After breaking up, I accidentally counterattacked [E-sports]

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at night,

Xie Qingqi still couldn't sleep, and was on the verge of collapse several times.

Afraid of any accident, Yi Chuyang even secretly drank several cups of coffee, insisting on carrying Xie Qingqi to sleep.

I don't know what time it is...

The two sat on the bed, Xie Qingqi violently tried to break free from Yi Chuyang's restraint——

"Yi Chuyang! Let go! I tell you to let me go!!"

Yi Chuyang could only hug him silently, every inch and every minute of the pain Xie Qingqi showed hit his heart——

Looking at him, Yi Chuyang's eyes were full of distress, "Qingqi...Qingqi...Qingqi baby...that kind of thing is not good for your health."

"Chuyang...have pity on me..." Xie Qingqi's arm around his neck suddenly lost strength, and said with a sob: "I'm really...really uncomfortable... ..."

Yi Chuyang's eye sockets suddenly turned red——

But... But he still has no way to agree to him, he can only hug him tighter, wishing he could suffer this for him!

"We don't take medicine anymore, we really can't take medicine anymore..."

In fact, Xie Qingqi also knew in his heart that no matter what he said now, Yi Chuyang would never let him return to the vicious circle of the past...

It's just that Xie Qingqi wants to get out of the original vicious circle, although he won't die, but no matter what, it's enough for him...

Xie Qingqi buried his face deep into Yi Chuyang's shoulder, very desperate, and even called him with a bit of tears, "Yi Chuyang..."

"Ok?"

Yi Chuyang tilted his head slightly, and in the next second, he only heard Xie Qingqi say: "I hate you..."

"Yi Chuyang, you're so annoying..."

"Hate it, hate me soon..." Yi Chuyang smiled wryly, gently stroking his back, calming his emotions, "Why are you so pitiful?"

"..."

Xie Qingqi didn't speak, but his mood obviously improved a lot. Yi Chuyang lowered his head and kissed his ear, "Little poor, I will hug you to sleep, okay? I will always hug you...don't be afraid, I will I will always hold you..."

Yi Chuyang picked him up and turned him upside down. There was no gap between the two of them, "Go to sleep, you'll be fine after you sleep..."

......

For several days in a row, Xie Qingqi's condition obviously improved a lot.

The stone in Yi Chuyang's heart was temporarily put aside...

One night, Xie Qingqi stared blankly at the ceiling, thinking of something, and suddenly said: "Chuyang..."

"Um?!"

Yi Chuyang seemed to have been awakened, and immediately hugged Xie Qingqi even tighter, "Um..."

Xie Qingqi turned his head to look at him,

This person was obviously so sleepy that he couldn't even open his eyes, but he still subconsciously calmed his emotions...

He kept murmuring indistinctly, "I'm...I'm..."

Xie Qingqi turned sideways to face him, looked up at Yi Chuyang for a while, then shrank into his arms...

He was thinking: "Whether it's for Yi Chuyang or for himself, this time, he has to grit his teeth and persevere...

Because of this person, he began to look forward to the future...

Xie Qingqi really wants to know....I really want to know what the future with Yi Chuyang will look like?

In anticipation, he had a little fantasy...

I don't know when, he actually fell asleep like this...

he had a dream,

One...with him, with Yi Chuyang's dream...

Because this dream was so beautiful that Xie Qingqi was afraid that it was too unreal.

Therefore, when he woke up the next day, he saw Yi Chuyang still hugging him.

He suddenly realized that... he seems to be in possession of happiness.

........

in the study,

Yi Chuyang sat at the desk and looked at the computer screen, and couldn't help yawning...

In the past few days, he has been accompanying Xie Qingqi to adjust the biological clock, and even took someone to go for a morning jog in the morning.

Fortunately, hard work paid off, Xie Qingqi was finally able to sleep a little without taking medicine.

He was typing tiredly in front of the computer,

I want to see if there is any other information related to manic depression, and I can collect more for reference.

Manic depression

State of depression:

① Depressed mood, no confidence in the future, no hope, even pessimism and despair, self-injury and suicide ideas and behaviors appear.

② Lack of interest, the patient is not interested in anything, and also loses interest in things that he was interested in before.

③Excessive worry, timidity, nervousness, indecision, and restlessness are often expressed.

④ Self-blame and guilt, low self-evaluation, thinking that he has many faults, can do nothing, is a useless person, and is a burden to the family.

⑤ sleep disturbance, severe insomnia, loss of appetite, weight loss. 【1】

'Da da da--'

Yi Chuyang supported his chin with one hand, and put the other hand on the table, tapping his fingers on the table.

He also gradually fell into deep thought...

In summary, these performances were basically reflected in Xie Qingqi's body some time ago. Fortunately, these problems are now developing in a good direction.....

But this is only a manifestation of depression, as for mania...

Although Li Ju said that it is easier to relapse in summer.But Xie Qingqi is indeed prone to lose his temper recently,

Just in case, Yi Chuyang quickly searched again——

Manic state:

①Extraordinarily happy and emotionally elevated.

②Easy to be irritable, will lose his temper for a little matter, act hastily, regardless of the consequences, easily conflict with the surroundings, and produce impulsive behavior.

③ Increased speech and good self-feeling, usually due to lack of awareness of one's own illness.

④ In severe cases, symptoms such as messy speech and behavior disorder will appear.

⑤ Self-evaluation is too high or exaggerated

⑥ Energetic, less need for sleep, tireless.

⑦Increased sexual desire and reckless sexual behavior. 【2】

These two symptoms are quite opposite to each other...

However, although Xie Qingqi has been getting angry a lot recently, he has not lost his temper.

As for the performance of other symptoms, it seems that I have not appeared much, except...

sexual desire.....

cough!

Well, it seems to be a little...

Yi Chuyang was stunned for a moment, could this be a sign of mania?

He thought about it,

It's better to pay more attention, after all, it is always right to be careful when sailing for thousands of years.

Thinking about it, Yi Chuyang yawned again——

Xie Qingqi has been with Xie Qingqi for the past few nights, and he didn't sleep well.

Coffee or something doesn't work anymore.

Right now, Yi Chuyang is dozing off from sleepiness...

He didn't bother to go back to the room anymore, he just put down the mouse, lay down on the table, and fell asleep after a while...

.....

When Xie Qingqi came in, Yi Chuyang had already fallen asleep.

He quietly took the shawl from the sofa, and carefully put it on Yi Chuyang...

Xie Qingqi bent down, moved closer, and gently pushed aside the broken bangs on his forehead.

Probably because he was too tired, Yi Chuyang slept so deeply that he didn't notice all this at all...

The information page of manic depression is still on the computer screen, and the mobile phone on the side is still silently on the screen, and the pop-ups are full of work news...

Even though he was so exhausted, Yi Chuyang still insisted on staying with him and treating him.

It's really, really hard...

Yi Chuyang's eyes were obviously black and blue, and even when he was sleeping, he was showing a sense of tiredness...

It seems that he looks more tired than when he played the game before.

But his sun is obviously not yet 24 years old.

It is the age of wanton and free and easy, but has already carried so much...so much...

Xie Qingqi suddenly smiled,

If six or seven years earlier, before he met Yi Chuyang, someone had told him, 'In the future, there will be a boy who is six years younger than you, and he will heal your whole life. '

Xie Qingqi probably thought that person was crazy.

......

"Well--"

Yi Chuyang frowned suddenly, opened his eyes with a little unsteady breath...

“…”

His eyes reacted mistyly, and suddenly there was a flash of clarity——

Yi Chuyang suddenly sat up and looked down——

!!!

Pupils instantly dilated——

It really wasn't an illusion! !

Xie Qingqi is really under the table, give him...

give him......! !

"you--"

Hearing the sound, Xie Qingqi raised his head, looked at Yi Chuyang's completely dumbfounded expression, and licked his upper lip ambiguously at him...

Yi Chuyang's breathing stopped suddenly——

It's just....it's going crazy! ! !

He picked him up...

Xie Qingqi put his arms around his neck, leaned his head on Yi Chuyang's shoulder, and complained loudly: "I'm almost exhausted, why are you still not well?"

Yi Chuyang's hands were trembling unconsciously, "What are you doing?"

"You really want me to say it?" Xie Qingqi teased him, "Didn't you already see it?"

Yi Chuyang held his clothes tightly, and asked with restraint, "I'm asking why you did this?"

"Do you need a reason?" Xie Qingqi asked, "Aren't you my boyfriend?"

Yi Chuyang immediately said: "Of course it is!"

Xie Qingqi laughed directly, "Is there any problem?"

Yi Chuyang hesitated and asked, "Recently... have you felt uncomfortable anywhere?"

"No."

"Then...would you really want to lose your temper? Or, the urge to do it?"

Xie Qingqi frowned immediately, "What exactly do you want to ask?"

"Is your mania about to relapse?"

"..."

Xie Qingqi laughed angrily, "It's time like this, you tell me this???"

Yi Chuyang panicked, "Do you really want to be angry now?"

"..."

is not that right?

Whose boyfriend is this?

Is the straight man's cancer terminal? !

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