Can it be made public?

It's past the beginning of winter, and the rain fell intermittently last night, and it hasn't stopped until now. Some students who are afraid of the cold have already changed into winter school uniforms and padded jackets in advance.

The enthusiasm for the art festival the day before had not subsided, and Ji Li received attention from all directions as soon as he entered the classroom.

Jian Mingyuan made room for him: "Xueshen, do you know that someone in our class changed the name of the group photo album yesterday?"

"what is it call?"

"The King of Comedy Reserve."

"Uh..." Ye Ruhui in front suddenly turned his head: "What's wrong with you?"

Ji Li: "?"

Ye Ruhui stared at him intently, with a serious expression as if he saw the final question of the math paper: "You are late."

Jian Mingyuan came to his senses: "That's right, why did you come so late today? You didn't come until we were all in the classroom."

Ji Li put down his schoolbag: "Something happened on the road just now, so I was delayed for a while."

"Is that so..." Jian Mingyuan didn't think too much, just rang the class bell, and hurriedly took out the textbook and began to memorize.

Everyone in the classroom has bookends or bookshelves on their desks. Everything from paper materials to mechanical pencils are stuffed into them, arranged like living walls that can move, and they have to poke their heads first when they say a word.

Jian Mingyuan didn't pay attention for a while, and didn't realize that there seemed to be something wrong with the person next to him until the formal class after the morning self-study.

It was rare for Ji Li to not be reading a book or brushing up questions, but lying on his seat with his morning textbook under his arm, as if he had fallen asleep.

Jian Mingyuan hesitated for a moment, but still stretched out his hand: "Ji Li, wake up."

After calling several times, the other party started to move. He tried his best to sit up on the desk, his eyes were wet, and he was very tired: "Have you started class?"

Jian Mingyuan nodded: "Mathematics class."

Ji Li's lips turned pale, and his eyes became clear after a while: "Thank you."

His condition was so obvious that Jian Mingyuan couldn't pretend not to see it, so he couldn't help asking, "Are you sick?"

Ji Li shook his head lightly: "I didn't sleep well last night, just make up for it after class."

It was raining outside after the performance last night. Because he is an actor, he needs to change his dress after the audience disbands. However, the performance venue is not far from the classroom. He thought that he would arrive there if he walked faster, so he refused others asking if he should wait. An invitation to walk with him.

When he woke up this morning, his body had given an early warning. The school doctor hadn't opened the door when he took a long way to go to the infirmary, so he was late in the morning.

The windows of the classroom were all open due to the order of the head teacher. It was called a sobering agent, and the fine coolness continued to penetrate into people's clothes, making the people around them shiver subconsciously.

But Ji Li was sweating a little on his forehead, and he didn't pay much attention to the class, until the bell rang for the end of get out of class, he sat back in his seat for a few seconds, and simply got up.

To get to the infirmary, you have to go through a long corridor, go down the steps, and pass through office buildings and dormitories. There is thick rainwater on the floor tiles, and there are dirty footprints left by people everywhere.

Ji Li was throbbing around his temples, he had a severe headache, his chest was flooded up like a tide, and he felt a suffocating feeling of difficulty breathing.

At the moment when he thought he was going to fall, a hand suddenly stretched out from behind and pulled him back violently.

Just as he maintained his balance, he was followed by a straight question: "Can't you look at the road when you walk?"

Ji Li was stunned for two seconds, and opened his mouth: "Sorry."

Ying Yunsheng was taken aback: "What's wrong with you?"

Before the other party answered, he raised his hand and touched the other party's forehead: "Have a fever?"

Ji Li's mind turned slower than usual, and it took several seconds to react before he said in a hoarse voice: "It seems a little bit."

Ying Yunsheng didn't ask any more questions, but he didn't let go, and dragged him directly to the infirmary.

"39 degrees." The doctor in the infirmary knew him and stared at the thermometer in shock, "Why did you come here after being burned like this?"

Ying Yunsheng asked: "What should we do now?"

"I can't do anything with his temperature here. I have to go to the hospital to register." The school doctor opened the drawer, "I can write a leave note now, you go with him?"

Ji Li's throat was burning, and he was struggling to speak. Before he could speak, the person next to him had already agreed.

The school doctor didn't pay attention to what he said, and quickly signed his name: "It's raining outside, have you brought umbrellas?"

Ying Yunsheng shook his head.

"I happen to have one here, you take it and use it first, and return it to me when the time comes."

Ying Yunsheng thanked him and took the slip.

Ji Li didn't think of refusing until he was pulled out of the infirmary: "I'll just go by myself."

Ying Yunsheng didn't make a sound, and led him to walk quickly.

Ji Li barely kept up with him: "Give me the note, and you go back to class."

Ying Yunsheng didn't turn his head, like a deaf person.

It was rare for Ji Li to be late in the morning, and he didn't have breakfast at all. At this moment, his hands and feet were weak, and he was only focused on chasing the other party. He suddenly tripped over a cracked and protruding floor tile, and fell down uncontrollably.

Ying Yunsheng quickly caught him, helped him stabilize, and suddenly turned around and squatted down: "Come up."

Ji Li didn't have much strength on his body, but he wasn't at the point where he couldn't walk at all. He just wanted to say "no", but before he could say a word, the other party directly took half a step back, hooking his hands knee bend.

He was caught off guard, and the moment his vision suddenly rose, he subconsciously hugged the opponent's shoulders. He didn't realize what happened until the opponent walked a few steps: "Put me down."

Ying Yunsheng let go of one hand, and passed the umbrella up: "Hold it."

Ji Li took it over: "You let it go..."

Ying Yunsheng stepped out of the teaching building directly.

The icy rain and fog hit our faces, and Ji Li could only hold up an umbrella to prevent the two of them from being caught in the rain.

The umbrella wings are too small, and it is impossible for two people to walk side by side to completely cover them. In contrast, this is the only posture that can shelter from the rain.Ji Li didn't struggle anymore, and sighed for a long while: "You don't make sense at all."

Ying Yunsheng usually responds to what the other party says, and he can't even insist on talking back, because he knows that he can't talk to the other party at all.This is the first time he has been so tough. Every step from the infirmary to the present has left no room for negotiation.

Hearing this sigh, he didn't turn his head, only the voice came over: "Because of you."

Ji Li couldn't say anything to refute.

The two left the school all the way and took a taxi to the hospital.

Ji Li came out in a hurry, didn't even bring his mobile phone, and was led by Ying Yunsheng the whole time, until he hung up the hanging bottle, he gradually gained a sense of reality.

Because of the change of seasons, there were quite a few people coming to the hospital during this period. The doctor didn't arrange a ward for them, so the two temporarily sat on the metal bench in the corridor.

There was no wind in the hospital and it was a little warmer than outside, but it was not much better. Ji Li stared down at the needle on the back of his hand for a while, and suddenly his face was burned by something.

Ying Yunsheng stuffed the hot water bottle into his hand: "Hold it."

Ji Li was stunned for a moment: "Where did it come from?"

"Borrowed." Ying Yunsheng sat next to him, "Do you want to sleep for a while?"

Just as Ji Li shook his head, the other party suddenly reached out his hand, put his palm against his cheek, and pressed him on his shoulder.

Ying Yunsheng did all this naturally, Ji Li was stunned for a few seconds, and finally chose to obey the wish in his heart and did not refuse, but fell into a coma after a while.

The bench in the hospital is not a good place to rest. Seeing him close his eyes, Ying Yunsheng realized that his breathing had stabilized, so he carefully adjusted his posture and let the other person pillow on his legs so that he could lie down more comfortably.

As for why you didn't ask if you want to lie down at the beginning, it is because there is an essential difference in the degree of intimacy and privacy between leaning on the shoulder and pillowing on the leg.

Ying Yunsheng is sure that if he is tougher, he can let the other party rest against him, but he is not yet sure that the other party will willingly lie in front of him.

Ji Li and Ying Yunsheng are completely different people.

If someone who doesn't know them sees them, the first impression is that Ji Li is better to get along with than Ying Yunsheng, because Ji Li is always gentle and polite to others, while Ying Yunsheng is even colder.

But as long as you get along seriously for a period of time, you will find that Ying Yunsheng's indifference is only external. People who grew up in disputes and contradictions do not have the confidence to offer pure kindness to the world, but he still has a heart for beauty in essence. Longing, so people who get close to him will find that he doesn't actually have any airs of superiority. Once he really puts someone in his heart, he will definitely do his best to treat him well.

But Ji Li is different. Friends think he has a good temper, but he has a good temper with people who are not friends; classmates think he is understanding, but he is equally understanding with people who are not classmates; people who know him think he is gentle and gentle. He is approachable and approachable, but his attitude towards strangers he doesn't know at all can still be gentle and approachable.A person is like a sun, with 360-degree light shining without distinction. If you enjoy more favors from him, it must be because you stand closer to him, not because he actively gives you more heat out of selfishness.

Obviously he looks warm outside and not cold inside, but you just can't walk in, you can't find the chart representing the distance in his heart, and you don't know how much weight you have in him.

Ying Yunsheng usually doesn't have extravagant hopes, but only occasionally thinks about why, why the other party has developed such a character.

Ji Li was still lying quietly, his originally pale face turned red due to the high fever, and even his breathing was hot.Cold sweat oozes out layer by layer uncontrollably, but the person is always shivering slightly because of the cold, and behaves as if nothing happened when he wakes up, but the instinct shows unbearable weakness.

It can be seen that the body's reaction is much more honest than that of a person.

A nurse just passed by, and reached out to adjust the speed of the infusion: "Did the doctor prescribe medicine? If so, you can go to the pharmacy now. There is no one at the moment. The patient will recover sooner after taking the medicine and resting."

Ying Yunsheng nodded.

Seeing that both of them were wearing school uniforms, the nurse guessed that they were still students coming together on the way to class, and told them that there was hot water and disposable cups at the end of the corridor before they left.

Ying Yunsheng shouted in a low voice: "Ji Li."

The other party did not wake up.

"Ceremony."

"Uh..." Ying Yunsheng didn't yell anymore, he carefully helped him up, got up from the chair, and when he looked down, he saw the other person's dry and flaky lips.

He watched, lost in thought for a few seconds.

Probably people are always prone to some impulses when they are alone.

Or when fate suddenly pushes the impossibility of something that is close at hand, the dark thoughts in the mind will instantly overwhelm the moral sense.

Ying Yunsheng suddenly lowered his head.

In fact, Ji Li didn’t fall asleep very well. He woke up when the nurse came to talk. It was just because he was exhausted and the presence of the people around him was too warm and nostalgic. Always uphold social distance.

When the other person helped him up, he was already planning to open his eyes, but he didn't expect that the light in front of him suddenly dimmed, and the breathing belonging to another person suddenly became clearly audible, and then something soft slowly imprinted on him. on the forehead.

The whole world seemed to be silent at that moment.

What became clear along with the realization of what it was was the sudden chaotic heartbeat in his chest.

One sound, as loud as a drum.

The author says:

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!