Xianmen does not ask about the mundane

Zhu Lingyu never thought that the younger brother who was with him every day would think of him this way.

But after being stunned and thinking about it carefully, his various feelings have actually been traced for a long time.Whether it's the obedience and obedience on weekdays, the careful temptation in the conversation, or the life-saving protection in the crisis.

When he escaped from Meishan for the first time, Qiu Yan himself had injuries all over his body, but Zhu Lingyu was almost unscathed except for the injuries caused by the backlash of the spirit veins.Zhu Lingyu asked himself, under the same circumstances, he himself might not be able to do this, but Qiu Yan did.

He used practical actions to tell Zhu Lingyu all the time that he cared about him.It's just that Zhu Lingyu has never thought about it, so she has been pretending to be stupid and pretending not to see it.

It wasn't until looking at Qiu Yan's ashen eyes at this moment that Zhu Lingyu suddenly realized that he would never let his sight go blank. Whenever he looked at him, his eyes would always be looking at him.

And what about himself?

Looking back on the past few years, Zhu Lingyou found that it seemed that since he picked up Qiu Yan from Lishan, he had always been with him.Meal together, practice together, bathe together, watch the stars together in free time, memories are full of him.

At first, Zhu Lingyu pinned her feelings for Qi Zong on him, and consciously took care of him in every possible way, doing the same thing as Qi Zun back then, trying to turn herself into a senior brother worthy of relying on, so as to alleviate the pressure on him. The grief of Qi Zun's death.

But after a long time, he found that Qiu Yan was calm and independent, and he could live well without anyone's care.Rather than saying that Zhu Lingyu was taking care of him, it was better to say that Qiu Yan knew that Zhu Lingyu wanted to be a reliable senior brother, so he deliberately showed weakness in front of him, acting as an obedient junior brother to cater to him.

Before he knew it, Zhu Lingyu forgot his original intention, and just wanted to be good to him sincerely.It's just that he never thought about the consequences of doing this, which actually made Qiu Yan think of him like this.

It's absurd to have unreasonable thoughts about one's senior brother, it's really too absurd.

But when he thought that one day Qiu Yan told others that he would always think about others and only see him, Zhu Lingyu felt a throbbing pain in his heart.

Is this feeling normal?Zhu Lingyu didn't know, but he knew that seeing Ayan hurt would make him feel distressed, and seeing Ayan sad would make him sad. He couldn't imagine that Ayan would marry a wife and have children with other people in the future, and he couldn't bear Ayan's eyes. There is him again.

What he liked was never Ayan's eyes, but the way those eyes looked at him with piercing eyes.

But now those eyes have lost their color because of him, absolutely not.

Zhu Lingyou silently let go of the hand that imprisoned Qiu Yan.

Qiu Yan's breathing was stagnant, although he had long been prepared to be disgusted and disgusted, his heart still throbbed unavoidably.

It turns out that when a person is really sad and painful to the extreme, he can't shed tears at all, Qiu Yan thought.It's okay, just watch him leave like this, and completely stop thinking about it.

However, he didn't expect that after letting go of him, Zhu Lingyu did not leave. Instead, he reached out to caress his cheek, and rubbed the corner of his eyes with his thumb. Before Qiu Yan could understand what he meant, he leaned over pressed down.

"Well, brother..."

Qiu Yan imagined thousands of possibilities, but he never thought about this situation. He panicked for a moment, feeling that his heart was about to jump out.Seeing that Zhu Lingyu was getting closer and closer, and the warm breath almost sprayed on his face, he closed his eyes subconsciously, and then the corners of his eyes became warm, and a kiss fell like a dragonfly.

"Does it hurt?"

Zhu Lingyou looked straight into his eyes without dodging or avoiding.

Qiu Yan looked at him in disbelief, feeling like he was dreaming, but soon he forced himself to calm down again: "Senior brother, don't pity me."

Zhu Lingyu: "I didn't pity you."

Qiu Yan: "Then what do you mean?"

"I don't know," Zhu Lingyou said truthfully. He saw Qiu Yan's eyes flicker, and then said, "But I don't want you to lose my eyes from now on."

What more can I say?Everything is enough.

Tears welled up in his eyes, and Qiu Yan stretched out his arms to hug Zhu Lingyu. The person he misses so much is now in his arms, and it will be his from now on, and no one can take it away.

When being hugged by Qiu Yan, a trace of regret actually flashed in Zhu Lingyou's heart. He suddenly felt that he seemed a little too hasty, and he was obviously not sure if he had that kind of feeling for him, as if It was just because I couldn't bear to see him so sad that I did this kind of thing impulsively.In case I can't meet his expectations in the future, giving him so much hope is a bit too inappropriate.

But the moment he saw his own reflection in Qiu Yan's wet eyes, he suddenly understood.Such a caring person with eyes full of him is right in front of him, who else could he be?

While wiping his tears, Zhu Lingyu couldn't help but feel distressed and sweetly thinking, what a little crying bag.

But his sweetness only lasted for a short while, because he soon noticed that Chou Yan's forehead had been dripping with cold sweat. Run to fetch water to find gauze.

At first, Zhu Lingyu thought that it was no big deal to show his feelings to each other, at most, there would be another person he cared about in the future, until when he was about to remove the gauze for Qiu Yan, he felt that his gaze was unabashedly glued to himself, It was originally a trivial matter, but it made Zhu Lingyou feel ashamed. Looking at his naked upper body, he suddenly didn't know where to start, so he pretended to scold him to cover up: "Another person can't keep silent, you have to Are you mad at me?"

In the end, Qiu Yan said "I don't want to let go of senior brother", which made him even more shy. He knew that Qiu Yan had always spoken like this, but he never thought that this guy's straight ball was so lethal.

Seeing Qiu Yan's tiredness, he suddenly felt a little regretful, but there seemed to be no other way but to bear it.

Zhu Lingyu thought helplessly, while carefully removing the gauze, wiped off the oozing blood with a veil soaked in water, cleaned the wound and sprinkled the powder again.

"Does it hurt?"

Zhu Lingyuan stopped and looked up and asked.

In other words, in the past, Qiu Yan would have said without hesitation that it didn't hurt, but when he saw him looking at him with concern, he suddenly changed his mind and pretended to be wronged and said, "It hurts."

In fact, happiness has already filled his heart, almost overflowing from the corner of his mouth.

Zhu Lingyu was worried about him seriously at first, but seeing him pitifully complaining about the pain one second, he couldn't hold back his smile the next second, and said angrily: "You can bear the pain as well." on."

Qiu Yan laughed out loud.

Ever since he realized his feelings for his senior brother, he was already prepared to keep this feeling deep in his heart forever.He knew that it was against ethics to have unreasonable thoughts about his senior brother, so he never thought of letting Zhu Lingyu know about it, as long as he could stay by his side all the time.He didn't even dare to think about connecting with his senior brother.

But the scene that he didn't even dare to dream about in his dreams, is actually before his eyes now.

Seeing Zhu Lingyu concentrating on treating his wounds, he felt that there would never be a happier moment in his life than now.

He really wanted to continue looking at Zhu Lingyu like this, but he was seriously injured and had just woken up from a coma for a few days. Physically and mentally exhausted.

In the past, he was full of jealousy because Zhu Lingyu cared too much about Qi Yu, and he didn't want to watch Zhu Lingyou talking about him in the daytime, and continue to watch every detail of how he and Zhu Lingyu got along at night. He is very resistant to these dreams that are not under his control, and often stays up all night.

But now that he has got the person he dreamed of as he wished, putting aside those messy thoughts and looking back at everything he saw in the dream, he seems to suddenly understand why Zhu Lingyu has always been obsessed with Qi Zuo, and he no longer rejects the dream up.

After unraveling the knot in his heart towards Qi Yu, a deep drowsiness immediately swept over him, and before Zhu Lingyu could heal his wound again, he fell into a deep sleep with peace of mind.

But this time he didn't have the dream of becoming Qi Zuo again, but instead dreamed about all the things he had experienced since he joined the Xuanqing Mountain Sect.It seems that Qi Zuo knew that he had self-doubt, so he asked him to look at his memory so that he could wake up again.

Although it was unbelievable, Qiu Yan secretly felt that perhaps Qi Zuo really hadn't left, and had been silently guarding everything he cherished.

Including him, the fifth junior brother who met at first sight and said goodbye forever.