The Protagonist Only Thinks About Falling In Love

The room was quiet. Su Linyi picked up the phone that fell on the floor and put it aside like a hot potato. He covered his face with his hands, his heart was beating. He rubbed his face and sat on the stool with one leg in his arms. On, the upper body leaned back, looking at the lights on the ceiling.

Su Linyi pursed his lips lightly, covered his lips with his fingertips, kneaded and pressed gently, and rolled out a bright color.

The phone on the table rang twice.

Su Linyi came back to his senses, reached for his phone, and saw a photo.

The man in the photo is looking at the mirror. He is wearing a black vest. His arms are muscular. He lifted up half of his clothes, and his gray sweatpants are untied.

The face of the man in the mirror was turned sideways, his handsome facial features blurred like a smile but not a smile.

Following is a message from Xu Yun.

[Xu Yun: Don't use brother's photo to do bad things]

Su Linyi clicked on the original photo and saved it.

[Su Linyi: You think too much]

He thought, how could Xu Yun know whether he did it or not.

In November, the weather began to turn cold, the sky was overcast, the light was not very good, and the lights were on in the classroom.

"Su Linyi, do you still go to cram school tomorrow?" Zhou Boheng passed by Su Linyi's desk to collect the test papers.

Su Linyi put the test paper on the table, slid the phone under the table with one hand, and said "um" casually, with tiredness in his eyes.

Zhou Boheng: "Why don't I go with you."

"No, I'm not a child, so I can't do it." Su Linyi yawned. Seeing that he refused simply, Zhou Boheng couldn't continue talking. He pursed his lips and took the test paper away. As soon as he left, Su Linyi stuffed his phone back into his pocket and lay down on the table, intending to squint during class break.

Two people sat down at the table behind him, and one of them poked his back with his finger.

"Brother Yi, why did you go last night, so sleepy?"

Su Linyi said impatiently, "Don't make noise."

The two lowered their volume, looked at each other, and lowered their heads to whisper.

"What's the matter, brother?"

"Come on, I didn't see that he didn't even pay much attention to Zhou Boheng recently. He must have been stimulated by something."

Su Linyi suddenly worked hard this semester. The friends around him are not used to it. Imagine a person who usually plays the role of a big brother among them, and suddenly sits peacefully in the classroom and writes exercises. Same.

In the third year of senior high school, the system of changing classes based on grades was implemented. When they came to find Su Linyi, they had to stay in this class after class was over. In the second year of high school, Su Linyi and Zhou Boheng had a good relationship, but now, among most of their friends When they were all assigned to other classes, they were still in the same class, but they didn't meet as much as when they were in the second year of high school.

The main reason is that Su Linyi spends most of his time on study, plus falling in love, and his mother's long-distance relationship, Su Linyi's time is not enough to break it into pieces.

In the past, he had many choices, and he had been exposed to a wide range of things since childhood, but after he had a goal, there was only one choice.

If he wants to do it, he must do his best within the scope of what he can do.

Su Linyi has an unyielding character in his bones.

Long-distance relationship is not very convenient, but the sense of distance brought, and the two people's expectation for the next meeting.

Xu Yun and Su Linyi were chatting in their spare time. At night, the two of them communicated via video, and sometimes without chatting a few words, it became Xu Yun watching Su Linyi write the test paper. Yun is still restrained.

In the few words they chatted, they would mention some trivial matters during the day. In late November, when Xu Yun went back, he and Su Linyi mentioned this matter.

In the afternoon of that day, Su Linyi washed and dried his hair, fiddled with the mirror, checked the time and went out, and asked Xu Yun on his mobile phone if he had arrived.

When Xu Yun said that, he went back to Xu Yun and said that he was at the station.

Xu Yun was sitting on the train, originally planning to wait until everyone got off the train, but when he saw the news, he couldn't sit still anymore, got up, picked up his backpack, and went out with the crowd.

In winter, Xu Yun was wearing a black turtleneck sweater and a coat outside. His breath was white misty. As he walked outside, he immediately saw people looking around at the exit.

Su Linyi was wearing a gray sweater and a jacket outside, with his hands in his pockets and a black mask, his bright eyes were exposed, and he waved his hand.

"Aren't you making up lessons?" Xu Yun walked over and saw him at a glance.

Su Lin said calmly, "It's up."

Xu Yun: "It's gone, kid."

"It's not because I came to pick you up." Su Linyi said rationally, "You have to make it up to me."

Xu Yun: "How to compensate? Meat compensation?"

Su Linyi: "..."

"Teach me." After Su Linyi finished speaking, he added two more words, "Homework."

"Oh..." Xu Yun's tone sounded a little regretful, and he added, "I can teach you something else."

It's not a serious thing to hear.

Su Linyi: "...No need."

"Oh..." Xu Yun said, "It seems that you have already learned it yourself, so you are in such a hurry."

Su Linyi: "I'm not in a hurry."

"I also understand." Xu Yun said, "After all, my brother is too tempting to you, and it's hard to control boys of your age."

Su Linyi: "..."

The two of them walked out, Xu Yun was wearing a low-key outfit with an abstinent temperament today, Su Linyi casually glanced to the side, and saw a woman looking at them, meeting his gaze, and then Embarrassed, I took it back.

Xu Yun suddenly leaned towards him, leaned into his ear and asked, "Do you have good abs?"

This question was a bit caught off guard, but it immediately brought back Su Linyi's memories.

Su Linyi: "..." His little face turned yellow.

The two haven't been this close for a while, Su Linyi swallowed his saliva, "What abdominal muscles?"

"Late night welfare." Xu Yun said.

Su Linyi: "I don't know, I didn't watch it."

"Really?"

"Yeah." Su Linyi said, "Who doesn't have abdominal muscles yet?"

"Really, then go back and check it for me." Xu Yun said, "Your abdominal muscles."

Su Linyi: "..."

"In public, can you... restrain yourself?"

Xu Yun patted the back of Su Linyi's neck lightly, tilted his head and said, "If I don't restrain myself, your mouth will be swollen by now."

When he said these words, he was always slow, but Su Linyi still remembered what Xu Yun was like when he kissed him in the hotel on the night of the National Day holiday, and only that night, he showed a little bit out of control.

Su Linyi looked at him, Xu Yun raised his eyebrows.

Su Linyi took out a black mask from his pocket, unpacked it, hung it on his ear, and brushed his black hair with his fingertips.

Xu Yun also stopped and let him wear it.

"Perfume?"

"No."

"Then why is it so fragrant?"

Su Linyi took off the mask and smelled his hands, "Is the smell on the clothes... does it smell good?"

Xu Yun said "hmm".

Su Linyi thought about going back and asking Aunt Chen.

Xu Yun pulled off the mask again, leaned forward, and smelled it, "Have you washed your hair?"

Su Linyi: "Well, I washed it when I went out."

"Change the shampoo? It smells good." Xu Yun said, "It's like perfume."

Xu Yun didn't bring anything, only a bag in his hand, he went directly to Su Linyi's place when he came back.

The main bedroom on the second floor of the villa, the air conditioner was turned on in the room, Xu Yun took off his coat as soon as he entered the door, and put it on the sofa beside him.

Su Linyi felt that even when he took off his clothes, there was a hint of impurity in it. He turned his back and tidied up the somewhat messy table. When the footsteps behind him approached, he focused all his attention behind him, and his hands moved slowly. down.

"What is this?" Xu Yun came up from behind him, wrapped his hands around his waist, and got a notebook on the table.

Su Linyi took a look, "I borrowed the notes from my friends."

Xu Yun opened it and saw the name on it—Zhou Boheng.

He put the notebook on the table, "I still have my high school preparation notes, do you want them?"

Su Linyi: "Yes."

"Then I'll get it for you when I go back later." Xu Yun put his arms around his waist naturally.

"...Okay." Su Linyi's waist and abdomen muscles tensed.

Do you want to check it?

"Tell me what you want, and keep a distance from others."

Most of the second half of the sentence was said by Su Linyi and Xu Yun.

Su Linyi said dryly "Oh".

"Okay, I won't bother you anymore." Xu Yun let go of him, "Get ready and study hard."

Su Linyi: "...?"

Just... gone?

He froze for a moment.

Xu Yun leaned against the table, picked up an exercise book and flipped through it. The next second, the exercise book in his hand was taken away, and there was a wave of warmth in front of him. Su Linyi kissed him, and Xu Yun didn't resist. Closing his eyes, when Su Linyi wanted to back away, he grabbed the back of his neck, tearing up the calm surface, and exposed his fangs.

"Open your mouth." Xu Yun said, "First I will take you to review how to kiss."

To Su Linyi, this different side of Xu Yun possessed a great allure, which stimulated his nerves again and again.

Be careful outside, and when you get home, you will naturally be unscrupulous.

The beginning was started by Su Linyi, but the end was not ended by Su Linyi.

Xu Yun looked gentle, but in fact, at this time, he was extraordinarily strong. He hugged Su Linyi and put him on the bed. Su Linyi nervously grabbed his sweater. Xu Yun tilted his head and kissed his earlobe. Lin Yi trembled all over, and hugged him tighter.

Xu Yun bit his earlobe, and said in a hoarse voice: "My brother will teach you something, things for adults."

He stretched out his hand, grasped Su Linyi's thin wrist wearing a Buddhist bead, and wrapped it in his hand little by little.

……

After half an hour.

There was the sound of water in the bathroom. Su Linyi was lying on the bed with a thin layer of sweat floating on his forehead, his face was exhausted, his eyes were wandering looking at the ceiling, his mind was full of form is emptiness, and emptiness is form.

There was still warmth in his right hand. He raised his hand and put it in front of his eyes. He held it for a while, as if aftertaste. When he came back to his senses, Su Linyi was lying on his side, curled up, with half of his face buried in the quilt, revealing a flushed face. earlobe.

The sound of water in the bathroom stopped, and Xu Yun came out from inside. He took off his sweater, just washed a small dirty spot, and took a hair dryer to blow the clothes, but he didn't put them on after drying them.

Looking at the autistic person lying on the bed, he couldn't help but smile, "Stimulated?"

Su Linyi: "No."

"Get up." Xu Yun patted him.

Su Linyi straightened his back suddenly, "What are you doing...? Where are you touching!"

"Get up and do your homework." Xu Yun said, "Where did I touch you?"

"You know it yourself."

"Can't touch it?"

"..."

Su Linyi sat up: "Is there anyone like you?"

"what happened?"

"Just... then what, just ask me to do my homework."

"What's wrong?" Xu Yun deliberately teased him.

Su Linyi: "..."

"That's where it is." Xu Yun said, "Today, let you get used to it in advance."

"Adapt to what?"

"Young master, you don't think I'm so innocent that I can only kiss you?"

"..."

"What about you, make some mental preparations in advance." Xu Yun said.

He was like a guest who was about to open a meal, and he sent a notice to the chef, telling him that he was going to have a big meal, and this little fuss was not enough.

Su Linyi's heart itch after being told, a little nervous, a little irritated, and a little... uncomfortable, his ears burned.

"I know, at your age, you are easily impulsive. You are curious about these things. You have been coveting my body for so long. It's normal for you to be unable to hold back..."

Su Linyi reached out and covered Xu Yun's mouth.

The corners of Xu Yun's eyes were tinged with a bit of a smile, perhaps because of the incident just now, so that there was an aura of desire on his body at the moment, which was provocative.

It's a bit cold outside.

Xu Yun put on a sweater and coat, went back from Su Linyi, and tidied up his high school notes, which were piled up on the bookshelf at home. He tidied them up and put Su Linyi If you need it, put it in a cardboard box and bring it all to Su Linyi.

"If you're bored, you can go to the study to read. There are a lot of comics." Su Linyi took Xu Yun to the room where his musical instruments were placed, "This is also fine, you can play."

He saw Xu Yun watching his drum kit.

When Xu Yun first arrived, the only place he could go was Su Linyi's study, the bedroom and this room, which he had never been to. Even if Su Linyi asked him to play the guitar that day, he would take the guitar from this room. go out to him.

He has a clear delineation of his field, and absolutely doesn't like others to touch that line.

But now he allows another person to appear in it, like the little black dog he adopted, showing Xu Yun its soft belly with complete trust.

When Xu Yun saw the drum set, he unconsciously thought of him playing the drum set, which was dazzling.

People shine in their field of expertise.

The weather is getting colder and colder, and December is coming. After December, it will be New Year's Day. Z University held a New Year's Day party. After Lao Wu got a girlfriend, he never talked to Xu Yun and the others about the girls, so he kept his duty.

Chatting at night, Old Wu asked Xu Yun if he would go back to see his high school boyfriend on New Year's Day.

"No reply." Xu Yun lay on the bed, his cell phone shone with dim light, "I'm busy."

Su Linyi said that he was going to attend a cram school in the city on New Year's Day, and he didn't have time to meet him. He was vague, and Xu Yun didn't ask further.

Old Wu was in a relationship, also in a long-distance relationship, but the young couple met much more frequently than they did, and last Christmas they went out together for the next night.

The little boy is too busy.

On the morning of New Year's Day, there was a drizzling rain, which fluctuated from big to small, and didn't stop until noon. The sky was gloomy, and Xu Yun went to the convenience store with an umbrella.

The black umbrella was propped open, and the raindrops fell on the umbrella, splashing water.

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The wipers scraped the water droplets, and the raindrops hit the car windows, making a crackling sound.

"Student, we're here." The driver called to the drowsy young man behind him.

Su Linyi opened his eyes, looked out the window, and arrived at the gate of University Z, "How much is it?"

After paying the money, he got out of the car. Su Linyi didn't bring an umbrella, but carried a bag, and entered the school after registration. He had never been here before, and he didn't know the way. He found a teaching building to hide from the rain, and took out his mobile phone to give Xu Yun made a phone call, and when he looked up, he saw Xu Yun's figure.

Hang up the phone that hasn't been connected yet.

He raised his heels behind Xu Yun, separated by a distance.

Xu Yun in front turned his back to him, stretched out his hand to catch the dripping water droplets, the water droplets slipped from between his fingers, Su Linyi watched him enter the school's convenience store, and he was waiting outside.

When he saw Xu Yun paying, the two girls in front turned to talk to him, they should have known each other, and after a few words, the two girls left first, and Xu Yun also came out with an umbrella.

Su Linyi followed, not too far away.

When he was almost downstairs in the dormitory, the mobile phone in his hand rang.

The phone screen was stained with water droplets, Su Linyi turned on the screen.

【Xu Yun: What are you doing】

Su Linyi replied to him and said nothing.

【Xu Yun: Following my brother】

Seeing this sentence, Su Linyi raised his head and looked forward. Xu Yun in front had stopped, turned sideways, tilted his head and curled his lips, and waved his phone at him.

【Xu Yun: My brother only has you, no one else】

The rain was pattering down.

dorm room.

A towel was covered on Su Linyi's head, and Xu Yun wiped his wet hair for him. Su Linyi squinted and sat in front of Xu Yun's table.

"Didn't you say you're going to a cram school?" Xu Yun stroked his slightly damp hair.

Su Linyi: "Cancelled."

"Oh... I thought you came to me for tutoring." Xu Yun said.

Su Lin said with all his heart, coming to him for tutoring is not just tutoring homework.

"Take off your clothes." Xu Yun said.

Su Linyi took off his coat, Xu Yun gave him his own black padded jacket, Su Linyi put the padded jacket on his body, lowered his head and sniffed it.

"It's been washed, don't worry." Xu Yun saw his small movements.

Su Linyi blushed and said "oh", and sat on the stool obediently.

"Have you eaten?" Xu Yun asked.

"No."

Xu Yun put the snacks he just bought on the table by his hand, "Pay your belly first, and order takeaway later."

"Oh."

"Why did you come here suddenly and didn't call me?"

Su Linyi hugged Xu Yun's waist, and rubbed his cheek against him, "I miss you..."

"Hey old Xu!" The door of the dormitory opened with a "bang", and Lao Wu stood at the door, excitedly wanting to say something. When he saw the picture in the dormitory, he met Xu Yun's murderous eyes, and his smile froze. With his lips on his lips, he silently closed the door.

A few minutes later, the three of them sat opposite each other in the dormitory, and the atmosphere was slightly awkward.

Old Wu glanced at Su Linyi, but Su Linyi didn't respond. He sat there like an old man, drinking milk with a straw in his mouth. Xu Yun ordered takeaway and asked Old Wu if he wanted to eat. After ordering takeaway, he asked him What's up.

"It's nothing, just asking if you want to go out for dinner tonight."

"Go?" Xu Yun asked Su Linyi.

Su Linyi can say whatever he wants.

Old Wu glanced at Su Linyi a few times.

"Aren't you dating?" Xu Yun asked.

Old Wu: "What?"

"Keep watching what my partner is doing?" Xu Yun said.

Old Wu: "..."

Su Linyi choked on the milk and coughed a few times.

Old Wu was amused, "Look at what's going on."

Xu Yun sympathized with Su Linyi: "Please, focus on yourself."

"You are like this, thanks to people not despising you."

"What about me?" Xu Yun said, "Don't be so extreme, destroy it if you don't get it."

Old Wu: "..."

Damn, I can't stand it.

Su Linyi came to book a hotel, and at night he went to dinner with Xu Yun. Those people were Xu Yun's close friends. When others asked about Su Linyi, Xu Yun didn't hide it. He simply said "my boyfriend" to sum it up. .

Su Linyi thought over the phrase "my boyfriend" over and over again, only thinking how it sounded pleasant to his ears.

He also had a clear path among Xu Yun's friends, and when others clinked glasses with him, he would always come. Xu Yun couldn't see it, so he raised his hand to cover his cup.

"What are you doing, bullying the person who caught me?"

"That's it." The man teased.

The people next to him coaxed.

They treat them like a normal couple.

In the evening Xu Yun sent Su Linyi back to the hotel. Su Linyi's cell phone rang several times. Xu Yun saw that it seemed to be a call from his father. Su Linyi drank a lot and was a little drunk, so he ignored it.

"The mobile phone is very lively?" Xu Yun helped him into the hotel elevator.

Su Linyi leaned on him and said "don't worry about it".

"Are you having fun tonight?"

"Ok?"

Xu Yun: "I came here on purpose to take an oath of sovereignty."

Su Lin was silent for a while, and said "um".

Xu Yun was stunned for a moment, then laughed, "It's quite honest, are you drunk?"

"No." Su Linyi said, "You were originally mine."

"...OK, it's yours."

Xu Yun didn't go back to the dormitory that night, Su Linyi had to go back by car the next day, so he had to get up earlier, Xu Yun helped him bring his things, and Su Linyi also wore his coat.

When Su Linyi left, neither of them mentioned this.

Xu Yun didn't pay much attention, it didn't matter if he wore one or two extra coats.

He just felt that something was wrong with Su Linyi's state. At this point in the original plot, he probably already knew that his father was going to marry another woman.

Su Linyi didn't mention clothes, it was purely selfish.

He didn't know when he started to collect Xu Yun's things as if he had a collection addiction.

Not long after, the winter vacation began.

Xu Yun booked the high-speed train back in the afternoon.

And on the day he went back, he heard the system's notification sound after a long absence.

[The protagonist's blackening has been turned on, and the current blackening value is 30.00%. 】

The sky was gray in the afternoon, people were coming in and out of the station, Xu Yun came out with his luggage and pulled his collar.

He called Su Linyi's phone, thinking that there would be no answer, but after a few rings, he answered the phone.

No one spoke on the phone for a long time, and the sound of shallow breathing conveyed.

After a few seconds, the phone was hung up over there.

When Xu Yun called again, the phone was turned off.

He took a taxi directly to Su Linyi's residence. The gray sky seemed to be getting dark. Aunt Chen was not at home. Xu Yun directly used the password to enter the door. The little black dog had grown up a lot. Seeing him , Sahuan ran over to rub his trouser legs.

At the most intimate time, Su Linyi gave him all the keys of the house.

There was no obstacle for Xu Yun to enter the door.

He went to a few rooms to check, but there was no one there. When he pushed away the room where the drum kit was placed, a figure directly pressed him against the wall.

The curtains were drawn inside, completely blocking out the light.

With a "click", the door closed.

Xu Yun leaned his back against the wall, the person in front of him was panting like a beast, and his body exuded an aura of ready to move. He put his arm against Xu Yun, and his voice was hoarse, "You knew it earlier, didn't you?"

"Su Linyi..."

"You knew earlier that Zhou Boheng's mother is the woman my father is going to marry, right?" Su Lin asked repeatedly.

Xu Yun: "..."

"why did not you tell me?"

"Hiding it all to me, why!? Do I look easy to deceive?"

Xu Yun: "Calm down first..."

"When did you know?"

"Summer vacation? Or before summer vacation?"

"Xu Yun, am I fucking easy to cheat?"

Everyone can lie to him, except Xu Yun.

"How much have you kept from me?"

Did he and Zhou Boheng know each other a long time ago?

That's right, people like Zhou Boheng were the ones that Xu Yun liked more in the past.

Su Linyi's mind is hot now, and he doesn't want to think about anything anymore. Anger surges into his heart one after another, as if burning his heart, he got into a dead end, and being betrayed one after another made him fall into a dead end.

He didn't know why Xu Yun wanted to check that kind of thing, and after checking it, he hid it privately. He never mentioned a word to him. He only knew that Xu Yun and Zhou Boheng were somewhat familiar.

At this moment, Su Linyi's mind was filled with bloody plots.

Did Xu Yun get close to him on purpose?

Is it to help Zhou Boheng?

Is it for...others.

This realization made him burn with anger for a moment.

The more I think about it, the more I get angry, and the more I get angry, the more I think about it.

There was a bit of weeping in her voice.