Can it be made public?

a year ago.

Ying Yunsheng didn't think about this answer at all, and he was stunned in place for a moment.

At that time, they had just established a relationship, and the process from secret love to getting a response was as smooth as a dream come true, to the point that Ying Yunsheng couldn't help thinking, why did Ji Li agree to him?What does he have that is worthy of the other party's fancy?

He promised him, really because he likes it?Or because you can't bear it?Because there is a filter for him, the former bamboo horse, so I can't reject him like other suitors?

Ying Yunsheng knew early on that Ji Li is a person who is used to being considerate in everything he does, but he never expected that when he was still worrying about the gains and losses of his dreams, the other party had already gone through all the possible ups and downs on the road for him, leaving only One is magnanimous.

"He really likes you." The aunt patted him on the shoulder, "You guys have to live well."

Ying Yunsheng saw Ji Li as soon as he left the room.

The other party was standing by the door and was not surprised to see him: "You went to find my grandma?"

"Yeah." Ying Yunsheng followed him upstairs, all the way to the other party's bedroom in silence.

Ji Li closed the door and waved his hand in front of him: "What's wrong? What did you say to them?"

Ying Yunsheng had a complicated expression: "It seems that I should ask you this question."

"What's wrong with me?"

Ying Yunsheng stared at him: "Your family already knew about us?"

Now that the tension is gone, his mind is clear, his IQ has also returned, and all the details that he had ignored before suddenly emerged.

For example, at noon, Ji Li had dinner on the second floor, but there were two empty bowls and chopsticks on the second floor.

For example, when he first entered the door, the little girl saw that his eyes were full of curiosity and excitement, but there was no surprise.

Another example is when the old lady raided the rental house yesterday, the invitation before she left was actually an abrupt invitation to a stranger.

"You already told them?"

Ji Li didn't deny it: "Yes."

Many questions popped up in Ying Yunsheng's mind, but when he remembered what he had just heard, the first thing he wanted to know was: "Did they make things difficult for you?"

"No." Ji Li laughed, "They are my family after all, how can they embarrass me?"

lie.

If there is really no embarrassment, why did it take him a year to bring him back to meet people.

If you really want to say how ostracized they are, it's not always the case.But among all the pressures that Ying Yunsheng could think of, the most deterrent and weighty one must come from his family.

"why did not you tell me?"

Ji Li: "A problem that can be solved by one person, why do you have to involve one more person?"

Ying Yunsheng: "What I'm asking is why you didn't tell me earlier that you have confessed."

Ji Li subconsciously took a step back.

Ying Yunsheng directly stepped forward to block his retreat: "Is it interesting to see me nervous and nervous?"

"Uh……"

"Would it be fun to watch me be out of my mind all day?"

"Uh……"

"Is it fun to watch me be silly?"

Ji Li was at a loss in this matter, so he lost his momentum: "I didn't mean to..."

Ying Yunsheng looked at him expressionlessly.

"Well, I did it on purpose."

He stood up, and as soon as he took a step, his hand was grabbed.

"Yunsheng." Ji Li has a good voice, and once he removes the surname when calling someone, it sounds like he is coaxing, "Don't be angry."

Ying Yunsheng was not angry with him in the first place, but now he became even more angry: "I am not."

He sighed in defeat and covered his eyes: "I just want to face the wall when I think about what I have done this day."

Ji Li was taken aback for a moment, and then couldn't help laughing.

The expression on his face was not ridicule, but pure joy.

Ying Yunsheng was also aware of this and couldn't lose his temper. He stood beside the bed and looked at him with a broken face and smiled: "You are so happy to see me lose face?"

Ji Li smiled while playing with his fingers, "I think you're so cute."

Ying Yunsheng couldn't understand how the adjective "cute" was added to him.

Ji Li kissed him lightly on his fingertips: "I like you so much."

Ying Yunsheng's whole hand went numb instantly, and his skin became hotter and hotter.

The guests left one after another. Ji Li's aunt downstairs took her daughter to take a nap upstairs, and happened to meet Ying Yunsheng at the stairs.

"What about Xiaoli?"

Ying Yunsheng: "He just went down to pour water."

The aunt looked at him: "Can we talk?"

Ying Yunsheng stopped.

The aunt put the baby in her arms into the cradle, and when she turned her head, she saw him standing beside him in a military posture. She laughed and said, "Don't be so nervous, just say something casually."

Ying Yunsheng once saw the wedding photos of Ji Li's parents, and at that time he felt that the temperament of the other party was carved out of the same mold as the other party's father.

But looking at it now, he felt that it might be the other party's family inheritance, because Aunt Ji Li's smile gave the same impression, gentle and courteous.

"Did he tell you about his family?" she asked.

Ying Yunsheng nodded: "Yes."

"Did you know that he was only recognized by us when he was 11 years old?"

"know."

Ji Li once told him.

His mother is an excellent appraiser of cultural relics, talented and pursuing. When the two met, his father had not yet entered the society, but his mother had already made a lot of achievements.

There was a ten-year age difference between the two, but the father fell extremely quickly.The family saw that he was madly infatuated with other girls. Although they were not very optimistic about him, they did not stop them. After all, no one thought that the other party would really like a boy ten years younger than himself. If he hits the south wall too much, he will naturally retreat in spite of the difficulties.

But I didn't expect this obsession to last for five or six years.

When he changed from a young student to a rookie in the business world, she had just attended the funeral of her parents, and she couldn't tell whether it was because of the sudden recognition of her heart after a long time, or because the other party just happened to be by her side when she lost her parents and was mentally weak. Seduced by the family described in the other party's words, he took the other party's ring on the spot and agreed to get a marriage certificate.

But no one expected that just one year after they got together, her newlywed husband would pass away because of her enemy's visit.

At that time, old man Ji had just passed away, and the old lady hadn't recovered from her grief. She heard about the loss of her son, and she couldn't wait to see her daughter-in-law. After all, if it wasn't for the people she provoked, her son wouldn't have died. .

Ji Li's mother has always put her career above the sky, otherwise she would not have been unintentional in love for the first half of her life. Now that her husband is dead, she can no longer deny that she agreed to the proposal because she was moved. She never thought of being bound by the law in the future. Each other's life.But now that there is a life on her body, no matter how cold-blooded and cold-hearted she is, she can't turn a blind eye to it. The pressure in her heart has accumulated to ferment, and Ji Li's birth has become her best balance point.

It’s just that it’s too troublesome to bring a child by her side. Fortunately, she is not short of money, so she found a reliable nursing home and sent Ji Li there. Since then, she has been able to return to her unrestrained and free life. She only finds time to go back every year after work. Look at the last time, confirm that the other party is still alive, she has not sorry for her husband's blood, and she has fulfilled her responsibility by renewing the hospitalization fee.

Ji Li was self-reliant early. He learned to eat and dress by himself at a very young age, and learned to make beds and fold quilts. The housekeeping in the nursing home room needs to be cleaned by the patients themselves, so he learned to use cleaning tools without a teacher, carry Kneeling on the ground with a bucket half his height, he wiped the floor inch by inch.

Probably because of his obedience and sensibleness, when he was five years old, his mother finally followed the doctor's advice and took him out of the nursing home. On weekdays, she had to work and often couldn't come back all night, so she threw him in her temporary home. I don't worry about what to do if something happens to him alone.

He opened the door and lived around the same elders as his mother. There was no one of the same age. His mother didn't even think that he was old enough to send him to kindergarten. For children's books I can understand, I hold a dictionary thicker than my head in one hand, and mark the unfamiliar words in the book with the other. I stumble and read, occasionally listening to people around me tell me about my mother's deeds.

The desire to learn archeology was born at that time.

Because of work, my mother often needs to travel all over the world, but she can't stay in each place for long.

He followed and wandered around until, at the age of seven, when he was alone in the house, he heard a group of people knocking on the door frantically.

When he failed to knock on the door, he began to smash the door. The sound of machetes and axes hitting the door was deafening.

He didn't dare to make a sound, ran into the room, and his hands were shaking when he picked up the landline phone receiver by the bedside.

When people from outside broke in and rummaged through boxes and cabinets, he hid under the bed and looked at the shoes walking outside, leaving dirty footprints on the ground.

Fortunately, the police station was close to the residence, and the police arrived very quickly after receiving the call, and detained the group of people in handcuffs.

When Ji Li crawled out from under the bed, he happened to see the eyes of the gangster headed red with hatred.

Because the mother went to the grave with the team, she only found out about the situation two days later, without any relief or discussion, she drove him directly to her former hometown and stopped at Tingfeng Lane.

She threw the key over: "On the fourth floor of Building No. [-], turn the stairs to the third room on the right. Go up by yourself and take care of yourself."

Ji Li stood outside the car window and hesitated for a few seconds: "Can't you go up with me?"

The other party raised the car window: "Be more sensible, I still have work later, I don't have that much time."

There is not so much time again.

From the first day he had memories of this world, he heard the other party's words.

Ji Li didn't ask any more questions. He watched the car drive away, walked into the front of the tube building, and saw Ying Yunsheng downstairs who was holding up advertising papers, soliciting business among the coming and going residents.

At that time, Ying Yunsheng's family had quarreled every two days, which had become a well-known topic of conversation among the neighbors.

He stopped and looked at the other party for a long time, then turned around and went into a nearby bookstore, inquired about the other party's age, and finally came out with summer homework for two subjects in Chinese and mathematics.

When Ying Yunsheng was about to leave with the "signboard" in his hand, he heard someone stop him.

Ji Li stopped in front of him and asked, "Can you still help with homework?"

Four years later, his mother died in a car accident, and he suffered a heart attack. The police found out about his father's family members and made a call.

The old lady made the decision and took him directly to the imperial capital for treatment.

"I was born late. I was only ten years old when his father left. In fact, I didn't know much about adults. I remember that during that time, Nan`feng was frightened every day after school. It took a long time before he dared to enter the door. Afraid that someone would suddenly break the atmosphere." The aunt shook the cradle gently, "Xiao Li's mother only came to the door once, but his grandma refused to let her in. Because of this, his grandma never heard of Xiao Li's existence." I’ve been blaming myself so far.”

Ying Yunsheng didn't understand for a moment.

"Xiao Li's parents are both in good health. Do you know why he was born with heart disease?" Auntie smiled lightly. "When his mother was pregnant with him, she took half a bottle of sleeping pills because of depression."

Ying Yunsheng raised his head all of a sudden.

"We checked the medical records later and found out that it was because of taking sleeping pills that the pregnancy was found in the hospital. The child was saved, but it was destined to have insufficient heart function."

The little girl in the cradle slowly fell asleep.

"If I'm not Xiaoli's aunt, then I should actually persuade him to divide him at this time. His body is a very serious unstable factor." The aunt said softly, "When he said that he likes boys, rather than resisting, I actually I am more fortunate. Whether it is a man or a woman, to put it bluntly, it is just a partner in the future. As long as the person he chooses can make his life happier, I can’t think of any reason to object.”

Ji Li didn't see Ying Yunsheng when he returned to the room with the water glass in his hand, and was just about to go out to look for him, but when he turned around, he was hugged from behind.

"what happened?"

Ying Yunsheng buried his head in his neck: "No."

He whispered, "I just want to hug you all of a sudden."

The author says:

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