After breaking up, I accidentally counterattacked [E-sports]

.......

Yi Chuyang put on the sweater and found his mobile phone in the cabinet. Seeing that he was about to put on his shoes and leave, Xie Qingqi called to him, "At least! Clean it up for me."

"what?"

Yi Chuyang finally turned his head, Xie Qingqi turned his head to look at him, still with a faint smile on his face, "Even if it's ONS, they didn't pat their ass and leave after eating it up, right?"

“…”

For some reason, when Xie Qingqi used ONS to describe their relationship, Yi Chuyang felt inexplicably irritable...

He glanced at Xie Qingqi, then sneered, and said deliberately: "Isn't this what you asked for?"

"..."

Xie Qingqi stared at him without saying a word, turned his head away, laughed at himself, nodded in agreement and said, "That's right, it's really me, and I've done it myself."

"..."

Yi Chuyang didn't expect him to react like this, and he didn't know what to say...

"..."

Yi Chuyang remained silent, put down his phone, walked straight over, and immediately hugged Xie Qingqi.

During this time, Xie Qingqi struggled several times, "Let me go!"

"Don't move!" Yi Chuyang's attitude suddenly became tough, "If you don't want to fall, hold on tightly."

"..."

Xie Qingqi hugged Yi Chuyang's neck weakly, and his head crookedly fell on Yi Chuyang's shoulder, allowing him to take him anywhere...

Obviously the relationship between the two is already like this, why is he?Why can't you be more cruel?

Wouldn't it be good to just throw him down?

Wouldn't it be better to let him fend for himself?

Why does it always have to be like this?

Why do you always have to tug him from time to time, then let go, tug him again, then let go...

Compared to cruelty, why is Yi Chuyang not crueler than Xie Qingqi?

Or...was he doing it on purpose?

He clearly knew that as long as he did this, he could repeatedly poke a hole in Xie Qingqi's heart...

Bleeding, not healing...

"Yi Chuyang, I hate you to death..."

Xie Qingqi was trembling all over, Yi Chuyang couldn't help but paused when he put the bathroom doorknob, "..."

He lowered his head, pressed his lips tightly, and opened the bathroom door without saying anything.

......

The bathroom is a crude shower,

Xie Qingqi tried to stand, but most of the weight was still on Yi Chuyang.

In order to prevent the only clothes on his body from getting wet, Yi Chuyang had no choice but to take off the clothes he had just put on.

After all, both of them have seen each other honestly so many times, so Yi Chuyang doesn't feel ashamed in this respect.

Yi Chuyang held his waist with one hand, and tried to pull the switch of the electric water heater with the other hand, but there was no water? !

I guess this place has been deserted for too long...

Just when Yi Chuyang was thinking about what to do, Xie Qingqi suddenly said, "Above."

"What?" Just as Yi Chuyang asked, Xie Qingqi sighed, without looking back, and said directly: "There is a button on it, you have to press it to get water."

The button was obvious, and Yi Chuyang pressed it as soon as he raised his hand.

He tried it again, and the hot water came rushing out...

"Really..." Yi Chuyang paused, "How do you know?"

Xie Qingqi closed his eyes tiredly, and said lightly, "What do you know so much about?"

Just being told this all the time, Yi Chuyang felt very uncomfortable, and replied, "Who wants to know? I'll just ask casually."

Xie Qingqi is too tired, I really don't have the energy to argue with him anymore...

……

Yi Chuyang lowered his head, carefully and skillfully helped him get out the stuff in his body...

In the past, before Xie Qingqi came to his senses, Yi Chuyang would take care of this kind of thing carefully for him.

This is the first time, when Xie Qingqi was sober...

This foreign body sensation made Xie Qingqi's muscles tense up, which was hard to adapt to.

After trying several times, it was not very smooth, Yi Chuyang couldn't help sighing, and said softly: "Relax, don't be so nervous."

"Who is nervous?" Xie Qingqi muffled, "It's too cold."

Yi Chuyang raised the water temperature a bit,

"It's too hot."

Yi Chuyang lowered the tone a little bit,

"..."

Seeing his indifference, Xie Qingqi felt very uncomfortable, and said in a muffled voice, "I don't need you."

Immediately afterwards.He weakly pushed Yi Chuyang, but unfortunately he didn't.

Seeing that it was almost done, Yi Chuyang supported Xie Qingqi to sit on the small stool.

Yi Chuyang held his wrist, and seriously lathered him without raising his eyelids, "I'll leave after washing."

"..."

Xie Qingqi pursed his lips tightly, staring at the ends of his hair without saying a word...

his tenderness,

Like an untouchable thin thread, it strangled Xie Qingqi's neck invisibly,

Slowly, bit by bit tighten,

Slowly, little by little I can't breathe,

Slowly, bit by bit tormenting him...

If this tenderness cannot always be his, then he would rather never feel it from the very beginning...

but,

Xie Qingqi's eyes suddenly turned red,

As long as you think about it, this kind of tenderness will soon no longer belong to him.

Even, in the near future, everything he once owned will belong to Ye Jing.

in an instant,

The word 'grievance' directly filled Xie Qingqi's entire chest...

But he didn't say,

Because he is afraid...

He was afraid that if he said it, he would only laugh at him, just like he never dared to expect someone to really love him.

But in fact, he can also want nothing, he can be obedient, he can be very obedient.

Just like listening to my mother when I was a child.

'Only obedient children will not be thrown away by their parents. '

And as long as you don't abandon him, let him do anything.

......

Yi Chuyang carried him back to the bed, and Xie Qingqi turned his head away from him.

As soon as the quilt was covered, Xie Qingqi said: "You go."

After a slight pause on his elbow, Yi Chuyang continued to lower his head and tuck him in the quilt, "I'll be leaving in a while."

“…”

Xie Qingqi didn't speak, and even didn't want to see him leave in the end, so he chose to close his eyes directly.

He knew he was pretending to be asleep, Yi Chuyang stood there and watched him for a while, Xie Qingqi still didn't intend to open his eyes.

Only then did Yi Chuyang turn around and leave...

'Click——'

The moment the door was closed, Xie Qingqi opened his eyes in vain,

"..."

The emptiness of the room, with its musty, dusty smell, permeated all his senses.

The word 'despair',

Xie Qingqi was almost wiped out...

He sat up mechanically, stepped barefoot on the cemented ground, walked slowly to the table, and picked up the unused fruit knife.

His face is loomingly reflected on the blade,

He tilted his head, stared blankly at the sharp blade, and muttered to himself...

"Mom, I've always wanted to say that he doesn't love you at all, and you don't love me..."

"Now even he...doesn't love me anymore..."

"In this world, no one will love me."

"What's the use of being beautiful? It's not pleasing at all."

"But I just grew up like this, just like this......unpleasant look."

"I'm sorry, Mom, I've let you down again."

"Looking at him, I still can't do it..."

He smiled, "But it doesn't matter, although I am alone, I will let him remember me for the rest of his life."

"Yi Chuyang, now...I have chosen for you."

"I choose, the third one."

"I let you go, and I let go of myself, but from now on, can you still let me go?"

.......

Wild geese fly south, the morning dew is damp and cold...

Yi Chuyang walked down the narrow stairs and entered the intricate alleys, broken and falling walls, and messy alleys. In such a deserted daytime, there could always be a few tearful shouts from time to time. .....

"......"

In such a bustling first-tier city, who would have thought that there would be such a dark place just a few streets away? I don't know how Xie Qingqi found such a place in the first place?

Yi Chuyang walked around for a long time before finally finding the exit. When he was about to leave, he ran into Granny Tang's store.

how come? !

Although the store was closed, but at least he had been there before, and Yi Chuyang recognized it at a glance.

Didn't expect Xie Qingqi to bring him here? !

Now think about it, the soup that haunts me even in my dreams, and this chaotic alley, and even the button in the bathroom...

One after another, Yi Chuyang felt uneasy in his heart...

He always felt that there seemed to be something else that he missed, or that he never noticed.

He stopped immediately, there was an exit in front of him, as long as he walked out, he could return to the club within 10 minutes.

And behind...

There was still no one passing by in the alley, this coldness aggravated Yi Chuyang's uneasiness...

He just took a small step forward, then stopped again, "..."

Hold! !

Yi Chuyang gritted his teeth, turned around and ran back——

......

When Yi Chuyang went back out of breath, the door was still ajar and not locked.

He pushed lightly, and the iron door creaked open...

Yi Chuyang will never forget the scene in front of him——

Xie Qingqi leaned against the bed, slumped in a pool of blood on the ground, his head drooping lifelessly on the edge of the bed...

What about the heart?

Where is my heart?

Why can't I hear you? !

Why can't I hear it! !

"save....."

Yi Chuyang couldn't make a sound...

His feet seemed to be filled with lead, and suddenly they couldn't control them.

He rushed over almost scrambling, tore off the thin corner of the quilt and tied it twice on Xie Qingqi's bloody wrist, suppressing the blood...

"Qingqi, thank you, Xie Qingqi..." Yi Chuyang patted his pale face due to excessive blood loss, "Xie Qingqi! Wake up, wake up...you wake up. ...."

Xie Qingqi really woke up...

"You, you woke up!" Amidst the joy, Yi Chuyang was suddenly at a loss, "You, hold on for a while, the ambulance will be here soon!"

Xie Qingqi hung his last bit of energy, moved a bit, the blade in his hand fell to the ground,

'Kang 嘡——'

Xie Qingqi slowly raised his bloody hand and wiped his face, "You...you cried..."

"what?"

Yi Chuyang was stunned for a moment, completely unaware of when he was crying.

He quickly turned his head away and wiped it carelessly, "Nonsense, I don't have it."

Xie Qingqi smiled,

'That's right...he hates me so much, he should wish for me to die quickly, so how could he cry for me? '

'Is this the phantom before death? '

'Feel.....'

'not bad......'

Xie Qingqi's eyes darkened, and he passed out again...

"Qing, Qingqi!!! Don't sleep..." Yi Chuyang hugged him desperately, "Don't sleep!"

He started talking nonsense, "Don't you hate me? Don't you hate me to death?! Come on! Hate me! You are like this, what do you use to hate me!"

"Do you think I'll remember you forever if you're like this? I tell you I won't!!" Yi Chuyang cried, "You're gone, I'll go find someone else the next day so I won't remember you Woolen cloth!"

"Xie Qingqi——!"

"Show me live! Show me live...!"

"Xie Qingqi..."

"I too...hate you to death..."