hello, can you sleep

After flipping through Gu Qianxing's WeChat, Yu Ju quit the background in despair.

I don't know if it was an illusion, but he felt that his complexion was even worse.

He was really useless, he had been crying all night, and he wanted to cry again without hearing from Gu Qianxing in the morning.

So he is, he experienced a lovelorn before even talking about love?

That's great.

With his current appearance, I am afraid that strangers will take a second look when they see him, let alone his own mother.

So after washing up, Yu Ju thought for a few seconds and decided to sneak away before her mother came back from shopping.

But he didn't expect that when he reached the door, he hadn't changed his shoes when the sound of the key jack came from outside the door.

Two seconds later, my mother opened the door, Yu Juyi didn't have time to go back, and was hit by her mother.

Yu Yu immediately lowered his head, thinking that he would not be seen and spoke first: "Aren't you going to buy vegetables?"

Mom was silent for a moment before speaking: "I forgot to bring my mobile phone."

The remaining sentence: "Oh."

Mom asked, "Where are you going?"

Yu Yu avoided her mother's eyes: "I didn't go anywhere."

After finishing the rest of the sentence, he turned and walked away, but soon, he was stopped by his mother.

"Yu Ju," mother reached in with the key, put it on Yu Ju's arm, and made a movement to stop him: "Are you okay?"

Yu Ju laughed a few times pretending to be relaxed, and took his arms away: "What? What's wrong with me?"

"Since you've seen it, you can't pretend you don't know it." Mom walked in without changing her shoes, grabbing Yu Ju's hand as if afraid of running away: "What's wrong with you? Did something happen?"

Yu Yu turned his head: "It's okay, what can I do."

Mom: "Look at your eyes."

Yu Ju snorted, and casually touched his eyes twice: "I didn't sleep well, it's just swollen."

"Last night, I heard." Mom said very carefully, as if she was afraid of hurting Yu Yu, "I saw that something was wrong with you when you came back yesterday, and you were in a bad mood. I want to see if you are asleep later, so I will take a look. "

Yu Ju swallowed a mouthful of saliva.

Yu Ju then turned his head and looked at his mother squarely: "Did you sleep well last night?"

Mom was helpless: "Why do you still ask me at this time?"

The remaining sentence: "Did you not sleep well?"

Mom hid a little: "I went to bed later."

My mother has this problem, and it is easy to fall asleep when there is something big.

When Yu Ju went out to work part-time, a mentally ill person in the school spread rumors about his poor job, and posted it on the Internet.

His mother likes to go to Weibo to search for other sentences, go to their school's official blog, and go to the company's official blog, so this matter was quickly found out by her mother.

Mother naturally didn't believe that her son did such a thing, but she was always worried that his mother almost lived on Weibo in those few days, and was chatting with netizens in the middle of the night, saying that Yu Yu was not such a person.

After Yu Yu knew it, he laughed angrily.

The mother and son have the same physique, and if they don't sleep well, it will directly show on their faces.

So when Yu Yu got home, he understood it.

So today, my mother understood it at a glance.

Yu Ju thought, if he left now, his mother would definitely not be well in the next few days.

"Take off your shoes first, it's not tiring to do hygiene." Yu Yu pointed to the floor.

Mom still pulled the remaining words: "Don't run away."

Yu Yu smiled: "Where am I going?"

Mom stared at Yu Ju before turning back to change her shoes.

The rest of the sentence: "Don't you want to buy groceries?"

Mom: "I won't buy it."

The remaining sentence: "What do you eat for lunch if you don't buy it?"

Mom: "You child."

Yu Yu smiled: "Why?"

Mom pointed to the living room: "Sit over there, Mom will chat with you."

The rest of the sentence: "I'm really fine."

Mom didn't believe it at all, she went to sit first, and he knew that Yu Ju would definitely follow.

Sure enough, Yu Yu followed.

Mom asked directly: "Is there anything wrong?"

Yu Sentence remained stubborn: "Really not."

Mom looked at Yu Yu with an angry look.

Yu Yu smiled: "What are you doing?"

Mom frowned: "You always do this."

Yu Ju is always like this, no matter how difficult he encounters, he always says it's okay in front of her.

No matter how much you think about it, you can see how sad it is. As long as she asks, Yu Ju always looks very relaxed and comforts her in the end.

"Are you bullying that I'm a patient, so you don't want to tell me anything." Mom asked.

"Me?" Yu Yu choked, "How could I?"

Mom: "Or do you think I'm a fool?"

The rest of the sentence was helpless: "How is it possible."

Mom looked at Yu Yu with a frown and didn't speak.

There is no way for the rest of the sentence.

Mom probed: "What about school?"

Yu Yu shook his head: "No."

She thought for a while and asked softly, "About work?"

Yu Yu shook his head: "No."

Mom thought about it for a while, not sure: "A matter of feelings?"

Yu Yu paused for a moment before saying, "No."

Mom nodded: "It's about feelings."

Yu Yu pursed his lips.

Probably because she was afraid of Yu Yu's sophistry, her mother said again: "Don't lie to me."

Mom's voice was low and soft.

My mother has always been like this, she has always been very gentle and speaks slowly, especially after she has been ill, she is always afraid of hurting others when communicating with others, for fear that others will think too much.

Yu Ju immediately imagined the scene of last night. His mother peeked into his room in the middle of the night and found him crying under the quilt but didn't dare to speak, and then went back to insomnia.

So the conversation outside the bathroom in the morning is also fake, no wonder I can forget my phone when I go out.

Yu Yu couldn't help biting his lower lip.

Don't look at him looking so relaxed at the moment, in fact, he's about to get into a ball.

"Mom, me."

When Yu Yu said this, he suddenly stopped talking.

Mom frowned and waited for a long time before asking, "What's wrong with you? Do you want to tell me something?"

Yu Sentence hid one hand behind his back, and pressed his nails hard on his palm as if expressing his emotions.

"Do you have a girl you like?" Mom tried to speak first.

Yu Ju's nails were even harder, and he pretended to smile relaxedly: "No."

My mother wondered: "What is that?"

The rest of the sentence obviously has something to say.

He was obviously worried about something and didn't dare to speak.

Mom waited patiently.

After a long while, Yu Yu finally said, "What if I have someone I like?"

Mom laughed all of a sudden: "If you like it, you like it. Why are you so nervous?"

Yes, how can I be so nervous, I'm so nervous that I'm going to tear my hands apart.

Mom thought for a while: "Yes, the person you like doesn't like you?"

Yu Yu shook his head: "No."

Mom thought about it again: "Still," she said, moving forward a little bit: "Do people think our family is not good?"

Yu Yu laughed, "No."

Mom thought for a while: "Are you afraid of falling in love?" Mom's brows tightened: "I'm always worried that you will be influenced by me."

Mom patted Yu Ju's knee: "In fact, every relationship is different. We can't deny the whole spring just because of the rainy season for a few days, right?"

Yu Juchi laughed loudly: "You can say that now."

Mom smiled a little embarrassedly: "I learned it from my friend."

"Oh, to be serious." Mom stared at the rest of the sentence.

Yu Yu smiled.

Don't you want to take it easy.

Others were about to faint, and they were going to call an ambulance if they didn't joke anymore.

"Hey, what's the matter?" Mom asked again.

Yu Ju thought for a while and asked, "I remember Cousin Zhenzhen brought a boyfriend home before, how are they doing now?"

Mom didn't know why Yu Yu suddenly said this, she said: "Last month, I saw your Aunt Fang, she and one." Mom suddenly got excited, and put her hands on her mouth: "Oh! She and one I didn't The man I met came out to buy groceries, tell me, that person can’t be the real one, right?”

"That's right," my mother said to herself, nodding: "The age can also be matched, and it looks like a junior."

Yu Ju raised her eyebrows: "Auntie accepted?"

Mom laughed: "I don't know, I was just guessing," she added, "It should be, how many years has it been."

The rest of the sentence: "It's pretty good."

After speaking, he glanced at his mother carefully.

Mom smiled: "Why do you mention cousin Zhenzhen?"

"Curiosity," Yu Ju asked, "How do you think cousin Zhenzhen and the others are living now?"

Mom: "It should be good. It should be pretty good for them to go out to buy vegetables together."

Mom said helplessly: "Don't change the subject, talk about the girl you like."

Yu Yu said, "I don't have a girl I like."

Mom was a little wronged: "You are like this again, you were like that yesterday, and you lied to me."

The remaining sentence: "I didn't lie to you."

Yu Ju raised his eyes and met his mother's gaze.

It seems that I can't say no.

So how did the current situation come about?

Yu Ju seems to be very sober, but he doesn't seem so sober. He clearly knows what they will face and what he will face after his mother's questions, but he still allows his mother to question.

Yu Ju selfishly bypassed all the answers and expressions that could be avoided. Rather than saying that her mother wanted to know, it was better to say that Yu Ju pushed her to make her want to know.

Both mother and him are waiting for a word from him.

So far, it seems that it can only end here.

Yu Yu gritted his teeth and said desperately, "What I mean is, I don't like girls."

The mother's expression was a little puzzled: "You don't like girls, you like girls, what, what..."

The last two words, mother popped out word by word.

Then she looked at Yu Yu and gradually frowned.

Yu Yu tried to keep his breathing simple and relaxed as much as possible.

Because of the serious lack of sleep, his head hurts even more right now, and his ears are buzzing along with the heavy heartbeat.

calm.

Mom looked at him, but she didn't seem to be looking at him.

It took a long time before she spoke.

"You like that big brother?" Mom asked.

Yu Yu froze for a moment: "Huh?"

Mom: "Really?"

Yu Ju wanted to walk up the stairs one by one, but his mother was waiting for him on the second floor.

His throat was a bit dry, and he replied ambiguously without knowing what his mother's attitude was now: "Ah."

Mom pursed her lips.

Yu Yu held his breath.

After a while, my mother looked away: "Let me think about it."

After speaking, she stood up and left the living room.

After no one was in sight, Yu Ju took a long breath and let it out slowly, then he raised his head.

Don't look at his relaxed appearance, in fact he is so depressed, he is about to cry.

Gently tapping the corner of his eye with his finger, Yu Yu let out another breath.

He didn't know where his mother had gone or what she was thinking about. All he could do now was sit here and wait for his mother to come back.

Mom went to think about it, and Yu Ju was thinking about it herself.

Thinking about why I was so impulsive, thinking about what to do now, thinking about what my mother was thinking about when she left, and even wanting to complain about how fucking courageous I am.

Do you know what you're doing Yu Sentence?

About half an hour later, my mother appeared in the living room again.

Yu Ju sat upright and turned her head, but her mother immediately avoided her gaze.

Even though mother wanted to hide it, Yu Ju could tell that she had cried.

So when mother sat down here, Yu Ju stopped looking at her.

"I want to know," Mom said, looking as calm as possible, "what's the relationship between you two now?"

The remaining sentence: "Friends."

Mom said softly: "Aren't you a couple?"

Yu Yu shook his head: "No."

Mom nodded, as if she understood: "Okay."

It was quiet again.

But apart from the silence, the rest of the sentence can be heard, and the mother is trying to breathe steadily.

He is so guilty.

The remaining sentence: "I'm sorry."

Mom laughed all of a sudden: "I'm sorry, silly boy."

Because of this stupid boy, Yu Ju couldn't hold back his tears at last.

"Why are you crying?" Because of Yu Ju's tears, my mother couldn't help crying, "You really are."

Yu Ju sniffed, stood up, walked over, and hugged her mother slowly.

He hasn't hugged his mother for a long time.

My mother patted Yu Ju on the head while crying and laughing: "I always tell my friends that my family Yu Ju is very sensible, and you have basically supported the family these few years."

She choked up a little: "I'm so useless, I've dragged you down a lot."

"Nothing," Yu Ju bowed his head, "You just thought about it when you didn't know it?"

Mom shook her head.

You can tell from the rest of the sentence: "You don't drag me down, you really think too much."

Mom: "I know, I know."

Her voice became softer: "I also often tell them that you are my little sun, because of you, I am very happy now, and they all say that I am much younger."

Yu Sentence: "You are already beautiful, you have always been beautiful, recognize yourself, you are a great beauty."

Mom laughed: "If you have a good attitude, you will naturally be beautiful."

Mom said softly again: "I've always wanted to say thank you to you, but it seems very hypocritical."

Yu Ju raised his head again and blinked his eyes several times.

He deliberately smiled: "It's quite hypocritical, I have goosebumps."

Mom laughed: "Your mouth."

Mother's voice was very nasal, Yu Ju let go of her, took out a piece of paper and handed it to her.

Mom pressed the corners of her eyes: "To tell you the truth, in fact, I didn't fall asleep that night when your cousin told the family."

Yu Yu smiled: "Why?"

Mom: "At that time, it was easy to think too much. When something happened outside, I would think of you."

Yu Yu laughed: "You are really easy to overthink."

At this moment, Yu Yu remembered that his mother would call him frequently during the time when her illness relapsed.

Call him when you see a car accident, call him when you hear that other students jumped off a building because of the stress of the exam, and call him when you see the news of a young man dying outside. Only the voice can feel at ease.

"Really, I was thinking at the time, what would happen to me if you said the same thing to me."

She smiled: "I didn't expect that after so many years, it really happened."

Mom looked up at the rest of the sentence: "I remember you taught me that life is but a moment, a happy day is a sad day, don't waste time on being sad, right?"

Mom said with her eyes rolled down: "Now I will return this sentence to you, Yu Yu, I want you to be happy the most, and I also hope that you will live in the happiest way you think in the days to come. "

Mom looked at Yu Yu: "Can you understand?"

Yu Ju pursed his lips and nodded: "Then I thank you too."

Mom learned the rest of the sentence: "I also have goosebumps."

Mom nodded her chin after finishing speaking: "Sit."

Yu Sentence sat down obediently.

"You came back this time just to tell me about it?" After speaking, the mother tilted her head: "It seems not, you just wanted to run away."

Yu Ju snorted, "It's not planned."

Mom: "So what's your plan?"

Yu Ju smiled: "Maybe, secretly dating behind your back."

Mom glanced at the rest of the sentence.

"But if you pay so much attention to me, you will definitely find out," Yu Ju said, "It's better to tell it from others than to tell it myself."

Mom suddenly frowned, realizing that something was wrong: "Then why did you cry last night?"

The rest of the sentence uh.

Mom asked: "Did you quarrel with your big brother?"

Yu Ju shook his head: "No," Yu Ju thought for a while, "Well, maybe I just ignored Big Brother."

Mom wondered: "Why?"

Why did mother say this? Yu Ju was stunned. He opened his mouth for a long time, but suddenly he didn't know what to say.

Good question...

"No reason," Yu Yu laughed, "I'm sick."

Mom clicked: "Speak well."

Yu Ju smiled: "I'm not afraid that you won't be able to accept that."

Mom: "Aren't you planning to fall in love secretly, and you don't care if I accept it or not."

The remaining sentence: "Why?"

Dare to...

he is really...

Yu Yu: "I just didn't think about it, so I didn't treat him well."

Mom suddenly said: "Big brother is very kind to you."

Yu Yu raised his eyebrows: "You see this again?"

Mom: "I have eyes."

Mom stood up after speaking.

The remaining sentence: "Where are you going?"

Mom: "I haven't bought any food yet."

The remaining sentence: "Oh."

"Do you have anything else to say to me?" Mom showed Yu Ju the time: "It's ten o'clock."

Yu Sentence: "No, you go shopping for vegetables."

Mom suddenly laughed, and patted Yu Ju on the head: "We're going to fall in love, be happy, don't be so sad."

The remaining sentence: "Slightly."

Mom: "At what age do you fall in love, other people's children can play soy sauce."

The remaining sentence: "Why!"

Mom didn't say anything, picked up the phone and went out.

But not long after the door was closed, Yu Ju received a message from his mother.

Mom: "I'm very happy that you can tell me that mother is still very important"

Remaining sentence: "Of course you are important"

Mom: "Mom respects and blesses all your choices, true love has nothing to do with gender, don't think too much, don't let others down"

Mom: "What do you want for lunch? Congratulations that you are finally out of singles"

The rest of the sentence is full of ellipsis: "It's okay, it's not just a clear soup with little water."

He seemed to cry for nothing?

Putting away the phone, Yu Ju stared at a decorative painting on the wall for a long time.

Then he turned on the phone again.

Well, it's almost eleven o'clock, and there is no news from Gu Qianxing.

He is also really shameless, dare to say such things as secretly falling in love.

Who do you think you are? Do you think Gu Qianxing still wants you?