After breaking up, I accidentally counterattacked [E-sports]

"..."

Seeing that these two people are in a relationship and are so cautiously inquiring and inquiring, Li Jue can't stand it anymore! !

"Hey—I didn't say that you two can't talk normally?! Say I love you, I want to be with you forever, is it difficult? Is it difficult?!" Li Jue was really mad, " Don't people just want your firm choice and commitment? Since you both like each other, can you just say no and it's over? Let me tell you, you two are thinking too much now. The more careful you are, It's more like a routine."

"..."

Yi Chuyang had to say that what this kid said was quite reasonable.

So he admitted modestly, "I'll pay attention next time."

"..."

Li Yu suddenly stopped talking...

Is this what Yi Chuyang can say? !

"what happened?"

When Yi Chuyang asked this question, Li Ju immediately coughed dryly, "Ah... no, then, what, let me chatter a few more words. A patient like him, for a trusted person, has Extremely strong dependence. Once you identify a person, it is difficult to change in this life. Since he chose you, you also choose him, then you must be prepared to accompany him for physical therapy for a long time. This kind of disease, The periodicity is very unstable, ranging from a few years to a long one, it is estimated that you will not be able to get out of it in this lifetime. And the chance of relapse is extremely high, for him, you have to be as tolerant as you are for that child."

"Ok, I know."

"Let me tell you, don't hurt him again." For the past two years, Li Jue was also afraid of Xie Qingqi's deteriorating condition every day, "Don't blame me for not reminding you, The suicide rate of the disease is as high as 20.00%!! You need to take care of him all the time, take care of his emotions, and not affect his normal social activities."

"Anyway, all in all, just two words, it's hard."

"Ok, I know."

"Could you please stop 'um' all the time?"

“…”

"Don't talk about it to me. When it comes to the critical moment, you won't remember it at all."

"If you can't stand it and choose to give up halfway, it's better not to show up from the beginning." Li Jue suddenly changed the subject, "But based on my observation and understanding of you, you are a person with a good heart. I am also very willing to believe that you love him very much and will not give up on him. But sometimes, you can’t speak your head, and the words you say are too hurtful. You don’t take it to your heart, but unconsciously , leaving scars on the opponent's body."

"His mind is still so sensitive, and such murderous words will be doubled on him. If it wasn't for this at the time, I wouldn't have to persuade Xie Qingqi to separate from you."

"..."

Li Jue talked a lot again, but Yi Chuyang was still immersed in what he just said.

"It turns out that what I said actually hurt him so much..."

"Hey, are you listening?"

Yi Chuyang came back to his senses, and responded with a "hmm".

Seeing his reaction, Li Ju continued: "Let me reiterate to you one last time, I am a doctor, not God. If something irreparable happens at that time, I will not be able to save him."

"So, as soon as you find that his emotions are not right, you have to pay attention to your tone. No matter who is right or wrong, don't confront him."

"What if you win the quarrel?"

"You won, and the object is gone."

"Whether it's worth it or not, you should weigh it in your heart."

"..."

Li Jue looked out of the window and said: "Taking advantage of the good weather recently, you can also take him out for some exercise. Relax, don't let him stay in the room all day long, and feel panicked when he is idle. irrelevant."

"it is good."

Speaking of this, Li Ju has basically said all the big truths and small truths.

As for how much Yi Chuyang could remember, that was beyond his control.

Thinking of this, Li Ju couldn't help sighing, "You should give him more recognition. To put it bluntly, Xie Qingqi is a little inferior right now."

Yi Chuyang couldn't help but said, "But he wasn't like this before."

"That's because you didn't know anything before, and he can still pretend to be for you." Li Jue gave a 'tsk' irritably, "Now that you know everything, he doesn't even have the courage to pretend."

"..."

Yi Chuyang didn't speak any more, just closed his eyes slightly, he was thinking: "If he had promised Xie Qingqi at the beginning and didn't explore his past, would Xie Qingqi have a better life?" '

But Yi Chuyang knew the answer clearly in his heart,

'Won't. '

He had no choice but to know nothing, so he lived his whole life with Xie Qingqi in a daze.

Xie Qingqi has no way of guaranteeing that he will not one day be tortured by the devastated past until he collapses.

Now that this is already the case, Yi Chuyang can only ask himself to do his best.

he thinks.....

Bring back the confident and proud Xie Qingqi in the past...

.....

Toward evening and dusk,

The afterglow of the setting sun skimmed over the forest outside the courtyard, and sprinkled dots on Yi Chuyang's notebook.

He always thinks for a long time before writing two words.

In this way, he has been sitting in the yard, thinking and thinking, thinking and thinking...

He didn't go in, but Xie Qingqi couldn't help looking for him...

Yi Chuyang was in a daze until Xie Qingqi had walked up to him, then he came back to his senses and asked, "What's wrong?"

"I thought....."

Xie Qingqi suddenly stopped talking.

In fact, Xie Qingqi sat on the window sill and watched him for a long time, but Yi Chuyang never noticed him and refused to come in.

He was afraid... afraid that Yi Chuyang would be scared away by his illness.

That's why I ran out specially to ask him... are you still there?

"I thought you didn't want me anymore..."

Yi Chuyang looked at him, and his elbow stopped suddenly.Immediately put down the pen, and decisively opened his arms towards Xie Qingqi, "Hug."

“…”

Xie Qingqi really walked over obediently, put his arm around Yi Chuyang's shoulder, and sat on his lap.

Although it is already winter, the winter in the south is still warm and sunny.

Now is the most comfortable time of the day.

There is neither the coldness of the night nor the exposure to the sun in the afternoon. The tables and chairs that have been exposed to the sun all emit bursts of woody aroma.....

It is warm all around.

Yi Chuyang gently rubbed his head, then stroked his back, and said softly, "Why don't I want you?"

"Then what have you been doing here just now?" Xie Qingqi rested his chin on his shoulder, "Don't come in either."

Yi Chuyang smiled, "It's nothing, just think about something and write something casually."

Without a clear answer, Xie Qingqi directly picked up the notebook on the table.

Yi Chuyang didn't stop him, but he was a little embarrassed, so he fiddled with Xie Qingqi's hair, as if he wanted to divert his attention...

[-]. He is too thin and has a stomach problem. We have to find a way to make him eat more.

[-]. He likes Granny Tang's chicken soup, so he must steal a teacher when he has time.

[-]. If you have something to say, you should say it well, and the object is to be coaxed.Don't attack him anymore, he will be sad...

Fourth, self-esteem and face are all fake!Yi Chuyang's attitude of letting go!

[-]. Love him forever, but don't kidnap him in the name of love, and don't put pressure on him.

Xie Qingqi didn't seem to recognize the words on the notebook.

I read it word by word over and over again, I don't know how many times, Xie Qingqi's emotions suddenly couldn't hold back——

"You really don't need to be like this..."

After hearing his feedback, Yi Chuyang stopped messing with his hair, and hugged him to coax him, "How am I?"

Xie Qingqi said: "It's obviously my pain alone, why do you have to bear it with me?"

"Isn't that what it should be?"

Yi Chuyang's eyes dimmed, Xie Qingqi was really afraid of dragging him down...

"Qingqi, don't feel that you are dragging me down. Because I don't feel pain, but I am very happy. I am glad that you are willing to believe in me so much, and let me accompany you to continue walking..."

"After all, I love you so much."

Xie Qingqi's lips were buzzing...

Yi Chuyang rubbed his head on the side of Xie Qingqi's neck, "If you have this idea that you will drag me down again, I will be really angry."

Xie Qingqi hesitated for a moment, but still wanted to ask: "Then... have you calmed down?"

"I wasn't angry just now, I was just worried and distressed."

“…”

"You've been in a bad mood lately, so don't think about it alone. Otherwise, what do you want my boyfriend to do?" Yi Chuyang acted like coaxing a child, "You have to talk to me about everything. Said, I will do my best to help you solve the problem. Even if it cannot be solved temporarily, then I will accompany you to face it. Do you understand?"

"Don't always worry that I will run away. In this life, I will recognize you."

"Then..." Xie Qingqi was also embarrassed, and his voice became smaller and smaller, "I will tell you everything from now on, and I won't keep it from you."

"That's what you said." Yi Chuyang's eyes suddenly brightened, as if he was pleasantly surprised to hear Xie Qingqi say such words.

"No, empty words are useless, you have to swear first!"

I don't know where Yi Chuyang's childish behavior came from, which made Xie Qingqi dumbfounded, and nodded repeatedly: "Okay, okay, I swear, I swear."

Xie Qingqi put his forehead against Yi Chuyang's and said in a low voice, "From now on, I will answer every question I have, and I will definitely not keep it from you."

Xie Qingqi's sudden initiative caught Yi Chuyang by surprise.

"that....."

"Ok?"

Xie Qingqi let go of his forehead, sat up straight, and looked at him carefully, as if waiting for him to speak.

Yi Chuyang tilted his head and coughed lightly, and suddenly felt rather embarrassed, "You know that, I am... just a cheap mouth, dare to say anything. If there is something wrong in the future You can tell me directly, or you can slap me with a big mouth."

Xie Qingqi laughed suddenly, this was the first time in this year that he heard someone rushing to be beaten.

"Anyway, it's just...don't hold back on it all by yourself, and don't leave the problem until later, it will accumulate more and more..." Yi Chuyang pressed his forehead against Xie Qingqi's heart, "What's the problem? Let's settle it now, and don't turn over old accounts..."

When Yi Chuyang said this, why did he feel a little pitiful?

Could it be... the filter for him is too heavy?

But it was rare for Yi Chuyang to speak so seriously, Xie Qingqi suddenly wanted to laugh, "Oh..."

Yi Chuyang snorted, as if expressing dissatisfaction with Xie Qingqi's reaction, "I'm serious!"

Xie Qingqi stared at him, "Then I'm serious too."

The two stared at each other for a while,

Laugh out loud at the same time...

Yi Chuyang hugged him again, "That's good, that's good."

Xie Qingqi thought for a while before saying, "There is one thing I want to say."

Yi Chuyang asked, "What are you talking about?"

"You don't have to wait for the sun with me, because you are the sun." Xie Qingqi was afraid that the words would not convey the meaning, so he repeated, "Mine, the sun."

Yi Chuyang focused on him, and said seriously: "Sixth point, as the sun, I will warm you, but I don't need your looking up."

Xie Qingqi was stunned for a moment, then couldn't help but chuckled, and replied with a word of peace of mind, "Okay."

.....

They kissed in the afterglow,

Warm and reassuring...

At that moment, it seemed that the whole world could not bear to disturb them...

"Do not want?"

Xie Qingqi was panting lightly, feeling like he had no choice but to shoot——

"Hold......!"

Yi Chuyang clenched his back molars and cursed in a low voice.

"Take care of your body, let's talk about it later."

Seeing his look of wanting but not daring to want it, Xie Qingqi laughed directly, and couldn't help teasing him: "You can bear this?"

Yi Chuyang also smiled, and took a bite on his fair side neck...

"hiss--"

Hearing Xie Qingqi's voice of enduring pain, Yi Chuyang let go...

"It's really hard to bear. So, don't talk anymore, or I will really blow up."

This description is quite novel.

Xie Qingqi was also quite curious, "How did it explode?"

"Explosive bomb."

"Oh..." After thinking about it for a while, he smiled, "Then I still want to watch it."

If he continued like this, Yi Chuyang was really afraid that he would not be able to bear it anymore.

So he said: "You should spare me..."

Xie Qingqi is now so thin that he is a little malnourished, and he is still sick both physically and mentally.

It gives people a feeling that they may fall again at any time.

That's going to make him do it,

Yi Chuyang will doubt whether he is still a human...?

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The author has something to say:

I'm thinking.....

Yang Zai, why don't we stop being human?

I don't know if the little angels want it, but anyway, I really want to see it.Ha ha ha ha.....