Recalcitrant

After Lu Shaoheng came out of the hotel, he didn't go home immediately, but kicked a small stone on the ground by himself and walked aimlessly.

Not long ago, seeing Chen Zhuo and Zhang Luyu's family of three happily together, Lu Shaoheng was a little surprised, but it was not difficult to accept.After all, this is also one of his preset results. Before seeing it with his own eyes, he had done many years of psychological construction.

Chen Zhuo likes Zhang Luyu, Lu Shaoheng has always known this, and the two of them have been together for so many years, and they can be regarded as lovers who finally got married.

Besides, in the past two years, he has also paid attention to their gossip news, but today he just confirmed it with his own eyes.

As for the others, it's just that he didn't recognize the reality for a while, because of a little bit of luck and delusion.

The roads in the town are winding and winding, and the normal walking time from the hotel to Lu Shaoheng's home is less than half an hour.Today Lu Shaoheng stopped and walked absent-mindedly all the way, and it was already dark when he got home.

The lights were on in the yard. It might be that the landlord and his wife came back. Lu Shaoheng didn't want to talk to anyone right now, so he went upstairs without making a sound.

It's just that as soon as he stepped up the steps, he saw Chen Zhuo sitting on the stairs in front of his house.

"Where have you been?" Hearing Lu Shaoheng's voice, Chen Yao raised his head and looked at him from top to bottom without blinking.Perhaps it was because of the persistent high fever and waiting in the wind for most of the night, his cheeks were abnormally white, and his figure was shaky.

Lu Shaoheng was not ready to face Chen Zhuo, at least not now, so in just a few seconds of eye contact, he failed to hide his emotions well, and the bewilderment in his eyes was fully exposed.

As long as he is given a little more time, Lu Shaoheng thought, maybe tomorrow, he can face Chen Zhuo with a more decent attitude.

"Why are you here? I heard that you were sick today, are you well now?" Lu Shaoheng walked towards Chen Zhuo as if nothing had happened, and stopped when he was only two or three steps away from him. Pretending to be pretentious is his instinct. The time is enough for him to put on his armor.

"It's much better." Chen Zhuo asked seemingly casually, "You went to the hotel today."

"Yes." Lu Shaoheng didn't deny it, but looked away: "I'll go find Qiao Yue."

Unexpectedly, Chen Yao didn't go down this step, but said: "Qiao Yue has been on the set all day today, and he hasn't finished work yet."

Lu Shaoheng was stunned, for a moment he didn't know how to complete this casual lie, Chen Zhuo is not a person who won't show mercy to others.

Seeing that Lu Shaoheng was silent, Chen Zhuo asked again: "So you saw Lu Yu today?"

"Yes." Mentioning Zhang Luyu, Lu Shaoheng lifted his spirits again, looked at Chen Yan, and asked with a smile: "Is Lu Yu sister going to have a baby soon, I heard she is a little sister?"

Chen Zhuo didn't answer him, but stood up staggeringly, leaning on the fence with one hand, staring at Lu Shaoheng, "Is this what you want to tell me?"

"I have a pair of bracelets handmade by the local Bai people here, and they look quite cute." Lu Shaoheng seemed to have not heard, and took three steps and two steps up the steps, passed Chen Zhuo to the front of his house, bowed his head and opened the door lock: "You hand it over to her for me, and it's a meeting gift."

"Okay, I'll pass it on for you." Chen Zhuo's face turned pale again, and he asked, "Is there anything else?"

"Say hello to Sister Lu Yu for me." Lu Shaoheng's voice also sank, and with his back turned to Chen Zhuo, he began to order to evict guests: "It's getting late, you should go back."

"Okay, you're done talking, now it's my turn to talk." Chen Zhuo closed his eyes and opened them again quickly. He stood a few steps away and said in a slow and steady tone: "So Over the years, Zhang Luyu has always been just my older sister, and there is no ambiguity between us. The year before last, as a family member of the woman, I attended her island wedding."

"Lita is Bai Jie's daughter, and also my goddaughter. The media took photos of me and Lu Yu together, mostly because I went to accompany her." Chen Zhuo's expression was calm, and he continued word by word, not caring about Lu Shaoheng. Are you listening? "Today, their mother and daughter came to visit the class. When Lu Yu came up to see me, her husband was waiting downstairs in the car."

"As for the news that I'm going to marry her..." Chen Yao paused for half a second, as if thinking of something funny, and said, "It's all fake from beginning to end."

Lu Shaoheng's fingers curled up, and the keychains in his hands collided with each other, making a few crisp sounds.

"You obviously want to know a lot, why don't you dare to face it, why don't you dare to ask?" Chen Yao couldn't help it, coughed, then approached Lu Shaoheng behind himself, grabbed his wrist, and made him turn to face himself , the voice softened: "As long as you ask, I can answer you well."

But Lu Shaoheng never asked, whether it was in the past or now, whether it was Ding Lu, Zhang Luyu, or anyone else, he never asked, and he didn't need Chen Zhuo's explanation.

It seems that as long as he escapes, he can really solve the problem, and it also makes Chen Yao start to doubt whether his own feelings are really insignificant or not in Lu Shaoheng's heart.

Chen Zhuo's approach squeezed Lu Shaoheng's last breathing room. He tried to wrest his hand out of Chen Zhuo's palm, but failed.

Lu Shaoheng leaned against the door panel, exhausted all his strength, his hands were hanging weakly by his sides, and he still didn't ask Chen Zhuo any questions.

Chen Zhuo looked into Lu Shaoheng's eyes, without avoiding them, he looked straight into his eyes, and murmured to himself: "I can still tell you, I have always liked you, you have been away for two years and there is no news, I still like you." At this point, he also realized how pathetic he was, and laughed at himself, "It's ridiculous to guard a person who doesn't know if he will come back, isn't it, what else do you want to know?"

What else do you want to know?Lu Shaoheng didn't answer, and the one who responded to Chen Zhuo was still silent.

Lu Shaoheng's reaction made Chen Zhuo disheartened, and the last bit of hope in his heart was also extinguished. He thought that the efforts of the past two years could be exchanged for a little response.

After all, he made the same mistakes again and again.

"I've finished what I want to say. If there's nothing else to do, I'll leave first." Chen Yao let go of Lu Shaoheng's wrist as if he lost his strength, took a step back, turned around and walked down the steps.

Lu Shaoheng's ears were buzzing, his mind was blank, and because of Chen Zhuo's words just now, his body turned into a pile filled with cement.

In the past, he stood in front of the gate countless times, carefully looking in, but he still lacked a little courage.Now this door is open for him, and the turbulent tide is rolling in, but he is like a lonely boat lost in the sea, and he doesn't know how to fight it.

Looking at Chen Zhuo's back, countless identical images from the past overlapped in his mind like a slide show.Suddenly, Lu Shaoheng had a feeling in his heart that if he left this time, he would really disappear from his own world.

This thought was like a cold thorn, piercing through the last bit of cowardice and hesitation in his heart.At the moment, he didn't have time to think about anything, he rushed forward quickly, reached out and grabbed Chen Yao's arm, and dragged him back.

Although Chen Zhuo was ill, he still easily broke away from his hand and walked down without looking back.Lu Shaoheng didn't give up, and entangled again, grabbed Chen Zhuo's chin with both hands, and kissed his lips regardless.

In the chaos, Lu Shaoheng wrapped his hands and feet around Chen Zhuo's body and threw him into the door.

This may be the smallest house that Lu Shaoheng has ever lived in. The head can be seen at a glance. There are shoe cabinets and hangers in the entrance, and two big men can only pass through with difficulty.

In a panic, Lu Shaoheng grabbed Chen Zhuo's front and managed to avoid a precarious vase. After spinning around all day, the two of them fell behind the door together.

There was a painful cold snort in the darkness, but Lu Shaoheng didn't stop, he bullied himself even harder, spread his legs and pressed on Chen Zhuo's body, kissed him eagerly in the corner where the sky was out of sight, exhausting all the strength in his body .

The tingling between the lips was so familiar, the pain made Chen Zhuo's eyes turn red in an instant. In the past few years when Lu Shaoheng was away, he dreamed countless times that he was still by his side.

Now this person is really in his arms, but it is not what Chen Yao wants.What's the point of this, it's just going back to the original point.People can't step into the same river twice, Chen Zhuo doesn't want to fall into that unclear relationship again and continue for the next ten years.

He gritted his teeth and made up his mind not to give him any response.Lu Shaoheng was not discouraged, he pressed against Chen Zhuo fiercely, biting and stirring with his tongue between his lips, which was bound to stir up the dormant fire in his heart.

Until the sound of each other's breathing was so rapid that it was difficult to ignore, Chen Yao resisted the urge to kiss him back, and pushed Lu Shaoheng away forcefully.

Lu Shaoheng stretched out his hands to support the ground, barely maintaining his balance. He turned his head to look at Chen Zhuo, his chest heaving up and down violently, and the fierceness in his eyes remained.

"Enough, Lu Shaoheng, we can't go back to the past." Chen Zhuo wiped the water on his lips fiercely, his voice hoarse: "Either love me or leave, there is no third choice."

Lu Shaoheng seemed to be hit by an electric current, and his body trembled undetectably. He stared at Chen Zhuo for a long time under the cover of the dark night, then straightened his back, held Chen Zhuo's face with both hands, and stared at him seriously. Looking at him, her cheeks were tense, like a cold plaster statue.

"I love you." Three words quickly popped out of Lu Shaoheng's mouth, cold and emotionless, as if a gun was behind him at this time.

Before Chen Zhuo had time to react, Lu Shaoheng repeated it again in a tone that he thought was natural but actually more stiff: "Chen Zhuo, I want to love you."

Accompanied by these words, what hit Chen Zhuo's chest heavily was a series of water stains. Lu Shaoheng's brows were raised high, his lips were tightly pursed, and his jaw line was tightly stretched. The expression is full of tears.

A battery car passed by with headlights that could rival the sun, coating Lu Shaoheng's outline with a layer of light, making the inorganic texture around him even stronger.

Does the original stone also shed tears?

Lu Shaoheng didn't realize that he was crying, he wanted to be frightened, he let go of Chen Zhuo dumbly, and wiped his face blankly, not knowing where the tears that blurred his eyes came from.

These few tears from Lu Shaoheng were like deadly acid, which burned a big black hole in Chen Zhuo's heart, causing him to almost curl up in pain.

For nearly ten years, he and Lu Shaoheng had numerous conflicts and quarrels. The facts proved that no matter how willful and ruthless Lu Shaoheng was, Chen Zhuo could never be cruel to him.

Even once.

Chen Yao stretched out his hand, and hastily embraced the person he had just pushed out with his own hands back into his arms.He raised his face, looked down at him, kissed away his tears patiently, little by little, "Don't cry."

"Don't cry, I can wait, I won't force you." Chen Zhuo hugged Lu Shaoheng tightly, a soft kiss was printed on the corner of his eyes, followed the wet tears all the way down, and finally returned to his lips, wet trembling lips.

He pressed against Lu Shaoheng's forehead, breath blended between their lips, and once again declared his surrender to him completely: "As long as I don't let me find you again, I can wait as long as I want."

The bitter taste spread on the tip of the tongue, and the tears became more and more kissed. Chen Zhuo was not obsessed with this matter, and instead concentrated on kissing Lu Shaoheng.Two years of longing became sick, and it was easy to change the taste of a kiss. After the long kiss stopped, Lu Shaoheng had already been picked up by him and crushed on the bed.

Chen Zhuo was very hot. This body temperature broke into the deepest part, causing Lu Shaoheng to burn up with him, like a fish that was stranded under the scorching sun and was about to die of dehydration.

The blood in his whole body was boiling, and his throat was dried by the high temperature. Lu Shaoheng opened his mouth and let out a scorching breath with difficulty, instinctively wanting to escape to a safe place.

The gentleness at the beginning was quickly replaced, and Chen Zhuo became another person completely. Tonight, he had a strong desire to control. He ignored any request from Lu Shaoheng, dragged him back to his territory, and sealed him out again. bit his lips, ruthlessly cutting off his last distress signal.

He just wanted to make him hurt, just to make him lose control, just to take him like this into the deepest night.

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