he is a transparent person

The out-of-tune singing echoed in the huge private room, and Jiang Yao sat in the corner most bored, rubbing his eyes in pain as he watched the dangling and gorgeous lights.

There was a distance of seven or eight people between him and Xie Zhijin. Li Wei was booing Xie Zhijin to sing, but Xie Zhijin should have refused, so Li Wei jumped onto the stage with a microphone and asked Xie Zhijin to drink.

Xie Zhijin picked up the beer can and drank with his head up. The streamer fell on his eyebrows and eyes, spreading all the way to his mandible, outlining his sharp-edged side face.

The booing became even louder.

In such a lively occasion, Jiang Yao was the only one sitting quietly, like a lost person who strayed into someone else's territory. Even if he wanted to blend in, he couldn't find a suitable topic.

The mobile phone held in the palm of his hand vibrated twice, and it was He Ming who asked how he was doing.

Jiang Yao suddenly regretted coming this trip, he knew that he was no longer the only one who celebrated Xie Zhijin's birthday, even if he would not be the one who came to accompany Xie Zhijin, but his habit still made him come here eagerly here.

As you can imagine, he was really out of place.

"Send me the location and I will pick you up later."

Jiang Yao felt that he should leave early, and maybe he could go to the night market with He Ming and eat some roadside snacks, which was better than doing meaningless grief here.

He sent the location to He Ming, and decided to leave here as soon as He Ming arrived.

Jiang Yao put away his mobile phone and found that Han Qing sat beside him at some point, and handed him a can of orange juice.

He thought for a while, reached out to take it, and took a sip, the taste was sour and sweet.

Han Qing leaned on the cushion in a relaxed posture and said, "I wanted to bring you beer, but Zhijin changed it."

Jiang Yao subconsciously glanced at Xie Zhijin who was not far away. As the protagonist, the other party naturally attracted much attention and did not notice his gaze.

"You don't know Zhijin, but Zhijin knows you very well."

Han Qing's words made Jiang Yao's heart skip a beat. He didn't quite understand why Han Qing said such things to him—in a sense, he and Han Qing could even be called rivals in love. The kind that I am ashamed of.

"Jiang Yao, do you know what I was thinking when I first saw you?"

Han Qing drank wine today, and talked a little more than usual. The room was noisy, and he talked to Jiang Yao at a volume that only two people could hear. A little bit of arrogance, seemed to be tainted with a little bit of unwillingness, but in the end he just smiled in relief.

He looked into Shang Jiangyao's confused eyes and smiled, "I was wondering what Zhijin likes about you."

Jiang Yao gripped the can tightly in amazement.

"When I was a freshman, I heard Zhijin mention you several times unintentionally. I knew you must be different to him, but Zhijin said that you are just friends. Since we are friends, of course I have a chance to win."

Han Qing said, and slowly closed his smile, "Zhijin is cold-tempered. Among so many people who pursue him, only I can accurately guess his thoughts, so he has the closest relationship with me. People are like this. Once you feel different, you can’t help but want to be the most special.”

"After meeting you, in all fairness, I don't think I'm any worse than you. I even swore that Zhijin would definitely choose me, but things backfired. I've worked hard and tried, and I can't understand where I lost."

Jiang Yao's heart lifted.

Han Qing looked directly at him and said firmly, "It wasn't until recently that I realized that I didn't lose to you, but what Zhijin needs is an unreserved love, but my self-esteem and pride don't allow me to give up again and again. I have a low stature, so I will not be out of the game by accident, Jiang Yao, I have no way to dedicate myself to Xie Zhijin like you."

Xu felt that the word "present" was not appropriate. Han Qing paused for a moment, but in the end he couldn't find a better word to replace it.

So he continued, "You don't know what Zhijin is thinking. To be honest, I can't understand him most of the time, but there is no doubt that he doesn't know how to love someone, and he doesn't even understand normal emotional needs." , even if someone is injured by his capriciousness, he never cleans up. Others will choose to retreat after being injured by him once, twice, or three times. Only you, who are frostbitten by his indifference again and again, still Post it without asking for anything in return."

Han Qing's straightforward words were like a sharp scalpel, sharply analyzing the abnormal relationship between Xie Zhijin and Jiang Yao.

The noise seemed to be a string of firecrackers exploding in Jiang Yao's head, the palms became tighter, and the cans were slightly deformed.

Han Qing looked at him with pity in his eyes, and said, "Maybe you will think that what I said today is to sow discord, but since I said it, it means that I will not give Zhijin any more. A lot of feelings. Jiang Yao, sometimes I envy you, you can become the most special person in Zhijin's eyes, and sometimes I pity you..."

Han Qing didn't finish his sentence, but just touched Jiang Yao's can, took a sip of beer, and said, "I wish you can get what you want."

Jiang Yao stared blankly at Han Qing, the other's words set off a storm in his heart.

He never hated Han Qing, on the contrary, he longed to be someone like Han Qing, and tonight, his longing for Han Qing reached its peak.

He couldn't stop the loss in time like Han Qing. He was a moth flapping his wings. He knew that the fire would kill him, but he still threw himself into Xie Zhijin's blazing light, burning himself all over with cuts and bruises.

When Han Qing stood up, Jiang Yao reflexively grabbed Han Qing's wrist and asked a silly question, "How can I become like you?"

Comfortable and willful, warm and proud.

Han Qing smiled and said, "You don't need to be like me, everyone has their own pursuit."

The party was still going on, Jiang Yao's blood was boiling, he watched Xie Zhijin surrounded by the crowd, his heart beat louder than ever——

Forcing myself not to like someone anymore, forcing myself to let go of my love for someone is a dehumanizing thing, he just follows his heart.

Sober and restrained love is love.

Love without a bottom line is also love.

People in the world always classify love from the moral high ground, but in fact, there is no distinction between high and low love, only the degree of depth.

The music in the box suddenly stopped, and Jiang Yao was still sitting in the corner thinking about Han Qing's words, Li Wei called him loudly, "Jiang Yao, come over here, let's play Truth or Dare."

He seldom participates in group activities, and he wanted to wave his hand to refuse, but it seemed too out of place for him not to play alone, so he sat down after thinking about it.

Li Wei was in charge of the atmosphere, and took an empty bottle as a pass, and whoever held the bottle when the music stopped would be hit.

Jiang Yao was so nervous that he threw the bottle out when he got it, and avoided it perfectly a few times.

The atmosphere gradually heated up, and the questions and challenges became bolder.

One officer chose a big adventure, using Li Wei as a pillar, standing on the stage and doing a pole dance, making everyone laugh and laugh, Jiang Yao also laughed, but he was afraid of receiving the bottle to do something out of the ordinary, so There is far more tension than excitement.

Afraid of what to come, in the seventh round, before Jiang Yao threw the bottle, the music stopped.

Under the watchful eyes of everyone, he bit the bullet and chose the truth, his palms were sweating a little because of anxiety.

There are not many people who are familiar with Jiang Yao here, but a boy shouted loudly, "I'll ask, I'll ask."

"Jiang Yao, I heard from my friend that He Ming always went to sleep in your dormitory, and you two slept together for several nights, is it true?"

Jiang Yao is a little shrimp that no one pays attention to, but He Ming is very popular in the student union. As soon as he said this, everyone shouted. He didn't expect a boy to ask such a question, so he reflexively went to see Xie Zhijin. His face was submerged in the darkness, and his expression was indistinguishable, but Jiang Yao was so nervous that it was difficult to breathe.

The boy urged, "Say, talk, talk."

Jiang Yao bit his head and nodded.

The boy continued to ask, "I also heard that someone saw He Ming kissing someone in the corridor. Is that person you? Are you two dating without telling everyone?"

Jiang Yao's face turned pale, but everyone screamed as if they heard some important gossip, regardless of the rule of asking only one question, they all asked Jiang Yao to answer.

Jiang Yao knew that the matter with He Ming would be discovered sooner or later, but he never thought it would be in this way.

Seeing Xie Zhijin's cold eyes, he opened his mouth, his throat seemed to be stuck with glue, and he couldn't utter a word.

Li Wei laughed loudly, "I told you that you two are having fun, but others still don't believe it, Jiang Yao, everyone is very open-minded, don't be shy, just admit it, next time you have to invite people from the department to drink off-single milk tea. "

Jiang Yao really wanted to say no, but in the eyes of outsiders, his behavior with He Ming had already exceeded the boundaries of friends. He couldn't explain it, and his face turned green and pale. His appearance undoubtedly confirmed his relationship with He Ming in the eyes of others. The fact that He Ming talked about love.

Game continues.

Jiang Yao was fidgeting and went to see Xie Zhijin from time to time. He couldn't see Xie Zhijin's expression clearly, but he was surrounded by strands of fear.

Xie Zhijin knew about his relationship with He Ming.

Will you be angry?How would you question him?How should he answer?

Before he could come up with the best answer, the bottle fell into his hands again.

Jiang Yao had no choice but to choose the truth again.

But this time, Xie Zhijin, who was always silent, spoke first, looked at Jiang Yao sharply, and asked, "Is what they just said true?"

Xie Zhijin's question was like a wave of waves, which made Jiang Yao feel as if he was drowning.

Everyone keenly sensed the change in the atmosphere, and their voices gradually quieted down. Li Wei smoothed things over, "Zhijin, even if Jiang Yao is dating a good friend without telling you, you don't have to be angry. Come on, Jiang Yao, answer him That's it."

Jiang Yao was so panicked that he even felt a little nauseous. He didn't want to answer Xie Zhijin at this time, but everyone was waiting for his reaction.

So he could only nod his head stiffly.

He saw the corners of Xie Zhijin's lips slightly hooked, but that was definitely not an expression of joy.

The bottle was passed around again, and after a few times, unfortunately, it fell into Jiang Yao's hands again.

He has chosen the truth twice, and this time he must choose the big adventure.

An officer in the External Relations Department was very protective of Xie Zhijin, thinking that Xie Zhijin and Jiang Yao were at odds, so he raised his hand and said, "I'll come."

Jiang Yao looked at the strange face.

The boy said, "You can take a taxi back to school now."

It was completely quiet in the box.

Everyone subconsciously looked at Xie Zhijin, after all, this was beyond the scope of the big adventure, but Xie Zhijin just sat quietly, showing no signs of talking.

Jiang Yao was so embarrassed that he couldn't stand for a moment.

He felt that he was too redundant.

Han Qing couldn't see it, frowned and was about to speak, when Jiang Yao stood up with red eyes, and said, "Yes."

Li Wei said, "Don't listen to him, Jiang Yao..."

Jiang Yao shook his head with his head down, forced a smile and said, "I have something to go first, it's okay, goodbye everyone."

Regardless of Li Wei's persuasion, he ran out of the door as if fleeing for his life.

Everyone looked at me and I looked at you, feeling a little dazed for a moment, not knowing why the situation had developed into this.

The officer who proposed a big adventure became the target of public criticism, "What's the matter with you, making such a request?"

The officer muttered, "I was just joking, how did I know he was so obedient?"

Han Qing was worried about Jiang Yao and said, "I'll go out and have a look."

Xie Zhijin got up one step ahead of him, and said coldly, "I'll go."

A birthday party broke up badly.

Three ways

Xiao Xie (straightening the hat): No, why should I straighten the hat?

Xiaohe (sneering): Wife is fine, next second mine.