unrequited love forbidden

Bow your head

Are you in love?

Jiang Xiao's eyes were red after crying, not only the eyes, but also the top of the nose and mouth, looking pitiful.

Fu Qingzhou wiped the sweat on the tip of his nose with his thumb, Jiang Xiao turned his head awkwardly, and remained silent.

"What's wrong?" Fu Qingzhou asked.

"It's a little embarrassing." Jiang Xiao felt hot all over his face, "It's embarrassing."

When I confessed, I was emotional, and I was fine when I was soaked in those memories, but after I calmed down a little, I found myself apologizing and crying. Very embarrassing.

Especially for Fu Qingzhou.

Fu Qingzhou smiled, "What's so embarrassing?"

Jiang Xiao sighed, rubbed his face vigorously in the cold wind, mustered up the courage to turn to look at him, "Do you really believe what I say?"

"Others say I don't believe it, but what you say, I believe." Fu Qingzhou took away his hand that was still about to rub his eyes, "Don't rub it, it will swell if you rub it again."

Jiang Xiao looked at him a little awkwardly, "But I'm 20 years older than you."

"Uh..." Fu Qingzhou choked on his soul's age calculation method.

"Normal people feel too old if they fall in love with someone ten years older than themselves." Jiang Xiao was a little worried, "You really don't mind?"

Fu Qingzhou, who was actually ten years older than him: "I don't mind, age is irrelevant."

"Then what if it's 48 years old?" Jiang Xiao gave an example, but he quickly vetoed it, "No, 48 is indeed a bit old, and I don't think it's okay to talk about 48."

Soul 48 is indeed a bit old Fu Qingzhou: "..."

The two sat on the side of the road in silence for a long while, Jiang Xiao took a deep breath, and said calmly with relief, "Brother Zhou, this is what happened, I know it's unbelievable, and I won't force you to understand, I will I just don't want you to misunderstand."

Fu Qingzhou, who was once jealous of himself for half a semester, looked at him calmly, "You have always liked me, what did I misunderstand?"

Jiang Xiao was shocked by his righteousness for two seconds, "Also... okay."

Fu Qingzhou reached out and rubbed his hair, "I'm sorry."

Jiang Xiao looked at him a little blankly, "Why are you apologizing to me?"

"I never knew that you thought about so many things and ignored your feelings." Fu Qingzhou pinched his earlobe, "And deliberately didn't talk to you."

Jiang Xiao and him looked at each other for three seconds, and said quietly: "You really did it on purpose."

"Well, I'm angry." Fu Qingzhou said: "I've been with you for so long, and you said I'm not as good as others, but it turned out that I was the other person for a long time."

"It's my fault." Jiang Xiao rubbed his nose guiltily, and stumbled a little after realizing it, "How about us?"

"Kissing, touching and sleeping together, why not count?" Fu Qingzhou looked at him worriedly, "It means you won't let me untie my pants—"

"Brother!" Jiang Xiao hurriedly covered his mouth and looked to both sides, "This is still in school, you should be careful when you speak."

Fu Qingzhou narrowed his eyes, bit the soft flesh on the side of his palm with his canine teeth, and crushed it hard. Jiang Xiao was in pain, but he still let him bite.

"Does it hurt?" Fu Qingzhou let go.

"A little bit." Jiang Xiao spread out his palm, the bitten place was a little red, with a bit of numbness and pain.

"When you were on the roof, were you cold?" Fu Qingzhou touched his palm with his fingertips.

"I can't remember clearly." Jiang Xiao said with a smile: "Where did I notice at that time, I just kept crying and shivering."

"Then now—" Fu Qingzhou grabbed his hand, "Do you still feel alone?"

Fu Qingzhou's grip was a bit strong, and Jiang Xiao felt himself trembling, "No, everyone I care about is still there."

Fu Qingzhou looked into his eyes, as if he had seen through the vicissitudes and exhaustion of the soul inside, "Pretend to be a seventeen or eighteen-year-old high school student all day long, looking at people who are not at the same time as him, even those who care They are still there, and occasionally I still wonder if this is a dream, and from time to time I feel that I am incompatible with the whole world, predict the future, want to change the future, and are afraid of the unknown future, and I don’t know that I will collapse someday.”

Jiang Xiao looked at him in astonishment.

"Will it be like this?" Fu Qingzhou asked.

Jiang Xiao opened his mouth, unable to say a negative answer.

of course.

"You Xueba can guess this?" Jiang Xiao was a little surprised.

"Guess how I figured it out." Fu Qingzhou pinched his palm and pulled him up from the ground, "Go, let's go home."

Jiang Xiao looked down at the hands that the two shook hands.

Fu Qingzhou said in a serious tone: "No matter which Fu Qingzhou you like, the Fu Qingzhou in the past, present, and future is me, and I will become a better one."

"It doesn't matter if you are 38 years old or 48 years old, I like you." Fu Qingzhou said seriously, "Since you like me too, don't think too much about it."

Jiang Xiao was a little dizzy from being around him, but he seemed to understand what he meant again.

"Jiang Xiao, are you dating?"