leaned on Chen Kezhi's body, vibrating the vocal cords clearly for the first time, calling out brother.

That is his Luoshen, Jinghong and Youlong in his heart, high and unattainable.

They went through childhood, adolescence, and youth together... His Luoshen told him that he would love him for the rest of his life, but Luoshen never told him that the world would grow old, but promised him his whole life.

Luoshen taught him to grow up, taught him to learn to love, always accompanied him when he was sad, never left, and became all his pillars.

But Luoshen is still that god, he is just a humble mortal, and they are still different from each other.

He couldn't catch his Luoshen, and could only watch him leave helplessly.

Luoshen can live without him, but Luoshen is everything to him.

Luoshen said, I have loved you since you were a child, not liking, but love, we don't need to care about other people's eyes, we just need to be ourselves.He believed in Luoshen, so he told him that he loved him too.

Ke Luoshen doesn't want him anymore.

He told Luoshen that Changle is Weiyang, never to forget each other, Luoshen promised him that day, yes, but now he is not wanted.

Order the servant to drive, and I will return to the east road.

The grief in Qin Songxue's chest turned into a strong dizziness. After writing the last stroke, the suppressed vomiting feeling could no longer be controlled. His mouth, nasal cavity, and eyes were pitch black, and there seemed to be some spots of light flickering.The warm blood spilled all over the antique-colored rice paper at that moment, and immediately soaked it, becoming a large dark embellishment.

Qin Songxue coughed violently, blood choked into his lungs, making him unable to breathe.Unable to support his feet anymore, his elbows slipped, his knees became weak, and he fell to the ground with a muffled sound.The glasses shattered into pieces, scratching his eyelids.

"Chen Kezhi—!"

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