he is a transparent person

Jiang Yao still overestimated his ability to withstand pressure.

As the day of the college entrance examination got closer, his mentality also changed, and his whole body was stretched like a bowstring.

He even started to have nightmares, dreaming that his college entrance examination score was ten points lower than last year, and everyone in the dream was accusing him of being ignorant.

The parents took the report card and sighed, "This test is not as good as last year. Do you think you are making trouble for yourself or are you full and have nothing to do?"

The teacher shook his head and regretted, "Jiang Yao, you could have sprinted for A University, it's a pity."

Xie Zhijin was always indifferent, "I have already warned you, but you did not listen."

Jiang Yao wanted to hold Xie Zhijin's hand, but no matter how close he was, Xie Zhijin was always far away from him.

When Xie Zhijin disappeared in front of his eyes, Jiang Yao woke up in a cold sweat. He was lying on the bed breathing rapidly, the sky outside the window was bright, and it was another morning.

Perhaps because of this too terrifying nightmare, Jiang Yao was restless for several days and couldn't concentrate on studying.

He wanted to call Xie Zhijin to seek comfort from the other party, but he was afraid of hearing the other party's cold words, so he dared not dial the number he knew so well.

He has his own way of thinking, and he is not qualified to ask for anyone's understanding, so he can only suffer by himself.

Under tremendous mental pressure, Jiang Yao unfortunately developed a fever when there were only 20 days left before the college entrance examination. He endured the discomfort and completed the second mock exam. The moment the bell rang, his eyes were full of colorful different light.

Jiang Yao was helped by his classmates to the infirmary, and rested in the dormitory alone.

When he was alone, the surrounding was so quiet that he could hear his own fierce heartbeat.

Burning in a daze, he began to question whether his decision to repeat the study was right or not.

The genius in this world is one in a million. He is just an ordinary person who is inconspicuous in the crowd. Why should he force himself to do things that are difficult for him?

Xie Zhijin, Xie Zhijin...

Jiang Yao put the phone to his ear, and cried to the person on the other end of the phone, "Xie Zhijin, I won't be able to get into University A."

He didn't know if he had dialed the number, but he kept repeating it.

"I'm so uncomfortable, Xie Zhijin, I can't do it."

"I can't go to you anymore, we can't be friends anymore."

"Xie Zhijin, I'm sorry..."

Jiang Yao cried so chaotically that the pillow was soaked, and his forehead was covered with sweat from a high fever.

After crying enough, I lay on the bed and hiccupped softly.

In the silence, a familiar voice suddenly sounded, "Do you regret it?"

With a blow to the head, Jiang Yao suddenly woke up. He actually called Xie Zhijin unconsciously, so Xie Zhijin heard every word he said?

Jiang Yao bit his lip, and the moment he heard Xie Zhijin's voice, his wavering heart became firm again, and he muttered, "No, I'm just..." Sniffing, "It's a bit hard."

He even complained cautiously, fearing to annoy Xie Zhijin, "Just a little bit, I'll be fine tomorrow."

Xie Zhijin asked, "How did you do in these few exams?"

"is acceptable."

"It's okay, how about the ranking, why didn't you send it to me?"

Jiang Yao took out two tissue papers to wipe his face sticky from crying, and said sullenly, "You are very busy..."

He was afraid that Xie Zhijin would think that he didn't want to make progress, and he didn't dare to send Xie Zhijin text messages all the time.

"Tell me next time."

Jiang Yao nodded his head, remembering that Xie Zhijin couldn't see, so he responded.

Xie Zhijin seemed to be about to say something, but at this time another strange voice came from the phone, "Zhijin, are you all right, we are leaving."

Before Xie Zhijin could speak, Jiang Yao said tactfully, "You have something to do, I'm going to endorse it too."

Xie Zhijin said yes and hung up the phone.

Jiang Yao lay down for a while in a daze, and clicked on Xie Zhijin's circle of friends.

The latest circle of friends was posted last night. Xie Zhijin went to a party with the department, and the group laughed together in the evening light——Xie Zhijin just smiled slightly, but beside him was a young man with handsome features, who put his hand on Xie Zhijin’s On the shoulder, the body was next to Xie Zhijin's, and he rolled his eyes with a smile.

Jiang Yao wouldn't think about such an ordinary posture on someone else, but it was Xie Zhijin who didn't like too much contact with people. Xie Zhijin could tolerate the young man leaning against him intimately, at least it proved that he didn't reject the approach of the other party.

Jiang Yao stared at Xie Zhijin in a daze, and then his eyes wandered to the strange young man. The young man smiled brightly and was generous and confident. It was a willful gesture that Jiang Yao could never learn in his life.

Is this the same person who talked to Xie Zhijin just now?

Jiang Yao's heart seemed to be being held in the palm of his hand, and he was so uncomfortable that he didn't dare to think about it.

The results of the second mock exam came out. Because Jiang Yao took the exam with illness, his grade ranking dropped from fourth to No.15 this time. Although there was a reason for the incident, Jiang Yao didn't have the courage to tell Xie Zhijin such a ranking, and Xie Zhijin didn't either. If you ask, it will be nothing.

The countdown to the college entrance examination is ten days.

Jiang Yao discarded distracting thoughts and sprinted with all his heart.

Based on his grades this semester, his chances of being admitted to University A are only [-]%, but regardless of the result, he has tried his best.

If he really misses A University again, he won't blame anyone, it just proves that he and Xie Zhi are destined for it.

The moment the bell rang at the end of the college entrance examination, the mountain on Jiang Yao's back was finally unloaded. He walked out of the examination room empty, and his parents were waiting for him outside.

It was another seafood feast, but Jiang Yao didn't have the same appetite as last time, but in order not to worry his parents, he still forced himself to eat a lot.

In fact, Cheng Jiangyao already had the answer in his heart after completing the test. During the math test, he seemed to have solved a big question with 10 points wrong, and these 10 points were the gap between him and Xie Zhijin.

Xie Zhijin was able to get admitted to the ideal college easily, but he was still far behind with all his efforts.

There are still differences between people.

It may be that Jiang Yao has cried many times in the open and in the dark during the year of re-reading. This time, after he estimated his score, he found that it was not as good as others wanted, and he actually had a feeling that it should be so.

Being hit by Xie Zhijin, he wasted a year trying worthless mistakes.

And this mistake will only make him see the distance between himself and Xie Zhijin more clearly.

Jiang Yao sat on the bed in a daze, the phone ringing pulled him out of his fugue.

Looking at the words Xie Zhijin on the screen, Jiang Yao had the idea of ​​escaping for the first time, but he still took a deep breath and connected.

Xie Zhijin asked him, "Are you okay?"

I don't know if it was his illusion, but he could hear a faint expectation in Xie Zhijin's tone.

After thinking about it, how is it possible?Xie Zhijin was the one who opposed him the most at the beginning.

Jiang Yao tried his best to pretend to be relaxed, "Of course, after the exam, I won't have to get up early every day..."

Just one sentence, his disguise was self-defeating, he became depressed, "Xie Zhijin, you know, getting up at five o'clock every day is really sleepy, why are there so many practice questions, I can't finish them, and there are exams, Every time I look at the rankings, I’m so scared, I’m afraid that if I fall off, I won’t be able to go up again.”

Jiang Yao choked up and asked, "Am I stupid?"

Xie Zhijin listened quietly, and after a while, said, "Not stupid."

"But I can't get into A University..."

He hoped to hear Xie Zhijin comfort him, even if it was just a lie, but Xie Zhijin has always been a rationalist, and he replied, "It's not A University, there are many good schools for you to choose from."

Dou Da's tears rolled silently from Jiang Yao's eyes. He knew that Xie Zhijin was right, but emotionally he couldn't let go.

Why can't you even coax him?

But why does Xie Zhijin need to care about his thoughts?

They are just friends with different lives.

Jiang Yao buried his face in his arms and wiped away his tears vigorously. He was so sad that he couldn't speak, and wept in a low voice.

Only Jiang Yao's sobbing sound remained in the air, and Xie Zhijin just listened quietly without saying a word, until Jiang Yao calmed down a little, and he said, "Go to bed early, and sleep late tomorrow."

On a sultry summer night, the rainstorm came without warning, and the raindrops slapped against the glass window. Jiang Yao curled himself up on the bed, and fell asleep after crying.

Everyone thought that Jiang Yao would pass by University A, even Jiang Yao himself thought so.

It's November 6th of the year again.

Jiang Yao started to look up the results of the college entrance examination tremblingly.

Fortunately, he finally favored him once - he exceeded the admission line of University A by 5 points.

Jiang Yao won this isolated and helpless war, and only he experienced the suffering and pain alone, but his dedication finally paid off at this moment.

Three ways

Xiao Xie (poker face): My wife is amazing.