hello, can you sleep

The person who said he was indifferent, because he didn't respond to Gu Qianxing's message, cared that he couldn't sleep until 4 o'clock in the morning.

It's okay to fall asleep, the whole dream is Gu Qianxing.

Dreamed that Gu Qianxing broke up with him, said he had no heart, and said he was playing with feelings.

It was quite dramatic, the scene in the dream matched Yu Ju with a rainy day, and after Gu Qianxing left, such a big rain fell on Yu Ju's head in an instant.

In the dream, he might also be a little delirious, and he was motionless, drenched like a dog.

He thought the dream was very long, but when he woke up from the dream, he looked at the time and found that he had only slept for half an hour.

So pain can last for a long time.

As if he had really been drenched in a heavy rain, he sneezed firmly, and his mind returned to the normal earth.

Then he laughed to himself.

Break up.

It's funny.

After falling asleep again, Yu Ju didn't dream of Gu Qianxing anymore, and he woke up at [-]:[-], when he was woken up by the alarm clock.

As it was approaching eight o'clock, Yu Ju was waiting for eight o'clock.

At eight o'clock, Yu Ju was waiting for the phone to ring.

Gu Qianxing's question has never exceeded [-]:[-], and it is the same this time. The second hand has not moved halfway, and Gu Qianxing's question has already been sent.

Yu Ju was depressed, and after thinking for a long time, he replied "Morning" to Gu Qianxing.

Then he typed "I went to bed early yesterday" in the box.

I deleted it and changed it to "I didn't see it yesterday".

Deleted after typing.

I don't want to lie to him.

In the end, without explaining anything, Yu Ju put the phone away.

Gu Qianxing didn't ask either.

He looked up at the man in the mirror.

With a toothbrush in his mouth full of bubbles, messy hair, dark circles under his eyes, he looks haggard.

I didn't want to understand.

I don't understand.

He also knew that today was destined to be a particularly unhappy day.

Classes are full today, and there will be tutoring in the evening, so it is full of fear. If there is a break in the middle, the rest of the sentence will be spent in the library.

Gu Qianxing had looked for him, called him and sent him a message.

The call was answered in the library, and Yu Yu's voice was very low. Gu Qianxing asked him what he was doing, and he said he was writing a thesis, so there was nothing else to do.

There wasn't much news, just a few videos with commas, and I also asked Yu Ju if there were too many classes today, and asked Yu Ju if he wanted to have dinner together.

Yu Ju talked about his tutoring, said that today was in a hurry, and then thanked Gu Qianxing, so he would not have dinner together.

Be polite.

During tutoring at night, Yu Ju's head hurts because he didn't have a good rest. Every time he said a question, his temples would chug wildly with an attitude of resistance to the end.

Fortunately, Liang Jiafan was quite obedient, he finished the homework assigned last time, and this time he talked a lot less, and didn't let the rest of the sentence worry about discipline.

Unexpectedly, I finished the planned test paper, and there were still 10 minutes left, which was plenty of time. Yu Ju thought for a while and took out his mobile phone: "I have two difficult questions here, try it."

But before he could figure out the topic, Liang Jiafan frowned in agony: "I still have to do the questions, haven't I finished all the papers for today?"

Yu Yu bowed his head and drew a picture: "There is still time."

Liang Jiafan was even more bitter: "Let's chat for the rest of the time, Mr. Yu."

Yu Yu shook his head: "Don't talk."

Liang Jiafan hung down helplessly, propped his head to read Yu Yu's sentence, and asked softly, "Teacher Yu, are you in a bad mood today?"

Yu Yu thought that Liang Jiafan was coming again: "No."

Liang Jiafan: "Really? You look very bad, and your voice is deep today. Did something happen?"

After finishing the drawing, Yu Yu said "no" and handed over the draft paper.

Liang Jiafan pursed his lips and had no choice but to take the pen over.

Yu Yu said: "This question is very typical and flexible. There are two ways to solve the problem. After you understand how to do it, this kind of question is easy to write."

Liang Jiafan snorted, and muttered softly, "Teacher, you are so indifferent today."

Yu Yu paused, he thought for a while and explained: "I'm a little tired after a day of class today."

Liang Jiafan snorted: "This tone is right, teacher, please be gentle."

Yu Yu smiled.

Liang Jiafan yelled: "This expression is also right, teacher, you look so pretty when you smile."

After he finished speaking, he leaned over: "Teacher, I just knew that you are a model, no wonder the first time I saw you..."

The rest of the sentence interrupted Liang Jiafan: "Do the question."

Liang Jiafan: "Oh."

This kid should be taken seriously.

Liang Jiafan looked down at the question very seriously, then dawdled with the pen, and dawdled to write an explanation.

At the next stroke, he suddenly raised his head.

The remaining sentence: "What's wrong?"

Liang Jiafan snorted: "It's time, teacher, get out of class is over."

The remaining sentence: "..."

Liang Jiafan put away his pen very happily: "Let's talk about this question in the next class. I will definitely think about it and do it well!"

The rest of the sentence was helpless: "Okay."

Yu Ju also put away his pen, and then he heard Liang Jiafan say, "Teacher, you will tell my uncle that I performed well today."

Yu Yu paused: "Your uncle? What do you mean?"

Liang Jiafan: "He told me before you came today, let me talk less nonsense in class, don't bother you, don't chat with you, I'll be good today, teacher?"

The rest of the sentence uh.

Liang Jiafan had a bitter face: "Am I not good today? I am too good."

Yu Ju smiled: "Did he promise you anything?"

Liang Jiafan shook his head: "Not really."

Yu Yu: "Do you listen to him very much?"

"That's right," Liang Jiafan said, "Then you have to remember to tell my uncle later." Liang Jiafan was particularly enthusiastic: "You call and tell me, otherwise he will think I'm threatening you when you send a WeChat message."

Yu Sentence: "Can't a phone call be a threat?"

Liang Jiafan: "Oh, it's different."

The remaining sentence: "Got it, remember to think about this question."

Liang Jiafan nodded: "I can do what I can.

Liang Jiafan asked again: "Teacher, what is your relationship with my uncle?"

The rest of the sentence didn't even think about it: "Friend."

Liang Jiafan said with a long voice: "Teacher, is my uncle chasing you?"

Yu Yu was shocked: "Huh?"

Liang Jiafan: "Oh, I understand, I'm not a child."

Yu Yu faltered for a long while: "No, no."

Liang Jiafan: "Then why..."

Yu Sentence: "You study hard, don't worry about it so much."

Liang Jiafan seemed to want to say something more, but he seemed to suddenly think of something, and became obedient: "Oh."

Before leaving, Liang Jiafan emphasized to Yu Ju once again that he must praise him in front of his uncle later, and call him.

So when he left Liang Jiafan's house, the first thing Yu Ju did was to take out his phone.

But after thinking for a while, he still sent Gu Qianxing a wechat message.

Concise and concise: "Liang Jiafan performed very well today"

Just after this sentence, Yu Ju's cell phone rang, and the screen displayed "Gu Qianxing".

Yu Ju stared at it for a long time before answering.

Yu Ju spoke first and repeated what he said on WeChat: "He performed very well today."

Gu Qianxing: "I didn't ask him."

Yu Yu paused: "What's wrong?"

Gu Qianxing: "Are you uncomfortable?"

Yu Ju made an uh, why did Liang Jiafan speak so fast.

"I'm not uncomfortable," the remaining sentence is still the same explanation: "I have a class today, and I'm a little sleepy."

Gu Qianxing: "In the future, if you're sleepy, don't give him lessons."

The remaining sentence: "No."

Gu Qianxing said again: "I'll pass by your place right away."

Gu Qianxing didn't finish his sentence, but Yu Yu knew what it meant.

He pursed his lips: "You don't need to come in, I've already ordered a taxi, thank you."

Gu Qianxing paused for a moment: "Okay."

Liang Jiafan performed well, but Yu Ju did not perform well at all.

So that night, Gu Qianxing didn't post a comma video, and didn't say anything. He just sent Yu Ju good night when he was about to go to bed.

Even if I only slept for three hours yesterday, even if I am very tired today, even if there is no lunch break, it will not affect my insomnia at all.

really interesting.

It was still eight o'clock the next day, Gu Qianxing said it was early.

Then no then.

Maybe it was because of fear, timidity, or overthinking. Yu Ju slipped back home after finishing the first two classes in the afternoon.

He seldom goes home during class time, so when he got home, his mother was a little surprised.

"Why did you come back at this time?" Mom was very puzzled.

Yu Yu said oh, afraid that her mother would think too much, so she made up something: "The school has a file registration that requires a household registration book. I'll get it when I come back."

Mom laughed: "Then you just let me send it over."

Yu Yu: "I'm in a hurry, I need it tomorrow morning, I'm afraid I won't be able to make it in time."

Mom: "Then you tell me, I'll send it there for you, and you still rush back, really."

The remaining sentence: "It's okay, there is no class tomorrow morning."

In addition to my mother, there are a few aunts who come to play. They are hooking wool, which must be the crochet that my mother has learned recently.

Yu Ju smiled at them and went back to the room.

Dying, Yu Ju felt that his current state was worse than when he had a cold before.

After dinner, Yu Ju went back to his room.

Do nothing, just let go.

After being free for a while, he heard a knock on the door, and he quickly braced himself up.

Mom came to deliver fruit, a plate of watermelon, and Yu Yu suddenly thought of Gu Qianxing again.

Whoever wanted to arrive, on the table, his cell phone rang suddenly.

Mom also saw the caller ID, and she smiled: "Big brother."

Yu Ju smiled because of his mother's title of "big brother": "Yes," Yu Ju finished and asked, "How do you know his name?"

Mom: "You follow him on Weibo."

Yu Ju said ah, and picked up the phone.

"Hey."

The eldest brother asked him: "Have you eaten?"

The rest of the sentence might be too sensitive. Before Gu Qianxing said anything, he called it himself: "I'm going home."

"Go home?" Gu Qianxing repeated.

The remaining sentence: "Yes, at home."

The phone fell silent.

Mom went out with nothing to do.

The room also fell silent.

"Okay." Gu Qianxing said.

Yu Ju pursed his lips, just this one word made his heart beat wildly, and he became numb again.

I didn't know what to say, so I had to reply: "Yeah."

After speaking, Yu Yu buried her head in the pillow.

There was nothing on the phone, but Yu Ju seemed to be able to hear Gu Qianxing's breathing.

"The rest of the sentence."

After a while, Gu Qianxing spoke, and he asked, "Are you avoiding me?"

It was as if some nerve had been pulled in Yu Yu, suddenly he couldn't breathe, and his head hurt.

He still pretended to be relaxed: "No."

Gu Qianxing asked him back: "Is there no? I can't say no more in the rest of the sentence.

It was quiet again, but after a few seconds of silence, a "meow—" came from the other end of the phone

is a comma.

But Yu Yu didn't mention the comma, and neither did Gu Qianxing.

"What are you thinking?" Gu Qianxing asked here.

Not only did he have a headache, Yu Ju's heart also began to ache.

The rest of the sentence is still: "No."

There was another moment of silence.

"So those two days," Gu Qianxing asked Yu Yu, "was it a farewell gift for me?"

Gu Qianxing's tone was calm but heavy, every word seemed to be knocked into Yu Yu's heart.

Yu Yu said, "No."

Gu Qianxing said in a deep voice, "I see."

Yu Ju put his hands on his eyelids, his nose was sore, he seemed to be about to cry: "You don't know."

Gu Qianxing was silent for a while: "Yes, I don't know."

Yu Yu's nose became even more sour.

Yu Yu's throat was very dry, he clutched the quilt tightly, he really wanted to say something, but it seemed inappropriate to say anything.

He wanted Gu Qianxing to give him some time, he wanted Gu Qianxing to wait for him, he wanted to find a way.

But he was afraid of making promises and not being able to keep them.

What broke the silence was the voice of Yu Ju's mobile phone cut in suddenly, Yu Ju picked it up and looked, it was his mentor.

"I have a call coming in." Yu Yu said to Gu Qianxing.

Gu Qianxing: "Yes."

Yu Ju waited for a few seconds before picking up the instructor's phone.

It's an experiment. Some data needs to be changed. The instructor asked Yu Ju to memorize it and tell the students in the meeting tomorrow afternoon.

Write down the remaining sentences one by one. When the phone call was about to end, the instructor asked Yu Ju: "Have you caught a cold?"

The remaining sentence: "No."

Instructor: "The nose is not so blocked."

Yu Ju took a long breath: "The air conditioner is blowing."

Mentor: "Don't adjust the air conditioner so low in summer, it's easy to get sick."

The remaining sentence: "Got it."

The instructor's phone hangs up, and there is nothing on the screen.

Gu Qianxing didn't wait for the rest of the sentence.

Yu Yu buried his head in the pillow again, experiencing suffocation.

That's right, why should Gu Qianxing wait for him?

After a while, his cell phone rang, and Gu Qianxing sent him a WeChat message.

G: "I saw the message you withdrew a few days ago"

Yu Yu naturally knew what the news was, it was the one where he asked Gu Qianxing what he wanted to do.

G: "I thought I was obvious"

He added: "I thought you knew"

After a few seconds, G said again: "You know that."

Before Yu Yu could figure out how to reply, Gu Qianxing sent another message.

He said "good night"

Yu Yu froze for a moment.

Before eight o'clock, Gu Qianxing said good night.

That night, Yu Yu didn't leave the room.

My mother also came in several times out of curiosity. The first few times Yu Ju lay in bed playing with his mobile phone, but later he simply turned off the lights and pretended to be asleep, and my mother never came in again.

It's sad.

Very sad.

It was dark before his eyes, and after he had done nothing, he could easily think of Gu Qianxing.

Thinking about everything that happened to them in those two days, thinking about the picture of Gu Qianxing making him laugh, thinking about every nice thing Gu Qianxing said to him.

I also miss Gu Qianxing tonight.

He really, really likes Gu Qianxing.

Yu Ju was afraid that the pillow core would be soaked, so he simply didn't rest on the pillow, and lay directly on the straw mat.

Before summer nights, a blower fan is enough.

The constant chirping of insects outside the window, the occasional communication of passers-by downstairs, and the sound of cars on the road not far away are all the background sounds of Yu Yuyu at this moment.

It's been a long time tonight, even though he comforted himself that this was a new and sad experience, he couldn't get out of it.

So painful, the night has no end.

He was finally able to fall asleep, but unfortunately he woke up very early the next day and didn't sleep for a total of several hours.

After brewing on the bed for more than an hour, he couldn't fall asleep, so he simply got up.

In the bathroom, he found two very bad things.

One is that his complexion is visible to the naked eye, very haggard.

The second is that he cried too much yesterday, and now his eyes are very swollen.

The rest of the sentence is not ordinary speechless, he deeply felt the idiom, and made it his own.

Not long after, he heard his mother get up too.

Footsteps reached the door of his room, followed by two knocks on the door.

Yu Yu responded to her directly in the bathroom.

Mom walked to the bathroom door again: "You are up."

The remaining sentence: "Get up."

After saying this, I realized that his voice was hoarse.

Great, another bug.

Fortunately, through the bathroom door, my mother couldn't hear clearly.

"I made porridge in the pot, you can eat it later," said mother, "I'm going to buy vegetables."

The remaining sentence: "Oh."

When her mother left home, Yu Ju gave a wry smile.

Then he coughed and looked up at himself in the mirror.

After staring at it for a long time, he suddenly took a deep breath.

"Mom, I'm gay."

After finishing the rest of the sentence: "..."

"Do you want to die?" Yu Ju said to the mirror again.

"If you want to die yourself, don't drag others down." Yu Yu said again.

Yu Ju sighed and picked up the phone.

It was the 14th time I picked up my phone this morning.

It's 8:06, the screen is blank, and there is no message.