After breaking up, I accidentally counterattacked [E-sports]

'Click——'

Li Jue closed the door, and Xie Qingqi also consciously sat down on the relaxing chair.

Li Jue played a piece of soothing music casually, and tried to keep the sound to the minimum...

This will not only allow Xie Qingqi to concentrate more, so as not to affect Yi Chuyang who is in the living room outside the door, and listen to their conversation with the earphones prepared in advance.

Li Jue first asked in an unusual way: "How do you feel today?"

Xie Qingqi looked at the ceiling, and the melodious music rang in his ears. He closed his eyes slowly, couldn't help curling the corners of his mouth, and said with a slight smile, "Very good."

Even if he wasn't looking at him, Li Jue could feel the joy in Xie Qingqi's heart from Xie Qingqi's tone of voice.

Li Jue was also sincerely happy for him, and couldn't help joking: "It seems that this night has been of great help to you."

Li Jue took the medical records, sat on the small stool beside Xie Qingqi, and asked the first question as usual, "Who is Yi Chuyang to you?"

"..."

Yi Chuyang, who was wearing earphones outside the door, couldn't help being stunned for a moment, he didn't expect that the first question would be asked to him.

Li Jue glanced at the door with a half-smile, and said, "Xie Qingqi, I advise you to answer honestly."

This time, Xie Qingqi said without hesitation, "My life."

"Ha ha ha ha......"

Li Jun laughed out loud, obviously very satisfied with the answer, he was so happy that no one could tell, "Oh my god... two years, Xie Qingqi. I've been asking the same question for two years. You're finally... willing to tell the truth."

"..."

But Yi Chuyang outside the door couldn't laugh...

Yes, two years.

In the past two years, how did Xie Qingqi view the relationship between them?

In the past two years, how did Xie Qingqi come here alone?

Yi Chuyang really wanted to know, because he missed so many things...

They always miss each other and hurt each other at the same time...

"Then, now give yourself and Yi..." Li Jue coughed lightly, and deliberately said: "You and your life, let's score. The full score is 10, how would you score?"

"He is ten points, I..." Xie Qingqi hesitated, "Three points."

Li Jue was not surprised by his answer, but just asked a little more, "Are you sure?"

"Hmm. Sure."

"The score difference is so big, can you tell me what you think is the difference between you and him?"

“…”

Yi Chuyang listened to all his explanations verbatim...

What Xie Qingqi said, in the final analysis, is nothing more than feeling that he is not good enough.

But Yi Chuyang didn't know, he didn't know Xie Qingqi, who was always proud and confident.

After a few years, why did it become like this? !

He is obviously... obviously such a proud person...

The more he thought about it, the more Yi Chuyang's heart felt like being hit by some sharp awl, the pain was so painful that he couldn't breathe...

who is it?

Who is it? !

Made Xie Qingqi look like this? !

Yi Chuyang was in a daze for a moment, and said blankly, "Is it me...?"

Was it me... who turned him into this? !

......

The treatment time of less than two hours is considered fast for Xie Qingqi.

But for Yi Chuyang who experienced it for the first time outside the door, it seemed extremely difficult.

Xie Qingqi sat up from the relaxing chair, didn't look at Li Ju, and just said: "Li Ju, you should know what to say and what not to say, right?"

"Huh?!" Li Ju was stunned for a moment, but didn't think too much about it, so he asked directly, "You want to hide it from him?"

“…”

Yi Chuyang clasped the earphone tightly with one hand, and he also wanted to know what Xie Qingqi was thinking?

"I just don't want him to worry." Xie Qingqi narrowed his eyes slightly, "After all, it's been so many years, so how can it be cured if it is said to be cured?"

Li Jue retorted: "Then don't talk about cure, can it be cured?"

"..."

"Mental illness is different from physical illness." Li Jue has said this many times, "As an outstanding graduate of this major, you should be very clear about it. If you treat a disease like yours, It’s easy to say, but also difficult to say. The main thing is to see what you think, understand?”

"Hiding it to him will do you a lot of harm but not any benefit."

"But it's good for him." Xie Qingqi looked up into his eyes suddenly, "Isn't it?"

"You..." Li Ju was stunned for a moment, and said with a smile, "Xie Qingqi, Xie Qingqi, you really...you didn't disappoint at all."

"Don't worry, I'll take care of it."

"Thank you."

......

As soon as Li Jue came out from inside, Yi Chuyang stood up suddenly——

With Yi Chuyang's height, Li Ju was really taken aback, "No! I said...don't get excited! Those who didn't know thought you were going to hit me."

"......"

Yi Chuyang also realized that he might be too anxious, so he said in a hurry, "Sorry."

Li Ju quickly waved his hand, "Oh, it's alright. If it wasn't for Xie Qingqi, I don't think I would have heard you say these two words in this life, right?"

Li Ju didn't want to go around the bush either, "Let's get down to business."

"he....."

Yi Chuyang couldn't help but glanced into the physiotherapy room, and Li Jue immediately understood, "I brought him earphones, and he's listening to music."

But this method will definitely not last long, Li Ju adjusted his state and hurriedly said: "I will try to speak as quickly as possible."

Yi Chuyang knew the reason and asked: "Aren't you going to hide it from me for him?"

"When did I say that I would hide it from you for him?" Li Jue argued, "What I said is that I will take care of myself. And my sense is to tell you everything."

Yi Chuyang laughed immediately, nodded and said, "Okay."

Li Jue said straight to the point: "His illness is academically called manic-depressive disorder."

Yi Chuyang said twice, "Manic depression..."

Li Ju nodded, "Actually, to put it bluntly, it is the repeated overlap of mania and depression."

"When he gets sick, he is sometimes excited, sometimes depressed, and easily moody. You should pay a little attention to his state when he gets sick."

"Then..." Yi Chuyang expressed the question in his heart, "Under what circumstances will it induce his illness?"

"That's too much." Li Ju said: "Behavior, emotion, and even seasonal issues are all possible."

"For example, if it is winter, he will be very prone to depression. In addition, his mind is more sensitive than ordinary people, so he is more likely to collapse, cry bitterly, be negative, and be negative. These are all manifestations of depression."

"If he can cry, that's fine, you just need to coax him more. If he doesn't respond no matter what you say, and if he lives to show that he doesn't care, then it will be troublesome."

"..."

Now that I think about it carefully, Xie Qingqi did show that kind of indifference before, as if everything in the world has nothing to do with him, and he doesn't even care whether he is alive or dead... .

Yi Chuyang immediately made a plan: "What will happen if... this happens?"

"That means that his heart is building an indestructible protective layer for himself, completely isolating him from the outside world."

"In this case, as long as he doesn't perceive this world, as long as he doesn't empathize with anyone. Then, everyone and things in this world are no different to him. He can't feel love, No one can hurt him anymore."

"When I first started treating him a few years ago, he was in this state almost every day, and he couldn't get over it. It was even accompanied by severe insomnia. If he couldn't sleep, it would only make him collapse even more."

"So, he fell into an endless loop, collapsed, insomnia, the more he collapsed, the more insomnia..."

"Then... how did he survive?"

"To be honest, I don't know." Li Ju said with his head down: "In general, under such circumstances, it is difficult for someone to persevere. That's why I said that in his seemingly fragile and collapsed state, there is still a strong heart." of the heart."

'No.....'

A strong premonition told him that Xie Qingqi hadn't fully told the truth...

"Are you finished talking?"

Xie Qingqi came out, with the earphones still hanging around his neck.

"Well, it's almost time."

Saying that, Xie Qingqi sat directly beside Yi Chuyang...

Li Jue froze for a moment, 'tsk!The most important thing has not been said, why did it come out, forget it, don't care! '

"I'm not afraid of offending you either."

"Ok?"

Yi Chuyang looked at Li Ju incomprehensibly.

"Actually, before you reconcile, I don't believe that there is any possibility between you. So," Li Jue took a deep breath and said without pausing: "I have set up several possibilities for Xie Qingqi. There were plans to improve his condition, but none of them worked out in the end."

Xie Qingqi's face froze, and he immediately shouted: "Li Jun!! What are you talking about?!"

"what?"

Yi Chuyang hasn't figured out the situation yet.

"Xie Qingqi, I'm sorry." Li Ju seemed desperate, "But I still have to say it! If I don't say it, I guess you won't say it in your life."

Yi Chuyang's heart beat suddenly a little faster, "What plan?"

"ONS, and... giving up on you."

Yi Chuyang's eyes froze, as if he had thought of something——

"Rong Yu?"

"I arranged it."

"Then the two years of separation?"

"It's also my suggestion."

"Fuck...you fucking—!!"

Yi Chuyang immediately jumped up and grabbed Li Ju by the collar.

"Chuyang!" Xie Qingqi tried to stop, "Let go!"

"......"

Yi Chuyang didn't listen.

Taking advantage of Yi Chuyang's seizures, Li Jue said directly: "I do this just from the perspective of a doctor to consider for my patients."

"What the hell are you..." Unexpectedly, his words directly touched Yi Chuyang's back, "How dare you say it!!"

Li Jue retorted: "Given your situation at the time, separate! Isn't it the best choice?!"

"Li Jun! Enough is enough!"

Xie Qingqi was really afraid that if he continued talking, Yi Chuyang would make a move.

"Green flag."

"Varied--"

Before Xie Qingqi could react, Yi Chuyang hung Xie Qingqi around his neck and brought him up again.

Even in order to prevent it from falling, Yi Chuyang's two hands kept pressing on it.

"......"

Xie Qingqi couldn't hear the subsequent conversation between them, he just...just looked at Yi Chuyang's frowning.

There is a faint worry floating on it, and I can't get down for a long time...

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