deliberately provoke

▍Goodbye.

Time galloped icily forward, and soon came the day of the school celebration performance on Friday.

The closer it was to the farewell time, the calmer Lin Zimo became.In the past few days, he hugged and kissed Luo Xi as usual, and acted like a baby while holding each other's arms with crooked eyes, but other than that, there was nothing else.He didn't do the last step with Luo Xiti again, as if he really forgot.

Lin Zimo comforted himself in his heart, in fact, this is good for both of them, they have not had the most intimate communication/communion, and it will be completely broken soon after breaking up.

But Lin Zimo could also feel that Luo Xi's emotions were inexplicably high recently.The other party seemed to be very busy suddenly, and would often hide in places where no one was around to answer the phone, with a very serious expression on his face when he answered, as if he was discussing something very important.Moreover, there is only a little time left for the two of them to stay together, Luo Xi always tells him that he has something to do and wants to go out, even if Lin Zimo wants to accompany him, Luo Xi refuses .

Lin Zimo didn't want to think about why Luo Xi was like this.The impatience and excitement shown by the other party from time to time made Lin Zimo so aggrieved that he wanted to cry.

What kind of cute boy did Luo Xi meet to become so unlike him, even abandoning the setting of Gao Leng Bingshan, and only knowing to hold the phone mysteriously?There are only a few days left in total, so can't wait.

Lin Zimo sat in the backstage lounge of the stadium, tapped the table with his fingertips, and let himself be boundless in ecstasy.

He has packed up and is waiting.In about a few more shows, it's time for him to take the stage.

As the facade of the Spanish Department, the makeup artist in the backstage dressed him up beautifully.

Lin Zimo's bangs were lifted up and styled with hairspray, revealing a smooth and full forehead. His soft and fluffy hair was highlighted with a few strands of light blue, which made his small face fair and small, looking She is very well-behaved, and hides a bit of playful publicity.

As for the clothes for the stage, the makeup artist put them on for him a few times, and found that Lin Zimo's private clothes, that is, the "lover" from the T family, were the most suitable for him.So Lin Zimo's final outfit was the simplest white shirt and black trousers, and a small silver earring on his right ear.

Lin Zimo looked at himself in the mirror blankly, at this moment, the mobile phone on the table suddenly rang.He unlocked it and looked, it was Luo Xi who sent him a message.

Monthly Throwing Nutrients: Momo, I have already entered and sat down

Monthly Throwing Nutrients: After your song is over, don't go, just wait for me in the background, okay?

Monthly Throwing Nutrients: I have something very important to tell you

Lin Zimo stared at the last line for a long time, then took a deep breath, locked the screen of the phone, and threw it into the bag.

In view of Luo Xi's recent performance, Lin Zimo believed that the other party had no other possibility except to end this strange relationship with him early.

Lin Zimo bit her lip, thinking with red eyes, Luo Xi probably wanted to bring her new boyfriend backstage to show him.That's too... Forget it, that's nothing. In his life, nine out of ten unsatisfactory things, anyway, he has decided to say goodbye first, and it's not... not too pitiful.

Lin Zimo threw the backpack aside, the zipper of the bag was not fully closed, and a crumpled piece of paper slid out of the bag.

Lin Zimo picked up the paper, unfolded it, and there was only one line written on it: Does Luo Xi like Lin Zimo?

It turned out that it was a debate topic that he wrote down casually when he and An Jiaze were playing around in class that day.

Lin Zimo held the piece of paper and looked at it for a long time, until his nails almost tore through the paper, then he woke up like a dream, turned around and found a pen, and made a big cross on the line.

Then he wrote under that line: It is impossible for Luo Xi to like Lin Zimo.

He thought for a while, then continued to write: But Lin Zimo...

Lin Zimo's pen tip stopped at the last line of his name, as if he couldn't write any more.

He thought silently in his heart, help me.I want to cry now.

At this time, the lady in charge raised her hand and knocked on the door, and the timing was right to save Lin Zimo: "Zimo, go to the stage, you will be here soon."

Lin Zimo responded, quickly crumpled the piece of paper, threw it into the trash can, then took a deep breath and walked towards the stage.

When Lin Zimo got off the stage, the previous person had already come to an end, so it didn't take long for him to stand in the center of the stage.

Although there have been several rehearsals, Lin Zimo still felt an almost instinctive trembling and nervousness when hundreds of people focused on him alone.But at the same time, a sense of excitement from the depths of his soul also swept into his heart with pleasure, making him feel unprecedentedly happy.

Among the thousands of people crowded together, Lin Zimo found Luo Xi easily.

The other party was sitting on the seat in the first row, staring at him intently.

To Lin Zimo's surprise, perhaps it was a coincidence that Luo Xi also wore the black shirt with the theme of T's "lover" today.

Just like when we met for the first time, Luo Xi sat there tall and straight, with the sleeves of his shirt neatly rolled up to his arms, so handsome that Lin Zimo could hardly take his eyes off.When he looked at Lin Zimo, there was a faint light in his eyes, as if he was so focused that there was no one else around.

In the end, Lin Zimo looked away in a hurry with some embarrassment, introduced himself briefly, and the music started softly.He bent his eyes, gave everyone a beautiful smile that belonged to Lin Zimo, and raised his hand to take off the standing microphone.A moment later, his clear voice rang out in the open stadium.

Voycaminandosobreunmardehojassecas (I walk in a sea of ​​dead leaves)

VuelanlosangelessobreBerlin (the angels came again in Berlin)

Vanentonandojuntoamiunaleluya (They sing a hallelujah with me)

Mientraslalluviacaedentrodemi (rain drops fall on my heart at this moment)

Exrtanotuvoz (I miss your voice)

Estoyentierradenadie, mefaltahastaelaire (I'm in the middle of nowhere, I'm alone, I long to breathe)

Deespaldaalsol (I want to leave the darkness and see the light again)

Pasaortodiasinti (I am in constant fear of losing you)

Nosirvedenadallegaraunmaslejos (No matter how far I go, I always have nothing)

Nitodalafamanitodoeldinero (regardless of fame and fortune)

Nosirvedenadasinoestasconmigo (If you're not by my side, I'm always nothing)

Ylasoledadsemeclavaenloshuesos (My loneliness is deep in my bones)

Nosirvedenada (I always have nothing)

Nada, nada, nada (nothing)

No, no, no, no (but I don't want to)

……

It was evening, the sky was full of clouds, and the golden red was mixed with a few touches of purple, which made people like it.

Luo Xi sat in the first row of the auditorium, and kept rubbing something in his pocket with his fingers, as if it would run away by itself if he didn't pay attention.

Luo Xi has always acted calmly, no matter what he encounters, he can deal with it calmly, but when it is about Lin Zimo, his mood will often become restless and anxious.

He had rehearsed countless times in his mind what he was going to say and what he was going to do later, but he was still afraid that something might be missing.So, as a science student, Luo Xi began to make careful calculations and review.

In the middle of the replay, there was applause from all around. Luo Xi looked up and saw that it was Lin Zimo who had come on stage.

Luo Xi was stunned for a moment, and instantly forgot what she had just resumed.

Today's Lin Zimo is also too good-looking.

His baby dressed herself up beautifully, showing unparalleled dazzling brilliance on the huge stage.

Luo Xi's eyes were glued to Lin Zimo's body without any suspense, and he even sat up a little childishly, trying to let Lin Zimo see that he and he were wearing couple shirts.

But Lin Zimo just glanced in his direction hastily, and never looked over again.

The first row was very close to the stage, Luo Xi could actually see the expression on Lin Zimo's face very clearly.Lin Zimo didn't keep his eyes on anyone, he just looked straight ahead and sang his own song intently.

But after spending so long with each other, Luo Xi could tell that Lin Zimo was very sad now.Although the corners of his mouth seemed to be raised slightly, Luo Xi somehow felt that Lin Zimo was about to cry.

At this moment, the uneasiness in Luo Xi's heart was like a tide, slowly coming up little by little.

Lin Zimo always looked at him with crooked smiles, always liked to act like a baby to him, always took his hand softly and sweetly, and let him bully him with a good temper.

For such a grand performance, Lin Zimo specially snatched the first row of internal tickets for him, it was impossible not to look at him, just like a cold stranger.

Combined with the translated lyrics on the big screen, Luo Xi really panicked.

During the rehearsal before, Lin Zimo didn't let him follow, he didn't know that the other party was singing this song.

This song seems to have some special overtones, but Luo Xi can't understand it.

Finally, the song ended, and the audience applauded enthusiastically again.Luo Xi's palms were covered with cold sweat, and he couldn't sit still anymore.

The evening wind gently rolled up the broken hair on Lin Zimo's forehead. Holding the microphone, he finally turned his head and looked in Luo Xi's direction.

As usual, he bent his eyes and smiled at Luo Xi, then looked away again.

Lin Zimo sincerely thanked the audience: "Thank you for listening to me sing. I want to give this song to a very good person. I want to say to him, thank you for your company these days, thank you Come to my side." When he said this, his eyes were a little red, and after a long time, he lowered his eyes and said softly: "Goodbye."

After he finished speaking, he bowed deeply, and then quickly disappeared behind the curtain.

Luo Xi was stunned for two seconds, then stood up abruptly, and ran to the backstage.

The backstage was noisy and noisy, everyone was very busy, Luo Xi hurriedly pushed through the crowd and rushed to the dressing room of the School of Foreign Languages.

He never thought that Lin Zimo would bid farewell to him in this way.

Seeing the other party's appearance about to cry, Luo Xi felt his heart clenched into a ball, as if the treasure he guarded with all his strength had finally slipped away from his embrace, and he could no longer hold it no matter what.

Luo Xi hated this feeling of being out of control.He was anxious, overwhelmed, and angry.

How could this person just leave without saying goodbye?How can you say a few words lightly and want to dump him?

no way.

Luo Xi hurriedly pushed open the door of the dressing room, shouted "Lin Zimo", and was about to rush in, but bumped into a staff member head-on.

The man was holding a full garbage bag, and was about to walk out the door, but Luo Xi stumbled, the garbage bag in his hand scattered, and it was everywhere.

Then, a piece of crumpled paper fell dramatically at Luo Xi's feet.

Luo Xi caught a glimpse of the handwriting on it and seemed familiar, hesitated for a moment, bent down and picked it up.

The font on the paper is round, not sharp, just as cute as himself: Does Luo Xi like Lin Zimo?

At the bottom of the line was written: It is impossible for Luo Xi to like Lin Zimo, but Lin Zimo

This sentence ends here abruptly, and there is no more text.

Luo Xi held the piece of paper, and froze in place in a daze.

Like a person who has never read, he read these two lines over and over several times.

That sentence was not finished, but Luo Xi already knew the answer.

Only then did Luo Xi suddenly realize that she never seemed to have thought about the possibility of "Lin Zimo likes him".

His professional mentor has repeatedly asked that before a research is carried out, all possibilities must be listed one by one, and hypotheses must be effectively made.

But he didn't even dare to think about the possibility that Lin Zimo liked him.

Seeing Luo Xi's anxious look, the staff in the dressing room told him that Lin Zimo had just returned to pick up his things, and seemed to have left the stadium and was heading towards the library.

Luo Xi thanked her, and hurriedly ran towards the library.

Along the way, the two weeks they spent together flashed through Luo Xi's mind like a revolving lantern.

Luo Xi thought of Lin Zimo sitting on his lap, blinking his eyes and asking for a kiss.He thought of Lin Zimo holding the hem of his clothes in his mouth, blushing from being bullied, but still obediently wrapped his arms around his neck, and burrowed into his arms like a small animal.He thought of Lin Zimo lying in the quilt with the corners of his eyes flushed and telling him, it doesn't matter Brother Xi, I like everything.You can do anything to me.

Luo Xi suddenly understood why Lin Zimo hid in the bathroom and wiped his tears for no reason, why he always lowered his eyes and looked listless these two days, why he didn't want to meet his family, why he wanted to have intimate things with him so much.

He understood.

Luo Xi felt a little helpless, a little annoyed, his heart shrank into a ball with pain, but at the same time, he felt waves of intense joy like a flood.

The two of them are just like idiots.

The sky gradually darkened, Luo Xi hurried to the library, everyone was reveling on the pretext of the school celebration, there were not many people in the library at all.

Luo Xi couldn't find Lin Zimo in the lobby on the first floor. He walked up the stairs and found a familiar figure when he reached a hidden corner on the second floor.

Lin Zimo sat in a corner with his knees hugged, buried his head in his arms, and looked as if he was crying.

The author says:

Careless, the confession is in the next chapter, the code is almost there, I will fix it and post it tomorrow (Doxiaza)

The song is "Nada" by Shakira, it's really nice, please listen to it

Brother Xi: My wife ran away suddenly, crazy.jpg

Mo Baobao: Today is the tearful Maomaotou (take a sip of milk, you will be a happy Maomaotou tomorrow)

感谢在2022-06-2918:23:28~2022-06-3023:12:35期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the mine: LR1;

Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 20 bottles of Jing Cake Bend; 3 bottles of Taotao Zhenliang;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!