After the rebirth, the scumbag went crazy for me

insanity.

The phone rang twice and the other party answered immediately: "Brother Xing Xing?"

Brother Xingxing?

No one has ever called him that, who is the other party?

Suddenly a note was stuffed by a stranger. He should have panicked and wondered, and threw the note away, but he looked at the words on the note, and besides the phone number, there was another sentence: I will tell you everything about you.

Tell him all about him?

Does this person know about his past?

In the amusement park, under many doubts, when he heard Gu Cinian's voice, he subconsciously put away the note.

He wanted to know what happened in the past, and wanted to clear up his misunderstanding of Gu Cinian that he shouldn't have.

Although he could ask Gu Cinian, he didn't want Gu Cinian to know the undue sourness and pain in his heart.

Gu Cinian was so kind to him, he absolutely shouldn't have that kind of thought.

Even if there is a mistake, it should be his fault, but even if he is wrong, he still loves him and spoils him. The guilt in his heart is getting deeper and deeper, and he wants to solve those factors that shouldn't be there alone.

"You are?" Yu Huai Xing asked tentatively, "Did you know me before?"

"Brother Xing Xing... You really don't remember, Gu Cinian did it on purpose, he—" Before the voice finished speaking on the phone, Yuhuai Xing subconsciously hung up the phone when he saw the distant figure approaching him.

Gu Cinian is tall and has long legs, so she came back to him soon, inserted the straw into the coconut and handed it to him: "Drink some, baby."

After taking the coconut Yuhuaixing took a sip, the coconut juice was refreshing and delicious, and the heat from being exposed to the sun for a long time just now slowly dissipated with the coconut juice, leaving only a piece of coolness.

"Brother Nian drinks too!" Yuhuaixing handed over the coconut juice in his hand, Gu Cinian looked down and took a sip from the straw that Yuhuaixing had bitten.

"It's sweet."

Yu Huai Xing's eyebrows and eyes are slightly curved, and his thick eyelashes are long and curled up. When he smiles, there is a soft smile in his innocent eyes, so soft that people can't wait to rub him into his arms.

The sun near noon was a little hot, and Yuhuai Xing's skin was delicate. Gu Cinian feared that Yuhuai Xing's skin would not be able to bear it, so he took him back to the hotel.

In the restaurant, Gu Cinian ordered a lot of Yuhuai Xing's favorite dishes, and then handed the dish to Yuhuai Xing: "Baby, what else do you want to eat?"

Yu Huai Xing ordered a wine that Gu Ci Nian liked, and after the waiter left with the menu, he whispered: "Brother Nian, shall we drink?"

He remembered that before he fell into a coma, Gu Ci Nian liked to drink wine and kiss him on the bay window. Every time he kissed him, his face flushed and Gu Ci Nian's deep eyes always smiled.

"White peaches are ripe."

Gu Cinian hasn't had a drink for a long time, and since Yuhuai Xing woke up, he hasn't had a drink, let alone drunk.

He used to get drunk only because Yuhuai Xing didn't want to look him in the eye, even when he left him to be intimate with other men, he would be so irritable that he wanted to drink.

Every time he drank, the depression in his heart was still lingering, and he would only drink more and more, and the strong alcohol would enter his throat. No matter how good he was, he couldn't help being so pretentious.

Although he didn't intend to drink, it was given to him by Yuhuai Star.

It is impossible for Gu Cinian to reject Yuhuai Xing, he said softly: "Okay, listen to the baby."

Just drinking together made him tempted, but Yuhuai Xing didn't drink well, so his stomach was healthy. Most of the wines he likes to drink are spirits, and the alcohol content of this wine is naturally not low.

So he ordered another low-alcohol fruit wine for Yuhuai Star.

The waiter opened wine for Yu Huaixing and Gu Ci, and poured them skillfully.

Their position is the best position by the window. Through the floor-to-ceiling windows, they can see the lake not far away, surrounded by beautiful maple leaves, red all over the sky.

Yu Huai Xing looked at the lake with smooth lines on his delicate side face, but Gu Cinian didn't even look at the lake, his eyes were on Yu Huai Xing the whole time.

Moving his eyes down, he stayed on the ring finger of Yuhuai Xing's left hand, and after a while, he looked away amidst the crisp sound of glass glasses colliding.

After clinking glasses, Yu Huaixing took a sip of fruit wine, looked at Gu Cinian: "Brother Nian, you have been out with me for so long, is the company's business okay?"

Gu Cinian didn't care: "It's okay, Secretary Li will inform you about important matters in advance, and they can take care of the rest."

No matter what it is, it is naturally not as good as Yuhuai Xing, but he can't say this sentence, lest Yuhuai Xing will feel bad and let him go back to the company like last time.

Yu Huaixing didn't understand the affairs of Gu Cinian's company, so he nodded obediently, but when he still wanted to drink fruit wine, Gu Cinian took his hand.

"Drink later, eat first."

It has been a long time since noon in the morning. Although Yuhuai Xing's stomach has healed, it is still very fragile. He is afraid that Yuhuai Xing will have a stomachache if he drinks too much wine on an empty stomach.

The dishes have been served one after another now, Gu Cinian took Yuhuai Xing's plate of steak, cut it and handed it to Yuhuai Xing.

"Baby eat."

Looking at the neatly sliced ​​steak, Yu Huaixing felt his nose sour. Gu Cinian was not only gentle to him, but also caring and caring.

Maybe he ran out of luck in this life just to meet Gu Cinian.

Gu Cinian rolled up the pasta with a fork and fed it into Yu Huaixing's mouth. Looking at his little habit of unconsciously showing a happy face while eating, the corners of his mouth could not help but slightly twitch.

When he met Yuhuai star, everything about him seemed to be changing. The cold and empty life seemed to have begun for four seasons. After the snow melted, small buds grew gently, and flowers bloomed slowly.

But it was too late for him to understand. In his previous life, when the flowers bloomed, he personally broke and destroyed those flowers one by one.

In this life... He looked at those flowers and carefully guarded them when they were in full bloom, but he also knew that those flowers would leave him soon.

……

After playing in country T for several days, Gu Cinian stuck with Yuhuai Xing all the time, immersed in Gu Cinian's pampering tenderness, Yuhuai Xing almost forgot about the phone.

That day when he hung up the phone at the beach, he was afraid that the fact of the note would be exposed. Afterwards, he threw the note away and blocked the number, thinking that he would call to ask for clarification when he found a suitable time.

This day when Yu Huaixing woke up lazily, he saw that there was still temperature in the place beside him, but Gu Cinian was not there, so he subconsciously went to find Gu Cinian, and when he heard the voices of Gu Cinian and Secretary Li when he was approaching the study, he knew they should be I'm talking about business.

Gu Cinian said that Secretary Li would only come to him if there was something urgent.

Yuhuai Xing wisely didn't bother, turned around and went back to the room.

After staying in the room for a while, he suddenly remembered about the note. He took the phone and released the number, and called it hesitantly.

This time it was different from before, no one answered after ringing for a long time.

After the system automatically hung up, he took the phone and sighed softly. After a while, when he was about to put the phone away, the phone rang.

It was the number he called just now and no one answered.

"Brother Xingxing?"

Yu Huai Xing hesitated for a while and asked: "Brother Xing Xing... Did you call me that before? Do we know each other?"

The other party didn't seem surprised, he had heard Yu Huai Xing ask this question last time, but before he finished speaking, Yu Huai Xing hung up the phone in a hurry.

He didn't answer Yuhuai Xing's words directly, but asked worriedly: "Brother Xing Xing, why did you suddenly hang up the phone last time? Did Gu Cinian do something to you?"

Yu Huai Xing subconsciously shook his head and retorted: "No! Brother Nian is very kind to me, there is no way he would do such a thing!"

After he finished speaking, he realized that he had overreacted, and explained embarrassingly: "I accidentally hung up."

The other party was silent for a while when he heard his words, and then asked: "Brother Xing Xing, what did Gu Cinian tell you? Do you think he is your boyfriend?"

Yuhuai Xing asked puzzledly: "Think? Why do you think? He is my boyfriend in the first place."

After finishing speaking, he asked again: "Why did you suddenly insert a note to me that day, and said that you would tell me about the past. Who are you?"

It took a while for the other party to say: "Brother Xingxing... I am Fang Zihuai."

Fang Zihuai?

Yuhuai Xing searched in his mind for a while, remembering the person named Fang Zihuai he saw in the hospital last time, and asked, "Is it the Fang Zihuai I saw in the hospital last time?"

Fang Zihuai was a little happy. Yuhuai Xing still remembered: "Yes, it's me. Brother Xing Xing, it's great that you still remember me!"

Yuhuai Xing's long eyelashes drooped slightly: "But I only remember these, and I have no impression of what happened with you before."

Fang Zihuai remembered what Gu Cinian had said before when he deliberately pulled him away to prevent him from getting in touch with Yuhuai Xing, and his face slowly became serious.

When Yuhuai Xing saw him in the hospital that day, he looked really confused, as if he didn't know him at all. Gu Cinian said at that time that he had lost his memory, and Yuhuai Xing's memory now only stays in the time before he went to university in his previous life.

All the information is integrated... No wonder Yuhuai Xing regards Gu Cinian as his boyfriend.

"Brother Xingxing," Fang Zihuai asked, "Do you still remember how you lost your memory?"

Yu Huai Xing shook his head: "I don't remember, Brother Nian said that I accidentally fell, probably lost my memory."

Fang Zihuai was silent for a moment, and Yuhuai Xing asked: "Are we friends? You know what happened to me before, can you tell me about it?"

He hesitated and said: "I want to know what happened to Brother Nian before I fell into a coma. Some memory fragments I recalled recently are very different from the current ones. I don't know if those are hallucinations caused by my memory confusion, or I did it before What did you do wrong to make Brother Nian angry—"

"It's not that you did anything wrong, Brother Xingxing, you did nothing wrong!" Fang Zihuai interrupted Yuhuai Xing.

How could Yuhuai star do something wrong? He could clearly see how Yuhuai star dug out his sincerity to Gu Cinian before, but Gu Cinian not only didn't want it, but also trampled Yuhuai star's sincerity on the ground Crush hard.

"Is that because of my memory loss?" Yu Huai Xing asked.

Fang Zihuai's voice was a little excited: "No! Brother Xingxing, why do you always think it's your problem!"

How could it be that Yuhuai star was insane?

The memory that comes back to me is different from now because Gu Cinian was so bad in the past, now he realizes his feelings for Yuhuai Xing and starts to play the role of a good lover!

Can the bad things he did before, the bad things that tortured Yuhuai Xing's heart all over his body, can be written off because of his gentleness now?

"But why are the pictures I recall different from now? It's impossible for Brother Nian to treat me like that suddenly. He is so gentle. I must have done something..." Yuhuai Xing said uneasy, "I did it before. What? I can't remember a thing..."

"Brother Xing Xing!" Fang Zihuai interrupted him, "Why do you always think it's your fault! Do you think Gu Cinian is really such a gentle person!"

Hearing that Yu Huai Xing subconsciously defended Gu Cinian, and even blamed himself for all the faults, he finally couldn't bear it anymore.

"Gu Cinian has never been a gentle person. Everything he does and shows is fake! His nature is cruel and cruel, and he will use any means to achieve his goals, which is unimaginably cruel!"

Yu Huaixing listened to the unfamiliar Gu Cinian from Fang Zihuai's mouth, he was stunned for a long time, when he wanted to subconsciously refute, but the fragments of memories he recalled before suddenly flashed through his mind, and his head started to hurt again.

There was no Yuhuai Xing's voice from the microphone, but a painful breathing sound. Fang Zihuai asked worriedly, "Brother Xingxing? Brother Xingxing, what's wrong with you? Brother Xingxing!"

No matter how he yelled, all he could hear was more and more painful gasps.

When he was anxious to ask Yuhuai Xing's address, the phone was hung up suddenly.

The phone fell to the ground and accidentally touched the hang up button, Yu Huaixing covered his head with his hands in pain, his face was pale.

"Boom—" There was a sound of thunder, and the heavy rain fell outside, making Yuhuai Xing's head hurt more and more.

The sound of rain in fragmented memories flashed through his mind and the sound of water flowing from the faucet. For a moment, he couldn't tell whether it was the sound of the rain outside hitting his eardrums that hurt sharply or the memory problem that came to his mind.

The sky darkened with the torrential rain, and the house was pitch black, and the raindrops falling from outside could not be seen clearly.

Yu Huaixing held his hair tightly, and shrank himself in the corner of the sofa, the surrounding darkness enveloped him, memories from the past flooded, his breathing began to become short and difficult, and his body trembled unconsciously.

"Xing Xing!" Gu Cinian rushed in and immediately hugged Yu Huai Xing in his arms. Looking at Yu Huai Xing's frightened face, he knew that he had a dark phobia again.

He held Yuhuai Xing's hand distressedly and took his hand away from his hair, and kept stroking his back and coaxing him: "It's okay, it's okay, I'm the star, I'm here, don't be afraid, I'm... "

Being hugged into a warm embrace, with the familiar breath and warm body temperature wrapping his body, Yu Huaixing's tense and trembling body relaxed a little, and the hand that was holding his hair tightly loosened.

Gu Cinian hugged Yuhuai Xing to turn on the light in the room, and the dark room lit up instantly.

Leaning in Gu Cinian's arms, Yu Huaixing's hands tightly clutched his clothes, his thin body was still trembling slightly.

"Don't be afraid of the stars, I'm here, I'm here." Gu Cinian rushed over from the study room as soon as he heard the thunder, but it was still a bit late.

He regretted that Yu Huaixing was scared by coming too late, self-blame and distress swept through his heart, hitting the bottom of his heart hard.

Yuhuai Xing's slender body trembled slightly, spreading to his heart through the flesh, like thousands of insects and ants gnawing at his heart, the venom of the insects and ants spread in the wound, and the pain gradually paralyzed the whole heart.

He took a thin plush blanket and wrapped it around Yuhuai Xing's body. He hugged him tightly together with the blanket, stroked Yuhuai Xing's back, and coaxed him impatiently over and over again.

"Brother Nian," surrounded by the scorching body temperature, Yuhuai Xing finally stopped trembling after a long time, and he said softly in a hoarse voice, "Can you give me a cigarette? I want to smoke..."

"Xingxing?" Gu Cinian lowered his head, looking at Yuhuai Xing's pale face, his heart was twisted into a ball.

His cigarettes had already been put away and hidden. The last time Yuhuai Xing found out by accident, he didn't dare to bring the cigarettes with him again.

Yuhuai Xing now says he wants to smoke...why would he want to smoke?

The opportunity for Yuhuai Xing to smoke in this life... Some memories kept flashing in his mind, and the words Yuhuai Xing had said to him flashed one by one.

……

"Didn't you say you wanted to like me? You can't even stand smoking now?"

"If you can't bear it, there is no need to bear it. I will consciously stay away from you."

"It's because you hate the smell of cigarettes that I smoke."

……

These words were like a piece of sandpaper, his heart was clenched and ground finely by one hand, and the flesh was instantly bloody.

The reason for Yuhuai star to smoke in this life may be because of boredom and sadness, as well as lack of nostalgia for this world.

Now that Yuhuai Xing said he wanted to smoke, then... did he remember something?

Yu Huaixing smiled at Gu Cinian, and slowly raised her long curled eyelashes, her beautiful eyes were so distracted that there was no focus.

"One, just one cigarette, can't you?"