such as Yue Linyuan

Relighting the candles in the hall, Chu Yuezhi walked over, hugged Si Yuanting, who was kneeling on the ground in a daze, gently stroked his hair, and said to him: "I am here, with Chu Qi here, who is here?" You can't bully Si Jiu either."

Si Yuanting's whole body was cold, his eyes were hollow and out of focus, and once a crack appeared in the impenetrable shell, it would shatter out of control.

"Where were you when I really needed you?" Si Yuanting's voice was hoarse and weak, he was in great grief, he vomited blood just now, and now his internal breath was in a mess, but he didn't want to pay attention to it at all, and he didn't adjust his breath for himself, He only said to Chu Yuezhi: "You don't know anything, and you can live well by yourself...Chu Qi, please let me die. After I ascend the throne, please, please give me death. I love you, I really love you." I love you so much, but I can’t take it anymore. Except for you, everyone in this world looks at me with strange eyes. Every time I fall asleep, I hear the screams and cries of the dead family members in my dream. I'm too tired, Chu Qi, I beg you, after walking this distance with you, please let me die."

"Si Jiu, no, I can promise you anything, but this matter, no." Chu Yuezhi carefully wiped the blood from the corners of Si Yuanting's mouth, held his face with both hands and said, "I know you It was very hard, I also know that I came too late, you don't have to forgive me, but in the future, I will be with you wherever you are. I promised you that I will dance your birthday dance for you next year, and I also promised you, I want to take you to the frontier, these have not been realized, you can’t give up. Except for death, I will give you whatever you like and want. If you like to watch me dance the birthday dance, I will catch fireflies for you every year. "If you want to see the world and see the common people, I will definitely let you stand by my side in a fair and just manner."

Si Jiu, the rest of my life is too short with you, but too long without you.

I always come too late, when I went to find my father to save you, I ran too slowly, and made you physically disabled; these years, I can't remember the past, I didn't stand in front of you earlier, and blocked those things for you Insulting and trampling; it's all my fault, I provoked the evil thoughts of the envoys, I was the one who left you in the palace, if I ran faster back then, if I took you with me when I left the palace, if I wanted you to accompany me I went out together, or, earlier, if you hadn't been my attendant from the very beginning, maybe your life would not have been so tragic and gloomy, full of despair and thorns; I'm sorry, it's all my fault. You have guarded me and the Daheng Kingdom so hard, and you will never do it again, so please don't abandon me.

"When I first went to the battlefield, I killed a total of 25 people. After the war, I stayed up all night. I remember the way they died, and I also remember the temperature of the blood splattered on my body. After nearly nine years of fighting, I am good at fighting wars of annihilation to scare the aliens, and the people who died in my hands or in the battles I commanded, regardless of the enemy or the enemy, according to the statistics of the corpses, there are about more than 200 million." Chu Yuezhi said slowly, it was him I have never told anyone else, but I have silently carried the life debt of war, "I will not sleep well either. After having you, I am even more afraid. I have committed far more crimes than you. If you leave earlier than me Too many, what should I do if I die and go to the underworld directly, I still want to have a good time with you in my next life, I can't just lose you like this."

Untiing the jade pendant tied around Si Yuanting's waist, Chu Yuezhi took out a white jade Guanyin from his bosom, hung it around Si Yuanting's neck, and said: "Broken jade is unlucky, I will take this back. This white jade Avalokitesvara is an ancestral item of my mother and concubine. My concubine gave it to me when I went to war. I always wear it close to my body. The white jade will keep you safe. I will wear it for you in the future. Si Jiu, Chu Qi is very selfish and timid, so please Si Jiu will stay for Chu Qi for a few more years, if Si Jiu really can't bear it anymore in the future, Chu Qi will go with Si Jiu, so at least Chu Qi knows where Si Jiu has gone, and when he pays off his murder, Chu Qi can still find Si Jiu."

In this life, I know that you have suffered too much. For the rest of my life, I will give you my blessings and peace. If there is really reincarnation, then I hope that after this life, you will have no more disasters and sufferings, and every life after that will be smooth. Joy; I also hope that you will not be sent to me by fate again, and you can only live the life you want safely, because I will find you, if you still love me, I will live with you, If you don't love me, I will quietly guard you by your side without disturbing.

"Why are you so stubborn?" Si Yuanting looked down at the white jade Guanyin worn around his neck. He knew that Chu Yuezhi was not close to his mother and concubine. It is a precious maternal love, and it is the only thing that Chu Yuezhi's mother and concubine left to Chu Yuezhi. It is deeply affectionate and meaningful, but now Chu Yuezhi gave him this white jade Guanyin.

It was extremely difficult to pull out a smile that was more uncomfortable than crying on the pale face. Si Yuanting held Chu Yuezhi's hand and said weakly: "You always believe it, and you don't want to let it go. It was like this when you were a child. , I haven’t changed when I grow up. Chu Qi, I can’t control my thoughts of wanting to die. In the future, I will still be like this. ...you help me, I don't want to, and I can't bear to leave you."

I waited for many years before I waited for you to come back and take me away. I have many things I want to do for you, many things I want to say to you, and I want to keep the light and hope you gave me. spend the rest of my life with you.

On my own, I can't keep going. I exhausted all I have to climb this way. In the future, you have to support me and take me down.

"It's okay, Si Jiu, it's okay, if you want to yell at me, you can yell at me, and don't be afraid to say anything to me. As long as you feel better, you can vent it to me. I'm strong enough, and I can tolerate it. Bear it, so don't feel guilty, and don't be afraid that I won't be able to bear it, I can accept and face everything except losing you." Chu Yuezhi leaned forward and kissed Si Yuanting's chapped lips, sending all his warmth to Si Yuanting. he.

There is not so much time to waste between them, so they must be honest with each other, show each other their sacrifices, let each other know their fragility and strength, and do not make self-righteous sacrifices and concealments that hurt each other.

Si Yuanting and Chu Yue stood up for redemption and symbiosis.

In the warm bedroom, it was so quiet that only the soft "cracking" sound of the charcoal fire and the occasional paper flipping could be heard. It took an unknown amount of time before a faint groan broke the silence.

"Hiss..." A low and hoarse voice overflowed from Chu Yuelei's lips. He had never suffered such a tragic pain of flesh-cutting, and it was unbearable both physically and mentally, so he kept waking up in severe pain and because of He fell into a coma again due to severe pain, and when he woke up the next day, he learned that Lu Taiyi had cut his body clean and left nothing behind, and was so frightened and excited that the wound burst open again, bleeding a lot on the spot. Before the imperial doctor could stop the bleeding, he passed out from the pain again, and he was repeatedly woken up from the pain and then passed out again and again for the next few days. When he really regained his sanity today, another five days had passed.

When he opened his eyes, a few rays of light came into the dormitory, and Si Yuanting was sitting neatly on the couch beside him, holding a memorial in his hand for review.

Seeing Chu Yuelei wake up with clear consciousness in his eyes, Si Yuanting put down the memorial, picked up the medicine soup that was boiling on a small fire, and went to the bed to serve Chu Yuelei to drink it.

Chu Yuelei's thirsty throat was moistened by the medicinal soup, his mind barely regained some clarity, and he asked, "Where is the seventh brother?"

"Your Majesty has been in a coma for a few days, and Prince An has been serving the decoction in the palace. Not long ago, he went to the Nuan Pavilion next door to rest." Si Yuanting replied.

"He's not stupid. He knows how to take this opportunity to pretend to maintain the superficial friendship between me and him." Chu Yuelei's face was haggard, and he didn't notice that Si Yuanting lowered his head and lifted his head after hearing this. eyelid.Thinking of what Chu Yuezhi said to him before he passed out, Chu Yuelei thought about it for a few times, and said, "I will tell you that the bloody case will be supervised by Prince An, and you will assist me."

Chu Yuezhi has been taking care of him by the couch after he fell down. The matter must have spread inside and outside the palace, and what Chu Yuezhi said is reasonable, if he still insists on not handing over the case to Chu Yue Standing firm, firstly, it will definitely cause criticism, and secondly, it is also afraid that the people will resent more.

Because he was not at ease, Chu Yuelei ordered again: "No matter how he wants to investigate or find something, you have to report to me every day. I always feel that these recent things are not accidental. The seventh brother has been involved repeatedly. It's really weird."

"The minister leads the decree." Si Yuanting responded. He thought that even if Chu Yuelei woke up, he would have to wait a few more days before agreeing, but he didn't expect Chu Yuelei to make the decree so easily. Accident.After a moment of silence, Si Yuanting said again: "Your Majesty, several empresses in the palace wanted to visit His Majesty in the past two days, but the circumstances were special, so the minister stopped them, and the empresses did not want to leave, so they were all in the palace. Kneeling outside. I don’t know if His Majesty wants to summon some empresses now?”

Chu Yuelei's face twisted, and his lower body was still in pain like bone erosion. When he heard Si Yuanting say that the concubine in the harem asked to see him, he immediately said angrily: "Let them all go! I didn't let them come, so I will take good care of you." Stay in the harem! Every one of you has a father who is an official in the court. He usually makes troubles, but now he wants to act in front of me, get out! Get out of here!"

"Your Majesty, take care of the dragon's body and don't get angry again. Don't worry, your majesty, I will let the ladies go back to the harem to rest later." Si Yuanting took a towel to wipe Chu Yuelei's sweat, and said: "Physician Lu is dead. The Imperial Hospital not long ago submitted a new list of imperial physicians, please Your Majesty re-elect the imperial physicians who will take care of her closely."

"Dead? I haven't let him die yet, why did he die?!" Chu Yuelei half propped up and grabbed Si Yuanting's collar, gritted his teeth fiercely, and said, "That old thief, don't let him put him in the prison of the Ministry of Criminal Justice!" How can I vent the hatred in my heart?!"

"Your Majesty, Imperial Physician Lu knew that he had neglected his duties. On the day after he finished treating His Majesty, he went out of the palace and returned to his residence. He took his disabled daughter with him and died of suicide. I have also sent someone to examine the body. There is no doubt that it is Imperial Physician Lu and his own daughter." Si Yuanting supported Chu Yuelei, clasped his wrist to let him go, and said, "Your Majesty, please rest assured that anyone who knows about this matter has been dealt with by the minister and has not been disclosed. .”

"Where is the seventh brother?! He was there that day, and you didn't mean that he was there all the time!" Whenever Chu Yuelei thought of letting Chu Yuezhi know that he had become an eunuch, his eyes were tearing apart, and he almost burst into tears. He wanted to open the wound under his body again.

"Your Majesty, please rest assured that the minister invited Prince An out of the palace as soon as Doctor Lu made his move that day. These days, although Prince An is serving soup and medicine in front of the bed every day, the minister always invites Prince An out when changing the medicine. When I asked Shichen, I only said that His Majesty's injury was in the lower abdomen, and didn't talk about anything else." Si Yuanting had already prepared his speech, no matter how Chu Yuelei questioned him, he was able to explain it away.

"Don't let him know, this matter, no matter what, don't let him know!" Chu Yuelei roared angrily, and then collapsed powerlessly the next moment, lying on the bed panting in pain.

"Your Majesty, the dragon's body is the most important thing. I have my ministers here. No matter what happens next, I will definitely protect Your Majesty." Si Yuanting leaned close to Chu Yuelei, and every word he said clearly fell on the ground. Chu Yuelei's ears.

Chu Yuelei, you have to live, to live to appreciate the pain and suffering I have experienced, to live to see how I fulfill your ambition of "going down in history", and even more so to live, to see how the person I love steps on your dirty body Abolish the body to ascend to the throne of God.

You will become a sinner, and Chu Yuezhi will not only be the god of war guarding the borders of the Daheng Kingdom, but also the wise king who will bring peace and prosperity to the Daheng Kingdom.