After breaking up, I accidentally counterattacked [E-sports]

"Chuyang..."

Yi Chuyang regained his composure, and met Xie Qingqi's eyes, with both hands tightly clasping the earphones on Xie Qingqi's ears.

He didn't look back at Li Ju, he just said: "I don't want to break up with you in front of Qing Qi, let's put this matter to a later date."

Yi Chuyang looked back at him slowly, "Is there anything else that you don't want him to hear, please finish it all at once."

"......"

Li Jue was directly fooled by Yi Chuyang's operation, and Xie Qingqi's temperament of not getting close to strangers, he would only be softened like this in Yi Chuyang's hands in this life.

He came back to his senses and couldn't help sighing, "During the two years of long treatment, I realized later that Xie Qingqi couldn't let you go at all. Therefore, our results have had little effect. Also Only when it comes to talking about you does he get a little bit better."

bipolar disorder...

Mania, depression, insomnia, pain...

Xie Qingqi, Xie Qingqi, how many things have you kept from me?

Yi Chuyang used his fingertips to gently brush away the broken hair on Xie Qingqi's forehead, and in Xie Qingqi's blank eyes, slowly covered his eyes...

Xie Qingqi's eyes were suddenly dark, and he didn't dare to move.

Because neither hear nor see.

He couldn't judge Yi Chuyang's mood now, whether he was just worried or angry now?

The strong sense of the unknown made Xie Qingqi feel uneasy, "Chuyang...?"

After blocking Xie Qingqi's gaze, Yi Chuyang had a little time to breathe...

Unconsciously, Xie Qingqi's long eyelashes brushed Yi Chuyang's palm lightly, itching.

Obviously it was such an easy thing to lose one's mind, but because of illness, Yi Chuyang's eyes were filled with distress.

"Did he... have a good time in the past two years?"

"very bad."

Li Jue also looked at Xie Qingqi, with deep sadness in his eyes, "I'm sorry..."

"At that time, I always thought that he was just hurt by feelings in a very ordinary way. It wasn't until after you really separated that I gradually realized... I thought things were too simple."

"During the treatment, I discovered that he was not only suffering from manic depression, but also had very serious cognitive impairment."

"Cognitive impairment?"

It was another unfamiliar word, falling on Xie Qingqi, which made Yi Chuyang feel infinite fear...

Xie Qingqi, how many crimes did he suffer by himself?

"This may not even be noticed by Xie Qingqi, who has a background in this major, and even himself. He even thinks that he is in a good state."

Yi Chuyang became anxious immediately, "How did it become like this?"

"Childhood abuse, obsession with studies, no friends, broken family, etc."

"These are mainly because Xie Qingqi was instilled with some inappropriate values ​​since he was a child, which led to his cognitive impairment."

"He like this, makes self-sacrifice the norm."

"He can give up everything about himself for anyone he thinks is important. When he was young, he could give up his right to be a child for his parents. When he grows up, he can also give up his favorite career for his brother. Now, he can also give up himself for you. When I was a child..."

"..."

Yi Chuyang was almost out of breath...

Xie Qingqi vaguely sensed that something was wrong, and pulled off the earphones, trying to break free from Yi Chuyang's bondage——

"Chuyang! Let me go!"

Before the two finished speaking, Yi Chuyang had to appease Xie Qingqi.

Yi Chuyang hugged him, "Qing Qi! Qing Qi! Wait a minute!"

"Can't wait!"

Xie Qingqi is completely sure that Li Jue said a lot of things that shouldn't be said!

He gave Li Ju a hard look, "Li Ju! What the hell did you say!?"

Li Ju was at a loss for words, "I—"

"Green flag! Green flag!"

Xie Qingqi didn't listen to him at all, Yi Chuyang gritted his teeth, his heart sank.

In front of Li Jue, he directly kissed him——

"..."

"..."

Xie Qingqi really calmed down...

With a hoarse voice, Yi Chuyang whispered in his ear: "Be good, be obedient. Soon...it will be fine soon...Just be patient for me, okay? "

"..."

When Yi Chuyang's warm breath sprayed Xie Qingqi's ear, it was itchy.

That magnetic voice made Xie Qingqi really feel that Yi Chuyang has grown up...

I have learned to tease people....

Xie Qingqi didn't know if he was possessed by a demon, but unexpectedly nodded and said yes.

Yi Chuyang put the earphones on Xie Qingqi again, but he no longer covered his eyes.

He said amidst Li Ju's shock, "Go ahead."

Li Ju was speechless, and said in a daze: "Ah? What? Oh. Where did I just say?"

Yi Chuyang sighed and reminded: "When I was young."

"Oh yes!" Li Jue suddenly remembered, "Since he was very young, he has been ready to sacrifice himself for the people he cares about at any time. He even thinks that doing these things is justified. , If he does not have the role of sacrifice, he will have an attitude of self-doubt, and will feel that he is a dispensable burden and burden."

Yi Chuyang was silent for a moment before asking: "So... what should I do?"

"Taking advantage of his current condition, his depression has also improved." Li Jue swallowed under Xie Qingqi's warning gaze, and then said: "My suggestion is to start from the current supportive psychotherapy. , that is, the usual comfort and encouragement, turned into cognitive-behavioral therapy."

"To put it simply, it is to correct his self-cognition and behavior. Let him have a clear understanding and let him understand that he himself is an independent individual."

"He can live in this world without being attached to anyone. He doesn't need to please anyone, let him know that he is important. In terms of behavior, it is nothing more than his so-called self-sacrifice spirit before, and An act of flattery that goes against the heart."

Speaking of this, Li Ju could finally breathe a sigh of relief, "You can weigh these aspects yourself and see if you can change his cognitive state."

Before leaving, Li Ju suddenly thought of something, and said: "Oh, yes, there is also his medicine. There will still be some side effects to some extent. It is recommended to let him take less. After all, such things as medicine, put It's best until the expiration date."

"okay, I get it......."

.......

Until then...

Only then did Yi Chuyang know that during the two years since Xie Qingqi left him, he had to take medicine almost every night to fall asleep...

.......

Xie Qingqi sent Li Jun out the door, and when he came back, he found Yi Chuyang still sitting on the sofa in the living room in a daze...

Because he had been wearing earphones and was blindfolded just now, Xie Qingqi didn't know what they said.Although he could guess a rough idea, the strong uncertainties still made him feel very uneasy...

He silently sat beside Yi Chuyang, and said softly, "What are you thinking about?"

Yi Chuyang came back to his senses, curled his lips into a smile and hugged him into his arms——

Xie Qingqi was stunned for a moment before tentatively hugging him back.

Yi Chuyang seemed to be coquettish, rubbing back and forth on the side of Xie Qingqi's neck, and lazily said: "No."

Xie Qingqi is not a fool either, how could he be fine after talking so much?

Sure enough, he still asked questions on the sidelines, "Really?"

Yi Chuyang smiled and nodded, "Yes."

"..."

"..."

The two didn't speak, just hugged each other quietly...

......

It wasn't until it was getting late that Xie Qingqi asked, "Is there anything to do at night?"

Yi Chuyang thought about it for a while, but there was nothing wrong with it, but Xie Qingqi asked, and he deliberately said: "Well...the club still has a lot of business to deal with."

"Oh."

Xie Qingqi's tone sounded really disappointed, but Yi Chuyang couldn't help laughing, "Okay, okay, I won't tease you. Actually, it's nothing important, and it doesn't matter if I'm not here."

"Really?"

Yi Chuyang raised his head slightly, and sucked gently on the side of Xie Qingqi's neck.

"Eh! You—"

Xie Qing consciously covered the place where he was kissed, Yi Chuyang pulled his hand away, not letting him block it...

Just right, a perfect strawberry print.

Yi Chuyang asked back: "What can be more important than you?"

Xie Qingqi's eyes lit up for a moment, but they darkened again in the next second, "I think it's better to forget it, I don't want to..."

"Don't want what?"

Yi Chuyang's eyes followed Xie Qingqi's emotions...

"What are you supposed to do?" Xie Qingqi pushed Yi Chuyang carelessly, "Don't delay things because of me."

Xie Qingqi is now in a state of wanting to make trouble, but feels that he should be sensible and not make trouble.

As soon as this little temper came up, it was exactly the same as it was two years ago.

Feeling back some, but still not enough!

Yi Chuyang still hopes that he can do as he pleases...

"You... what, what's wrong?"

Yi Chuyang didn't speak for a long time, but Xie Qingqi suddenly became nervous again...

Yi Chuyang smiled, hugged him again, and jokingly said, "Oh, I was just thinking... You're not even married yet, so you're afraid that I won't make progress?"

Xie Qingqi patted him lightly, then laughed and cursed: "When did you become so glib?"

"How can I?" Yi Chuyang expressed his aggrievedness, "What I said is all from the truth."

"..."

Xie Qingqi smiled but did not answer, and asked cautiously: "Since you have said that you are not in a hurry, then...do you want to have a meal together?"

Yi Chuyang let go of him, raised his eyebrows lightly, and asked, "Are you doing it?"

"Ah."

"......"

I don't know Xie Qingqi's level, how could he nod his head?

"Then forget it."

Xie Qingqi became anxious immediately, and sat up on his knees on the sofa, "What?! Isn't the noodles I made delicious?! There are sandwiches!"

Yi Chuyang supported his hand, fearing that he would lose his stability, "Don't move around! What if you fall down?"

"......"

In terms of Xie Qingqi's cognition, the first question is that he is overly confident in his cooking skills, right?

But in order not to hurt Xie Qingqi's self-confidence, Yi Chuyang had no choice but to say tactfully: "You are in such poor health, you don't know how to rest. I'm still here, when will you work?" Saying that, Yi Chuyang I got up, "What do you want to eat?"

"It's all okay." Xie Qingqi thought for a while, and then asked: "That...soy sauce chicken, is it okay?"

Yi Chuyang froze for a moment, nodded and agreed.

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