After the rebirth, the scumbag went crazy for me

Taste what he has tasted.

"He" refers to anyone who doesn't need to point out that they all know that Yu Huaixing didn't speak to Gu Cinian's eyes.

Gu Cinian suddenly sneered: "You haven't told me this for ten years when you've been together with me, but how long have you told him?"

"Didn't tell you?" Yuhuaixing raised his eyelashes and smiled lightly, "Have you ever cared before? Would you care about a pet you keep in captivity? You only care about whether it can bring you happiness or not. Happy isn't it?"

He looked at Gu Cinian indifferently, holding the wrist of his other hand, rubbing the red string on the wrist with his thumb.

Recently...he had a rare dream about his grandma.

A kind old man is sitting on a small bench. There is a dilapidated yard, the cement inside has been exposed for years, and there is a morning glory growing on the other side of the yard.

Grandma looked at him who was coming in the door, and smiled at him kindly, she said: "Xing Xing is back, ready to eat."

He walked forward, tears welling up and blurring his vision.

He ran forward, but grandma was getting farther and farther away from him. He still couldn't see grandma's face clearly, as if the long memory of the past was covered with a veil, unable to hide the sadness in his heart.

No matter how hard he tried to get close to grandma, grandma and the yard still gradually blurred until they disappeared in front of his eyes.

Deeply closing his eyes, Yu Huai Xing didn't know why he was reborn, his heart was riddled with holes in his previous life, and now the red rope in his hand has become the only thing he can feel comforted at present.

Even if everything is fake, at least...the warmth that grandma gave him back then was real.

"I'm sorry..." Gu Cinian was stunned for a moment, his voice was hoarse, and he took a deep breath as if trying to adjust his breathing.

He really never thought about getting to know Yuhuai Star before, because he didn't think it was necessary.

Even though he approached Yuhuai Xing for the purpose of having fun, but Yuhuai Xing also because he was able to spend the third year of high school well, so that he would give him whatever he wanted as long as he didn't make himself angry.

It's just that Yuhuai Xing never took the initiative to ask for the car, house or other things.

He is like a stray cat that has been wandering outside, and finally found a shelter so that it will not be tortured by the wind and rain any more. It huddles up in anxiety and fear, taking every step carefully.

I was afraid that I would be abandoned again.

Looking down from Yuhuaixing's face, Gu Cinian stretched out his hand to hold the back of Yuhuaixing's hand on his wrist.

His big hand wrapped Yuhuaixing's hand, and his thumb touched the red rope on Yuhuaixing's wrist.

The memories of the bright red blood in the past flooded the sky, his heart ached, and suddenly Yu Huaixing pulled his hand away from Gu Cinian's, and took half a step back while holding the red rope on his wrist. Say goodbye to touch.

"What do you want to do!"

Gu Cinian looked at Yuhuai Xing's slightly terrified expression, was stunned for a moment, then lowered his eyes to look at his empty hands, his chest was heaving up and down heavily.

That red rope was stained with Yuhuai star's blood when Yuhuai star fell in a pool of blood in his previous life. In the past, he only saw Yuhuai star often wearing that red rope, but he didn't know the origin of that red rope.

Putting down the empty hand that stayed in mid-air, he clenched his fist, breathed heavily and asked, "Okay, I won't touch it."

His eyes fell on the red rope that Yu Huai Xing was holding tightly in his palm, and when he raised his eyes and saw Yu Huai Xing's pale face, his heart couldn't help but soften.

He moved his lower body slightly, he wanted to get closer to Yuhuai Xing, but when he moved, Yuhuai Xing also clung to the red rope in his palm and moved accordingly.

He stopped on the spot, and he didn't continue to move, but said in a slow voice, "I won't move, so don't retreat either. This red rope... Who gave it to you?"

Yu Huaixing held his wrist very hard, his fingertips were all white, he retreated to the back of the sofa, leaning his back against the armrest of the sofa, and said slowly: "It has nothing to do with you!"

He clenched his hands tightly, and there were several finger marks on his white and slender wrists. Gu Cinian's heart ached badly, and he stretched out his hand to stop it, but stopped just as he reached midair.

Thinking of Yuhuai Xing's past that was deliberately erased, his eyes fell on Yuhuai Xing's tightly clenched wrist again.

When he was interested in Yuhuai star before, he investigated the information of Yuhuai star, and that was after he sent Yuhuai star to the hospital.

What he was sure of was that this red rope could not have been given by Yuhuai Xing's parents, because the information he investigated on Yuhuai Xing stated that Yuhuai Xing's father left him and left, his mother was missing, and Yuhuai Xing The memory of his parents is not good, and it is impossible for him to keep the things his parents gave him.

Although the red rope is well preserved, it can still be seen that there have been some years. Yuhuai star was already wearing this red rope when he met Yuhuai star.

At this point in time, he couldn't be sure whether Yuhuai Star's past was deliberately erased at this time in his previous life or just in this life.

But the mixing of these two things always made him feel uneasy. Is there any relationship between the person who gave Yuhuai star the red string and the person who deliberately erased Yuhuai star's past?

Yu Huai Xing breathed heavily, seeing that Gu Cinian was not approaching him anymore, he quickly got off the sofa and ran upstairs.

Back in the room, he closed the door tightly, leaned against the door and slid down to sit down, bent his knees, and only at this moment did he let go of the white wrist that had been held by him.

He didn't want Gu Cinian to touch the red string his grandma gave him, the red string was the only clean and pure thing in his broken and rotten life.

Sitting on the cold floor, he waited for a while before going into the bathroom.

With the cold water running, he stood in front of the mirror and reached out to touch the cold water from the faucet. The cold water passed from his fingertips to his palm, and he slowly raised his head.

Looking at his pale face in the mirror, he looked down at his white and smooth wrist, and pressed down hard on his wrist with his nails, because the skin of his wrist was broken by the nails due to too much force, and there was a slight pain.

Rinse the broken wrist under cold water. The wound felt numb and painful when it touched the cold water. He looked down at the wound, and his thick long eyelashes trembled slightly.

The sound of water gradually came from the bathroom. Yu Huaixing stood under the shower and let the cold water wash over him, slipping down his back and falling to the floor, making a "crackling" sound.

Holding the red rope on his wrist, he subconsciously held it hard.

He had to admit what he had been suppressing in his heart that he didn't dare to admit—his heart was as dark as his dark life.

Before following Gu Cinian's side, he hid the darkness in his heart behind what he thought was the light, but in his rotting life, even that false light disappeared, and the darkness in his heart burst out.

"Bang bang!" There was a knock on the bathroom door.

Yu Huai Xing did not know how long he took a cold shower in it, and his fingertips became wrinkled due to too much water.

"Yuhuai Star!" Gu Cinian was still knocking on the door, "Come out, or I'll kick the door in!"

Yu Huai Xing put on a bathrobe and went out slowly. As soon as he opened the door, Gu Ci Nian felt a burst of coldness coming from inside.

There is no steaming heat from a hot bath in the bathroom, only a chill as the bathroom door is opened.

"You took a cold shower?" Gu Cinian stared at Yuhuai Xing in disbelief.

Glancing at Gu Cinian, he turned sideways to pass by Gu Cinian, but his arm was grabbed, even through a bathrobe, the chill from his body wrapped in a cold shower still spread bit by bit.

Just now when he saw Yuhuai Xing in the bathroom for too long, he came to knock on the door because he was afraid that he would get dizzy and have an accident, but he never thought that Yuhuai Xing had taken such a long cold shower.

"Are you crazy! How dare you take a cold shower without knowing what kind of broken body you are! You are going to die!" Gu Cinian pulled Yuhuai Xing to the side of the bed and pulled a velvet quilt to wrap Yuhuai Xing up He carried him to the bed, took the remote control of the bedside table, and turned on the heating, and turned it to a very high level.

Drying Yuhuaixing's wet hair with a towel, he thought of Yuhuaixing's previous self-abuse behavior, and his heart felt like being pressed down by a big rock, making him breathless.

Throwing the semi-wet towel aside, he took the hair dryer and dried Yuhuaixing's hair. When he lowered his eyes, he accidentally saw the broken skin on Yuhuaixing's wrist.

He held Yuhuai Xing's hand and lifted it up, looking at Yuhuai Xing: "What's wrong with the injury on your hand?!"

Yu Huaixing wanted to withdraw his hand from Gu Cinian's, but Gu Cinian held the hand on his arm tightly to avoid his wound.

"It's nothing, it's just a broken skin." Yuhuai Xing raised his eyes calmly, looked at the wound on his hand lightly, and whispered, "There is no knife in the bathroom, and no vase..."

"Knife? Vase?" Gu Cinian listened to Yuhuaixing's words and stared at him with wide eyes. At this moment, it was as if a huge boulder had been blasted in his heart, and countless fine and sharp stones pierced into his heart, densely packed with pain. Come.

"You f/m want to hurt yourself again!"

He lowered his eyes to look at the red string on the wrist of Yuhuai Xing's other hand. He pinched Yuhuai Xing's chin, and breathed heavily into Yuhuai Xing's beautiful eyes with reddened tails, his heart throbbed violently. pain.

As his chest rose and fell, he took several deep breaths, his sharp eyes seemed to swallow people up, but in the end he just suppressed his anger and found the first-aid kit in the cabinet.

Use a cotton stick dipped in disinfectant to disinfect the wound on Yuhuai Xing's hand. The tingling sensation from the broken skin made Yuhuai Xing shrink back subconsciously.

"It hurts?" He tried his best to restrain his rude movements, took it easy, and sterilized Yuhuai Star while blowing on the wound, "Is this better?"

Yu Huaixing watched quietly that he did not speak, Gu Cinian clenched his fists and took a deep breath and did not speak again.

After disinfecting and applying medicine to the wound and bandaging it, Gu Cinian lifted the velvet wrapped around Yuhuai Xing's body and slipped in by himself.

He hugged Yuhuai Xing tightly, and the velvet blanket wrapped them both.

"Don't do this again." Gu Cinian didn't realize that there was a slight tremor in his voice, he hugged Yuhuai Xing forcefully, his body temperature was higher than ordinary people, holding Yuhuai Xing can make his body faster warm up.

He pressed the back of Yuhuaixing's head and put him on his shoulder, and said softly in a hoarse voice: "Don't hurt yourself again, and don't take a cold shower."

Stop hurting yourself?Yu Huai Xing couldn't help but chuckled slightly when he heard the sound, he raised his eyes: "You care?"

"I care." Gu Cinian's heart choked.

"Is that so, it's really strange that Mr. Gu, who never cared about other people's life and death, would care about someone like me that you don't like." Yu Huaixing raised his long eyelashes lightly, and the corners of his mouth slightly curled up, showing a half-smile.

Lifting his bandaged hand, he smiled indifferently and said, "I've died once, what does that mean to me? Don't bother Mr. Gu to worry about me."

"It won't be like that again! I won't let that happen again!" Gu Cinian hurriedly interrupted Yuhuai Xing, and when he heard the word "death", he subconsciously hugged Yuhuai Xing tightly and said persistently , "Don't say such things! I won't let you die!"

He pressed Yu Huai Xing's head on his shoulders, as if he was going to embed him in his arms, and the body holding Yu Huai Xing was even a little stiff.

Even though it has been so long, the scene of Yuhuai star leaving without nostalgia in front of his eyes is always vivid, as if engraved in his mind.

After living for so long, he has never regretted anything, but when he saw Yuhuai Xing lying in a pool of blood - he regretted it.

It is impossible for him to let the same thing happen again in this life, Yu Huai Xing must not die, nor leave him!

Yu Huaixing couldn't guess which thread Gu Cinian had connected wrongly, but he just sneered when he felt the stiffness of Gu Cinian's body, and slowly closed his eyes.

He feels very weak now, physically and mentally exhausted, and he just wants to sleep well and think about nothing.

Gu Cinian's body temperature was high, and Yuhuai Xing could feel the scorching heat when he was hugging him, and he could even feel the heat from the velvet blanket.

The heating in the room was turned on very high and wrapped in velvet, Gu Cinian's already high temperature body was almost scalding.

In Gu Ci Nian's arms, maybe it was because of habit, maybe because he couldn't stand the cold water in the bathroom for too long, so he gradually fell asleep while leaning against Gu Ci Nian's arms.

-

In the few days after that, Yu Huai Xing basically didn't say anything at his house, and even when he ate food, Yu Huai Xing only ate a little when he fed it to his mouth.

With Yuhuai star's current state, he didn't dare to mention the incident last time, and he also knew that no matter how he asked, he would never say anything that Yuhuai star refused to say, and he couldn't do anything to Yuhuai star .

Just like the matter between Yuhuai Xing, Gu Ciyin and Tu Yan, he was not willing to do anything to Yuhuai Xing, but he would kill Tu Yan and Gu Ciyin.

But now... He has no way of doing anything about the red rope.

During the few days of vacation, Yuhuai Xing's diet basically passed through his hands, but Yuhuai Xing has a very small appetite, and every time he ate half a bowl, he couldn't finish it.

Excluding these times, Yuhuai Xing was in a daze for the rest of the time, basically ignoring him.

But even so, time passed quickly.

Gu Cinian originally wanted Yuhuai Xing to rest for a few more days, but Yuhuai Xing would never delay others because of his own affairs.

Knowing that Yuhuai Xing would not agree, and he didn't want to make his relationship with Yuhuai Xing more rigid because of these things, he didn't mention it.

After the vacation, Gu Cinian drove Yuhuai Xing to the set, and Yuhuai Xing never said a word along the way.

Going to the set, the car was parked at the side door, when Yuhuaixing was about to get out of the car, he held the back of Yuhuaixing's head, broke his head and pressed a kiss on his lips.

"I'll pick you up tonight."

"No, I have something to do tonight." Yu Huai Xing didn't want to refuse.

Gu Cinian's expression turned cold: "Because of Gu Ciyin?"

Yu Huaixing glanced at him without saying a word, opened the door and got out of the car.

Looking at Yuhuai Xing's back, Gu Cinian clenched his fist and punched the steering wheel, and veins and veins appeared hideously on the clenched hand.

Gu Ciyin!It's Gu Ciyin again!

He couldn't strangle Gu Ciyin to death now, but if he moved Gu Ciyin, Yuhuai Xing would definitely run away from him.

To be patient, he had to be patient.

In the evening, Gu Cinian still came to the set, and before he got out of the car, he saw Yuhuai Xing coming out of the set and getting into Gu Ciyin's car.

Gritting his teeth, he stared at the front, and followed Gu Ciyin's car back to the vicinity of Gu Ciyin's house.

The car was parked on the side, and he watched Gu Ciyin and Yu Huaixing go in together. In the car, he kept staring at the master bedroom of Gu Ciyin's house, and picked up the phone to call Yuhuaixing.

The phone rang for a long time, until the female voice of the system automatically hung up the phone.

Throwing the phone on the co-pilot, he knew that Yuhuai Xing deliberately did not answer his call, maybe they are flirting now...

Will Yu Huaixing lean in Gu Ciyin's arms obediently as he treated him before, and be softly intimate with him?

Will he be obedient to Gu Ciyin as before, looking at him with eyes full of love and calling him Brother Yin?

All kinds of guesses made Gu Ci Nian want to go directly to Gu Ci Yin's house, kick open the door of Gu Ci Yin's house, and go upstairs to directly tear Yu Huai Xing away.

But he can't.

It's not that he doesn't dare, nor can he do it, but if he really does, Yuhuai star will hate him even more than now.

In the past, he never cared what other people think, but now he doesn't want to see Yuhuai star with red eyes.

Every time he saw Yuhuai Xing's red eyes, his heart would always throb.

-

As summer gets closer, the weather gets hotter. At the end of May, the sun hangs high in the sky, baking the earth.

During this period of time, Yuhuai star's roles were very tight, and he was basically on the set all day long.

This day he took Yuhuai Xing home, and the doorbell rang while Yuhuai Xing was taking a bath.

"Brother!" Gu Cixu was carrying a big bag of food in his hand, he happily shook the things in his hand to Gu Ci Nian, "I bought a lot of delicious food!"

Entering the house, he looked around the living room and saw no one, and asked, "Where are the stars? Are they in the room?"

Gu Cinian did not answer Gu Cixu's question, but said, "Go to the study."

Gu Cixu resentfully put down the packed takeaway in his hand, and followed Gu Cinian to the study room, holding the documents he brought together just now in his hand.

When he went to the study, he closed the door of the study, and handed the documents in his hand to Gu Cinian consciously: "Brother, this is the information you want me to find."

Seeing that Gu Cinian took over the document, Gu Cixu asked in a low voice: "Brother...Aren't you afraid that Brother Yin will know about your current relationship with Xing Xing?"

After reading the information, Gu Cinian threw it aside and raised his eyes: "What do you want to say?"

Gu Cixu pursed his lips, and said boldly: "Brother, your relationship with Xing Xing will not last long, you still have to make it clear to Xing Xing as soon as possible."

"Make it clear?" Gu Cinian suddenly sneered, "I told him! He doesn't believe me at all, and I can't see any fluctuations in his eyes!"

With a bang, the vase on the table was smashed to pieces by Gu Ci Nian, and Gu Ci Xu was caught off guard and was so frightened that his body was startled.

Gu Cinian's eyes flashed with coldness, and he curled his lower lip in self-deprecating way: "He never did this before, every time he would be very obedient and wait for me at home..."

But he...how did he do it then?

At that time, he always felt angry when he heard other people talking about Yuhuai star behind his back, but what made him even more annoyed was that he would be affected because of Yuhuai star.

The figure of Yuhuai Xing occupied his mind, engraving his shadow on his heart.

Depression and inexplicable panic continued to spread, and he severely punished those who talked about Yuhuai Star behind their backs.

He thought he would always think that Yuhuai Star was probably due to dopamine, as long as the excess dopamine in the body was consumed, it would naturally recover.

Just like the so-called liking, it is all because of the extension of passion/desire. When the passion/desire is satisfied, all the emotions caused by desire/desire will disappear.

But he and Yu Huaixing had skin-to-skin contact again and again, and the figure and depression in his heart still lingered.

"Brother... You actually fell in love with the stars a long time ago, but you didn't realize it yourself." After listening quietly, Gu Cixu explained in a low voice, "The source of all the problems comes from the person in your heart who is special to you. Yes, it is also because it is special that it will make you have many different emotions, that is liking."

"I like it..." Gu Cinian murmured to himself, his long and narrow eyes drooped slightly, his brows were slightly furrowed and then opened, then furrowed again, tangled and dazed.

This is like?He has never liked anyone before, and he doesn't need the so-called love, but has he actually fallen in love with Yuhuai star?

At the beginning, no matter how many times he touched Yuhuai star, the image of Yuhuai star entrenched in his mind could not be dissipated. It turned out that it was... because he likes it?

He got up from the chair and walked quickly to the door and out of the study room. Gu Cixu immediately followed after he was stunned for a few seconds. Before he could say "Brother", Gu Cinian turned around and said coldly to him: "Shut up !"

Gu Cixu immediately covered his mouth and followed resentfully.

Back in the master bedroom, Gu Cinian hesitated at the door, stretched out his hand and stopped in mid-air, and a few seconds later, when he seemed determined to open the door, it was suddenly opened.

"Star, star."

"Xing Xing, you, have you finished your shower?"

Yu Huaixing glanced at Gu Cinian, seeing Gu Cixu behind Gu Cinian, he smiled at Gu Cixu gently, nodded: "En."

Gu Cinian's face darkened, and Gu Cixu suddenly felt a cold seep down his back.

"Why didn't your hair dry?" Gu Cinian took a step forward and entered the room, closing the door behind him immediately.

Gu Cixu, who just wanted to follow in, was lucky enough to be half a step too slow and his nose escaped being hit by the door: "..."

On the sofa, Yu Huaixing was held in Gu Cinian's arms, his back was leaning against Gu Cinian's chest, and the warm wind from the hair dryer whistled.

The half-dried hair was cursed and dried by the hair dryer. The soft hair slipped between the fingers, and the aroma of shampoo still remained.

"Xing Xing, what do you want to eat later?" Gu Cinian asked.

"Big Pan Chicken." Yuhuai Xing got up from Gu Cinian's arms, and turned to look at him, "I know there is a restaurant that makes delicious Big Pan Chicken."

It was rare for Yu Huaixing to talk to him, Gu Cinian stepped forward and hugged him in his arms, and the unhappiness caused by Gu Cixu just now dissipated.

He kissed Yuhuai Xing's lips, his expression softened: "Okay."

Some time ago, Yu Huai Xing had been busy with filming. When he had time for vacation, he basically allocated his time to Gu Ciyin. They didn't go out for dinner at all.

After tidying up and changing clothes, Gu Cinian pressed Yuhuaixing on the door and kissed on the door for a while before wiping off the moisture on his lips, and kissed again on the corner of his mouth.

"Gu Cinian." Yu Huaixing put her arms around his neck, lightly lifted her long eyelashes and smiled at him, "You can leave first if something doesn't suit your taste."

Gu Cinian didn't delve into the meaning of this sentence, Yu Huaixing not only said a few more words to him today but also smiled at him, which undoubtedly made him feel much happier.

Taking Yuhuai Xing's hand down the stairs, he drove to enter the destination and followed the navigation to the restaurant Yuhuai Xing wanted to go to.

On the area near the destination, Gu Cinian slowly frowned as he watched the neon lights flashing around him.

After making a turn and parked the car on the side of the road, Gu Cinian held the steering wheel tightly and asked in a deep voice, "Do you know where these places are? You want to come here for dinner?"

Yuhuai Xing raised his eyelashes to look at him, and said with a faint smile: "What's the matter, do you have to specify where to eat?"

Gu Cinian glanced at the surrounding neon lights that were highlighted by the already darkened sky, and shouted angrily, "Is this a serious place to eat!"

This area is full of high-end clubs, and the purpose of the people who come here is self-evident.

"What?" Yu Huai Xing fanned her thick long eyelashes lightly, and let out a loose snort, "Didn't you go there often before, I can't just come here once if I want to?"

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