[Yuzuru Hanyu] Under the clear sky, above the ice

One day in late December, Shu Anzhi was helping in the kitchen when she suddenly heard Ms. Yumi say, "Actually, I object to Yuzu's falling in love at this stage."

Shu Anzhi was stunned for a moment, and then said: "I also think he shouldn't fall in love at this stage, and that's why I hesitated at the beginning."

"I don't mean to object to your falling in love." She explained: "You are very good. I have nothing to object to if you two fall in love. It's just that before, I felt that his current situation is not suitable for falling in love. He should concentrate on preparing for the Olympics. , should not be distracted by other things."

"Auntie, you don't need to explain, I understand." Shu Anzhi thought for a while and said: "Actually, I really think it's not appropriate for him to fall in love at this time. According to his current situation, I think he will wait until he retires." It’s more appropriate to talk about love.”

"Hey? Then why did you agree to date him? Because he is Yuzuru Hanyu?"

"Why do you think so, the first thing I saw was not Yuzuru Hanyu who was skating, but the boy who smiled warmly when he handed me the hat under the cherry blossoms! Well, This age should be called youth."

"love at first sight?"

"No, no, no, I can only say that it feels good at first glance! Hehe, I thought that even if he had a good impression of me, he wouldn't choose to fall in love."

"But I didn't expect him to take the initiative?"

"Yeah, I didn't expect it at all. He should know that it's not suitable for him to fall in love at this time, right? I don't know what he thinks, it's quite sudden."

"Because you think he is not suitable for dating at this time, did you keep a distance from him before falling in love? It can be seen that when you saw the two of you together before, you did keep a distance at the beginning."

"But yuzu seems to be quite flirtatious? It seems that I tried to keep a distance at the beginning and then I didn't think about it at all. In the end, things all developed in a direction I didn't expect. I was helpless." Said Shu Anzhi thought for a while and organized some words: "When I knew he was Yuzuru Hanyu, I searched many of his matches on the Internet. Before and after the match, there were media interview documentaries and other videos. The feeling he gave me There is a strong sense of loneliness and closure, as if he can keep a distance from the surrounding environment. I think he is the kind of person who has problems and thinks about the answers by himself, finds ways to solve problems by himself, and holds back negative emotions by himself. People around me will not show weakness and dependence. Even when joking with others, the occasional expression will give me this kind of loneliness. A person is stubborn with himself and does not listen to persuasion. I think He has such good grades because of his single-mindedness. I don't want to ruin him."

"Then why did you agree to go out with him later? According to your thinking, you shouldn't go out with him!"

"It's impulsive. I already have a good impression. Love is something that rationality can't stop, right? I don't know what I thought when I made this decision. I probably wanted to let him be able to do it when he is occasionally weak. Rely on it? Later, when I think about it, this idea is really contradictory! I started dating in a daze, but I haven’t regretted it until now! So why didn’t you object, Auntie?”

"When the two of you get along, you can actually see that you are keeping a distance from him. Although he led you astray in the end, you can see that you are still sensible. If you are a lover who comes first, I will definitely object at the beginning. When he was injured, he adjusted his emotions a lot. We were all worried that he might be sad for several days because of the serious injury this time. Unexpectedly, you came here for one night, and he was much better the next day. In his eyes There is light again. So at that time his father and sister wanted to see you very much. After we came to Canada, you two basically kept in touch every day, right? I can see the positive emotional effect you brought to him."

"Hey? Is there? I remember that we just chatted with him casually at that time. It seems that we didn't talk about anything nutritious."

"Emotional counseling doesn't necessarily require talking about something specifically. He was somewhat depressed because of his injury before, but every time he talks to you, it seems that the negative emotions will dissipate. To be honest, I didn't expect you to come to Canada. You Is your job okay?"

"It's not a big problem. I can work with a computer. If he hadn't been injured, I might not have come here, but he was so seriously injured. Although Auntie, I shouldn't have anything to worry about when you're here, but I can't let it go. Suddenly I feel a little lucky I chose such a career at the beginning, otherwise I would not have dared to talk about this relationship, and I would have stayed away from it instead of keeping a distance from the beginning."

"So after you came to Canada, half of my heart was relieved. If the two of you can only have a long-term long-distance relationship in the future, I'm afraid the result will be very difficult."

"It's true, but I think it's a good thing for him to have a long-distance relationship. In fact, after I arrived in Canada, I also wondered whether I was doing it right."

"Oh? Why do you think so?"

"Auntie, think about it. Apart from his own talent, he has achieved his current results because he has devoted almost everything to skating. All his time and energy have been spent on it. But feelings need to be maintained. Isn't it? It's not so easy to deepen the relationship in a long-distance relationship, but it's hard to say after getting along for a long time. I'm afraid I might have a bad influence on him. After all, figure skating is still a sport that depends on the state of mind. I'm afraid that the worst and worst result is that I accidentally ruin him, the more important people are, the easier it is to influence him. It's impossible for me to only have a good influence on him."

"He must have considered this. The two of you have known each other for so long, and in the end he will choose to confess his love to you. He must have thought it through clearly and made sure that he can handle the impact of this aspect, otherwise he would not have taken this step."

"It makes sense, but the plan may not be able to keep up with the changes. I hope he is prepared! I'll go and ask how long it takes for him to arrive." After finishing speaking, she washed her hands, opened the kitchen door and saw Yuzuru Hanyu standing at the door.

Shu Anzhi was stunned for a second, recalling what he said just now, and he probably didn't say anything strange, so he asked, "When did you come back? Overheard our chat here? How much did you hear?"

"I didn't eavesdrop on purpose, but I was a little thirsty to come to the kitchen to get some water." He explained hastily.

"Okay, that's just right, we can serve dinner." Turning around, he took two dishes and handed them to him: "Take them out!"

At the dinner table, Ms. Yumi announced a message: "I booked the flight back to Japan on the 23rd, and I will come back after the 10th."

The two people who were eating looked at each other when they heard the news, and both found the surprise in each other's eyes.

Shu An subconsciously asked: "Then what about Yuzu?"

"Isn't there you?" Ms. Yumi said with a smile.

"No, I thought you would all come to Canada to pay yuzu for Chinese New Year in previous years."

"Sometimes his father and sister will come over. This year he will definitely not be able to go back. It just so happens that his father and sister have something to do, so I also want to go back to Japan for the New Year. Anyway, I can rest assured that you will be with him in Canada this year. "

Shu Anzhi smiled without knowing what to say, and glanced at Yuzuru Hanyu.

After receiving the signal from his girlfriend, he replied: "I'm fine, mom, you go home and rest, have a good time."

"You should be quite happy that I'm going back, to make room for the two of you." Ms. Yumi gave him a light look.

Shu Anzhi silently ate the rice, not daring to answer.

"Mom~" he yelled reproachfully.

After dinner, Shu Anzhi sat on the sofa and edited the pictures. She was going to post the dishes she made today on Weibo with filters. The second story of "Little Restaurant" has been released.Soon, she posted related pictures and wrote "There is a trend of becoming a food blogger".

"An'an." He called her.

Shu Anzhi looked back at him: "What's wrong?"

"I just heard what mother said to you." He said slowly.

"Oh, how much did you hear? I don't seem to have said anything wrong, right?" Shu Anzhi recalled what she said just now.

"You said you were afraid you would destroy me," he said.

Shu Anzhi waited for him to continue talking, but it turned out that there was no more. She thought for a while and said, "It's normal to have such thoughts, and I'm still worried about this issue, so I'm working so hard on you now. OK."

"You're not going to ruin me," he said firmly.

"That's probably because I'm not important enough." She looked at the netizens' comments on Weibo and said uncertainly.

"An'an, I'm telling you seriously!" Seeing her indifferent tone while swiping Weibo, he got a little angry.

"Okay." She put down her phone, faced him and said, "Then tell me, I'll listen carefully."

"This is a serious topic!" He frowned at her attitude.

"I just don't want to talk about this serious topic with you!" She tapped his forehead lightly with her finger, and said, "Okay, since you must talk, let's talk, I'll listen." Then she turned her head Lean on his shoulder.

Unsatisfied with this position, he pulled her over and sat on his lap, wrapped her around her waist, and began to speak: "You won't destroy me. You won't!"

Obeying his movements and relaxing herself, she asked, "Is it that I won't ruin you or you won't be ruined by me? How do you ensure the former?"

"I can guarantee the former, but I can't guarantee the latter." He stretched out his hand to brush away her bangs that have grown a little recently, looked into her eyes and said, "My An An is very timid and kind, and she is always afraid of giving others You bring trouble and hurt, and you are afraid of being hurt. You carefully stretch out your tentacles, but you dare not take a step forward, because you know that you must be the one who pays more with me. But I am more selfish, grab you The characteristic of soft heart, I just want you to be my girlfriend, tie you by my side, and let everyone know that you belong to me. I know you like me too, so I will confess my feelings to you, put Put a heart in front of you, because I have nothing to fear. I know that even if you refuse, you will not do something that really hurts my heart. Even if you are angry with me, you will relieve it yourself, and never do anything to me, as long as I apologize in time, you don't even know how to settle accounts after autumn. You know I have a competition, so you are obviously angry, but you are afraid of affecting my emotions and suppress your temper."

"You..." Shu Anzhi was a little surprised.

"An'an, listen to me." He interrupted her, and then said: "My indecision before was more because I was worried that I would not be able to give you what you wanted. In fact, I really can't give it now, but I still I selfishly pulled you to my side. An An, I'm not that fragile! Although I'm sensitive, I'm not vulnerable, so don't underestimate me. An An, don't be afraid, okay? "

"I'm not afraid!"

"You have!" He retorted: "I feel it. When we get along, we are very proactive in behavior, but we get along with me with a pessimistic attitude. We have done a good job in every aspect, but some Things never get too far. I have always ensured that my mobile phone is charged and kept by my side, but you have never called me. Sometimes it is more convenient to call! You never ask me for help. Always look for your friends. Not only are you afraid of hurting me, but you are also afraid of relying on me."

After a pause, he continued: "An'an, I'm actually very frustrated. I know that I may not be a competent boyfriend, and I may not be able to do many things, but I don't want to do nothing for you! I can't Enjoy your contribution unilaterally, and I don't want to end up with just me needing you and you not needing me!"

"I don't deny that I have such an idea." Shu Anzhi explained: "But I have such an idea now because of objective reasons. One, your foot is injured, you are a patient, and the most important thing is to recover from your injury. What can you do? Another reason is because your main goal and the most important thing right now is not falling in love, but the Olympic gold medal, which is your defending title. How can I trouble you again? Everything else Let's put everything back!"

"An'an, this is the most important thing to me, not yours!"

"But the most important thing to you is also very important to me!"

"An'an, I know that objectively speaking, what you did is not wrong. But, I love you, and I don't want you to be wronged. I am not in a relationship with you to sacrifice yourself for you to fulfill me. Although I am selfish, I am not As for being a jerk to this point."

After hearing his words, Shu Anzhi's nose was a little sore. He blinked his sour eyes, sniffed, looked at his reddish eyes and said, "So my yuzu is also very good, and he is also very kind. I am selfish, but I am the one who can appreciate the goodness of others the most, and is also the one who is most grateful. I also caught this point of yours in Yangmou. As long as I am good enough to you, you will be good enough to me. ! Am I right?"

He nodded vigorously and replied: "Yes, I will treat you as well!"

"Stupid yuzu!" She said in a tone of voice: "So you can see that I have been wronged? I am obviously doing what I am willing to do. You see, I study recipes every day to cook for you, but I also use this to open a new article. When I am interested in watching you practice next time, I may be able to open a competitive article about figure skating. Now you only see me circling around you, Don’t you see what I’ve gained? And now I’m purely sympathetic to your injured foot, and when your foot is healed, I will exercise my right to be a girlfriend!”

Now her heart is in a mess, she has no pessimistic thoughts at all, she just wants to hug this person who touched her, she thought so and did so.She buried her head in his arms and said in a muffled voice, "Look, you said you love me, you Japanese don't say you love me easily, do you?"

"Well, we would think of the word 'love' not as an expression of emotion, but as a statement of responsibility for the future."

"You see, my conspiracy is also very useful, right?" She looked up at him proudly, then poked his chest with her finger to mark the point: "Sense of responsibility!"

He nodded with a gentle smile.

"Look!" Shu Anzhi pointed out the window and said to him.

"Huh?" He turned his head and looked out the window to express his doubts.

"The night is so beautiful tonight!" she said with a sweet smile.

Seeing her bright smile, he also responded with a smile: "Yes, it's beautiful!"

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