unsaved world
Chapter 23 Her Past
In the very beginning, Xue Chuanlin grew out of the bottom barbarously.
At that time, she also worked harder than anyone else to survive, and survived by whatever means.
When she was less than three or four years old, she was sold to traffickers by her poor parents. At first, she was ordered to cheat, beg or steal. After she succeeded, she would get a small amount of poor bread to feed her hunger, and her clothes were picked up from trash cans. Smelly clothes.
Because of her small size, she can't speak well, and she was often bullied by other older children and robbed her of the begging money. However, she was indeed smart and quick-witted when she was a child, and avoided them in several places, and she was still rewarded every time.
When she was a child, she had a cold temper, didn't mind meddling, was cruel and obedient, and was later ordered to cover some crimes, because the children themselves would not arouse suspicion, and there were many children who did these things, and because of the profit Higher, you will get more food after cooking.
Yes, like all people who are trying to survive, but when she was four years old, she wanted to live more than anyone else. She tried her best to live, even if the place where she lived was always full of sin and deceit, she worked extremely hard to live. go down.
At the age of six, she performed well in gang fights, was selected to join the mysterious organization [Shadow], and became one of the many candidates for assassins. She began all the painful and cruel training. If she chooses, she, who already lives in deceit, can always live to the end. Of course, the price is that there will always be countless injuries.
But for her, the path she has always chosen is just to survive.
In fact, she didn't know exactly what would happen if she lived, but she also felt that she had to live to be good, and to have something to live on.
Among them, the simplest point is to live to see the incredibly warm sun.
The first thing Yukikawa Rin, who has survived all the pain and deceit every day, thinks about is to meet the sun that warms everything.
Just like that, day after day, year after year.
The friend showed up.
He appeared in Yukikawa Rin's world in summer.
In summer, the sky is clear, the air is warm and light, everything grows in a charming posture, the wind blows with a gentle taste, everything is extremely brilliant, as bright as him, as warm as the sun she likes.
That is the complete opposite of her existence, she is like winter, cold, restrained, distant, lonely, and deviates from all the splendid warmth.
That friend is one of the latest batch of assassins waiting list, he is different from all children, calm and calm, kind and warm, he will show the warmest smile to people when they meet for the first time.
She didn't take it seriously at first, only thinking that no matter how kind a child is, she would become ruthless, and she just needs to live. After all, she is just like the sun, and will never be the sun.
But the strange thing is that he is really different than everyone else. In the training of robbing or cheating, he can always find another way to stop all children from disputes and give everyone a satisfactory answer.
In life together, he will directly stop unfair things, do his best to change even if it is dangerous, dare to argue with the controllers, and he will do things that were once considered impossible by everyone without hesitation.
Maybe it's really like the sun, but it doesn't make much sense to her who just wants to live. She will always resist and avoid it, feeling that it is dangerous to be with such a person.
But what's even more strange is that she and him obviously don't know each other yet and shouldn't have any intersection, but he is always too kind to her and always takes care of her in various ways. No matter how she refuses, he will always treat her with warmth. The smile continues to be good to her.
That was the kindness that no one had ever treated her well. No matter how much she resisted and avoided him, she still trusted him uncontrollably, and even developed an inextricable dependence on him.
Since he appeared in her world, everything has warmed up.
In the cold and dark world where she grew up, her sun finally appeared.
but.
Those days didn't last long.
Someday in a few weeks.
In the open-air four-corner arena, the towering iron cage is separated from the central arena. The high platform outside the cage is decorated noblely. The seats are all politicians and dignitaries. They are separated from the bright light by a layer of glass and hidden in the darkness of the seats. .
In the fighting arena, they will put all the selected children in it, daggers will be randomly thrown in, and the children who grab the dagger will start to fight, and will be released when there is only one child left.
If no one among the children dares to do anything, they will release the beast again, and when the beast bites some children, they will lock them back up again. At that time, the children who are occupied by fear and desire to survive will kill each other desperately. Of course, they All of his actions will only be treated as playthings for people to watch.
This is the entertainment game under the [Shadow] organization, the purpose is to establish cooperation with the so-called dignitaries. Similarly, this arena will also be an important part of the selection of assassins.
In front of the long-hungry tiger, the immature children cried for help, and patches of blood stained the summer sky.
All the children knew that a child who was picked into the arena was tantamount to death, and this time, Yukikawa Rin was chosen.
Before entering the arena, all the children would be blindfolded with a black cloth, unable to see a little sunlight at all, driven by Xue Chuan Rin to follow in, only smelling the smell of blood like rust.
She had been injured a long time ago due to previous training, her clothes were ragged, and the rough dressing still caused pain. The people next to her were pushing and shoving, but no one cared about her. When she was ordered to take off the black cloth, she was still covered in black. Bu, looking around in confusion in the darkness.
In the sound of footsteps approaching or far away, she felt someone approaching and retreating defensively. Then, she felt that the person rushed towards her faster, and the back of her head was touched by a scorching temperature. The person gently He untied her blindfold.
The glare of light poured in, she instinctively squinted her eyes, but she still saw the man clearly, he had clear and beautiful blue eyes, his black hair was slightly loose, and he showed her an incomparably bright smile.
"Are you okay?"
He asked her, in the battlefield where he was about to kill each other, he asked her so inappropriately.
However, if it is him, it seems reasonable, because it is him, everything is reasonable.
Because of his appearance, she seemed less disturbed.
This gladiatorial fight is no different from countless life-to-death trainings. Here, many children will come in and out every day, life and death, no matter how many times the partners who cooperate will betray each other.
In the organization, everything can be used in order to survive. Therefore, it is impossible for them to trust a person. Xue Chuanlin, as one of the survivors, knows it all too well in his heart.
But it was an exception for him, she believed in him.
But in such a fratricide arena, trust is often the most deadly thing.
——"I heard that it was the most exciting fight in the arena. In the continuous fighting for several hours, only two people survived in the end, that is, Ah Lin and that friend."
Mr. Nakura, who was standing across the road, continued to smile, pointing his finger at his chin, with a shrewd smile in his eyes, and said with joyful appreciation.
"The rule of the arena is that only one can survive."
On the side of the road with the green light, Xue Chuanlin's hand holding the mobile phone couldn't help shaking, and the other hand felt heavy. She tried hard to cover her eyes full of hostility and sadness, and clenched her teeth to restrain her emotions. But all the trembling actions are accompanied by sudden surprise.
She wanted to breathe and talk, but the invisible pressure made her unable to do anything at this moment. The repeated pictures in her mind brought her back to the memory at that time. She was in pain, even though she was not under any attack. Generally dead.
The dazzling white light, the red arena, amid waves of cheers and cheers, the seven-year-old stabbed his heart with a sharp knife, accurately and deeply.
In that world where that friend used to be, she killed him with her own hands.
Yes, the friend she loved and missed so tenderly and sincerely, the person who was as bright as the sun and warmed her cold and dark world, was killed by her own hands.
He killed himself by taking advantage of his trust in himself to survive.
No one is more aware of her sinister and selfishness than her. How can a person like her have a happy life, how can she be cared for and loved by others, how can she, who does not deserve everything, be qualified to live ah.
She hated this world too much, she hated a good life too much, and what she hated most was herself who couldn't die no matter what.
So, so, so—
"Hurry up and think of a way to kill me!"
The sound of whizzing cars and horns suddenly sounded, and the girl's hoarse voice tremblingly came from the mobile phone. Mr. Nakura raised an eyebrow and smiled amusedly.
The current her is completely different from her usual polite and warm appearance, and even more different from the appearance of restraint even when she is injured. This is the first time he has seen such a cold, self-abandoned, painful and sad appearance. Humans will still have this appearance. Emotions, that would be so much fun.
A Lin like this is truly sad and painful.Orihara Lin also became more and more excited. He really likes Ah Lin like this.
Therefore, how could he easily bring her back like this? Just as he was thinking about how to stimulate her next sentence, a figure of a young man ran over appeared on the opposite side.
"Hey, Xuechuan!"
The boy anxiously grabbed her clenched fist, and the wind blew the black hair on his forehead a little. He frowned slightly and looked at her worriedly.
It was Kudo Shinichi who arrived at the fastest speed after solving the case.
"Are you okay?"
That sentence was so similar to the him who unfastened the black blindfold for her, and he said it on such a similar summer day.
bump--
The next second, Yukikawa Rin shook Kudo Shinichi's hand away fiercely. He was taken aback for a moment, and when she turned her head to look at him, he saw a biting chill in her eyes.
That is, the chill of loathing and hatred.
At that time, she also worked harder than anyone else to survive, and survived by whatever means.
When she was less than three or four years old, she was sold to traffickers by her poor parents. At first, she was ordered to cheat, beg or steal. After she succeeded, she would get a small amount of poor bread to feed her hunger, and her clothes were picked up from trash cans. Smelly clothes.
Because of her small size, she can't speak well, and she was often bullied by other older children and robbed her of the begging money. However, she was indeed smart and quick-witted when she was a child, and avoided them in several places, and she was still rewarded every time.
When she was a child, she had a cold temper, didn't mind meddling, was cruel and obedient, and was later ordered to cover some crimes, because the children themselves would not arouse suspicion, and there were many children who did these things, and because of the profit Higher, you will get more food after cooking.
Yes, like all people who are trying to survive, but when she was four years old, she wanted to live more than anyone else. She tried her best to live, even if the place where she lived was always full of sin and deceit, she worked extremely hard to live. go down.
At the age of six, she performed well in gang fights, was selected to join the mysterious organization [Shadow], and became one of the many candidates for assassins. She began all the painful and cruel training. If she chooses, she, who already lives in deceit, can always live to the end. Of course, the price is that there will always be countless injuries.
But for her, the path she has always chosen is just to survive.
In fact, she didn't know exactly what would happen if she lived, but she also felt that she had to live to be good, and to have something to live on.
Among them, the simplest point is to live to see the incredibly warm sun.
The first thing Yukikawa Rin, who has survived all the pain and deceit every day, thinks about is to meet the sun that warms everything.
Just like that, day after day, year after year.
The friend showed up.
He appeared in Yukikawa Rin's world in summer.
In summer, the sky is clear, the air is warm and light, everything grows in a charming posture, the wind blows with a gentle taste, everything is extremely brilliant, as bright as him, as warm as the sun she likes.
That is the complete opposite of her existence, she is like winter, cold, restrained, distant, lonely, and deviates from all the splendid warmth.
That friend is one of the latest batch of assassins waiting list, he is different from all children, calm and calm, kind and warm, he will show the warmest smile to people when they meet for the first time.
She didn't take it seriously at first, only thinking that no matter how kind a child is, she would become ruthless, and she just needs to live. After all, she is just like the sun, and will never be the sun.
But the strange thing is that he is really different than everyone else. In the training of robbing or cheating, he can always find another way to stop all children from disputes and give everyone a satisfactory answer.
In life together, he will directly stop unfair things, do his best to change even if it is dangerous, dare to argue with the controllers, and he will do things that were once considered impossible by everyone without hesitation.
Maybe it's really like the sun, but it doesn't make much sense to her who just wants to live. She will always resist and avoid it, feeling that it is dangerous to be with such a person.
But what's even more strange is that she and him obviously don't know each other yet and shouldn't have any intersection, but he is always too kind to her and always takes care of her in various ways. No matter how she refuses, he will always treat her with warmth. The smile continues to be good to her.
That was the kindness that no one had ever treated her well. No matter how much she resisted and avoided him, she still trusted him uncontrollably, and even developed an inextricable dependence on him.
Since he appeared in her world, everything has warmed up.
In the cold and dark world where she grew up, her sun finally appeared.
but.
Those days didn't last long.
Someday in a few weeks.
In the open-air four-corner arena, the towering iron cage is separated from the central arena. The high platform outside the cage is decorated noblely. The seats are all politicians and dignitaries. They are separated from the bright light by a layer of glass and hidden in the darkness of the seats. .
In the fighting arena, they will put all the selected children in it, daggers will be randomly thrown in, and the children who grab the dagger will start to fight, and will be released when there is only one child left.
If no one among the children dares to do anything, they will release the beast again, and when the beast bites some children, they will lock them back up again. At that time, the children who are occupied by fear and desire to survive will kill each other desperately. Of course, they All of his actions will only be treated as playthings for people to watch.
This is the entertainment game under the [Shadow] organization, the purpose is to establish cooperation with the so-called dignitaries. Similarly, this arena will also be an important part of the selection of assassins.
In front of the long-hungry tiger, the immature children cried for help, and patches of blood stained the summer sky.
All the children knew that a child who was picked into the arena was tantamount to death, and this time, Yukikawa Rin was chosen.
Before entering the arena, all the children would be blindfolded with a black cloth, unable to see a little sunlight at all, driven by Xue Chuan Rin to follow in, only smelling the smell of blood like rust.
She had been injured a long time ago due to previous training, her clothes were ragged, and the rough dressing still caused pain. The people next to her were pushing and shoving, but no one cared about her. When she was ordered to take off the black cloth, she was still covered in black. Bu, looking around in confusion in the darkness.
In the sound of footsteps approaching or far away, she felt someone approaching and retreating defensively. Then, she felt that the person rushed towards her faster, and the back of her head was touched by a scorching temperature. The person gently He untied her blindfold.
The glare of light poured in, she instinctively squinted her eyes, but she still saw the man clearly, he had clear and beautiful blue eyes, his black hair was slightly loose, and he showed her an incomparably bright smile.
"Are you okay?"
He asked her, in the battlefield where he was about to kill each other, he asked her so inappropriately.
However, if it is him, it seems reasonable, because it is him, everything is reasonable.
Because of his appearance, she seemed less disturbed.
This gladiatorial fight is no different from countless life-to-death trainings. Here, many children will come in and out every day, life and death, no matter how many times the partners who cooperate will betray each other.
In the organization, everything can be used in order to survive. Therefore, it is impossible for them to trust a person. Xue Chuanlin, as one of the survivors, knows it all too well in his heart.
But it was an exception for him, she believed in him.
But in such a fratricide arena, trust is often the most deadly thing.
——"I heard that it was the most exciting fight in the arena. In the continuous fighting for several hours, only two people survived in the end, that is, Ah Lin and that friend."
Mr. Nakura, who was standing across the road, continued to smile, pointing his finger at his chin, with a shrewd smile in his eyes, and said with joyful appreciation.
"The rule of the arena is that only one can survive."
On the side of the road with the green light, Xue Chuanlin's hand holding the mobile phone couldn't help shaking, and the other hand felt heavy. She tried hard to cover her eyes full of hostility and sadness, and clenched her teeth to restrain her emotions. But all the trembling actions are accompanied by sudden surprise.
She wanted to breathe and talk, but the invisible pressure made her unable to do anything at this moment. The repeated pictures in her mind brought her back to the memory at that time. She was in pain, even though she was not under any attack. Generally dead.
The dazzling white light, the red arena, amid waves of cheers and cheers, the seven-year-old stabbed his heart with a sharp knife, accurately and deeply.
In that world where that friend used to be, she killed him with her own hands.
Yes, the friend she loved and missed so tenderly and sincerely, the person who was as bright as the sun and warmed her cold and dark world, was killed by her own hands.
He killed himself by taking advantage of his trust in himself to survive.
No one is more aware of her sinister and selfishness than her. How can a person like her have a happy life, how can she be cared for and loved by others, how can she, who does not deserve everything, be qualified to live ah.
She hated this world too much, she hated a good life too much, and what she hated most was herself who couldn't die no matter what.
So, so, so—
"Hurry up and think of a way to kill me!"
The sound of whizzing cars and horns suddenly sounded, and the girl's hoarse voice tremblingly came from the mobile phone. Mr. Nakura raised an eyebrow and smiled amusedly.
The current her is completely different from her usual polite and warm appearance, and even more different from the appearance of restraint even when she is injured. This is the first time he has seen such a cold, self-abandoned, painful and sad appearance. Humans will still have this appearance. Emotions, that would be so much fun.
A Lin like this is truly sad and painful.Orihara Lin also became more and more excited. He really likes Ah Lin like this.
Therefore, how could he easily bring her back like this? Just as he was thinking about how to stimulate her next sentence, a figure of a young man ran over appeared on the opposite side.
"Hey, Xuechuan!"
The boy anxiously grabbed her clenched fist, and the wind blew the black hair on his forehead a little. He frowned slightly and looked at her worriedly.
It was Kudo Shinichi who arrived at the fastest speed after solving the case.
"Are you okay?"
That sentence was so similar to the him who unfastened the black blindfold for her, and he said it on such a similar summer day.
bump--
The next second, Yukikawa Rin shook Kudo Shinichi's hand away fiercely. He was taken aback for a moment, and when she turned her head to look at him, he saw a biting chill in her eyes.
That is, the chill of loathing and hatred.
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