Don't move the old man's bounty

In the middle of the night, Xiao Shi was awakened by a strange noise.

It sounded like a heavy knock on the wall. Even a person like him who had slept soundly was startled. He opened his eyes suddenly, recalled his situation in the darkness, and immediately remembered the emotional instability that drove him out. Realizing that something might have happened to that person, Jiang Juan rushed to the bedroom without even putting on his shoes. When he pushed the door open, he saw Jiang Juan sitting by the bed facing the floor-to-ceiling windows.

The lights in the room were not turned on, only the street lamps outside the window were faintly shining through, and he could only hear the man's rapid breathing.

I saw Jiang Juan raised his head, his body was stiff and motionless, he was holding something in his hand, pressing against his neck tightly, the blood in Xiao Shi's body became cold almost instantly when he realized what it was .

"Tired! Don't do stupid things!"

He wanted to snatch the police gun from Jiang Juan's hand, but a person's body would react stiffly when he was extremely nervous, and Jiang Juan wanted to kill himself, his fingers were hooked on the trigger and he held it so tightly that even a little carelessness might happen Fire escape.

He turned on the lamp on the other side of the bed, the dim light did not cause Jiang Juan to react too strongly, he slowly approached, and gently advised: "Jian, don't be impulsive, I know you hate me, but People like me are not worth your life, please calm down, be obedient, and put down the gun, okay?"

Jiang Juan was indifferent, as if he hadn't noticed him at all, his eyes were slightly squinted, and he seemed to be in a state of half-dream and half-awake. Even though his hands trembled slightly, he still didn't intend to put down the gun.

His forehead was already stained red by a large amount of blood, and the white wall beside the bed was also smeared with blood. It can be seen that he had nightmares at night and forced himself to collapse. He couldn't control his desire to die. Situation did something stupid.

Xiao Shi couldn't describe his mood at the moment, so he could only try to persuade Jiang Juan to stop, "Jian, don't be like this, even if you hate me, please don't hate this world, there are still many people in this world who care about you , don’t let them down, okay? Even if it’s for Jiang Xun, for the only person you are willing to regard as a family member, please persevere, okay?”

Jiang Juan suddenly clenched his teeth, and pressed the muzzle of the gun even tighter. Fragmented sobs escaped from between his teeth. He slowly opened his eyes and shifted his gaze to Xiao Shi. The complex emotions in his eyes made the latter at a loss for what to do.

He didn't understand why he couldn't find hatred in the intense emotion that could even choose death?He has been forced to this point, how could he have no resentment towards himself, or is he actually...

Xiao Shi had no time to think deeply, he approached Jiang Juan slowly, and persuaded softly: "Jian, you have calmed down now, give me the gun."

He stretched out his hand cautiously, quickly stopped when the person's body was trembling, and continued to push forward when the person's mood eased a little.

"Listen to me, Juan, you are not calm now, and you will do a lot of wrong things that you regret on impulse. In fact, you don't want to do this in your heart. You are just dominated by negative emotions. Don't let those who don't What's yours dictates what you think, and I know you can control it."

"No, I can't." Jiang Juan's voice was still as gentle as water, but what he said was deeply disturbing.

He raised the water mist, and smiled slightly at Xiao Shi with reddish eyes, "I can't understand why you are so afraid, I obviously... don't hate you."

This abnormal remark made Xiao Shi feel bad. Sure enough, as soon as Jiang Juan finished speaking, his finger on the trigger moved. He fired in just a few tenths of a second, and out of desperation, he even pushed Jiang Juan.

This force was not small, the person was pushed sideways by him, and slid off the bed, he immediately grabbed Jiang Juan's wrist, and pressed his hand firmly on the floor, but Jiang Juan still refused to give up , In the chaos, it still went off fire.

After a loud "bang", Jiang Juan was stunned by the unexpected loud noise. Xiao Shi took advantage of the opportunity to chop a knife on his neck, knocked him out neatly, and then kicked the police gun Kicked into the hallway.

He clutched the fresh injury on his left shoulder, fell to the ground and let out a sigh of relief, cold sweat was evident on his forehead, and he couldn't tell whether it was from scare or pain.

The solid bullet made him lose the strength to hug Jiang Juan, so he could only lean down and kiss the corner of the man's mouth, repeating: "You scared me to death...you scared me to death."

He didn't care about his injury, first covered Jiang Juan tightly with a quilt, and then made a call.

After the bell rang a few times, the other party picked it up, and complained before he could open his mouth: "Do you know what time it is? Don't disturb my nightlife until I die, or do you want to join us?"

"Don't talk nonsense! Jiang Er's situation is not very good, you should come here immediately, don't let anyone know about it."

The other party restrained his joking tone, "What did you say? What happened to Ah Juan."

"There's no time to explain, come here right away!" After finishing speaking, he sent out his positioning with a backhand.

When Kyle arrived, the mess in the bedroom hadn’t been cleaned up yet. Xiao Shigang had just dealt with the wound on Jiang Juan’s forehead, and he could hear from his tone that he was quite tired. Go to bed, I can't hold him anymore."

Kyle took a closer look, the walls, the floor, the bed, all places that could be seen were more or less stained with blood, and the bloody smell that filled the room almost made people spit it out. This beast has a brute domestic violence, and when he got closer, he found that the person who was hurt the most was actually Xiao Shi himself.

He didn't have time to deal with the shoulder injury, and now he couldn't move his whole arm, because he lost blood, and he seemed to have no energy, but Jiang Juan slept soundly.

Kyle helped lift Jiang Juan to the bed, but he was not in a hurry to see his condition. Judging from the situation at the scene of the crime, it was obvious that Xiao Shi was the victim. He had to ensure Jiang Juan's safety before his own life was over, so Kyle decisively pressed him beside the bed, and with the help of the remaining medicine box he just used, he skillfully cut open the clothes, cleaned up the blood, took out the bullet, and sterilized the stitches. The movements were done in one go, and he helped him heal the wound in two or three strokes.

"What's the situation, let's talk about it? It's been a long time since you were injured so badly. It's a pity that you didn't hurt something serious. Otherwise, you wouldn't be able to explain it to the police when you went to the hospital."

It can be seen that Kyle came in a hurry. Ever since his death in a conspiracy many years ago, this once world-renowned special soldier has had to rely on his superb disguise technique to pretend to be someone else, so as to avoid his enemies and carry out secret missions secretly. .Recently, he lived in seclusion in China, so he had to draw a handsome face of an oriental man. At the corner of his jaw, he could still see traces of a mask that was not tightly attached. Tired how much you care.

"It's still the same disease." Xiao Shi held his wound and took a breath, "...he hasn't been feeling better since he came back from undercover, and it got worse after Jiang Zhu's accident. There are many unforgivable bastard things, it's all my fault that he became like this. But I didn't expect his condition to be stable for so many years, why suddenly...was it forced by me?"

Kyle wondered, "What the hell did you do to make Ah Juan, who is so good-tempered, want to shoot you?"

"He didn't want to kill me, he wanted to commit suicide." Xiao Shi looked at the unconscious Jiang Juan, stroked the gauze on his forehead, and kissed him lightly, "His illness was caused by me. I don't believe that his illness is real, which made him come to this point, and no matter what he becomes in the rest of his life, I have to be responsible for him."

Kyle sneered, "Brother, don't blame me for hitting you, why do you think you are responsible for him? I will not mention that you are a doctor yourself, but you are indifferent to his obvious depressive symptoms, and even think he is playing on the spot. Continue to put pressure on him and cause secondary damage." He pointed to Jiang Juan and asked, "Think about it for yourself, is there anything on him that you haven't hit? Do you remember what Jiang Juan was like back then? Even if you treated him like that, you spared your life when he was in the most painful time, but now he can't even let himself go, you know how hard it is for a person to get out of such a predicament in ten years Is it a sad thing?"

Xiao Shi was speechless.

"This is also the biggest difference between him and you. You will find excuses for your incompetence, impose your pain on others, and seek psychological escape, while he will only torture yourself."

Kyle sighed, touched Jiang Juan's cool and pale face, "Did he hit the wound on his head by himself?"

Xiao Shi was powerless to explain, sat on the sofa and bowed his head in silence, only nodded.

"Is the injury serious?"

"The trauma is serious and has been dealt with. As for whether he has a concussion or not, it depends on his reaction after waking up."

Kyle confirmed Jiang Juan's injury, paced around the room anxiously, and asked suddenly after a while, "Xiao Shi, do you know how much courage a person needs to commit suicide?"

"……do not talk."

"I can't stand it just by listening to it? Then how did he survive after suffering a hundred times more than this for more than ten years?" He took out a cigarette from the cigarette case and handed it to Xiao Shi, but he didn't give it to him. On the point, sitting next to him and playing with a lighter, "You can try it with your mentality as a normal person, and see if you stand at a height of tens of meters and look down, thinking that you are about to jump down. Will your legs be weak, will you be afraid of drowning in icy water when facing the bottomless abyss, or even simpler, hold a knife against the artery in your wrist, think about the loss of blood, weakness, and the body gradually cooling down and unable to call for help Does the scene scare you? To be honest, it’s not surprising to me that Ah Juan committed suicide at any time in the past ten years, but what surprises me is that he survived.”

Xiao Shi buried his face in his palms, and Kyle's accusation made him unable to justify. After a long time, he hoarsely said, "He is very afraid of pain..."

"Yeah, he's afraid of pain, so he didn't dare to die, but do you think he was afraid when he hit the wall and put the gun on his neck today?"

Xiao Shi couldn't react except shaking his head to avoid the reality he should face.

But Kyle didn't mean to pity him at all, and kept stirring the bloody and blurred wound he was stabbed, "For ten years, he was alone and helpless, forced to be the closest person to him, but No one understands what happened to him, so he is willing to give him a little affection. When he needs companionship and protection the most, you are the only animal by his side who regards him as an object of revenge and a tool to vent his desire. Psychological problems have not deteriorated into mental illness. It’s God’s blessing, what more do you want? If you’re really just worried about him being in danger, why don’t you let me guard him? You’re not the only one sent by the higher authorities. There are many people who can do this… "

"No!" Xiao Shi, who was still chattering just now, rejected this sentence neatly, which shows that he is determined to stay by Jiang Juan's side this time.

Kyle wondered what kind of misfortune this Jiang family had in this life. His father and brother died tragically, and his mother died young, so he lived a lonely younger brother, and was ruined by this vicious dog all day long. , probably the most merciful way for him is to give him a good time.

"Xiao, I hope you know that the relationship between you and Ah Juan is different from the relationship between Jiang Xun and Song Yuzhi. Jiang lacks a sense of security in his heart. If others move towards him, he may take a step back, but he does not reject Song Yuzhi. , Song will also cross thousands of mountains and rivers to find him, so they are a perfect match. But if you just take a quick step, Ah Juan will jump off the cliff without hesitation, and his body will be smashed to pieces. Tell him to step back, and please don’t go any further.”

As soon as he saw Jiang Juan's face, which was the same as Jiang Zhusheng's, he felt as if something was grabbing his heart, and the pain was unbearable.

"Don't you worry about me? Before Jiang Zhu died, I promised to take good care of his brother. Even if you are a teammate who stands on the same side as me, I can't let you ruin my promise to the old man. In my eyes, All of you combined are less important than a late Ezumi."

"Give me some more time, angel, please." Since we met, Xiao Shi asked in such a humble gesture for the first time, "I have killed people and been injured, so I know that some things are only passed by time. It’s far from watered down.”

Everyone knows it hurts to be cut by a sharp knife, but if you grind it slowly with a blunt knife, it will not hurt or itch at first. , The pain suffered is not as good as removing the carrion and regrowing.

Xiao Shi just wanted to give his pus and blood a chance to be absorbed again.

The author has something to say:

Kyle Browning is a character who appeared in the first part. His story has not been detailed yet, so this chapter is just a soy sauce. Later, he will write in detail about his relationship with Xiao Shi and his relationship with Jiang Zhu.

Although Jiang Zhu only lives in memories, he may be the biggest winner in life in this series (he has the most powerful man, but unfortunately he is straight), and he also feels sorry for the angel Kyle who is widowed from beginning to end.

Thank you for reading the text, cute~

Thank you, Brother Xun, did you blow up your hair today for rewarding a mine!

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