After the rebirth, the scumbag went crazy for me

Cleared up.

Gu Cinian held Yu Huai Xing's hand slightly stiff, watching Yu Huai Xing speechless for a while.

Sensing the subtle changes in Gu Cinian, Yu Huaixing suddenly laughed twice: "So that's how it is..."

He looked straight at Gu Cinian, his beautiful eyes were distracted: "It's fun to lie to me, isn't it? It's fun to watch me be staged by you to take you for a while, isn't it?"

Although these two sentences are questions, the answer has already been found from Yuhuai Xing's tone.

He replied for Gu Cinian: "Of course it's fun. In the last life, you watched me sink into your charity-like tenderness, and watched me fall into your trap. You're already tired of playing tricks, so in this life you clearly know everything. The truth, but laid out a bigger playing field to watch me struggle in it."

The bitterness melted at the apex of his heart one after another, and Yu Huaixing felt that his breathing was sore and painful.

For ten years, he has been waiting and fantasizing, imagining whether Gu Ci Nian will be able to see himself one day when he is so tired of playing, even if what Gu Ci Nian gave him is totally different from what he gave.

He has been deceiving himself and making excuses for Gu Cinian, but what he got in the end was a tragic ending.

The moment he woke up in a pool of blood and found himself reborn, he thought he could start over, but all his struggles and grief were in Gu Cenian's plan.

He was like a canary locked in a cage by Gu Cinian. He found the previous cage, so Gu Cinian changed to another cage.

A big cage that he thought he had escaped with all his heart, but was still under Gu Cinian's control.

Gu Cinian used up all his feelings and hopes in his previous life, and in this life after his tragic death, he continued to torture and tease him in another way.

He took a deep breath, as if his soul had been sucked out, his voice was ethereal and his eyes were empty: "Gu Cinian...how do you want to play now? Lock me up again and torture me in another way? Or have you found a more interesting method? ?”

Smiling at Gu Cinian, he felt as if something had exploded in his chest, the wind blowing in from outside made his head hurt more and more, the blurry scene in front of him gradually diverged, and at the moment his consciousness was completely withdrawn, it merged into A piece of white.

"Yuhuai Star!"

……

"Xingxing, are you awake? How long have you been sleeping, you little lazy cat."

A beam of soft light shone on his face, Yu Huai Xing opened his eyes hazily, only feeling a radiance.

"Xing Xing, look quickly, do you like this sea of ​​flowers?" The man saw that he woke up and held him in his arms, pointing his slender fingers out of the window to the sea of ​​flowers covered in gold by the sun.

The sun shone on the man's body, making it very warm. Yuhuai Xing felt warm and comfortable leaning against him.

Turning his face, he looked at the man, looked at his handsome and lazy face, and followed his fingers to look over, what caught his eyes was an endless sea of ​​flowers.

The breeze blows slowly, and the flowers in the sea of ​​flowers set off layers of waves, and the pleasant fragrance floats in from the window, which makes people feel happy.

"Why do you still look like you haven't woken up?" The man gently pinched his cheek, tender and pampering.

"Brother Nian..." Yu Huaixing shook his head, rubbed against Gu Cinian's arms, and said softly, "It's very beautiful, thank you Brother Nian."

"It's good if you like it, because you said you liked it before, so I bought this room here on purpose, and you can see the sea of ​​flowers when you come together in the future." Gu Cinian slightly curled his lips, his handsome face seemed to shine in the sun With the light on, Yu Huaixing couldn't help rubbing against his arms again with his lazy smile.

"Do you feel happy?" Gu Cinian asked suddenly.

Yu Huai Xing softly hugged Gu Ci Nian, nodded obediently, her eyebrows and eyes were slightly curved: "Every day with Brother Nian is very happy."

"Do you feel happy?" Gu Cinian asked again, but the smile was gone, and there was a trace of coldness in his voice.

Yu Huaixing looked at him suspiciously, the soft sunlight that came in suddenly dissipated, thunderclouds surged outside, and it was pitch black.

"Are you really happy?"

Turning his head, Yu Huaixing looked at Gu Cinian's cold face and his heart tightened, but the next second he was pressed on the bed by Gu Cinian.

Black clouds were covering the outside, a bolt of lightning flashed across and split the world, and a huge thunder exploded with a "boom", and it rained heavily in the world.

The sea of ​​flowers in front of the window was smashed by the rain and the petals were scattered, making it muddy.

A hand was pinched around his neck, another flash of lightning flashed by, and in that flash of lightning, Yu Huai Xing saw the ferocious face in front of him.

Gu Cinian's face gradually turned into Wen Biyu's face, her eyes were bloodshot, and she strangled Yu Huaixing's neck tightly.

"Are you really happy?" Wen Biyu gritted her teeth and asked again. The lightning struck and illuminated her face, making her look very scary.

Yuhuai Xing had difficulty breathing, he grabbed Wen Biyu's hand pinching his neck, and shouted with difficulty: "Mom..."

"Don't call me mom! It's all because of you that my life is so miserable, it's all because of you! Yuhuai star, you have been a mistake since birth. If it wasn't for you, I could live a better life. It's all because of you that dragged me down." ! It's all your fault that I've lived so miserable! How can you be happy? You, like me, are doomed to never be happy!"

"How can you be happy!" The hand pinching Yu Huaixing's neck continued to exert force, she smiled ferociously, "How can you be happy when I live in such a miserable life! You should be the one who will go to hell!"

Wen Biyu's eyes widened and her pupils shrank suddenly, her eyelids seemed to be torn open, like a ghost trying to drag Yuhuai Xing to hell.

"The only thing you are chasing is the life-threatening lock that leads you to a deeper abyss. Yuhuai Star, you are an evil bastard. Your father doesn't want you, and even stray dogs are better than you. How can such a lowly you deserve happiness, so you You will never be happy, and you will always only deserve to be played with by others hahaha!"

The world outside the window was already too dark to be seen at some point, and the lightning split the sky, reflecting the blood-red rain.

Wen Biyu pinched him tightly with both hands, screaming like a ghost in hell: "You only deserve to live in hell, you will never be able to get rid of the darkness, you can only live in the abyss forever, and you are only worthy of being trampled on Underfoot hahaha!"

"Boom" thunder exploded again, Yu Huaixing suddenly opened his eyes and panted violently, his chest heaving continuously.

There was the sound of heavy rain pouring on the ground outside, Yu Huaixing clutched his chest and looked out of the dark cloud-covered window, his naturally hanging hand tightly clutched the bed sheet until his knuckles turned white.

"Xing Xing, are you awake?" A boy's voice came from next to his ear, Gu Cinian took Yu Huai Xing's hand, Yu Huai Xing shook his hand away, and turned to look at him in surprise.

Seeing Gu Cinian's face, Yu Huaixing stepped back subconsciously, his body trembling uncontrollably, he couldn't tell which was a dream and which was reality, or whether he was still in a dream.

Looking down at his empty hand that was freed, Gu Cinian was startled and frowned in anger, but when he saw Yuhuai Xing's bewildered face, his heart ached.

Yu Huaixing's face turned pale, and he looked at him with loose and vigilant eyes, like a kitten frightened in the rainstorm, looking weakly and vigilantly at the people who approached it.

"Yuhuaixing, what's the matter with you?" He stood there and took his hands back, thinking that he was still losing his temper because of the thing he talked about before, and said, "I said that I would never do that again, the one you wanted before is me will promise you."

Yu Huaixing retreated to the edge of the bed just now, with his back against the bed board, and he still stared straight at Gu Cinian without making a sound.

"What's the matter with you?" Gu Cinian frowned again, and he stretched out his hand to feel the temperature of Yuhuai Xing's forehead.

At Gu Ciyin's house, Yu Huaixing was wearing a thin shirt and his thin body was blown by the cold wind for so long and passed out. When he came to the hospital, he had a fever.

I just finished the injection, but I'm not sure if the fever has subsided now.

Yuhuai Xing stiffly and quickly turned his head away from Gu Cinian's hand, he muttered to himself: "I don't want to hope anymore, I won't hope anymore..."

"What?" Yu Huaixing's voice was hoarse, and he spoke very softly, Gu Cinian couldn't hear what he was saying clearly.

Yu Huaixing raised his eyes and looked at the pouring rain that was so dark that only he could hear it outside the window. What Wen Biyu said just now kept echoing in his ears like pressing the replay button.

"The only thing you are chasing is the life-threatening lock that leads you to a deeper abyss. Yuhuai Star, you are a scumbag. How can you be so despicable that you deserve to be happy, so you will never be happy, and you will always only be worthy of being played by others. palm!"

"You are only worthy of living in hell, you will never be able to get rid of the darkness, you can only live in the abyss forever!"

The abyss... He has always grown up in the abyss, but he saw the first ray of sunshine when he met Gu Cinian in his third year of high school.

Having never seen the sun, he chased after it instinctively, and never thought about why the ray of sunshine shone into the bottomless abyss.

Hearing the sound of crackling rain hitting the ground, his slender fingers clenched and protruded each knuckle.

His nerves seemed to be paralyzed, and his mind was in a trance. The raindrops fell, and the noisy rain could not dispel the voice of Wen Biyu from his ears, which was like the echo of the valley.

The fruit knife on the bedside table shone sharply under the light. Yu Huaixing's eyes stopped on the fruit knife, and he reached out and took the knife to scratch his wrist.

"Yuhuai star, what do you want to do, are you crazy!" Gu Cinian shouted, he quickly reached out to grab the knife in Yuhuai star's hand, but the sharp blade had already scratched Yuhuai star's skin.

Bright red blood oozes out, which is even more shocking against the backdrop of fair skin.

Seeing that smear of red, Gu Cinian's memory was pulled back to the scene where Yuhuai Star fell in a pool of blood.

The pain hit from the depths of his heart, and he panicked instantly.

In a hurry, he took several tissues to cover the wound on Yu Huaixing's wrist, and Gu Cinian rang the call bell with his other hand.

"Come here immediately!"

The pain from the wound made Yu Huaixing's mind clearer, at least he is no longer in a trance like before.

He wanted to withdraw his hand from Gu Cinian's, but Gu Cinian held on tightly, and did not let go of the hand that was pressing his wound to stop the bleeding.

"Don't move! Do you know what you're doing!" The panic in his heart hadn't disappeared, and Gu Cinian's voice was still trembling.

The doctor came quickly, and he bandaged Yuhuai Xing. Fortunately, Gu Cinian responded in a timely manner, the wound was not deep, and only scratched the surface of the skin.

Yuhuai Xing's fever has subsided now, but his health is not good and he must take good care of it, and his body has fallen to the root of the disease before, and if he doesn't take good care of it, it will increase the burden on his body.

"Yuhuai star, what on earth are you trying to do! Do you know how dangerous what you did just now!" Gu Cinian was still in shock, suppressing his emotions while speaking, "If I slow down a little bit, do you know what will happen to my hands!"

Yu Huaixing looked at him slowly, her beautiful eyes were like stagnant water without any ripples.

One more slow step... what will become...

It's better to be anything than it is now, isn't it?

"Gu Cinian..." he said, "I was wrong... I was really wrong, if you hadn't sent me to the hospital when I had a fever..."

If Gu Cinian hadn't sent him to the hospital back then, they wouldn't have gotten along with each other in the future, and they wouldn't have put their hearts into it because of that candy and the ray of sunshine.

He always remembered that day, when the warm sunshine shone on Gu Cinian's body, he smiled lazily, "It's not bitter, is it?"

It's not bitter...

It is indeed not bitter anymore. The sugar at that time not only covered the bitterness, but also sweetened my heart.

But Gu Cinian must have found it very interesting when he saw it at the time. Such a lowly person dared to hope for sunshine. It was only fun to watch him fall step by step.

After all, he only approached him at the beginning because campus life was too boring and he wanted to have fun with himself.

"Yuhuai Star!" Gu Cinian suddenly shouted angrily, "What's wrong? What do you mean by that?"

Yu Huaixing raised his head, he smiled at Gu Cinian, but his eyes were empty and cold.

Gu Cinian's heart ached sharply from Yuhuai Xing's smile, looking at his reddened and numb eyes, his heart ached in bursts.

In an instant, the depression in his heart was like a pot of cold water being poured over a burning charcoal fire, and the "Zi La" disappeared completely, leaving only cold white smoke.

He met Yuhuai star's desperate eyes, his heart trembled suddenly, and immediately hugged Yuhuai star tightly, the inexplicable fear in his heart melted away, as if Yuhuai star would disappear again in the next second.

Holding Yu Huaixing tightly in his arms, he was too tight to let go for half a second.

"Gu Cenian... how long do you plan to play in this life?" Yuhuai Xing let Gu Cenian hug him tightly, the other's strength seemed to embed him in his arms.

He didn't struggle, the strength in his body was exhausted, he stared blankly at the front, his voice was only breathless: "You played for ten years in your last life, in this life...will you play for another ten years? Wait until you get tired of playing? Or do I have to die again? Will the time end sooner if I die again?"

"Yu Huai Xing!" Gu Cinian's emotions were a little out of control, he couldn't hear the "death" in Yu Huai Xing's mouth now, his voice was cold and trembling, "Who allows you to speak like this! I forbid you Say the word "death" again!I didn't play, I said I won't be the same again!And I, I have no memory at all before! "

He understood what Yuhuai Xing was talking about, and the memories of his previous life that had been dusty in his mind after being hit on the head poured out like a broken lock.

that day...that day...

He was panting heavily, the lingering pool of blood in his mind occupied everything, his arms tightened a little more, and his trembling voice commanded: "Did you hear Yuhuai Star! I forbid you to say the word "death" again!Say no more!You can only live, and you must live well! "

His chest kept rising and falling, and he was breathing heavily. Even though this person was hugged in his arms alive now, his body was no longer cold, even though the temperature from his body was coming, his heart was still full of uncomfortable feelings. Stinging and unspeakable sorrow.

He found that he is not normal now, no, it should be said that he has been abnormal since the day he saw Yuhuai Xing lying in a pool of blood.

He who has never felt fear is now full of fear in his heart. Fear has planted a seed in his heart at some point, and it has taken root and sprouted, rapidly grown and spread, and is deeply rooted in the bottom of his heart.

The bell rang at twelve o'clock at night, and the New Year officially arrived. Due to the rain, the fireworks could not be set off outside, and only the complicated sound of rain resounded through the earth.

This year does not have a strong flavor of the year, the world is shrouded in icy rain, making the day of the new year even colder and more desolate.

After taking the medicine, Yu Huaixing became drowsy. He lay on his side on the bed. When he was about to fall asleep, he felt the bed move slightly. Someone got on the bed and slowly approached him, then hugged him into his arms. .

With his hot chest pressed against his back, a familiar and pleasant smell came, and his long eyelashes trembled slightly.

The cold breath is like a pine covered with snow, and it is the fragrance of grasses and trees melted by the first snow.

Being hugged from behind, the scorching body temperature came through the thin pajamas, and the coldness in his body that had never been warmed quietly dissipated.

Yuhuai Xing who was hugged by Gu Cinian last night didn't know when he fell asleep, and when he woke up the next day, he packed his things and left the hospital directly.

Before leaving, he released Gu Cinian from the blacklist, guessing that Gu Cinian turned on Do Not Disturb before and after the medical expenses here.

It rained all night, the ground was still wet, and there were still puddles dripping on the ground. The cold wind carried a damp breath, icy cold and biting.

After taking a taxi back to Gu Ciyin's house, Yu Huaixing went to the bathroom to take a shower, the cold dew on his body was washed off, and he felt much more comfortable.

After taking a shower, he casually brushed his hair and looked at his phone, only to find that there were a few more missed calls and unread messages on the phone.

Looking at the unfamiliar numbers that had missed calls and sent unread messages, he didn't click on the messages to read them, but put them all in the trash can.

The wind was still blowing, and although the rain had stopped today, the sky was still foggy, and the air was covered with water vapor, as ethereal as smoke.

Yu Huaixing read the script for a while, but the fatigue in his body didn't disappear, but now it got worse. He fell asleep again after leaning on the sofa.

He didn't take his medicine in the morning. I don't know if it's because he got cold last night and now he's very weak. He's still sleepy after sleeping for a long time, but every time he sleeps, he can't sleep soundly. He wakes up quickly after sleeping for a while.

After waking up, he touched the phone to the side to check the time, and accidentally pressed the vibrating phone to answer it in a daze.

"Stars? Today is the first day of the new year, where do you want to go?"

Hearing the familiar voice, Yuhuai Xing was stunned for a moment, and after a few seconds of pause, he looked at the phone and realized that he had not only accidentally answered the call but also turned on the speakerphone.

"I heard that there is a flower market in City B today. Do you want to go shopping? Didn't you also buy some potted plants before? You put those potted plants on the windows, and they look so lush and pretty."

Listening to Gu Cinian talking about the past, he felt that today's weather was even more stuffy. The thick cumulus clouds seemed to be pressing on the tip of his heart, making him unable to breathe.

Taking a deep breath, he hung up the phone directly, and long pressed the off button to turn it off.

After a while, the doorbell rang at the door, and when Yu Huaixing went to open the door, he saw the figure at the door with cold eyes.

"Why did you hang up on me?" Gu Cinian stared at him and asked.

"Is there something wrong?" Yu Huaixing didn't want to talk to him, seeing that he was about to close the door but was blocked by Gu Cinian's hand, he suppressed his emotions and said, "You have to treat me like this!"

Grabbing the door, he squeezed in, explaining a little hastily: "I didn't lie to you, I really didn't think of anything at first, I was wrong before, I won't do that again, I won't treat you like that again. Toys! Trust me!"

"What exactly do you want to say?" Yu Huaixing raised his head, his tone was devoid of any emotion, only calm.

"I said I was wrong! I really wouldn't be like that. Didn't you ask me if I always used you as a toy? I didn't! It might have been like that at first, but I didn't think of anything at that time. I, I I'll be good to you now!"

"Why do you want to be nice to me?" Yu Huai Xing looked at him and said softly, "For going to bed? Aren't you afraid of getting dirty? You'd better find a cleaner lover."

"Yuhuai Star!" Gu Cinian interrupted him, breathing a little short of breath.

When he woke up, he found that when the Yuhuai star disappeared, his heart suddenly fell like a shot put, and fell heavily to the ground.

A quiet and cold body emerged from a pool of blood, he immediately called Yuhuai Xing without thinking about anything, and went straight to Gu Ciyin after leaving the hospital.

"Do you really want to talk to me like this!" He grabbed Yu Huaixing's arm, his hands trembling uncontrollably, "Is it because of Gu Ciyin? Because you are with him now, you reject me everywhere?"

"You don't love him, why do you have to get entangled with him!" Gu Cinian didn't let go of Yuhuai Xing's hand, and he pressed Yuhuai Xing against the door, "I said I was wrong, I really It won't happen again, trust me."

He bent down and lowered his head, wanting to kiss Yu Huaixing's lips, but he turned his head away and only kissed the corner of his mouth.

Yu Huai Xing said softly: "Whoever I love is my business, no matter who I love, that person can't be you."

"Bang!" Gu Cinian slammed his clenched fist on the door next to Yuhuaixing, and he squeezed Yuhuaixing's chin to force him to look at him: "I apologized in a low voice, what do you still want? How about me!"

"I don't want anything from you." Yu Huaixing only felt exhausted in his heart. He said softly, "I didn't force you to apologize, nor did I want your apology. Ten years... I have paid off all the warmth you gave me , even if it’s fake, I’ll admit it. We’ve already settled the relationship in our previous life, so there’s no need to get entangled.”

Gu Cinian tightly clenched his fist against the door, staring at Yuhuai Xing stiffly, at this moment he couldn't say anything.

He couldn't deny what Yu Huai Xing said, just like he couldn't deny the ten years in his previous life.

He has seen all the behaviors of Yuhuai Xing carefully trying to curry favor with him, but he has never looked directly at them before.

He thought it was fun when he got close to Yuhuai star at first, and it was normal for him to throw it away when he got tired of playing.

But is it really because he hasn't gotten tired of keeping him for so many years?

The author says:

顾:本是豪门娇妻甜宠文，硬是被我作成追妻火葬场:）感谢在2022-02-0721:13:49-2022-02-0822:02:44期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦——

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