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On the day that Qiu and his family were beheaded in the Ming and Qing Dynasties, Si Yuanting went to watch the execution.

It has been 30 years since the day when he watched his relatives be beheaded.

Whether it's for everyone in the Si family or for himself, his revenge seems to have come to an end.

When seeing Ming Qingqiu's head being beheaded, Si Yuanting didn't feel the slightest touch in his heart, he just stood in the same position as before and calmly watched the entire execution process of all Ming clan members.

He can no longer recall, when he was escorted to watch the execution and watched his relatives being beheaded, whether he felt more pain and despair or more resentment and hatred. There is no possibility of recovery, and he is about to be sent to the palace as an eunuch. His life has fallen to the bottom, and the thorns ahead are densely covered with darkness. In fact, he has only passively endured all the torture imposed on his body and mind, and cannot make more intense actions. reaction.

But now, after he let go of the past, the hatred has gradually faded away, and every day he is grateful for having Chu Yuezhi by his side.What he wants has always been very little, as long as Chu Yuezhi loves him and doesn't despise him and is willing to give him the rest of his life, that's enough.

The first half of his life was buried in the sufferings that devoured and destroyed him, and he also asked with resentment in his heart, why it was him, and why so many people in this world let him bear all this; if he could , he would rather be just an ordinary person, without such eye-catching looks, nor such outstanding talents, and he doesn't even need the enviable background, just be an ordinary person and spend his life peacefully and peacefully .

But if that's the case, he won't be able to meet Chu Yuezhi, and he won't be able to have Chu Yuezhi's wholehearted, unreserved and unreserved love.

In order to be able to meet Chu Yuezhi, know each other, love each other and stay together, one must first experience the unbearable pain and inhuman torture. Is this really worth it?

It's not that he hasn't asked himself this question.

Occasionally waking up from sleep in the dead of night, looking at Chu Yuezhi lying in his arms, he would ask himself this question repeatedly, and he didn't have a clear answer every time in a trance.

It was a life that was too heavy and tragic. Although he never regretted his choice, if he were to endure this kind of life again, he actually didn't have the confidence that he could bear it again.

The second half of his life started from the moment when Chu Yuezhi retrieved his memory, and it was Chu Yuezhi who made him the second half of his life. In other words, it gradually became less profound.

Because for him, he wants to be a normal person, even if he still has to face the intrigues in the court, at least he is working hard with the one he loves to realize the ideals and ambitions in his heart, he wants to, to the light live.

After returning to the palace from the execution ground, he heard that Chu Yuezhi had gone to the martial arts training ground, so he looked for it again.

From a distance, Si Yuanting saw Chu Yuezhi fighting Zhou Ji in the martial arts training ground. After so many years, that figure was still astonishing in his eyes, like a wandering dragon.

Chu Yuezhi dances the birthday dance for him every year on his birthday, and it has never failed once in eight years.At that time, he would always feel that he was really lucky in his life to have Chu Yuezhi.On weekdays, he clearly looks like an iron-blooded emperor. No matter how busy the government affairs are, he never neglects his martial arts training, but as long as he is in front of him, he is always gentle and deceitful. It's all easy to coax.

In this world, there will be no one who can compare to Chu Yuezhi, and no one can treat him like Chu Yuezhi.

Just like Si Yuanting can always find him at a glance, Chu Yuezhi in the training ground also saw Si Yuanting walking into the training ground, so he stopped his move and signaled that this is the end, Chu Yuezhi directly threw the sword in his hand to Zhou Ji ran straight to Si Yuanting.

Si Yuanting simply stood on the spot and opened his arms to Chu Yuezhi, and then embraced Chu Yuezhi.

"It's all over." Chu Yuezhi knew that he was going to the execution ground to watch his sentence, and he didn't go with him because he knew that he wanted to make a complete break with the past alone.

"En." Si Yuanting wiped the sweat off Chu Yuezhi's forehead, and said in a low voice, "From now on, I probably won't have nightmares anymore."

"I will always be here. There are still 16 years. Maybe it won't take that long. Yuanyuan is a malleable talent. When he grows up, I can give him the Zen seat earlier." Chu Yuezhi seriously told Si Yuan Ting talked about his plan, "You can't be too greedy, so I choose what is more important to me. The two of us have spent most of our lives fighting for the people and the Daheng Kingdom. It's not the end I want, ideals and aspirations are important, but Si Jiu, the rest of my life is too short, I'm afraid I'll leave too little time for you."

After ascending to the throne of God, he became more and more aware that there are limits to what he can do. As an emperor, everything he has accomplished today is not just due to him alone. With the assistance of Yuan Ting, Fu Xingyun, Wu Yonglian, Xia Zhiyi, Liang Chen, Zhong Qingheng and others, he was able to get to where he is today; and now, the successful promotion of the women's school is more due to Si Zhuxi's sacrifice and Huangfu Liangyu s hard work.

The so-called monarchs and ministers, if there are no good ministers, even if the emperor sitting on the dragon chair is full of enthusiasm, even if he really has the ability to show great ambitions, he will still be constrained by various difficulties in reality. , It is formed by the gathering of the people. If there are no people, how can we come to a home, and if there is no family, how can we come to a country?

He did have a lot of things he wanted to do, but he was just afraid that he would leave too little time for Si Yuanting in the end.

After stroking Chu Yuezhi's hair, there was a trace of white hair on the sideburns, but Si Yuanting didn't say it, he knew that Chu Yuezhi was very concerned about it.The corners of Si Yuanting's lips were slightly raised, and Si Yuanting's eyes were calm and peaceful, and he said: "We are together, that's enough. Although I also look forward to the day when I leave the palace, but you know me, I still hope to be you and me." When you leave this palace city, you can see the prosperous and prosperous world we have created together on the palace wall."

Staring at Si Yuanting silently for a moment, Chu Yuezhi leaned his head on Si Yuanting's shoulder, and said, "Everyone agrees with Si Jiu, as long as it is Si Jiu's wish, Chu Qi will definitely do his best to make it come true. "

Gently kneading Chu Yuezhi's ears with his thumbs, and quietly pulled out the white hair hidden in the sideburns for Chu Yuezhi, Si Yuanting bowed his head and kissed his side face, without further words.

The first girls' school was established in Beijing in December of the same year.

On the first day when the girls' school was completed and began to enroll students, Si Zhuxi and Huangfu Liangyu appeared one after another, personally registering the first batch of female students from ordinary people for the girls' school.Not only that, but they also assured the people that all students in the school will be treated equally, and uniforms of calligraphy, books and school uniforms will be distributed uniformly to prevent students from comparing their origins and what they use.

In the end, excluding the ladies sent to the women's school by the powerful and wealthy families, a total of [-] girls from ordinary families were recruited as the first batch of female students in the women's school.As far as getting started, it's a good start.

After Si Zhuxi and Huangfu Liangyu's proposal, it was finally agreed that the women's school would not only teach students literacy and hyphenation and etiquette, but also teach piano, chess, calligraphy, painting and basic riding and archery skills.

Huangfu Liangyu was unable to stay in Beijing for a long time because he wanted to go back to the frontier to guard. It was just that Wei Yunxiao asked Chu Yuezhi to be transferred back to the capital, so it was finally decided that Wei Yunxiao would be in charge of teaching the art of riding and archery.

And Si Zhuxi also asked Chu Yuezhi for an order and got permission. She will go to the girls' school to teach the students in person on the third day of every month.

The women's school has also been announced, and it will officially start teaching in February of the ninth year of the Yanqing Dynasty.

At the first month ceremony, Chu Yuezhi also rewarded the ministers who made suggestions and actively promoted the establishment of the women's school.

On the second day after the first lunar month ceremony, Chu Yuezhi drove to Kunning Palace early in the morning, and together with Si Yuanting went to talk with Si Zhuxi about the matter that had always concerned him.

Chu Shen has moved to the East Palace after being crowned prince alone, and Si Zhuxi really only lives in Kunning Palace by herself now, she doesn't like to be served closely by others, so she spends more time alone every day .

When Si Yuanting and Chu Yuezhi arrived at Kunning Palace, Si Zhuxi had just finished his breakfast, seeing them coming, he asked the palace staff to bring new tea and some snacks.

"Yesterday was the New Year's Ceremony. Today, the two cousins ​​are not in the Xiefang Palace to love each other, but they came to Shixi early in the morning. But what do you want to say to Shixi at the Girls' School?" Although Si Zhuxi is the queen, But her makeup has always been plain, and she only wears the most simple hairpin earrings in private, and she doesn't see the complexity of that day in the court. She is sitting at the table at the moment, looking demure and elegant, and she can't be seen at all just by her appearance Over forty years old.

"I came here today for a private matter." Chu Yuezhi cut straight to the point, and said straight to the point: "I know that you have been preparing for the status of women all these years. Now the women's school is able to accomplish everything, and you have contributed a lot. It's just that you have I have been delaying this matter for many years, and I really can't bear to make you sacrifice more. I know that you and Yu Yin are in love, and maybe now is not the best time for you to let go of your status as queen, but it doesn't mean that you have to continue Wronging myself and Yu Yin to waste time like this."

Si Zhuxi was slightly taken aback, she didn't expect that Chu Yuezhi came to tell her about this, so even though she knew that Yu Yin was not there at the moment, she subconsciously looked outside the hall.

Between her and Yu Yin, in fact, it's not even a matter of love or etiquette.

She didn't know when Yu Yin's love for her began. Even when Yu Yin entered the palace as a guard and came to Kunning Palace to keep watch for her every night, it was because she had taken care of her body after a period of time Just discovered.

She also couldn't tell when she started to care about Yu Yin, and when she realized, Yu Yin was already an extremely stubborn figure in her heart that couldn't be erased.

For more than 3000 days, Yu Yin never appeared in the daytime, and just kept silent outside her hall every night.

Occasionally, she would go out of the hall to see Yu Yin, but there was very little talk between them, and Yu Yin never said anything else to her, the most he said to her was "how are you".

Every time, she would answer Yu Yin with a smile: "I'm fine."

There were also times when she asked Yu Yin: "Do you feel bitter?"

Because of her, his right hand can no longer use a sword, and because of her, he came to this deep palace; Yu Yin could have a better future, but he gave up everything because of her.

Those who can enter Chu Yuezhi's Heron camp must be ambitious and passionate; but no matter how many times she asks, Yu Yin will always look her in the eyes and say to her: "It's not bitter."

Yu Yin never lied to her, just like she never lied to Yu Yin.

The affection really exists, but neither she nor Yu Yin has ever expressed it.

Because she still has things to do and responsibilities she chooses to bear, she has too many worries, even if she has feelings, she can't go to him.

Yu Yin knew everything, so he didn't say anything, just guarded her in his own way, and spent the long and lonely years with her in the palace together.