he is a transparent person

The pressure to repeat the study was much greater than Jiang Yao imagined.

In the first two months of Xie Zhijin's departure, Jiang Yao would send messages to Xie Zhijin every day, chattering a lot, but never dared to mention how hard he was.

But gradually, Xie Zhijin seemed to become busy, the time between replies became longer and longer, and their topics became less and less.

When Jiang Yao came and went, he would only ask Xie Zhijin what he had eaten and what he had done. The repeated conversations were very boring, and Xie Zhijin no longer responded to him in detail. In the third month, Jiang Yao picked up his phone and clicked into the chat Page, I didn't dare to send it after deleting, deleting, typing, and finally I just chose to send Xie Zhijin good night every night.

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He didn't dare to disturb Xie Zhijin, and this became the last contact between him and Xie Zhijin.

But not every good night can be answered, Xie Zhijin sometimes returns after an hour, sometimes the next day, and sometimes doesn't even respond.

From summer to autumn, Jiang Yao received the following reply from Xie Zhijin.

"You don't have to text me every day."

"Focus more on your studies."

The two words made Jiang Yao dare not even say good night, and he could even imagine the frosty look on the other side's face when he clicked to send.

He and Xie Zhijin gradually drifted away, even the last contact was broken.

But Jiang Yao listened to Xie Zhijin's words very much, and forced himself not to think about Xie Zhijin. He only slept for four or five hours a day, and spent the rest of the time studying against the clock.

I completely cut off contact with Xie Zhijin. During the preliminary examination that month, Jiang Yao’s annual φ fire gewoci￥ recommended ranking dropped by [-] places, and such a result, let alone being admitted to A University, was not even his college entrance examination result. excellent.

His parents talked to him, and his teacher talked to him. Layers of pressure were like mountains on Jiang Yao's shoulders, causing his half-slung head to drop to the ground.

That time Jiang Yao hid in the dormitory with the report card and cried for an hour. He was afraid that his roommate would hear the sound, so he took a piece of clothing and bit it in his mouth, crying silently.

At 05:30 the next morning after crying, he got up to endorse the book as usual with two walnut eyes.

Surprisingly, before evening self-study, he received a call from Xie Zhijin.

Jiang Yao found a place where no one was around, and suppressed the surge in his heart to connect, but when he opened his mouth, his voice was still unconsciously tinged with tears, "Xie Zhijin..."

After a moment of silence, Xie Zhijin's clear voice penetrated into his ears, "I heard from my mother that you failed the monthly exam this time?"

The scene of vowing to Xie Zhijin that he was going to be admitted to University A was vivid in his memory. Jiang Yao's face suddenly became hot and hot, and he was so embarrassed that he couldn't speak, and he choked up after a long time, "There is a question that I misread the meaning of the question, so... ..”

Xie Zhijin pointed out simply, "Don't make excuses."

The tears in Jiang Yao's eyes gradually accumulated, and he hummed muffledly. He didn't want to cry, but in the blink of an eye, the tears ran out by themselves.

He suddenly didn’t know what to say to Xie Zhijin. He said that he was already studying hard, that he was not as smart as Xie Zhijin, that he was to blame for what happened now, and that he failed the exam because he was worried about losing Xie Zhijin’s friend. mouth, afraid that Xie Zhijin would think he was making excuses.

Just when Jiang Yao was in a state of confusion, Xie Zhijin said, "Are you free at nine o'clock tonight?"

Jiang Yao hurriedly said, "Yes."

"Take photos of the wrong questions on the test paper and send them to me, and voice them out at night."

Jiang Yao was stunned by the sudden surprise, and said hello several times in a row, laughing through his tears.

Xie Zhijin asked him to study hard and hung up the phone.

The short chat of less than 3 minutes was like injecting nutrients into the withered Jiang Yao, and he instantly became full of vitality.

With Xie Zhijin's encouragement, Jiang Yao worked harder and worked harder than before.

For the whole semester, he was the one who woke up the earliest and slept the latest in the dormitory. He recited words when queuing in the cafeteria, recalled physics formulas while eating, and even walked silently reciting classical Chinese. Programs, I don't care about anything other than learning.

When the final exam was due, Jiang Yao successfully won the second place in the grade. He immediately shared the good news with Xie Zhijin, but Xie Zhijin didn't reply him for a long time.

Jiang Yao returned home in a daze with his mobile phone in his hand, but when he opened the door, he saw Xie Zhijin's figure unexpectedly.

Xie Zhijin came home from the winter vacation. I haven't seen him for a few months. His demeanor is colder than before, like a touch of snow and a spring.

Jiang Yao stood blankly at the door, and he didn't come back to his senses until Jiang's mother spoke.

Mother Jiang said to Xie Zhijin, "Auntie still has something to go out, you and Xiaoyao haven't seen each other for a long time, let's chat at home." Looking at Jiang Yao again, "What are you doing in a daze, come in quickly."

Xie Zhijin nodded, "Auntie, go slowly."

When there were only two people left in the room, Xie Zhijin smiled slightly and said, "The second grader is back."

Jiang Yao realized that Xie Zhijin was already on winter vacation, he took a few steps forward, greedily looked at Xie Zhijin who had not seen him for a long time, and it took him a long time to regain his thoughts, "When did you come back?"

"Just arrived in the afternoon."

Jiang Yao groaned in bewilderment.

When he approached, Xie Zhijin raised his hand to touch his face, the intimate touch made Jiang Yao's eyes shine.

He let the other party touch, blinked, "Have you grown taller?"

It must be 1.8 meters five, it was 1.8 meters before.

Xie Zhijin hummed, with long and straight black eyelashes drooping slightly, looking at Jiang Yao who was half a head shorter than him, "Don't you have anything to say to me?"

Jiang Yao felt the cool palm caressing his cheek, and the thoughts in his heart moved. He said honestly, "I miss you."

"anything else?"

Jiang Yao choked up and said, "I miss you very much."

He boldly stretched out his arms and hugged Xie Zhijin slowly, but he didn't dare to cross the boundary. He just hugged him hard like a friend and wanted to let go, but Xie Zhijin wrapped his arms around his waist and his head with the other. Pressed into his arms, so that the two fit tightly.

Jiang Yao went to school earlier, one year younger than Xie Zhijin, but at this time he was still wearing a black and white school uniform, his slender body was wrapped in the school uniform representing youth, and he looked childish, while Xie Zhijin was already one step ahead of him Big enough to surround him in groups.

It's just such a small gap, but it makes Jiang Yao feel that they are far apart.

He raised his head, staring at Xie Zhijin with a little daze in his clear eyes, begging Xie Zhijin for the kiss he couldn't get before.

After five months, Xie Zhijin finally satisfied him, and sucked his lips and tongue carefully.

Jiang Yao raised his head, opened his lips obediently, and integrated his thoughts into this lingering kiss.

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A week later, Jiang Yao started his vacation.

There were only eight days of winter vacation in the third year of high school, and Jiang Yao stuck to Xie Zhijin's side like a piece of gum, and even spent New Year's Eve at Xie's house after dinner.

Xie's parents were watching the Spring Festival Gala in the living room, and Jiang Yao was being pressed on the carpet by Xie Zhijin through a door.

When the love was strong, Jiang Yao hugged Xie Zhijin and cried. He murmured to Xie Zhijin not to find others, and asked Xie Zhijin to wait for him for another half a year, but before Xie Zhijin answered, the door was knocked.

Jiang Yao's eyes widened in fright, Xie Zhijin put his index finger on his mouth and made a gesture of silence.

"Zhijin, Xiaoyao, you two come out to eat some fruit."

Xie Zhijin's voice was not at all abnormal, "Mom, we won't eat."

Mother Xie turned the doorknob twice, and Jiang Yao heard the sound, so nervous that he clamped it reflexively.

Xie Zhijin's expression changed slightly, and he moved so slowly. Jiang Yao covered his mouth with his hand and looked at Xie Zhijin in fear.

He felt that Xie Zhijin seemed to have a lot less moral sense than ordinary people in this kind of matter, at least at this time, he would never dare to act so boldly.

Jiang Yao couldn't imagine what would happen if his parents found out about him and Xie Zhijin, but Xie Zhijin didn't seem to take it seriously...

The door was locked, and Mother Xie couldn't open it, so she said, "Then you two don't go to bed too late."

Xie Zhijin responded, and when Xie's mother left, his deep eyes locked on the trembling Jiang Yao, "Afraid of this?"

Jiang Yao bit his lip and didn't know what to say, so he hugged Xie Zhijin in fear, and those questions that hadn't been answered were put on hold.

The time together is especially short.

Jiang Yao started school on the sixth day of the Lunar New Year, and by the time he returned home on the weekend, Xie Zhijin had already returned to University A.

The short eight days were like an illusory and sweet dream. After waking up from the dream, only Jiang Yao stayed where he was.

Jiang Yao had to continue to face the boring study life again. He looked at the countdown numbers of the college entrance examination on the blackboard that were dwindling day by day, silently looking forward to seeing Xie Zhijin again every night.

He still can't stand in front of Xie Zhijin with a better posture, so he won't extravagantly expect Xie Zhijin's response.

But because of Xie Zhijin, all his hard work has meaning.

Three ways

Xiaojiang (downcast): On the first day Xie Zhijin left, I missed him and missed him.