Can it be made public?

Ying Yunsheng's question was not answered directly, only a very unnutritious rhetorical question like "What do you say?"

He sat down on the sofa with dull eyes and began to think about life.

Ji Li went to the kitchen to serve out the hot breakfast, took a piece of siu mai with his chopsticks and touched his lips.

Ying Yunsheng opened his mouth and took a soulless bite.

Ji Li looked at his expression: "Don't worry."

Ying Yunsheng shifted his gaze.

Ji Li took another fried dumpling and fed it: "Just treat it as if you were going to a classmate's house to play."

Ying Yunsheng: "I have never been to the home of a classmate other than you."

Ji Li: "Then do you want to go?"

"Uh..." Want to?

If there is a chance to gain the approval of Ji Li's family, how could he not want to.

Ji Li lightly poked a small flower roll: "What are you worried about?"

Ying Yunsheng didn't speak.

"Afraid they don't like you? Afraid they will find out about our relationship? Or are you afraid that you will be beaten?"

Ying Yunsheng nodded, then shook his head again.

Ji Li laughed: "Which one is it?"

"I will feel inferior." Ying Yunsheng said very slowly, "I seem to have been very bad."

Logically speaking, this word should not appear on him. He has been the one among his peers who will attract the attention of others since he was a child. The self-confidence of a person who grew up amidst the praise and envy of everyone has long been worn into the marrow of his bones by time.

Just like Ji Li, even though he has heart disease, even though he was once derailed from normal society due to physical reasons, he never felt that he was inferior to healthy people because of this.

In fact, Ying Yun never experienced this kind of emotion in school or even outside school. Only when he met someone who cared about him would he be so unconfident, such as Ji Li, such as Ji Li's family members.

"You seem to have misunderstood yourself."

Ying Yun was at a loss.

"Who says you're not well?" Ji Li grabbed his hand and stroked the raised wrist bone under the skin, "Are you a teacher or classmate at school?"

Ying Yunsheng shook his head: "No."

"Is the boss of the part-time job a guest?"

"No."

"Stranger?"

"No."

"During your chat with my grandma just now, did she show the slightest bit of disgust?"

"Uh..." Ji Li: "Then why do you feel bad about yourself?"

Ying Yunsheng was speechless.

He understands the truth, but he just can't help it.

In contrast, as a bystander, Ji Li can see more clearly. Just think about the other party's childhood experience, and you can understand why the other party is so fearful.He kissed the palm of the other party: "Don't feel unconfident, you are much better than you imagined."

Ying Yunsheng's palms were itchy from being kissed: "Only you think so."

"Student Ying, if the words you just said are spread, it will cause a mob." Ji Li flicked his forehead, "Before you say it, you should think about the stack of awards on your desk."

Ying Yunsheng covered his head and leaned back, finally bent the corner of his mouth.

"You remember to follow me tomorrow, and nothing will happen." Ji Li said, "I promise."

Things went much smoother than Ying Yunsheng imagined.

However, according to Yun's imagination of tossing and turning until the early morning before his death, no matter how bad the situation is compared with it, it can basically fall into the category of "smooth".

As the birthday star, Ji Li's aunt stopped everyone's proposal to go to the hotel and only allowed two tables to be set up at home.

One table is a large mahogany round table, and the elders, business partners and acquaintances are sitting on it.

The other table was a square table surrounded by young people ranging in age from their teens to their twenties, apparently all of them were juniors.

When Ji Li brought Ying Yunsheng to the square table, the dishes were not ready yet.

Cousin Ji Yao grabbed a deck of poker and was about to deal it out after washing, when she saw the person at the door sharply, threw the cards over and said, "Brother!"

Ji Li touched her forehead in time: "Stand still."

"Brother, you are so ruthless." The little girl turned her eyes from him to Ying Yunsheng behind him, her eyes lit up, "Who is this?"

"My classmate." Ji Li reminded her, "Restrain your eyes."

"Oh." She closed her eyes.

The companions at the card table were already shouting, so Ji Yao could only pick up the playing cards and deal them out. She looked at the cards in her hand, showed an indescribable expression, and turned her head to call for help: "Brother! Help me!"

Ji Li walked over and glanced at Ying Yunsheng: "Do you want to try?"

He remembered that Ying Yunsheng would occasionally play the second-in-command landlord on his mobile phone.

This game is Ji Yao's priority.

Ying Yunsheng stepped forward, turned over the three landlord cards, inserted them one by one, drew a card and played it out.

In the first game, the landlord wins.

The second and third rounds became civilians, and the civilians won in the end.

The fourth and fifth rounds were connected to the landowner. After the fifth round, Ji Yao counted the pink banknotes she just got, and looked at Ying Yunsheng like she was looking at a living cornucopia.

There are more than three people at the poker table, and the rule they set is that the loser goes out and someone else comes up.In the five rounds, the opponents on the opposite side have changed for a round, only Ji Yao's side remained motionless.

The person opposite couldn't hold back: "If someone else wins a card, shouldn't the money go to him? Why should you take the money?"

Ji Yao smiled and said, "If you have the ability, you can find a little brother who can play cards."

"Uh..." His brother had just entered the stage, and was dismissed in just one round.

Ji Yao shook the banknotes in her hand, deliberately shaking them loudly: "Are you envious? Are you jealous? Do you hate?"

"Uh..." Mo Dan.

The dishes on the table are finally ready.

The old lady knew that Ji Li could not stay in a crowded and noisy environment. After asking the parties’ opinions, she ordered her son to serve a small amount of each dish. Li went there to eat.

At the same time, there were two sets of bowls and chopsticks.

Seeing that Ying Yunsheng didn't need to sit at the same table with Ji Li's family, his expression became relaxed after going up to the second floor.

Ji Li didn't seem to be teasing him as usual, so he peeled a shrimp and fed it: "Open your mouth."

Ying Yunsheng accepted it habitually, just as he bit the end of the shrimp, there was a sudden sound from downstairs: "Xiaoli!"

His heart skipped a beat and he almost bit off his tongue.

When Ji Li's uncle just came up, what he saw was this kind of epic scene: "You guys are..."

Ji Li withdrew his hand: "Uncle, what's the matter?"

"Oh!" Uncle slapped his forehead and put down the soup bowl on his hand: "Your grandma asked me to bring you the bone soup, remember to drink it."

Ji Li: "Thank you uncle."

Uncle waved his hand and went down.

Ying Yunsheng watched the other party disappear, but his heartbeat still didn't calm down for a long time: "He didn't see anything, did he?"

"No." Seeing his distraught expression, Ji Li said, "Don't worry, if he really felt that something was wrong, he would have asked directly just now. But he didn't, either he didn't care at all, or he had automatically found an explanation in his heart The reason, there is no need to say more."

Ying Yunsheng: "Really?"

"Really." Ji Li poked a ball again, "Come, take a bite to suppress your shock."

Ying Yunsheng hesitated for a while, but still bit his tongue.

"Yunsheng!"

The ball in his mouth was directly swallowed by him.

This time it was Ji Li's aunt who came up. Fortunately, Ji Li's chopsticks had already been retracted when he went up the stairs. She only saw Ji Li pat him on the back: "What's the matter? Choked?"

Ji Li didn't have time to pour water, so he simply pulled over the soup bowl next to him: "Take a sip."

Ying Yunsheng took a big mouthful of the soup with his hands, and managed to calm down: "It's so delicious, I'm in a hurry to eat."

The aunt said in a reproachful manner: "Eat it carefully, no matter how delicious it is." She put down the plate, "I heard that you like shrimp, right? Xiao Li's grandma specially asked me to bring it up. The taste should still be delicious. Not bad, eat more."

"Thank you auntie."

"You're welcome, you're welcome." The other party went down after finishing speaking.

Ying Yunsheng recalled his performance just now, and wanted to pack himself up, delete the file and start again.

Ji Li poked his face: "Don't be depressed."

Ying Yunsheng couldn't help scratching the tabletop: "This is the first impression I gave them. As a result, one is not working, and the other is wolfing down."

Ji Li managed to hold back his laughter: "Why don't you think their first impression of you is that they feel like brothers and sisters with me and know how to appreciate you?"

Ying Yunsheng looked at him accusingly.

"I've seen it all." Ji Li said, "Now let's eat."

Ying Yunsheng grabbed his hand to peel the shrimp: "Don't peel it, I will do it myself."

"What's the matter?" Wasn't he the one who peeled well before?

Ying Yunsheng: "What if another person comes up later?"

If this happened two more times, he felt that he might also have a heart attack from fright.

Ji Li couldn't guarantee him this matter, he could only see the other party forcefully distanced himself with his job bowl, determined not to let the people downstairs have a chance to watch the excitement.

It's a pity that no one came up to bother them during the next meal.

After the meal, Ji Li helped clean up the dishes and went to the kitchen. Ying Yunsheng sat on the sofa for a while, rejected Ji Yao's suggestion of rushing over to ask him if he wanted to play poker together, and knocked on the door of the old lady's room.

The old lady didn't stay downstairs to chat with the guests. She was sitting on a recliner wearing reading glasses, with a miscellaneous book in front of her, and said in a very kind voice, "What can I do with grandma?"

Ying Yunsheng stood still in front of her, unconsciously scratched the hem of his clothes with his fingers, and thought about his words: "I..."

As soon as a word was out of his mouth, there was another knock on the door.

Ji Li's aunt came in with a bowl of fruit. She called out to the old lady for mom, then turned her head and said, "Yun Sheng, why are you here? Xiao Li was still looking for you just now."

"What do you want me to do?"

"Aren't you two lovers? What reason does he need to find you?"

Ying Yunsheng's question was originally just a conditioned reflex under nervousness. It stands to reason that the other party would simply reply "You ask him yourself" and let it go, but he didn't expect to get such an answer that was even a little bit teasing.

He was stunned: "Couples?"

The aunt smiled and said: "Why does he admit it, and you still want to hide it?"

Ying Yunsheng suspected that there was something wrong with his ears, otherwise how could he not understand what the other party meant.

"He has already confessed to us that he fell in love with a boy, but he kept hiding it and refused to show it to us. The reason is that he hasn't caught up with him yet." The aunt said softly, "Actually, I can probably see it. He refused to bring you here more because he was afraid that we would not accept it. He also knew that we must see what he meant, but he just didn't hide it, and he was clearly fighting us. When will we not reject it? to meet you."

Ying Yunsheng listened in a daze.

"To be honest, I was a little shocked when I just heard about you, but it's okay. After all, Xiao Li is not my son, so even if I wanted to, I have no right to care about it. His grandma reacted a little more." The aunt said and looked at him. The old lady next to her said, "But now I accept it, especially after meeting you, she really likes you."

Ying Yunsheng opened and clenched his hands, and heard himself ask: "He, what did he tell you yesterday?"

That's why Ji Li assured him that "nothing will happen" after he received the old lady's invitation yesterday?

"Yesterday?" Auntie shook her head, "No, he told us a year ago."

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