find a man to fall in love with

Surrounded by extremely deafening music.

Ling Muchen sat alone in a place with an almost expressionless expression. In his hand was a crystal clear goblet, which contained bright red wine.

He hates the smell of all kinds of wine.That's because of a very strange reason that I can't even remember.But even he drank sometimes.Sometimes it's because of necessary social interaction, sometimes he doesn't even know it himself.Like now. ...

A tall boy in fashionable and casual clothes walked towards his seat.The three silver studs on Xu Mo's ears set off his unexpected rebelliousness and freedom.He's really just completely still a teenager.

Only Ling Muchen knew that the mind of this person in front of him was actually more complicated than most people.

"I didn't expect you to come back." Xu Mo glanced at Ling Muchen, smiled suddenly, and patted his shoulder with one hand, "What's wrong with you?"

With the deafening music, Xu Mo's voice became even louder.For fear that someone might not be able to hear clearly.

"Don't be so loud, I'm not deaf yet." Ling Muchen raised his head and frowned.

"... Oh." Xu Mo looked carefully at Ling Muchen's face, and then laughed.

"You...are you broken in love?" He stretched out a hand, curled his fingers slightly, and hooked Ling Muchen's chin with his fingertips, "I told you a long time ago. You are not suitable at all."

"...You," Ling Muchen gave Xu Mo a cold look, but didn't speak.

"Ling Muchen, you... don't look like you at all." Xu Mo sat down beside Ling Muchen, looking at the person beside him casually.

"You, do you understand me well?" Ling Muchen looked at the person beside him with disdain.

"At least I know that you are a very self-righteous person. You will never take the initiative to like someone else..." Xu Mo said lightly.

"I, am I just like someone who won't take the initiative to like someone, and won't give up everything for someone?" Ling Muchen frowned.

"...It's really good." Xu Mo suddenly said this.

Ling Muchen frowned puzzled.

"Ling Muchen, it seems that you are facing an important choice in life. ... This is something you never hesitated before, right? The you in the past didn't really want anything, so there was only one way for you. ...So you did it without hesitation. You came to City C to prove your own strength. Without any external force at all, you let Zhongzi, a small and medium-sized cosmetics company, get an advertisement from the Qi Group Cooperation contract, and you also performed quite well when you became a manager for the first time, your performance has improved, and your discipline is orderly. You came here just to show your ability?...Do you remember why you want to show your ability? Isn't it for the inheritance of the family business?" Xu Mo said blankly, hooking the wine glass in Ling Muchen's hand into his own with one hand, seeing that there was only half a glass of red wine left in the glass, and drank it down: " ...Ling Muchen, in all your plans, is there really a name about a person named Qi Yan at the beginning?"

"...if I knew that one day I would fall in love with him. Well, from the very beginning, I wanted one by his side."

"...to be able to say this level of words, it seems that you are deeply poisoned." Xu Mo frowned, but sneered: "You, really like that person so much?"

Ling Muchen didn't speak.The lower jaw was suddenly lifted by someone's fingers.

"Speaking of people who are worthy of you, excellent people... At least they should be like me, right?" Xu Mo's handsome face showed a haughty smile, "Only me [aristocrat] is worthy of you Bar."

Ling Muchen frowned, and shook off Xu Mo's hand.

"...What? Don't you like my type? Actually... there are many beautiful boys." Xu Mo waved a finger in front of Ling Muchen, "How about it? Do you want to try? Maybe...you After I tried it, I don’t remember the person named Qi Yan at all....There is nothing special about him, right?...I sometimes feel that your vision is really a big problem...”

"That's enough." Ling Muchen gave Xu Mo a cold look, "...I want to tell you these words? I'm really out of my mind." Ling Muchen showed a utterly contemptuous smile.

"That's right, your IQ is... really a bit abnormal." Xu Mo looked at him blankly, "From the very beginning, I found it very strange. The first is that Ling Muchen actually came to talk to me, and the second is that Ling Muchen actually came Tell me about so-called feelings." His tone was very calm, and he couldn't hear the slightest sarcasm.

"...I'm leaving." Ling Muchen gave Xu Mo a cold look with sharp eyes.

"Leaving so soon?" Xu Mo frowned, "I doubt it, you just came halfway to talk to me like this?"

Ling Muchen didn't answer his question, but said coldly, "I'm leaving."

But just turned around, and then turned to look at Xu Mo coldly: "If he comes, please contact me."

Xu Mo was stunned for a moment, and smiled softly: "I knew that you would not come to my side without incident. But how did you know for sure that he would come here?"

Ling Muchen didn't speak, and he was already walking towards the distance.It seems that he has already walked out of the gate of this bar in just a while.

……

Xu Mo left the goblet alone at the bar, but he stood up and walked towards the SVIP on the third floor.

The SVIP on the third floor is used to greet specific people, but at this moment, there is an office worker wearing an ordinary work uniform, who looks like an ordinary working-class office worker.

Xu Mo walked to the SVIP, and showed a big boy's typical smile at the people who were fidgeting there.

"Qi Yan, he has already left."

Qi Yan was stunned for a moment, then raised his head to look at the person walking towards him, and said in an extremely calm tone: "Thank you."

Xu Mo walked to Qi Yan's seat.He looked at the person in front of him with a smile.

"Speaking of it, I'm very surprised why you came to my place." What's even more curious is why Ling Muchen can guess that the person in front of him is here with him.

Qi Yan shook his head and didn't say a word.

"...Actually, he really likes you." Xu Mo hesitated and said.

Qi Yan still didn't speak, and didn't even lift up to look at Xu Mo.

"I never knew he would like someone so much. You are the first...Although he is a proud and even self-righteous person since he was a child, he is not the kind of person everyone imagines. He is actually just a very simple person who seems to be He's just a big boy like a child." Xu Mo said with a blank expression.

Qi Yan was stunned for a moment, then raised his head and looked at the person in front of him: "Xu Mo, you should know him very well."

"It's not really understanding, it's just... I feel that I'm somewhat similar to him."

Although Qi Yan nodded, he said, "Actually, I don't understand this feeling."

Xu Mo didn't speak, just smiled: "Actually, I'm not qualified to speak for him in front of you....Because this is a matter between you, I have no right to intervene." He said lightly, looked up Yan Qiyan said, "However, I think...you are a very serious person, maybe an ordinary life is more suitable for you. If possible, you should find a good girl."

"...Me." Qi Yan froze for a moment, not knowing what to say.

"I'm just kidding." Xu Mo smiled at him, that sunny smile made people feel particularly at ease, but the gentleness similar to someone made Qi Yan feel inexplicably uncomfortable.

... Qi Yan was stunned for a moment, then stood up abruptly: "Sorry, it's so late, I think I have to go back."

"So soon?" Xu Mo glanced at the time, this time period was just the opposite for him, it was just the beginning time.But he just smiled: "Okay, but I can't send you off.... Be careful when you are alone."

"Today, thank you very much." Qi Yan smiled awkwardly, "Actually, I don't know why I came here... But thank you very much for everything you have done for me."

Qi Yan stood there in a daze, but his jaw was suddenly hooked.

Xu Mo looked at him and smiled: "Actually, don't you think someone like me is more suitable for you?"

"...Please stop making such jokes." Qi Yan frowned.

"...Did I say it before? I really want to have a try with you." Xu Mo looked at Qi Yan with extremely serious eyes.

"I've said it too." Qi Yan looked at the person in front of him expressionlessly: "I'm not someone who can try."

Xu Mo smiled and said nothing.

After a long time, Qi Yanren turned around and prepared to go downstairs, and said to him: "Today, I really thank you very much."

"There is no need to be so polite. I am already very happy that you are willing to come to me." Xu Mo smiled, "Actually, I really think you are very special."

"That's because Ling Muchen pays too much attention to me." Qi Yan looked at the big boy in front of him expressionlessly, "In your heart, you must admire people like Ling Muchen, right? Although they are friends on the surface, But the relationship between you should be very complicated, right?...Because you said that you are actually somewhat similar to Ling Muchen, and that's what you meant."

Xu Mo was stunned for a moment, but smiled at Qi Yan: "You say I adore him?...That's too exaggerated."

"I used the wrong word." Qi Yan said blankly, "That's - care. You must regard him as a very good friend."

"Friend?" Xu Mo suddenly sneered at Qi Yan, showing a completely different smile than usual, "I am friends with him?"

"Don't get me wrong. I'm the same as Ling Muchen. In fact, we don't have any friends."

Qi Yan didn't speak, just nodded.

"But one thing is true. I really admire him, but you won't understand that." Xu Mo looked at Qi Yan expressionlessly, "Actually, I also have selfish intentions... Ling Muchen was once called a genius , His accomplishments in a certain aspect are beyond your imagination....To some extent, he is a person who is entitled to be so proud....But since he met you, he only wanted to To live an ordinary life. He thinks that everything he has before is not what he really wants... You know this feeling?... As far as I am concerned, I am actually jealous of him, even I don't His talent. … So I hope he's the same as he was."

"I understand." Qi Yan said expressionlessly.

"Understood?" Xu Mo sneered coldly, "You, just an ordinary person, what do you understand?...You are the kind of person who is alone in the world? How do you understand him? He is a He is proud, even looks like a person who is arrogant, but from the past until now, everything he has done is for his family... for other people... Can you really understand him? He is actually a person who hates everything he owns. People who live in the environment and the situation they live in, but even so, they still do all kinds of things that they don’t want to do for the family. Do you understand this?” Suddenly became extremely strong and aggressive, and could even be called “merciless” His sharp attitude is completely different from Xu Mo's previous image of a sunny boy.

"I understand." Facing Xu Mo like this, Qi Yan just replied calmly with a blank face.

"It is because I understand that the environment he is in must be an extremely complicated environment, so I am like this now."

At that moment, his gaze was completely different from Qi Yan's in normal times, and there was even an incomparably firm determination in those eyes, which made people feel that this person had an ability that no one could stop. ...

"How did you have the courage to say such a thing?" Xu Mo was taken aback for a moment, but just smiled.

"Since he looks like he knows everything, then, wouldn't it be better to leave him as soon as possible?"

"I know." Qi Yan looked at the person in front of him blankly, but smiled coldly: "But, I found that I can't do it anymore.... I seem to have fallen in love with him a long time ago, and I know that it is completely impossible for him , so it doesn't matter all the time. But when he stood in front of me, just within my reach, he held my hand tightly...I found that I couldn't resist this feeling more and more, unable to be like Nothing happened, nothing happened, and I pretended to be the same as before, treating all of this with an attitude that was almost on the sidelines."

"I... also have no choice." After Qi Yan finished speaking lightly, he was already walking downstairs.

He walked through the noisy crowd and walked to the busy street.In fact, he knew everything, he knew what kind of person he was, and what kind of person Ling Muchen was.Know how it all ends up.That's why it's more painful, isn't it?

It's like when he thought he loved Mo Hanqi so much at the beginning, but when he saw that person with other people for the first time when he graduated from university... At that time, he knew that one day they would always leave of.

…that was an excruciating feeling.Because he does not allow flaws in his love.He knew it wasn't reality, it wasn't real. ...But one day someone told him that he could love you completely. ...

……

Qi Yan continued walking, not knowing where he had come.It was an almost deserted street with almost no people, except for orange street lamps. Qi Yan turned his head and saw his own shadow stretched very long alone.But at this moment, a figure walked towards him in the distance.

Qi Yan froze for a moment.

"Why are you here?" He narrowed his eyes slightly, looking at the person in front of him.

"Senior, I've been here all the time." Ling Muchen answered him lightly with that cool voice.

"...Why are you here all the time." Qi Yan looked at him expressionlessly, and suddenly sneered: "...following me like this, what exactly do you mean?"

"Because of me, I'm very worried." Ling Muchen continued to walk towards Qi Yan.

"I'm very worried about you being alone."

"...What kind of excuse is this?" Qi Yan looked at him coldly, "I've already said, is it all over? I've already said, I don't want to continue playing this kind of game, right?"

"I said, I'm just a weak person, I can't give you anything, I can't deserve you...I'm not qualified to stand by your side."

Qi Yan turned around and walked forward abruptly.

"Then where do you want to go?" Ling Muchen said coldly, smiling, with some sarcasm, "Then do you think you have other choices now? I, Ling Muchen, can tell you clearly that maybe I am not enough now Maturity, maybe now I am just a person who thinks everything and is proud to be self-righteous, but one day, I will have everything....As long as it is what you want, I will give it to you. What I don’t have now doesn’t mean I will have it in the future. No……"

"...You, what are you talking about." Qi Yan was stunned for a moment, and his footsteps also stopped.

"How come you have nothing? Are you like [the nobleman]?" Qi Yan sneered.

"...Senior, don't you understand what I mean by now?" Ling Muchen looked at Qi Yan seriously: "If you feel that everything is not enough, I can give up everything I have now for you....But then I will have nothing. "

"However, I won't always have nothing. What I don't have now doesn't mean I won't have it forever."

"Senior...don't you understand?"

Qi Yan stood where he was, staring blankly at the person in front of him.

"I,…"

"I'm scared."