After the rebirth, the scumbag went crazy for me

A past that has been erased.

Gu Cinian was slightly stunned, but Yu Huai Xing caught this small detail, Yu Huai Xing pursed his lips and smiled loosely, his eyes moistened by steam were like a seductive goblin at night, charming and seductive.

"Ah... your body is very honest."

"I didn't!" Gu Cinian explained without looking away, "I didn't do this for that."

Yu Huaixing gently picked Gu Cinian's chin with his fingertips, raised his head, closed Gu Cinian's dark eyes, opened his soft lips slightly, and sneered in a nice and provocative voice: "What's there to pretend, Aren't you always like this before?"

"I, I didn't pretend!" When talking about the past, he looked away a little guilty, and all the past flashed through his mind, making his heart ache.

"I won't be like before." Holding Yu Huaixing's waist, he raised his head and kissed him on the lips, his voice was gentle and affectionate, "I just want you to stay by my side, and I will treat you good."

Gu Cinian's gentle tone seemed to be seductive, making people willingly slip into his cage.

"Stay by your side? Treat me well?" If it was the former self, he would definitely agree without hesitation, but the current Yuhuai star—his heart has already festered, so how can he be moved?

Looking down at Gu Cinian, Yuhuai Xing just found it funny to see him trying to pretend to like her, his tenderness can be faked, his liking can be faked, what else can't be faked?

Yu Huaixing shook his head and smiled lightly, wiped Gu Cinian's thin lips with his slender fingers, and said in a soft and teasing voice, "Well, I'm very touched."

The bathroom is full of hot air, with a faint aroma, like poppies, which is addictive and unconsciously sinking.

The stamina of the sweet wine has not yet dissipated, Yu Huaixing's head is still a little dizzy, and now he feels dizzy from the heat.

Leaning weakly on Gu Cinian's body, he bit his side neck, the tip of his tongue touched the circle of bite marks, Gu Cinian felt as if something exploded inside his hot body soaked in hot water .

"I'm so thirsty, I want to drink." Yu Huaixing rested his head on Gu Cinian's shoulder, his voice was soft, and his warm breath flowed over his skin, which could melt people's hearts.

Gu Cinian took a deep breath, he took a moment to pat Yuhuai Xing's back and said in a deep voice, "Don't you want to die, you still dare to drink!"

Yu Huai Xing didn't respond, only the sound of shallow breathing came from his ears, Gu Cinian turned his head and found that Yu Huai Xing had already fallen asleep.

Laughing in a low voice, Gu Cinian pulled the towel to wrap Yu Huaixing, dried him before carrying him out.

Putting on Yuhuai Xing's pajamas, Gu Cinian froze when he thought of something when he turned off the light, and then withdrew his hand to turn off the light.

He turned on the night light by the bedside and adjusted the brightness to the brightest before he turned off the incandescent lamp.

Yu Huaixing's body was huddled under the quilt, and being embraced by Gu Cinian's arms, he unconsciously moved closer to the heat source.

Curled up, he rubbed against Gu Cinian's arms, buried his head in Gu Cinian's neck, the loose black hair fell on Gu Cinian's neck, a little itchy.

Gu Cinian looked down at the defenseless little kitten who was drunk, and couldn't help but reach out and pinch his delicate skin.

In the past, Yuhuai Xing also sneaked into his arms unsuspectingly, but at that time he didn't know that another reason why Yuhuai Xing was close to him was because he was afraid of the dark.

"Boom——" There was thunder outside without warning, and a few seconds later, the sound of crackling rain poured down.

Yuhuai Xing's long eyelashes trembled slightly, and his body curled up, like a kitten shivering in the heavy rain with its body wet, which was very distressing.

Gu Cinian suddenly remembered that Yuhuai Star used to send him messages when it was raining, and asked him obediently if he had brought an umbrella, reminding him to remember to bring an umbrella so as not to get wet and catch a cold easily.

Not long after the message was sent, it was withdrawn, and then another message was sent to remind him to rest and not be too tired.

He didn't think about the reason why Yuhuai star withdrew the message before, but now that he thinks about it... probably because he knows that there is a secretary by his side so he doesn't need to think about bringing an umbrella.

In the past, he took it for granted that Yuhuai Xing gave him love and squandered it without restraint, but when Yuhuai Xing was heartbroken by him, he started to panic.

The scene of Yuhuai Xing falling into a pool of blood is still lingering, like a knife hanging from the tip of his heart, the sharp blade pressed against his heart, constantly cutting his flesh and blood.

"Yu Huai Xing!" He hugged Yu Huai Xing tightly and rubbed against his neck, his voice was a little trembling, "Don't even think about leaving again, I won't let you leave again!"

At night, the wind and rain kept beating against the windows, and the rainwater gathered on the glass windows and flowed down, leaving streaks of water.

……

The light was on in the study room, Gu Cixu handed him the document in his hand, and asked softly, "Brother, why are the stars here with you?"

Although Gu Cinian is Gu Cixu's older brother, Gu Cixu knows his brother's temperament. When Yuhuaixing and Gu Cinian were together, he knew that Yuhuaixing would definitely be wronged.

Later, when he learned that Yuhuai Xing and Gu Cinian broke up, his first reaction was that he thought it was good, but he didn't dare to show it because of Gu Cinian's sense of oppression.

Later, when Yuhuai Xing and Gu Ciyin were together, although he was surprised, it was more of a blessing, but when he saw Yuhuai Xing in Gu Cinian's room just now, he felt vaguely uneasy.

"Brother..." Gu Cixu whispered, "Xing Xing is with Brother Yin now, he is our sister-in-law—"

"Shut up!" Gu Cinian glanced coldly, and Gu Cixu immediately shut up.

"Sister-in-law? What is Gu Ciyin?" Gu Cinian was full of cold hostility, and he sneered, "Since when did Yuhuai Star belong to him? If it wasn't for Yuhuai Star, he would be so intact?"

Yuhuai Xing's sad appearance is still imprinted in his mind. If Yuhuai Xing hadn't tortured himself and threatened him last time, how could he be willing to just be a lover?

"Brother..." Gu Cixu looked at Gu Cinian weakly, and said angrily, "You like the stars, right? Since you like the stars, you should let him know..."

Gu Cixu knew Gu Cinian's temper very well. After following Gu Cinian's ass for so many years, it was the first time he saw Gu Cinian compromise for someone.

Gu Cinian is the proud son of heaven, others have always rushed to please him, and he has never seen him wronged himself.

Besides, in the current situation of Gu Cinian and Yuhuai Xing, it is obvious that they are underground lovers, right?

A lover can't stand up at all, how could Gu Cinian...

He was really shocked for a long time when he heard what Gu Cinian said just now, and for a moment he thought he heard it wrong.

The arrogant and cold Gu Cinian actually wronged himself for Yuhuai star... This news is undoubtedly similar to the shock of sparks hitting the earth.

"He/damn he only has Gu Ciyin in his heart!" Gu Cinian gritted his teeth, rather than answering, he seemed to be talking to himself, holding the pen tightly in his hand, his eyes were piercing, "Sooner or later, I will kill him !"

Now is not the time, Yu Huai Xing still has Gu Ciyin in his heart, if he touches him, Yu Huai Xing should have trouble with him again.

Yu Huaixing was willing to be threatened by him to stay by his side because of Tu Yan, and his eyes would be red because of Gu Ciyin, but he was the only one who was always cold and indifferent to himself.

With a "click", the pen in Gu Cinian's hand suddenly broke into two pieces.

Gu Cixu's body froze, the surrounding air was wrapped in cold air, and a cold sweat subconsciously oozes from his back.

The heavy rain was still falling tirelessly, accompanied by the cold wind whizzing past, a flash of lightning struck, as if splitting the world in two.

Back in the room, Yu Huaixing woke up at some point. He sat on the bay window, his slender white legs curled up naturally.

A cigarette was held between his index finger and middle finger. Under the warm-toned light, the cigarette glowed scarlet, flickering on and off.

Looking at the crackling rain falling outside, he raised his hand, took a puff on the mint cigarette, and exhaled it slowly. The white smoke was lingering, blurring his delicate face.

"Why don't you continue to sleep?" Gu Ci read over, sitting on the bay window and hugging Yu Huaixing's waist from behind, resting his chin on his shoulder and rubbing his cheek against his ear.

It's been a long time since they have been so tender, when was the last time like this?

It seems that since the night of Yuhuai Xing's birthday, he has never been so tender with Yuhuai Xing.

The raindrops dripped on the leaves, tick-tock, listening to the sound of rain outside, Gu Cinian leaned slightly and hugged Yuhuai Xing completely in his arms.

Turning his head, he kissed Yuhuai Xing's neck. Yuhuai Xing's fair and delicate skin was still white and glowing under the warm light.

The heated room was filled with a faint fragrance, but the dry air was now stained with warm humidity.

Yu Huaixing leaned against Gu Ci Nian's arms, his eyes were always looking at the pattering rain outside, he raised his hand and took a last puff of cigarette, and as the smoke slowly drifted away, he looked down at the back of his hand.

His fingers were slender and slender, and his snow-like skin looked like smooth and delicate porcelain. After watching for a while, he turned his hands over, holding his palm, and slowly raised his other hand holding mint smoke.

The scarlet cigarette butt was flickering and flickering. When the cigarette butt was almost close to the delicate and fragile skin, Gu Cinian, who was holding him, suddenly cried out in panic.

"Yuhuai star, what are you doing!"

The cigarette butt that was going to burn his palm did not fall, a big hand snatched the cigarette from his hand, the scorching cigarette butt burned obvious scars on Gu Cinian's palm.

Yu Huaixing looked up at Gu Cinian, and then looked down at the wound on his palm. His palm was scalded, and the flesh stained with blood could be seen exposed under the skin.

"Look." Seeing the wound on his palm, Yuhuai Xing's eyes were calm, and he said softly, "You shouldn't move around."

Holding Gu Cinian's hand in his palm, he asked softly, "Does it hurt?"

Gu Cinian's pent-up anger broke out in the panic that hadn't dissipated, he held Yuhuai Xing's hand behind his back, frowned and said, "Yuhuai Xing, what did you want to do just now!"

"You wanted to burn your hand with a cigarette just now?!" Gu Cinian grabbed Yuhuai Xing, his heart was beating fast and he still couldn't calm down. He couldn't imagine what would happen if he didn't see it just now or if it was a second slower.

Yuhuai Xing's skin was already considered fragile by ordinary people, and the hot cigarette butt pressed against his palm, if it got hot, it would definitely hurt him more seriously.

"Didn't you see everything?" Yuhuai Xing looked up at him and said calmly, "It's no big deal."

His eyes moved to the cigarette butt that had been extinguished, he glanced lightly, and went to get the cigarette case and lighter beside him.

He took out another cigarette from the cigarette case, but when he was about to light it, Gu Cinian snatched the cigarette and threw it out.

Looking at the cigarette that was thrown far away, when he was about to smoke another cigarette, Gu Cinian snatched the whole pack and threw it away.

"It hurts?" Yu Huaixing looked up at him, and said honestly and calmly, "I want to try."

With his palms facing up, he looked at his own palms, his breathing was slow and his eyes were slack. The dream just now did not fade away with time, and it was as vivid as ever.

He dreamed about his childhood again.

She was so hungry that she was about to pass out before Wen Biyu came back, she was holding a bag of leftovers in her hand, and saw him throwing the leftovers in a ziploc bag to him, like treating a dog.

If you really want to say it, maybe a dog is happier than him.

Since he was hungry last night, he and Wen Biyu wolfed down their food after thanking him. Wen Biyu suddenly slapped him in the middle of the meal.

His small face directly reflected the bright red palm print, Wen Biyu's force was so strong that blood was still oozing from the corner of his mouth.

"Look at your appearance, it's better to have a dog than you!"

Wen Biyu picked him up and dragged him across the room, took out a folded stick from the drawer, and lashed at him vigorously.

"Mom, I was wrong, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Mom, it hurts so much..."

At that time, he remembered that he kept crying and begging for mercy, but the more he begged for mercy, the harder he beat Wen Biyu.

There were scars all over his body, and the scars that had been bruised from the previous beatings added new red and swollen wounds, which were particularly eye-catching.

He bit his lips tightly and didn't dare to make any more noise, even when he cried, he couldn't help crying, the tears in his eyes couldn't help but flow out, his body hurts so much that his consciousness gradually lost, and before the last trace of consciousness was lost, he felt that he was being held by a hand. Grabbing and dragging forward, I heard the sound of opening the cabinet door.

The rain was still pouring down, Yu Huaixing's body trembled slightly and he closed his eyes deeply.

When he opened his eyes again, his eyes fell on the blood-red wound on Gu Cinian's palm, he turned his head to pick up the cigarette butt that was just thrown away, but Gu Cinian grabbed it.

"Yu Huai Xing, you did it on purpose, right!" Gu Cinian grabbed Yu Huai Xing's arm, a flash of anger and a trace of bewilderment flashed in his eyes.

"You get it back." Yu Huaixing glanced at the menthol cigarettes on the ground, then turned back to look at Gu Cinian, and said with a smile, "You burn it back with a cigarette, okay?"

He put his hand on the wrist where Gu Cinian was holding his arm, trying to break free from his hand, speaking calmly and obediently: "I'll light the cigarette for you, and you get it back in my palm."

Yu Huaixing's eyes were slightly red, and he was holding Gu Cinian's hand a little hard, his eyes were half-downcast, his thick long eyelashes drooping, and he murmured softly: "Get it back, you get it back..."

Gu Cinian was startled, and his heart suddenly twitched.

No matter how dull he was, he could tell that Yu Huai Xing was in a wrong state, and squinting at the corners of his red eyes, he hugged Yu Huai Xing into his arms, stroking his back unnaturally.

"Xing Xing!" He held Yuhuai Xing in one hand and called the doctor with the other.

When the doctor came over, Yuhuai Xing's remaining energy was exhausted, he was hugged by Gu Cinian, and he had already fallen asleep.

Telling the doctor about Yuhuai Xing's symptoms just now, he asked a little uneasy: "Why did he suddenly behave like that?"

The doctor checked Yuhuai Xing, shook his head and said: "He has no physical problems, he must have had some kind of dream that he was afraid of."

Prescribing some calming medicine for Yu Huaixing, the doctor asked, "Young Master Gu, did Mr. Yu have any memorable events before?"

Gu Cinian lowered his eyes and looked at the person who was curled up and huddled himself in the quilt. Although he had checked Yuhuai Star before, he didn't look at it because he was not interested in his past.

Now that I think about it, he knows nothing about Yuhuaixing except for Yuhuaixing's campus life that suffered from school violence.

He sent a message that night and sat by the bed for a long time.

Waking up the next day, Yu Huaixing opened his eyes in a daze, and was slightly taken aback when he looked up and saw Gu Cinian's face.

He didn't remember the memory of the drunkenness last night, he only remembered that he woke up in the middle of the night, and he dreamed about those terrible memories from before.

Those memories that he wants to bury in the depths of his memory and lock them in a black box will always come out, devouring him bit by bit—as if telling him that he can only live in darkness, and it is impossible to have light in this life.

Rubbing his swollen temples, he thought about other things but couldn't think of anything.

His long eyelashes were half drooping, he reached out to push Gu Cinian away, but was caught off guard by being turned over and crushed under Gu Cinian.

Gu Cinian pressed down on him, naturally bent his hands on the top of his head, bent down and bit his lips.

"Sober?"

Yuhuai Xing and Gu Cinian looked at each other for a few seconds, then said "hmm" inaudibly.

"What did you dream about when you were drunk last night?" Gu Cinian asked.

Yu Huai Xing's eyes trembled slightly, she subconsciously looked away, and said softly: "It's just a nightmare."

"What did you dream about?" Gu Cinian was reluctant.

Yuhuai Xing smiled slightly with half-drawn eyelashes, then turned to look at Gu Cinian: "You care?"

Gu Cinian will definitely try to get what he wants, but he didn't expect that Gu Cinian's stamina is so good that he can pretend for so long.

The corner of his mouth was slightly hooked, he put his hand on Gu Cinian's face, and smiled ambiguously: "You have mastered some of the responsibilities of a lover, but don't you know what to do and what not to do as a lover?"

His fingertips gently slid across Gu Cinian's handsome side face, and his voice was soft and charming, like a seductive fairy: "Lover, just do what a lover should do, and don't cross the line for the rest. You should be better than me." Are you clear?"

Gu Cinian taught him this. Before, he had to think for a long time even if he wanted to call Gu Cinian and send him a message.

Gu Cinian hates being interrupted when he is busy, because he hasn't seen Gu Cinian for too long, when he wants him to call him, what he finally gets is Gu Cinian's impatience and the busy signal that he hangs up the phone without hesitation .

After that, he didn't dare to call Gu Cinian casually to disturb Gu Ci. Even if he missed him again and saw Gu Cinian and other hot searches popping up one after another on Weibo, he just held his phone tightly and didn't dare to disturb Gu Ci. read.

He humbly guarded the remaining twilight, and when the twilight was gradually going out, Gu Cinian would give him a little tenderness like a charity, so that he could breathe a sigh of relief in the vortex that was about to drown.

"Yu Huai Xing!" Gu Cinian's tenderness was shattered, he gritted his teeth, "Do you have to do this?"

"What's wrong?" Yu Huaixing looked at Gu Cinian's expression appreciatively, and he chuckled meaninglessly, "Am I forcing you? Do you like the feeling of immorality? Or when did you start to like being masochistic, shaking M?" To be honest, this habit is really perverted."

Gu Cinian gritted his teeth and he knew that Yuhuai Star would not believe even if he explained it, so he didn't explain it.

Pinch Yuhuaixing's chin, put his hands on the back of his head and press him on his shoulder, he said in a deep voice, "No matter what, don't even think about leaving me!"

After lunch, the person who came in to report in the study reported the information he had found, and Gu Cinian's face gradually turned cold.

The man who reported said fearfully: "Mr. Gu, Mr. Yu's information has been deliberately erased. I, we really can't find it."

He spent a lot of effort to investigate, but he didn't know who had erased the information of Yuhuai Star. He had no way to start. He could only find the information since Yuhuai Star High School, and he couldn't find the information in the past.

"Interesting." Gu Cinian looked at the documents in his hand, and slowly exerted force with his slender and well-articulated hands, the paper wrinkled, and the man tensed his body in fear.

The air in the study seemed to be gradually being drained, and the man felt that he did not dare to breathe, for fear that he would suffocate to death in the next second.

He stood aside tremblingly, as if standing on the tip of a knife. At this moment, he experienced a feeling of "accompanying the king is like accompanying a tiger".

"Get out." Gu Cinian said very lightly, but the sense of coercion on his body made people breathless. The man immediately got out when he heard the amnesty, his breathing was tense.

Throwing the materials in his hand forward, the papers were scattered and fluttered to the ground, and the detailed records of Yuhuai Xing's high school period and recent records were densely recorded on them, but the previous records were blank.

Who deliberately erased the previous records of Yuhuai Star?

Eyebrows furrowed tightly, the cup on the table was thrown to the wall and shattered into many pieces, the scattered papers and broken glass shards in the study looked messy all over the floor.

After leaving the study, Gu Cinian returned to the room.

In the room, Yuhuaixing was quietly reading the original novel. He was leaning on the back of the chair, and the sunlight coming in through the floor-to-ceiling windows painted the floor with a layer of light. In Yuhuaixing's eyes, it shone like vast stars.

Gu Cinian walked over, took the novel from Yu Huaixing's hand, bent down and kissed his soft and cool lips.

Picking up Yu Huaixing and letting him sit on her lap, Gu Cinian held the back of his head and kept deepening the kiss.

"What happened to you before?" Gu Ci Nian asked.

The kiss was quick and domineering, and Yuhuai Xing couldn't breathe evenly now. He leaned on Gu Cinian's shoulder and panted slowly, and after a while he smiled lightly and said, "Why does Young Master Gu care about this all of a sudden?"

"Answer me." Gu Cinian grabbed Yu Huaixing's chin and forced him to look at him.

"I'm not obligated to tell you that." Yu Huaixing stared straight into Gu Cinian's eyes, her heart twitching.

In the past, Gu Ci Nian didn't care about him, but now he finally thinks of pretending to pretend to be affectionate?

For him, the previous memories are wounds that cannot heal, and every time he mentions it, it is like tearing the bloody wound.

He couldn't adapt to that kind of pain, and he didn't want to show Gu Cinian his horrific wounds.

Gu Cinian hugged Yuhuai Xing tightly, and softened his voice: "Is that dream related to the past?"

Yuhuai Xing tilted his head, his eyes were pure and innocent: "Your acting skills are very good now, at least ninety points, why don't you try to change your career and become an actor?"

His eyes moved to the novel that Gu Cinian had put aside, he picked it up and flipped through a few pages, but Gu Cinian snatched it away.

Gu Cinian's hand holding Yuhuai Xing was a little tighter, distress and uneasiness surged from the bottom of his heart, mixed with some indescribable depression, but he couldn't get angry, like a machine that suddenly went silent.

Besides school violence, what else has Yuhuai Xing experienced before?

"Your fear of the dark is also related to that dream, right?" Although Gu Cinian used a question, his tone was affirmative.

Yuhuai Xing's long eyelashes trembled slightly, and the half-drooped eyelashes were raised again. He curled up his mouth and smiled: "Yes, so what?"

He smiled casually and spoke very calmly, as if he was not the one who experienced those things, but this time Gu Cinian could see from Yuhuai Xing's tiny movements that he had been trying his best to downplay the past.

Yuhuai Xing has a habit of lowering his eyelashes halfway when trying to suppress his emotions, trying to cover the emotions in his eyes.

"What happened?" Gu Cinian raised his head and kissed Yuhuai Xing's lips, with a gentle tone, "Tell me."

Yu Huai Xing blinked her long eyelashes lightly, and said calmly: "It's almost time."

Putting his hand on Gu Cinian's chest, he pushed him away, but when he wanted to get off his lap, Gu Cinian hugged him even tighter.

"You want to go to him?"

Gu Cinian hugged Yu Huaixing and turned over, pressing him on the sofa, stroking his soft lips with her fingertips, her eyes dangerous.

"He knows you're afraid of the dark? Did you tell him about the past?"

The author says:

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