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Ling Muchen sat in front of the bed the whole time.

He lowered his head, with a haggard look on his face.Obviously when he was the youngest, he was also a person who was born with a bit of arrogance.This look is extremely inconsistent with him.

If Qi Yan looked up at him, he would definitely remember that when Ling Muchen took him back to his yard in the middle of the night to set off fireworks for him on his birthday, he squatted downstairs and smoked alone.The action is beautiful like a fallen angel.

But Qi Yan no longer wanted to look at the person in front of him.It's not so much that I don't want to watch it, it's better to say I'm afraid to watch it.

If he planned to escape from everything in front of him now, why bother to look at him again?

Ling Muchen continued to look down at Qi Yan for a long time.In the almost dark room, it was extremely quiet.

Ling Muchen's heart was not like this.

But he was also trying to keep himself quiet.

After about a long time, he opened his mouth slowly.

"Qi Yan. It's all my fault. I didn't take good care of you."

After the cold fingertips gently brushed the skin, the person would tremble vigilantly and curl up into a ball subconsciously.Ling Muchen felt even more uncomfortable watching it.

Qi Yan wasn't actually asleep, he couldn't sleep at all now, he just didn't want to face the person in front of him, and didn't know how to face the person in front of him.

The person he had been trying so hard not to fall in love with had hurt him the most just now.

He closed his eyes, although he looked extremely peaceful when he was sleeping, but his heart was full of anxiety.

But he was afraid that Ling Muchen would really leave.

So he has just been so stalemate.

Suddenly a corner of the quilt was lifted, and a burst of coolness invaded, followed by a not-so-warm body lying next to Qi Yan.A pair of hands hugged Qi Yan from behind, and Qi Yan subconsciously hid.

"Senior, don't reject me." Ling Muchen's voice was extremely cold, making people shudder.That voice seemed to be telling Qi Yan that he knew from the very beginning that he was not asleep.

Those hands with slightly cool fingertips touched Qi Yan's belly, and they also froze there through a thin layer of clothing.

Qi Yan's body trembled, and in the end he let the other party hold him like this.Ling Muchen's chest rubbed Qi Yan's back tightly, as if it could be rubbed into his body.Qi Yan was afraid of this posture, but also afraid that if he spoke again, the two of them would really leave each other.

A hand was suddenly held.

Ling Muchen felt the trembling body of the person in his arms, and he hoped that he could give Qi Yan some strength.

But he smiled and said: "Senior,...I am really afraid that you will be hurt even a little bit. Because you look very weak....But even if you are hurt, you will not tell me...I feel very sad, but also Can’t say anything. It seems like everything is wrong.”

Qi Yan froze for a moment, but still didn't respond.

Ling Muchen seemed to hug her even tighter.

He seems to think that as long as he hugs each other like this, he can really give Qi Yan some strength, right?

"Senior, what happened. Tell me." Ling Muchen closed his eyes. Even if he opened his eyes, he might not be able to see the other party's face, but he still chose to close his eyes.

Of course, Qi Yan didn't speak.

"Senior, no matter what, I want you to tell me personally. No matter what it is..."

Hearing this sentence, Qi Yan was stunned for a moment, and suddenly sneered behind Ling Muchen's back.That sound was full of sarcasm.

So what if you know?Know what he will do?Does Ling Muchen now have to make a decision between the self he so-called loves and his biological brother?

Is this realistic?

"Qi Yan." Ling Muchen's voice suddenly became extremely cold, "Tell me...I have the right to know."

everything about me?

Qi Yan laughed again in his heart.But before he could laugh enough, he was pushed from the bed and even moved his body brutally.

He himself only felt a shock in front of his eyes, and when he really opened his eyes, he was already crushed under his body.Ling Muchen looked straight at him.

"Qi Yan, I have the right to know, right?...You tell me." His tone was extremely cold.

Qi Yan heard his own voice with a cold mockery.

"Young master, do you really care about me that much?"

He just said that lightly, without really revealing what happened just now.But it also expressed what he meant now.

"Qi Yan... what do you mean by that?" Ling Muchen frowned, and wanted to shout at the person in front of him, but he was concerned about Qi Yan's current situation, and even lowered his voice several decibels.

"Ling Muchen...leave me alone." Qi Yan only said this to him.He knew he couldn't resist the person in front of him, so he just turned his head away.

He half-closed his eyes and looked into the distance, but unfortunately, there was only darkness in the distance.

Qi Yan said in a calm tone: "Ling Muchen, let's end our so-called relationship. I can't take it anymore."

All love is fake, right?

What, I absolutely love you. ...

all fake.

In the beginning it was just a game.He didn't expect to be really with this person.

If the other party wasn't too tough at that time, he wouldn't even play that kind of game with him, right?

...but it's not the same in the end.

No one really cared about him, even if he cared, he was just a victim in front of his own interests.

. . . but a plaything to put in one's hand.

In that case, it might as well be only him from the beginning to the end...

"You, what did you say?" Ling Muchen opened his eyes abruptly, but didn't dare to look at Qi Yan's face.

He felt his body tremble.

He never thought he'd be so scared for that.But at this moment, it made him fall into endless fear.

Qi Yan felt that what he said to Ling Muchen now was like what he said to Mo Hanqi that day.It turns out that it is so simple to end a "relationship".But he found that the current self did not dare to say these words in front of the other party.

So when he said that sentence, although he was extremely calm, he didn't dare to look at the person in front of him again.

It was clear that they were all close at hand, but no one dared to look at anyone.

In fact, this is also good.

One continues to be his eldest master.

Anyway, he, Ling Muchen, was young, born in the upper class, and had an extremely cold and arrogant personality.Impossible to really be with him for long.

Anyway, Qi Yan is used to being calm and also used to being alone.

Anyway, in fact, it is better not to see it at the beginning.

...Because he knew that no matter how much he thought about it, no matter how much he comforted himself, his heart still hurt.It hurts like hell.

If there is really any wound in his life that cannot heal, it must be given by this person in front of him.

But he won't tell anyone, he will just heal silently by himself.Because if you tell someone, maybe he will get hurt again.But maybe nothing could hurt him anymore.Because this time the injury has been too deep.

Ling Muchen's cold voice: "Senior, that's impossible. Even if you want to let go and end it, that's impossible. The right to decide is no longer in your hands."

"When will the right to decide be in my hands?" Said these words in the same calm tone.

Qi Yan's tone contained great irony.

That voice made Ling Muchen feel a little surprised.

"It was from the beginning. But when you promised me, you are no longer the only one who can decide." Ling Muchen said in his cold voice, "When you promised to be a couple with me, senior, you are already mine. Yes. I said that I will not let go, you have no way to leave me....No matter what happens, I will not let go...."

Qi Yan slowly closed his eyes, still using that calm tone: "Then what are you going to do." A simple sentence described all the contradictions now.

He smiled: "Ling Muchen... When I look at you, I hope you will stand by my side, but you walk away. You look at me coldly..."

"I didn't!" Ling Muchen retorted.

"Okay, you didn't." His tone was extremely calm, but he didn't seem to agree with what he said earlier, but continued, "So... what do you think? Do you think this is what I take for granted?"

"...Qi Yan, I'm sorry." Ling Muchen's voice trembled.

"What do you mean by sorry?" Qi Yan said with a sneer in his calm tone, "Is it telling me that all this has happened so I just pretend to forget it? Or is it because I think I am a dispensable person? Is it alright if I've been done that?"

"No!" Ling Muchen hugged Qi Yan violently. He didn't say a word for a while, and it was a long time before he opened his mouth: "Right now, the only important person to me is you....It's just you, really. Qi Yan, you You clearly know how I feel about you and how much I care about you..."

"I know." Qi Yan said in an extremely flat tone, but smiled: "But... how do you want me to believe it?"

He stretched out a hand towards Ling Muchen weakly, and said: "You said you love me, you said you love me completely, that's why I am willing to believe... Is this what you love me?... Is that so? ?...And you, are you going to just pretend that it never happened?"

"No." Ling Muchen spat out two words weakly.

"So, what are you going to do?" Qi Yan said lightly, "You plan to prove it to me. Or, you don't need to prove anything to me."

Qi Yan slowly closed his eyes, but the corner of his mouth was hooked into a smile.

"Ling Muchen...please stay away from me, I really don't want to see you again...I don't want to say a word anymore. But you just force me to say the things I don't want to say....You must make me suffer Is it this far?"

"……sorry."

"Excuse me, what else can you say?"

"Senior, take a break. I'll be back soon." Ling Muchen spoke to Qi Yan in a comforting tone, and reached out to touch Qi Yan's head, but Qi Yan dodged it immediately.

"Don't touch me." Qi Yan said in an extremely calm tone.

"I, can't accept you." Qi Yan suddenly opened his eyes, looked at the person in front of him coldly, but suddenly smiled: "...I'm sorry, I just..."

"I know." Ling Muchen didn't know what to say, he slowly sat down on the edge of the bed.I didn't dare to look at Qi Yan again.

"Ling Muchen... You said you loved me, right?" Qi Yan reached out and grabbed the corner of his clothes, "You like me, right? You love me, right?"

"Ex, senior..." Ling Muchen's cold voice trembled in the air, and the hand that was still in the air shrank back in embarrassment.

"Senior, take a good rest." Said softly in a voice almost completely inaudible to the other party, Ling Muchen stood up from the edge of the bed and walked towards the door.

Qi Yan, who was lying there, buried his head in the quilt without saying a word.

He secretly revealed a corner of the quilt, and squinted his eyes to look at the empty room.

A laugh rang out.

——Ling Muchen, what choice will you make?

--I am looking forward.

……

"Master." The housekeeper happened to pass downstairs in the long corridor, and saw Ling Muchen angrily walking down the wooden spiral staircase.

"Let me ask you, where is Ling Yi?"

"Master...you can't call the young master's name like that." The housekeeper frowned, knowing that although Master Ling Muchen and Master Ling Yi are twin brothers, they have hated each other since they were young. Call other people by name. …Looking at the unmistakable anger all over his body, he felt a little worried.

"Tell me quickly, where is he?" At this moment, Ling Muchen frowned, his usually expressionless face was already full of majesty, looking at people like this, he was as terrifying as a devil.

"Master, you are too rude." The butler said this to Ling Muchen in a neutral tone.

These words brought Ling Muchen back to his senses, but all the rationality in his mind was still out of control.

"Are you looking for me?"

At this moment, a careless voice came from not far away.The owner of the voice is none other than Ling Yi.He still had the usual smile on his face, but there was a weird look in his eyes that seemed to be calculating all the time.

"Ling Yi?" Ling Muchen turned around and smiled coldly at the person who was walking down the corridor.

Ling Yi immediately frowned, but made a "retreat" gesture to the housekeeper.

The butler gave them a worried look, but retreated respectfully.

"My dear brother, are you so anxious to find me? What's the matter?" The smile on the corner of Ling Yi's mouth gradually faded, and a pair of eyes fell on Ling Muchen in front of him with vigilance.Even though he, Ling Yi, was an extremely arrogant person, the person in front of him was his younger brother no matter what.

…The head of the Ling family had agreed to hand over the inheritance rights of the entire group to him?Thinking of this, I was a little angry.

What's so great about him?

Ling Yi felt a little guilty about this younger brother at first, but he didn't expect that he would take away everything that belonged to him?These are absolutely not allowed.

Moreover, he doesn't have the intuition of being an heir at all, does he?To hang out with an ordinary [civilian], who is even a man?

Ling Muchen never answered Ling Yi's question.

"What do you want from me?" Seeing that Ling Muchen didn't say a word, Ling Yi stopped and looked down at Ling Muchen who was full of anger.

Ling Muchen looked at the person in front of him with extremely cold eyes.

"Don't look at me like that." Ling Yi really hated that look, and the most disgusting thing was that the other party was making such an expression with a face exactly like his own.

Ling Yi frowned and walked downstairs. When his footsteps landed on the last step, he felt an inexplicable tremor in his heart, but he never thought that one day Ling Muchen would punch him hard. waved to his cheek.

...he knew his brother too well.

"You wanted to do this a long time ago, didn't you?" Ling Yi was punched on the ground, but just smiled indifferently.

"Who do you think you are." Ling Muchen just looked at the person in front of him blankly.

After all, Ling Yi was the person he had always been afraid of in his heart.Because Ling Yi took everything from him, even as his biological brother, he only treated him like an enemy, but they were biological brothers after all.Otherwise, why would Ling Muchen be afraid of him?Afraid of that face carved out of a mold?Or that ridiculous [Ling] family lineage?

"Oh." Ling Yi sighed lightly, followed by a cold smile.He reached out and wiped the corner of his mouth that showed a trace of blood.

Ling Muchen's fist was indeed very ruthless.In fact, he thought that Ling Muchen would absolutely disdain to do such a thing. Even if he didn't admit how much he hated him, Ling Yi was aware of it. The reason why he never dared to do this to him before that was because of two people. They have nothing to do with each other, and they have never involved each other's affairs.

But this time is different. ...

"No matter what your reasons are, but is this really okay?" Ling Yi lifted her neck gracefully, and smiled: "Ling Muchen, at least I'm your brother."

"Don't use that face to say such things to me." Ling Muchen's cold voice revealed a trace of extreme disdain.

"...Ling Muchen." Ling Yi didn't seem to be angry, but lowered his head halfway and whispered the name again.

However, Ling Muchen had already turned around and was about to leave. He turned his head and gave Ling Yi a cold look: "It wasn't just that punch just now, if you really did something to him that shouldn't be done... I I won't let you go." After he finished speaking, he closed his eyes slightly, and he had already gone upstairs.

"Since you know that I didn't actually do anything, do you still want to do this for that person?" Ling Yi understood everything, so it turned out that all he did was for that person who was like a plaything?

He intuitively felt that he was also the biological brother of the person in front of him, right?

Ling Muchen frowned, seeming to see through Ling Yi's expression, so he also knew the truth, but only said: "Ling Yi, if you really think of yourself as my brother, you shouldn't hurt the person I love."

Beloved person?How ridiculous.

Ling Yi just smiled coldly and looked down at his palm.

"Ling Muchen, do you really know what you are doing?"

Ling Muchen, who had already reached the stairs on the second floor, turned around slightly, frowned and said seriously: "Of course."

Ling Yi sneered at Ling Muchen. He thought he was a great brother, but he was just pampering him all the time.But now he actually wants to resist him?

Ling Muchen seemed to be ready to go upstairs.

"Ling Muchen."

But he was stopped by Ling Yi who was behind him.Ling Yi is still in an extremely distressed state, but he only looks at his face that is always smiling, but it is not obvious at all.

"Do you have anything else to say?" Ling Muchen smiled this time.

Ling Yi didn't speak, just took out something from the inside pocket of his clothes, and stood up.

Both were standing straight across from each other.Originally, they were two teenagers who both looked alike, but they had completely different expressions on their perfectly identical faces.

Ling Yi walked towards Ling Muchen.

Immediately afterwards, a stack of photos was shot down his head.Those photos flew all over the sky in mid-air at once, making people dazzled.

Ling Muchen took advantage of the opportunity to grab one, and found that the people in the photo were himself and Qi Yan...

There was a burst of anger in his heart.

Where did all these intimate photos come from?Of course, after seeing the person in front of him, he naturally knew the answer.But he didn't say a word.

If it was before, he either didn't care, or laughed coldly, he would always say a few words to the person in front of him, right?But now it seems that he has no such idea at all.

Instead, Ling Yi took the initiative to say, "You don't have a word to say to me?" Although it was a question, he actually used a declarative tone.

Ling Muchen didn't even say a word, but raised his chin at Ling Yi, and threw away the photo in his hand.The photo fell from his hand, like a falling maple leaf, as if about to fall into a cliff.

"Ling Muchen,...do you think I took these photos? Let me tell you, I'm not the only one who secretly peeps at your every move....There are many people waiting for you to dismount. Sell the photos to me today, and tomorrow or I sold it to someone else." He said indifferently while smiling.

"Who is it?" Ling Muchen finally turned around to face the person in front of him, his tone was not nervous, but his overly serious face revealed his inner thoughts.

"You'd better think about your sweetheart." Ling Yi smiled at him, and the unmistakable sinister gaze on his face was even more threatening at this moment.

"Ling Muchen, from tomorrow onwards, your photo will be spread all over the company. If you don't want to cause any trouble, it's best to ask your sweetheart not to go to the company tomorrow." Ling Yi just said lightly, without saying a word. explain.The gesture is about to go.

His move undoubtedly surprised Ling Muchen.

If you really planned to be afraid in the first place, why tell him?It is also because he knows that Ling Yi is a person who can do everything, but because of this, why did he tell him?

Ling Yi turned around, looked at Ling Muchen, and smiled: "My dear brother, don't think that I will help you. It's just that the family ugliness must not be exposed. If I want to bring you down, I have a thousand ways, ten thousand ways means, but there is no need for such means.” He pursed his lips and chuckled lightly, but his eyes were full of provocation, “I know you have been displeased with my brother for a long time. Then, let’s have a one-on-one game fight?"

Ling Muchen didn't speak, just stood there and looked at the person in front of him.

Ling Yi smiled at him: "I know what kind of person you are. You did a lot of small tricks secretly earlier, right? But don't think that you have won the victory. Because... Xu Mo has put everything Told me all."

Ling Muchen was stunned for a moment, but still didn't speak.

"Being betrayed by your friends, isn't it uncomfortable?" Ling Yi's mocking voice came.

Ling Muchen remained expressionless, and it took a long time before he said indifferently: "You misunderstood. I have no friends."

"Of course." Ling Yi smiled, but said, "But you actually have a so-called loved one..."

He never knew who Ling Muchen would love.

"Of course." Ling Muchen smiled coldly at the person in front of him: "I'm different from you."

"Yes, it's different." Ling Yi took his words indifferently, and smiled: "But Xu Mo betrayed you."

Ling Muchen didn't say a word, but instead glanced at Ling Yi.

That glance seemed to have no deep meaning.

Ling Yi hugged her hands, leaned against the armrest behind her, and smiled: "Ling Muchen, don't forget. I am your brother, and I know everything about you. It is impossible for you not to care about Xu Mo.

Ling Muchen kept silent about Xu Mo's matter, but said: "In this case, why did you do that kind of thing to my people... If you didn't do that kind of thing, I wouldn't be able to do anything to you." A trace of hatred appeared on Ling Muchen's face.

"That kind of thing?" Ling Yi glanced at the person in front of him, but from Ling Muchen's face, he clearly knew that "that kind of thing" was not a simple matter.He suddenly understood, and sneered: "I'm curious what your sweetheart told you? That I raped him?"

"I know it's not..." Ling Muchen said blankly, "But what you have done is enough."

Ling Yi smiled, "Do you really want to tear our faces apart?"

Ling Yi, who originally felt a little inexplicable about everything, suddenly realized.Smiling lightly: "I never thought that I, Ling Yi, could be tricked by others?"

Ling Yi suddenly remembered that day when Qi Yan looked at him expressionlessly and said, "You have to know who Ling Muchen will choose between you and me."

Ling Yi sneered suddenly: "I thought it was really just an ordinary character."

It turned out that it was very cruel.

He raised his chin at Ling Muchen: "Then you can just pretend that I did it. ——At least, he looks pretty good." After speaking, he made a gesture to leave.

Halfway there, he turned to look at Ling Muchen, and smiled lightly: "My dear brother, there will be a time later. ——But see you next time, there are only intrigues and tricks, no brotherhood. Shopping malls are like battlefields. Life is just a battle. Calculate." His laughter was extraordinarily free and easy.

When Ling Yi said those words, Ling Muchen already understood.It should be said that he already understood.