After the rebirth, the scumbag went crazy for me

I am the son of a murderer.

After staying in a hotel by the sea for a few days, Gu Cinian felt that the weather here was not suitable for recuperation, so he bought a house in the Flower City of R City.

R City is like spring all year round, because the climate is suitable, so there are all kinds of flowers growing there all year round, so R City is also known as the "Flower City".

Going to the new villa, Yu Huaixing looked at the champagne roses planted around him and asked softly, "Brother Nian, did you plant so many champagne roses here?"

Gu Cinian asked the secretary to put the things away, and rubbed Yuhuai Xing's head: "It was planted specially for Xing Xing, don't Xing Xing like champagne roses?"

When he bought this area, he ordered people to replace all the flowers here with champagne roses in advance. If Yuhuai star likes it, he will give him the best.

Secretary Li finished handling the affairs that Gu Cinian had explained and was about to come back to report. He heard Gu Cinian's words as soon as he entered the door. He looked up and saw Gu Cinian standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window with Yuhuai star in his arms, looking at the large piece of champagne in front of him. Rose.

The soft sunlight fell on a large piece of champagne roses, the petals reflected a golden halo, the breeze blew gently, and the passing air contained a faint floral fragrance.

Gu Cinian hugged Yuhuai Xing and wrapped Yuhuai Xing's body in his arms. He looked sideways at the delicate eyebrows and eyes of the person in his arms, and the usually sharp eyes softened unconsciously, full of tenderness.

During the time that Secretary Li followed Gu Cinian, he had hardly seen Gu Cinian like this. Every time the man had an overpowering aura, it took a lot of courage to even just look at each other.

Only when Gu Cinian faced Yuhuai star would his violent temper slowly ease down.

Maybe it's because he's used to Gu Cinian's ruthless and terrible methods, but now seeing Gu Cinian's gentle look when he hugged Yuhuai star surprised him for a while.

Sunlight shone in through the glass windows, and there was floating tenderness in the quiet air, softening Gu Cinian's handsome silhouette.

The man lowered his head slightly, stroked Yuhuai Xing's face with his hand, and kissed him tenderly on the corner of his lips. He stared down at Yuhuai Xing's hot gaze as if it was about to turn into reality, and the "bang bang" beat The heart almost stalled.

In his previous life and in this life, he has kissed Yuhuai Xing many times, whether it was licking, biting, pecking or lingering kisses, but now this kiss is just like a superficial kiss, but it is as green as first love, which makes people sprout youthful .

Looking at Yuhuai Xing's obedient appearance, time seemed to slow down, and every heartbeat was stretched extremely long in the silence.

Gu Cinian wished that time could stop at this moment, he caressed Yuhuai Xing's delicate and fair face, cherishing and unbelievable, he was not even willing to let go for a moment.

Now all this is really wonderful, beautiful like a dream.

But this dream will eventually wake up, and the moment Yuhuai Xing recovers his memory, this short sweet dream he stole will disappear in an instant.

There was an itching and pain from the scabbed wound on his arm, reminding him bit by bit that this extravagant dream was a dream after all.

"Stars." Gu Cinian murmured softly, his eyes filled with tenderness, more tender than the water in the West Lake.

Secretary Li stood where he was and didn't move forward. Under the sunlight, he seemed to see the sadness and bitterness in Gu Cinian's eyes.

Secretary Li doesn't know much about Gu Cinian and Yuhuai Star, but even if it's just because of work, he has seen Yuhuai Star a few times, but he can deeply feel how important Yuhuai Star is to Gu Cinian.

Now this invincible man seems to be wandering in worries about gains and losses, but he still can't find an exit.

Being very discerning, he quietly retreated out in a very sensible manner, not daring to disturb the tenderness of his boss and his sweetheart.

Otherwise, he was afraid that he would lose his life here.

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After staying in R City for a while, Yuhuai Xing's body has been cared for by Gu Cinian, and now he is much better than before.

The medicine for conditioning the body is different at each stage, and he has already taken it at this stage, and he asked the doctor to bring another dose of soup two days ago.

Living in the villa surrounded by the sea of ​​roses for a while, Yu Huaixing felt lazy all over.

The gentle breeze in the morning blows the curtains, and the warm sunlight shines in through the gaps, bringing a burst of pleasant scent of flowers.

Yuhuai Xing rubbed against the pillow, and slowly opened his hazy sleepy eyes.

Lying on his side on the soft pillow, he stretched out his hand towards the beam of sunlight, as if he wanted to hold the sunlight in his hand.

The location next to him was still warm, so Yu Huaixing quickly got up to wash up and headed to the study.

The door of the study room was not closed, recalling that it seemed that the door had never been closed when Gu Cinian was working in the study room since he woke up.

At the door, he could hear Gu Ci Nian Magnetic's deep and steady voice, which seemed to carry a trace of electric current along the air and wind into people's ears, making one's heart tremble along with it.

Gu Cinian was wearing a black shirt, buttoned up to the top one, his cold appearance was full of abstinence.

He looked at the computer in front of him, listened to the voice coming from the computer, and occasionally responded a few words, which sounded like he was in a video conference.

Standing at the door for a while, Yu Huaixing was afraid that he would disturb Gu Cinian, but just as he was about to leave, he was stopped suddenly.

"Star, are you awake?"

Yu Huaixing stopped in his tracks, and nodded obediently.

His gaze moved to Gu Cinian's computer, and he mouthed: "Brother Nian, you go ahead, I'll wait for you in the living room."

As soon as he finished speaking, Gu Cinian gave him a gentle smile, then he turned to the computer and said, "Revise the plan just now according to the direction I said, this meeting will start here first."

After finishing speaking, he closed the computer, got up and walked towards Yuhuai Star with long legs.

"Why did you wake up so early today?" Gu Cinian went over and hugged Yu Huaixing in his arms, "I originally wanted to wake you up after the meeting."

Because Yuhuai Xing needs to take medicine, the time to wake up is basically at nine o'clock, today Yuhuai Xing woke up half an hour earlier than usual.

"Maybe it's because I went to bed earlier last night. I usually go to bed at ten o'clock, but I went to bed after nine o'clock last night." Yu Huaixing looked up at Gu Ci Nian with a soft smile on his brows.

Being embraced by Gu Cinian, the man's tall figure encircled him in his arms, his alluring aura was subdued, and the rest was tenderness.

Looking at the handsome and extraordinary face of the man, Yu Huaixing pursed his lips lightly, feeling as if his heart was being penetrated by the warm sunlight, and his whole heart was warm.

Now he feels that he is so happy that he can't describe it in words, as if his body is full of happy bubbles.

"Then let's have breakfast first." Gu Cinian hadn't had breakfast yet, and every time he would wait for Yuhuai Xing to wake up and eat together.

Breakfast will not be repeated every day, and it is all Yuhuai star's favorite food.

After breakfast, Gu Cinian brought over the medicinal soup that was left to dry just now, and the boiling hot medicinal soup was now dried to a temperature just right for the mouth.

The decoction is bitter, even if it is different from the previous stage, the decoction at this stage is still very bitter.

Yu Huaixing finished drinking the decoction with Gu Cinian's hand, the bitter taste was replaced by sweet candy before it lingered on his tongue.

The apple-flavored sugar melted in his mouth, slowly soaking up the bitterness of the soup in his mouth, and soon the whole mouth was filled with the aroma of apples, and even the tip of his tongue was covered with sweetness.

There is a plate of cherries on the table. The cherries were brought back by air. They are big and round, with crystal clear water droplets on them. Once bitten into the mouth, the sweet and fragrant juice flows out, and the aroma remains in the mouth, which lasts for a long time. go.

Gu Cinian twirled a large red cherry and fed it to Yu Huaixing's mouth. Watching him chew the cherry in his mouth, he unconsciously smiled.

Yu Huaixing's body is better than before, and his fair face is more bloody, Gu Cinian looked at his slightly moving lips, bowed his head and kissed him lightly.

The aroma of cherries is on the lips, sweet and soft.

Yu Huaixing's small face was dyed pink, he licked the cherry juice on his lips, lightly twisted his fingers, stretched out his arms to wrap around Gu Cinian's neck, raised his head and kissed his thin lips.

The aroma of cherries slowly drifted out, the sweet and delicious aroma lingered on the tip of the nose, lingering for a long time, the aroma between the lips and teeth circulated in their mouths, the sweetness was intoxicating.

"Brother Nian, is it sweet?" Yu Huai Xing's breath was a little unsteady, and there was a hazy mist in her beautiful eyes.

Gu Cinian hugged him, and pecked and kissed Yu Huaixing's lips again, the slight breath made his voice hoarse: "It's very sweet."

The TV was turned on in the living room, the two were sitting on the sofa, and Gu Cinian peeled the melon seeds one by one for Yu Huai Xing.

Although the melon seeds were not fried, Gu Cinian still only peeled a small part because he was afraid that Yuhuai Xing would get hot if he ate too much.

Eating melon seeds, Gu Cinian fed the freshly warmed milk to Yuhuai Xing's mouth, and twirled his fingertips: "Will you go for a walk in the sea of ​​flowers on the other side of the Liu River later?"

"Going out?" Yuhuai Xing turned to look at him, "Brother Nian doesn't have to work today?"

"I don't have much work today, and I can do it at night."

Yuhuai star frowned: "Okay."

Going out with Gu Cinian, no matter where he goes, he is very happy.

When they were together with Gu Cinian before, they were rarely as close as they are now, and most of them had contact in that way.

With the person you like, even doing ordinary little things will feel meaningful and happy.

There is a large sea of ​​flowers on the Liuhe River in R City, where various flowers grow. When the breeze blows, the colorful flowers sway like waves in waves.

Arriving at Liuhe, Gu Cinian took Yu Huaixing's hand and walked towards the sea of ​​flowers. The path was also covered with flowers, and the air was filled with a strong fragrance of flowers.

Standing in the sea of ​​flowers, darkness suddenly flashed across Yu Huaixing's mind, and his body stiffened subconsciously.

"Yuhuai Star...Yuhuai Star..." A cold and terrifying voice passed through the depths of my mind, as if in an abyss and deep valley, with layers of permeating echoes.

His mind was hurt by the images that suddenly surged up, and scenes kept flashing before his eyes.

These strange and terrifying pictures made him unable to tell if he was having a nightmare.

In the picture, the breeze blows slowly, and the flowers in the sea of ​​flowers in front of you set off layers of waves, and the pleasant fragrance floats in from the window, which makes people feel happy.

But the next moment, the soft sunlight that came in suddenly dissipated, and thunderclouds surged outside, making it pitch black.

The black clouds outside the window, a flash of lightning split the world, and a "bang" thunder exploded, and the world began to rain heavily.

The sea of ​​flowers in front of me was smashed by the rain and the petals were scattered, making it muddy.

On the bed in the room, a hand pinched his neck fiercely.

"Are you living happily?" The man in front of him gritted his teeth as if trying to bite him to death.

In the terrifying and dark room, the dark clouds were so thick that it was impossible to see the face of the person in front of him clearly.

A flash of lightning passed by, and Yuhuai star gradually saw the ferocious face in front of him through that lightning.

"Brother Nian" was stuck in his throat and he couldn't speak, another flash of lightning flashed, and his ferocious face suddenly turned into Wen Biyu's.

Lightning struck and lit her face, and her scarlet eyes looked terrifying.

Yuhuai Xing had difficulty breathing, he grabbed Wen Biyu's hand pinching his neck, and shouted with difficulty: "Mom..."

"You don't deserve to be called my mother! Yuhuai star, how can you be happy! You deserve to go to hell, you lowly one deserves to go to hell!" The hand that was pinching Yuhuai star's neck continued to squeeze hard, Wen Biyu smiled profusely, pinched The hands around his neck kept exerting force.

In the thunder and lightning, Yu Huaixing saw Wen Biyu's eyes widen, his pupils shrank suddenly, and his eyelids seemed to be torn apart, like a ghost trying to drag him to hell.

The world outside the window was already too dark to be seen at some point, and the lightning split the sky, reflecting the blood-red rain.

Wen Biyu pinched him tightly with both hands, screaming like a ghost in hell.

Yuhuai Xing felt suffocated for a while, and something seemed to be going out in the back of his mind.

When he was covering his head almost collapsed, he was suddenly hugged into a warm embrace.

Gu Cinian's anxious and flustered voice came from next to his ear: "Xing Xing, what's wrong with you? Xing Xing!"

Raising his slack eyes, seeing Gu Cinian's face, he unconsciously leaned into the man's arms, his body trembling uncontrollably.

Those images just now were like a sharp knife, splitting from the depths of his mind, leading him into a frightening abyss.

After waking up from a coma, he lost part of his memory, and he couldn't remember whether those pictures just now were his lost memory or a hallucination that suddenly appeared.

"Star……"

Looking at Yuhuaixing's pale face, Gu Cinian immediately rushed to the hospital with Yuhuaixing in his arms.

On the way, he hugged Yuhuai Xing tightly, not daring to let go for a moment, and he didn't even dare to look away.

Yu Huaixing's hands tightly clutched the corner of Gu Cinian's clothes, and her beautiful eyes looked forward without focus.

The doctor at the hospital did a detailed examination on Yuhuai Xing, and Gu Cinian accompanied him throughout the whole process, and he didn't dare to leave even a single step.

Xu Yuhuai Xing suffered too much shock today, he fell asleep not long after being held in Gu Cinian's arms after completing all the examinations and taking the medicine.

But the hand holding the corner of Gu Cinian's clothes was still tightly clenched.

Gu Cinian did not dare to leave, and after the doctor came in, Gu Cinian gently put Yu Huaixing down on the bed and entered the office with the doctor.

"The test results came out. Mr. Yu's health is much better than before. What happened today should be something that touched his memory." The doctor said, "The touched memory is very important to Mr. Yu. It may be that he doesn't want to talk about experiences that he wants to avoid or that scares him."

Gu Cinian lowered his eyes thoughtfully.

I don't want to mention the experience of wanting to escape or being afraid... Then, is Yuhuai Xing's fear of the dark also related to the things that touched his memory today?

As soon as Gu Cinian closed the door after returning to the ward, he heard a rapid breathing, and Yu Huaixing's curled up body trembled slightly.

"Xing Xing!" Gu Cinian hurried over and hugged Yuhuai Xing gently in his arms, stroking his back and coaxing him with distress.

At night, a small night light was turned on in the quiet ward, and Yu Huaixing's thick and curly long eyelashes trembled a few times as he slowly opened his eyes.

His eyes were drooping, and he raised his head slowly.

"Star?" Gu Cinian subconsciously woke up the moment Yuhuai Xing woke up with a trembling body.

"Brother Nian..." Yu Huaixing looked at Gu Cinian's face and called him hoarsely.

He stretched out his hand to slowly caress Gu Cinian's face, stroking bit by bit, as if confirming something.

"What's wrong with Xing Xing? Is there something wrong? Or is it a nightmare again?" Gu Cinian kissed Yu Huai Xing's pale face distressedly, and held his cold hand in his palm to warm him.

The heating was turned on in the ward, which was much hotter than usual, but Yuhuai Xing's hands were still cold.

"Brother Nian..." Yuhuai Xing rubbed against Gu Ci Nian's arms, he raised his face and said, "I want to drink white peach juice, can you buy it for me?"

It is rare for Yuhuai Xing to make a request, so Gu Cinian naturally would not refuse to agree. He touched Yuhuai Xing's small face and said softly: "Then Xing Xing will lie down and rest for a while, and I will go back as soon as I go."

"Okay." Yu Huaixing nodded obediently.

Looking at Gu Cinian's back, Yu Huaixing slowly got out of bed after he left the ward.

He searched in the ward, and he searched the entire ward but found no sharp objects.

Looking at the shadow reflected by the night light on the bedside, he looked at a bottle of milk in a glass bottle next to him, picked it up and threw it towards the corner of the wall.

The glass bottle burst instantly, and the milk inside slowly flowed out.

Walking towards the pile of glass shards, he picked up a sharp shard of broken glass and slowly lowered his eyelashes.

The shards of glass shimmered under the light, and he stretched out his hand. He pulled up the sleeve of his clothes, and the door was quickly pushed open just when the shards of glass were about to touch the flesh. With the sound of hurried footsteps, Gu Cinian was anxious The voice of fear also passed by his ears.

"What do you want, star!"

Gu Cinian grabbed the shard of glass and threw it far away, the hand holding Yuhuai Xing trembled slightly.

When he bought the white peach juice back, his heart was beating very fast, and the inexplicable uneasiness spread in his heart. He didn't care about other things and ran back immediately, but saw Yuhuaixing holding a glass shard and trying to scratch his hand .

Panic and fear spread in my heart, like needles piercing my heart.

He didn't dare to think what would happen if he was a step late.

"Xingxing..." The hand holding Yuhuai Xing tightened, and his hoarse voice trembled slightly, "What did you want to do just now? You want to hurt yourself? Is that so?"

Yu Huaixing slowly lowered his eyes, twisted his fingertips tightly, and said softly in a hoarse voice: "Brother Nian, I'm sorry... I, I just wanted to see if it hurts..."

After taking the medicine and falling asleep, he had another dream.

In the darkness, the surrounding air seemed to slow down, and the darkness expanded infinitely, gradually engulfing his heart, and the suffocation almost engulfed him.

He groped around in fear, and when he touched the wooden boards surrounding the narrow space, he instinctively slapped and wanted to get out.

The hand slapped the wooden board and made a sound, and after a few sounds, a ray of light suddenly penetrated the dark air, and then he was pulled out of the small space.

"Noisy!"

Yu Huaixing raised his eyes, and he saw Wen Biyu pulling his arm, looking at him with eyes full of disgust.

Wen Biyu held a whip in one hand, and she dragged the young him out of the closet and threw him on the ground, and beat him hard with the whip.

The whip left red marks on his emaciated body, some even tore the skin and ooze blood, the criss-crossed blood marks were shocking to watch.

He was beaten so hard that he fell to the ground without even the strength to beg for mercy.

Wen Biyu seemed tired from beating, squatted down and laughed wildly and said to him: "Yuhuai star, no one will ever love you, you are a burden, you have been a mistake since birth!"

"Xingxing... Xingxing!" Gu Cinian's voice brought Yu Huaixing back to his senses, his sharp eyes were flushed, "Why do you want to try whether it hurts or not? Xingxing, if you want to see blood, you can scratch the glass on me, You scratch yourself, do you know how scared I am!"

Compared with the pain in his body, his heart hurt a thousand times when he saw Yuhuai Xing self-harm.

"I-I'm just afraid..." Yuhuai Xing apologized helplessly, "I'm sorry Brother Nian, I-I'm just afraid that this is just a dream..."

The previous unbearable past was like a shackle with sharp blades, tightly trapping him, scarred by torture.

Everything is too happy now, and happiness scares him.

In the sea of ​​flowers in Liuhe, he saw Wen Biyu's hideous face in memory with his own eyes, she pinched his neck resentfully, wishing to strangle him to death.

That period of memory was real but vague, the sea of ​​flowers in the memory overlapped with the sea of ​​flowers in front of him at that time, and seeing the scene of Wen Biyu strangling his neck in the memory, he suddenly felt suffocated.

In those fears, he seemed to hear other voices, something that made him even more frightened, lingering in his ears, winding around him.

He tried his best to see and hear clearly, but his eyes were blurred, only endless coldness and darkness.

"Xing Xing, please don't apologize. It should be me who wants to say sorry. I shouldn't blame you. I'm too scared. I'm sorry Xing Xing, I'm sorry..." Gu Cinian held Yuhuai Xing tightly in his arms, and the fear lingering in his heart continued to fade away. Limbs and bones spread.

"I'm really scared... Don't be like Xing Xing, okay, I will feel bad, really hurt... If you want to hurt yourself again, you can directly use a knife on me, okay...Xing Xing, okay?"

"I, I won't..." Looking at Gu Cinian's flustered appearance, Yu Huaixing bit her lip, held Gu Cinian's face and raised her head to kiss his lips.

His eyes were covered with mist, and he whispered: "Brother Nian... If I were a very bad person, would you still like me?"

He said this sentence very lightly, as if Gu Cinian said "No", he could smile at him well, but the mist that dimmed his eyes could not hide his mood.

Throwed by the Jin family from City A to Jincheng, his unbearable past is still being spread by Jin Ming intensified.

He didn't know if Gu Cinian had heard those rumors, and he didn't know if Gu Cinian didn't mind, but the past that couldn't be erased was deeply branded on him like a brand.

His life has been in darkness since he was born. Wen Biyu said that he will never be happy, and no one will love him. Now he is so happy that he almost forgot how he rolled in the mud .

"Brother Nian..." He smiled, the blurred tears slowly fell from the corners of his eyes, he said softly, "I am the son of a murderer."