The Protagonist Only Thinks About Falling In Love

In the dim room, Su Linyi's breathing was heavy and rapid. He was like an enraged lion, showing his sharp fangs, threatening and intimidating the other party.

He was going to pick up Xu Yun at the station today.

At noon, he received a call from his father, asking him to have a meal at two o'clock in the afternoon. As a result, he arrived at the place, and as soon as he entered the door, he was greeted with a big surprise, that woman, he had seen before.

That was about ten years ago.

The old things of the Su family have been rummaged a long time ago. It is rumored that his father and mother were together for marriage. After marrying his mother, he broke contact with that woman on the surface, and they still got together secretly.

Su Linyi could accept him marrying, but he couldn't accept him marrying that woman.

When he entered the door and saw his father, that woman, and... Zhou Boheng, he actually held back and didn't leave directly. He pulled a stool and sat aside, looking at the three of them who looked like a family of three.

Su Linyi felt that he was influenced by Xu Yun, so he was stable in the face of this kind of situation.

Zhou Boheng's face was a little ugly, as if he didn't expect to see him there.

He pulled the corner of his lips and raised his lower lip without a smile.

He didn't expect that that woman was Zhou Boheng's mother.

Every parent meeting, Zhou Boheng is the same as him, no one will attend.

When he heard his father say that he would treat him as his younger brother in the future, Su Linyi felt even more disgusted.

Nausea churned in my stomach.

"Brother? My mother gave birth to me. Where is my brother?"

He touched the beads on his wrist and counted them one by one. When he was usually impatient in studying, he could calm down by doing this.

His father said that we will be a family in the future, and he said that he had a good time with Zhou Boheng before, so he wanted to take them to meet.

He looked at Zhou Boheng, Zhou Boheng and him looked at each other, and then averted their eyes, Su Linyi smiled, "Dad, what about you, are you really old and confused, or are you pretending to be confused."

This was the calmest quarrel between Su Linyi and his father. It was unprecedentedly calm, and he managed to make a meal so difficult that no one could eat it.

But he was not happy in his heart, only he knew that a volcano in his heart was about to erupt.

And he never imagined that the person who came to ignite the volcano would be Xu Yun.

When he got home, he found the notes that Xu Yun had given him, the two paternity tests in the corner, and the thread in his brain broke with a "click".

Xu Yun probably took it in accidentally, but it happened to appear in front of his eyes at that time today.

Everything is like an appointment.

The burning pain in his heart was so painful that he didn't want to know the result, didn't want to listen to Xu Yun's words, and even couldn't wait to erect the thorns all over his body, and said some sharpest words to stab the other party in order to protect himself.

"Is the sacrifice too much? Huh?" Su Linyi put his hand on Xu Yun's shoulder with force, and the veins on the back of his hand bulged.

Gritting his teeth, he also felt his voice tremble.

Hold.

Why can't I restrain myself in front of Xu Yun and want to cry.

Xu Yun turned him into this weak look.

The series of intensive questioning made it impossible for Xu Yun to get in between his words.

Before he could react, Su Linyi raised his hand and waved his fist, Xu Yun closed his eyes for a moment, a gust of wind blew past his ears, his hair fluttered around his ears, and he heard a "bang" sound next to his ears.

Su Linyi hit the wall with his fist. He raised his hand and hit the wall again and again. He didn't know where to land his next punch. Xu Yun, who hadn't moved all this time, stretched out his hand and wrapped his fist with his palm. was smashed against the wall.

There was a dull pain in the back of his hand, and he frowned slightly, and he didn't let go of his hand holding Su Linyi's fist.

Su Linyi's breathing trembled, his knuckles turned white with force, and let go of Xu Yun.

Xu Yun: "Okay - did you hear me?"

Su Linyi: "..."

"I have indeed met Zhou Boheng, and I know his mother is the one your father wants to marry." Xu Yun said, "But I..."

He considered his tone, "I didn't tell you, I just didn't want you to feel bad."

"You still lied to me!" Su Linyi put his elbow on his neck again.

Obviously at that time, Xu Yun didn't like him yet.

"I did not lie to you."

"Why did you agree to come and give me extra lessons? Don't say you did it for such a small amount of money, I don't believe it."

The two looked at each other in the dim light.

Xu Yun: "Now, you don't believe what I say, do you?"

Su Linyi's current state is very wrong.

After getting along with him for so long, Xu Yun knew that he was an emotional person, and it was often difficult for emotional people to maintain rational thinking when their emotions were intense.

Su Linyi panted heavily and did not speak.

"Then let's not talk about it." Xu Yun said.

Su Linyi's mind went blank for a moment, and his expression froze.

Up to this moment, his noisy brain was like an electrocardiogram, and with a buzzing sound, it suddenly became a straight line, and the boiling anger seemed to stop abruptly, like a shell that suddenly became dumb.

Then, a sense of crisis engulfed.

He raised his head.

Xu Yun tugged at his wrist, clasped the back of his neck with the other hand, bowed his head and kissed him.

The dim light blurred his face, his aura changed suddenly, his body was full of aggression, he pressed forward step by step, the breath rolled between his lips and teeth, as if to swallow him up.

He bit Su Linyi's lower lip, sucked the tip of his tongue, and deprived him of every bit of air. Su Linyi came to his senses, his eyelashes trembled a few times, and he raised his hand to push him away, but in exchange, A more violent offensive.

The extremely fast heartbeat, the voice amplified in the ears, and the staggered footsteps of the two intersected together again.

Su Linyi couldn't breathe, his chest heaved unsteadily.

He kicked to the edge of the sofa with his back foot, fell backwards, got a short respite, he opened his lips slightly, and a second later, the shadow in front of him shrouded again.

"Xu Yun... you... let go!"

He struggled, but the trend gradually weakened.

Their foreheads were pressed against their foreheads, Su Linyi's whole body had already softened, and the hands that were holding onto the collar of Xu Yun's clothes became tighter, a clear tear appeared from the corner of his eyes, and disappeared in his hair.

The two gasped as they parted.

Xu Yun put one knee on the sofa.

"Just to lie to you, I even sacrificed myself to get in such a big game. I'm quite capable."

Feeling his changed reaction, Su Linyi rolled his Adam's apple, and a tear mole at the end of his eye seemed to be affectionate, with a gloomy appearance, showing a slightly weak posture.

Xu Yun took a deep breath, and slowly closed his eyes, "Su Linyi, if I don't like you, want to hurt you, just want to fuck you, why do you think I have endured it for so long?"

Su Linyi was stunned, looked at the void, felt Xu Yun get up, opened the door and went out.

have they gone……

He raised his hand to cover his eyes, the corners of his lips tightened.

After a while, the door opened again, and the person who had left came back. Xu Yun turned on the light in the room, squatted down beside the sofa, put the medicine box aside, picked up Su Linyi's hanging right hand, and looked at it. Looking at his hands, the bones are fine, but the skin on the joints is a little bit broken.

He first took a cotton swab to clean his wound, and then applied medicine to him.

Su Linyi lay motionless on the sofa, covering his eyes with his left arm, as if he was asleep.

Xu Yun knew that he wasn't asleep, so his Adam's apple rolled from time to time, like a wounded little beast licking its wound alone, only when there was no one around, would it show its fragility.

Wrapping his hands for him, Xu Yun put his hands on his abdomen. For a long while, the space where no one spoke was quiet.

"Su Linyi." Xu Yun asked quietly, "Am I not good enough for you?"

Su Linyi slightly curled his fingertips.

Xu Yun continued: "That's why you have this kind of thought - I'm not a good person, but I don't make jokes about feelings. If you think I'm not serious, you can bring it up."

The veins on the back of Su Linyi's hands hadn't disappeared yet, when he heard Xu Yun say: "You are unhappy, annoying, that's fine, I'll vent out with you, and I can listen to you, but you have to doubt my brother's intentions... Is my brother true?" will be sad."

It turns out that as long as you put a person on the tip of your heart, even if that person shows a little thorn to him, he can easily stab another person.

Even if he knew he was unintentional.

"Don't do things that hurt yourself. No one is worth it. Your hands still need to learn to write. You're in the third year of high school. It won't be long... take good care of it."

His voice was deep and magnetic, with a little hoarseness. When he said these words, his tone was flat, but Su Linyi's heart twitched for no reason, with a sore pain.

The rustling sound resounded in the room, Xu Yun tidied up the things on the table, and gave him a space to be alone. He walked to the door, turned his head to look at the light switch on the wall, and stretched out his hand.

Footsteps sounded suddenly behind him.

With a "click", the lights in the room dimmed, Xu Yun's waist tightened, and a burning body was stuck behind him.

The room was plunged into darkness, and every movement was exceptionally clear.

Su Linyi rested his chin on his shoulder, breathing sprayed behind his ears, and tightened his hands holding him tightly. A choked sob could not be stopped in his throat, and there was an uncontrollable cry in his voice, "Don't go..."

Xu Yun didn't move.

Su Linyi lowered his head and leaned his forehead on his shoulder, and he didn't care how embarrassed he was now.

Xu Yun took off his coat and was only wearing a T-shirt. Soon, he felt the wetness on his shoulders, and the people behind him were trembling.

A flash of lightning flashed outside the window, and the cold wind was bleak.

Inside the room, two embracing figures cast intimate shadows on the wall.

Xu Yun put his hand on his waist, his thin wrists and carpal bones were warm, and the other party seemed to think that he was going to push him away, so he hugged him even tighter.

He covered the back of Su Linyi's hand with his palm, and stroked it lightly twice.

"it is good."

On a cloudy day outside, a torrential downpour fell, pattering on the windows.

The little black dog in the yard returned to its nest.

The two people in the room maintained that posture, Xu Yun raised his head slightly, Su Linyi's nose was pressed against the side of his neck, his eyes were red, and occasionally he let out two crying sounds, biting his lower lip.

Xu Yun turned around, hugged him in his arms, and patted his back softly.

More than ten minutes later, Su Linyi went to the bathroom to wash his face, sat cross-legged on the sofa, his eyes were still red, Xu Yun handed him a tissue, he borrowed it, blew his nose, threw the tissue into the trash can, Xu Yun handed over another piece of paper.

"If you look like this, others will think that I have done something to you when they see it."

"Don't laugh." Su Linyi said.

"No." Xu Yun said with a smile.

When Su Linyi just washed his face, he looked in the mirror and frightened himself. His eyes were red and swollen, which disappeared a little now.

Xu Yun asked him where he found the paternity test, and Su Linyi said that in the notes he gave, Xu Yun thought about it and didn't mention it again.

"Have you eaten yet?" Xu Yun asked.

Su Linyi: "No, I asked Aunt Chen to go back first today."

"What to eat?"

"No appetite, not hungry."

"I'll give you something to eat?"

Su Linyi: "Can you...can you pay attention to what you say?"

Just after crying, he spoke with a nasal tone, and his words sounded aggrieved.

Xu Yun came to his senses and laughed, "What's the matter with you? Young master, I don't mean anything else."

There are dried noodles in the kitchen at home, Xu Yun went downstairs to give him a pendant behind him, Su Linyi said that he went downstairs to drink water, after Xu Yun entered the kitchen, he followed Xu Yun, which was a bit in the way, but Xu Yun Did not drive him away.

After venting his emotions, what was left was an endless emptiness, and Su Linyi wanted to talk to him.

Xu Yun stayed here until it was almost dark, his father knew that he was coming back today, so he called and said that it was inconvenient to say something on the phone, so he came to pick him up.

"Can you...can you not come back?" Su Linyi asked while sitting on the sofa eating potato chips, and there were several test papers on the table.

Xu Yun: "It seems to be a very important matter."

Su Linyi was a little reluctant to let him go.

"Leave me here overnight, I can't guarantee that I won't do anything tonight." Xu Yun said.

Su Linyi: "I'm a little tired today."

"Then what do you mean, it can be done another day?" Xu Yun asked casually while flicking his phone.

Both of them knew what he was talking about.

Su Linyi stuffed a stack of potato chips into his mouth, making a kazkaz noise, "I..."

Before he finished speaking, a phone rang suddenly, and Su Linyi was so frightened that his heart trembled.

Xu Yun answered the phone, said "um" a few times, and then hung up.

He said, "We have to go."

Su Linyi: "...Oh."

Xu Yun casually picked up the backpack on the side. He used to come here to give Su Linyi extra lessons, and habitually only brought this backpack with him. He completely forgot that he came back with a suitcase this time.

He passed behind Su Linyi, bent down, and kissed him on the side of the cheek, "Don't think too much, go to bed early—if you need my help, just ask me for help, but... I don't do idle work."

Su Linyi: "..."

He didn't reply, Xu Yun: "Huh?"

Su Linyi: "Understood."

After Xu Yun left, he raised the back of his hand and touched his numb earlobe, feeling that Xu Yun was speaking into his ear on purpose.

The door opened, Xu Yun got into the car, sat in the co-pilot, and put on his seat belt.

"Master... How is he?" His father asked.

"good."

The middle-aged man sat in the driver's seat and sighed, started the car, asked Su Linyi a few times, and talked to him about serious business. A distant elder in his hometown may not be able to do it anymore. His father can't get away these days , I want him to go and have a look.

At nine o'clock in the evening, when Su Linyi went upstairs, he caught a glimpse of a strange black suitcase in the corner of the living room, and at first glance it was not his belongings. He took a photo and sent it to Xu Yun.

[Su Linyi: You dropped something]

There was no reply there, Su Linyi went upstairs, entered the bedroom, took a shower and lay down on the bed, picked up his phone to check, but still didn't reply, he thought about what happened today, and felt that at that time Xu Yun seemed to be A little angry.

He rarely saw Xu Yun angry.

It should be said that it was the first time I saw it.

He raised his hand and glanced at his right hand, spreading his five fingers to cover the light on his face.

The phone rang, and he took it to see that it was Xu Yun who replied to the message.

[Xu Yun: I'm left behind, I left behind a boyfriend]

[Su Linyi: It's a suitcase! 】

[Su Linyi: [Picture]]

[Xu Yun: Deliver it for me tomorrow? 】

[Su Linyi: OK]

Xu Yun sent a voice message.

"If you want to come to my house, just say it straight, and you don't have to beat around the bush."

Su Linyi: "..."

Another voice, "Want to visit my room?"

Chi, who cares.

【Su Linyi: Okay】

At eight o'clock the next morning, not long after Xu Yun woke up, he received a call from Su Linyi.

"I'm here." Su Linyi said.

Xu Yun went out in the morning, got caught in the rain, just washed his hair, wiped the water with a towel, "What happened?"

"Your house is downstairs." Su Linyi said, "The suitcase."

It was only then that Xu Yun remembered such a thing, he wiped his hair casually, threw the towel aside, and went downstairs to pick up someone.

On the way Su Linyi came, he stopped by to buy some breakfast for Xu Yun. When Xu Yun went downstairs, he saw Su Linyi sitting on the suitcase, holding things in one hand and scrolling through his phone with the other.

Xu Yun came to him and snapped his fingers.

Su Linyi hooked his lips and grabbed his hand, "I saw it a long time ago."

He gave him breakfast, "Buy whatever you want, if you don't eat it, I'll eat it later."

"So caring." Xu Yun took it over, "I haven't eaten yet."

Su Linyi: "Hmm."

Xu Yun glanced at his face twice. Su Linyi was wearing a black coat with the zipper pulled up to his chest, revealing the thin T-shirt inside. There was a silver chain pendant around his neck. His eyes from crying yesterday had almost recovered ,High spirits.

It looks like it's turned upside down.

"Zip it up." Xu Yun said.

"I'm not cold."

"I look at you cold."

Su Linyi zipped up the zipper.

The windows were covered with a layer of white mist. Xu Yun's room was simple and clean, without too many clutter, and there were no books on the table. It was empty. After Su Linyi came in, he pulled a stool beside the table and sat astride.

"Do you have time these two days?"

"What?" Xu Yun ate his breakfast.

"If you have time, come and make up lessons for me."

"It's a two-day trip, and we have to go far on Wednesday."

"Where are you going?"

"Something happened."

"Okay." Su Linyi didn't ask any further questions at the right time, and asked him how long he had been there. Xu Yun said it looked like four or five days. He looked like a dog at home watching his master eat.

Xu Yun held a soup dumpling between chopsticks, "Do you want to eat?"

Su Linyi snatched away the soup dumpling on the chopsticks: "I ate it... Maybe I digested it on the way, and I'm a little hungry."

"Oh." Xu Yun laughed, "Then your digestion is not bad."

Su Linyi: "You are young after all, let's have another one."

Xu Yun fed him another one, "Do you want more?"

Su Linyi shook his head, Xu Yun sat back and continued to eat, Su Linyi glanced at the suitcase in the corner, "Do you want to pack your things?"

Xu Yun said "Yes", Su Linyi said that he could help him, Xu Yun raised his eyebrows and glanced at him.

"Arrange things and put them in the closet, will you?"

"It's not easy."

The suitcase was placed on the ground, Su Linyi unzipped it, and started to help him pack it up. He took out the folded clothes inside, and folded each piece on the bed again, looking at Te Xianhui.

"Hold."

Xu Yun suddenly heard a swear word from the virtuous person over there, he turned his head and looked over, and saw Su Linyi holding a pair of black stockings in his hand.

Su Linyi stood aside and looked at him, the smile on his face disappeared, "What is this?"

Xu Yun: "Hei Si."

"Why, your suitcase has this thing?" Su Lin asked word by word.

"How about..." Xu Yun pondered for a moment, "Can you guess?"

He couldn't remember why there was this thing in his box, but it looked familiar.

"And—" Su Linyi stretched out his hand, "Maid outfit?"

The black and white maid's skirt was in Su Linyi's hands. The tag on it hadn't been removed yet, and he even made a gesture on himself. He felt that this size could be worn by thinner boys.

Now that Xu Yun has some strange hobbies, he doesn't think it's strange anymore.

"Don't move." Xu Yun took out his phone.

"Huh?" Su Linyi raised his head in a daze.

Xu Yun remained calm, raised his phone and pressed the shutter button, Su Linyi saw the phone in his hand exploded, threw his skirt aside, and rushed over.

Holding up the phone, Xu Yun glanced at the photo, "It's pretty good."

Su Linyi: "..."

After a while of fuss, Xu Yun sat on the sofa, looked at the maid outfit, recalled it, and said that it was bought during the Halloween club event. This set was originally prepared for Liu Junxu, but it was useless later. The suitcase, simply because his suitcase was empty at the time.

This set of clothes was placed on the other side of the suitcase and was covered. Xu Yun didn't take a few sets of clothes when he came back, and forgot about it.

"If you like it, I will give it to you." Xu Yun said.

Su Linyi: "...No."

Xu Yun glanced at Heisi, then at his legs.

Su Lin sat on the sofa with his legs spread apart like a master: "Don't think about it."

"Okay." Xu Yun sighed regretfully, without hiding anything.

Su Linyi: "..." The disappointment was too obvious.

Sure enough, there is some strange hobby!

Since yesterday, Xu Yun has noticed that Su Linyi has slightly changed, it seems to be softer, um... But no matter how you look at it, it seems to be quite cute.

He was making up lessons for Su Linyi, so the two of them would naturally not be just making up lessons when they were together.

The air conditioner in the bedroom was turned on high, and the room was warm. Su Linyi took off his coat. Xu Yun knew his study progress and made a plan for him. If he couldn't complete it, he would be punished. If he completed it, he would be rewarded.

As for what the punishment is and what the reward is, that is the fun between the young lovers.

Wednesday.

Xu Yun went to his father's hometown.

The place over there is remote, there are many relatives in the hometown, and there are many places to negotiate. Xu Yun is about the same age as his cousins, so he can say a word or two, but he can't chat together.

Su Linyi and him had only been together for two days before they separated again.

During the evening video, Xu Yun was in the hotel, took a shower and lay down on the bed.

No clothes.

Unsightly.

Su Linyi zoomed in on Xu Yun's picture, "Why aren't you wearing clothes?"

"I just took a shower." Xu Yun paused, and lowered the camera a little, revealing a chin in the video, with the corners of his lips curled up, "How can you still be seductive with clothes on?"

Su Linyi stepped on the stool with one leg, rested his elbow on the table, pinched his hot earlobe, "Aren't you afraid of me taking screenshots?"

"Cut it off." Xu Yun said indifferently, "It's fine not to show it to others. You can watch it secretly by yourself."

The three words "secretly watching" made Su Linyi's heart beat faster, and he unconsciously lowered his voice, "Put on some clothes."

The people over there laughed.

"You don't know, are you not wearing any pants?" Su Linyi asked.

"Hmm." Xu Yun said, "It's naked."

Su Linyi: "..."

My mind began to fill up disobediently and was filled with unhealthy information.

Xu Yun's camera shot down suddenly, Su Linyi was startled, and put the phone on the table, and then heard laughter from the phone.

"Are you scared again?" Xu Yun said, "I'm lying to you, you're wearing it, why do you believe everything I say?"

Su Linyi blushed, and turned the camera around, and his side in the camera turned into the test paper on the desk, "You are really not afraid that I will record it."

Xu Yun: "Don't be afraid, my brother is in good shape."

Su Linyi: "..."

He's always been confident, but...

The figure is also really good.

"Are you busy today?" Su Linyi asked.

"good."

Xu Yun had just taken a shower, put on his pants, and received a call from Su Linyi. It was a bit cold without clothes, so he just teased Su Linyi, seeing his furious reaction was amusing, I want to see it, but I don't look at it openly.At this moment, while chatting with Su Linyi, he took a piece of clothing and put it on.

The two chatted casually for a few words, then suddenly fell silent, Xu Yun said: "Turn the camera back and show my brother your face."

Su Linyi touched his face, it wasn't as hot as before, he turned the camera back, lay down on the table, feeling a little hungry, and felt that everything was not a big deal in the face of beauty.

Xu Yun in the camera is casual and good-looking, with just the right amount of disheveled hair, which gives people a sense of intimacy. At this moment, there is a feeling of affection in the eyes of the person watching, especially gentle.

The two hung up the video after more than 40 minutes.

It was almost time for Su Linyi to go to bed. He went to bed and couldn't fall asleep again. Su Linyi turned over and got to the closet, opened the closet, took out a coat from inside, stood for a while, buried his head in the Pulling into his clothes, he took a deep breath.

It doesn't have the smell of Xu Yun's clothes after washing, it's very light.

He felt that at this moment, he looked like a...pervert.

I was indeed seduced by... sex.