escape and return

Yuan Song is most afraid that his brother will be angry. When Fangge is angry, the most obvious expression is that he doesn't say anything, just keeps a cold face, completely ignores you, and looks at everything with indifferent eyes, as if he has nothing to do with the world. It doesn't matter at all, he is a person who is free from this world.However, that is the square that others see.

For himself, Fangge knows that every time he gets angry, he needs to spend a lot of energy to fill and repair it. He can scold people in his heart, and then come up with a set of reasons to reason with others. Seeing that he is calm and calm, he does not know that his own heart has already been turned upside down.He is clumsy and unresponsive. Every time he encounters similar things, he can't make a strong response immediately, but he always thinks of how to fight back and how to respond to the other party after the event or the next second.Of course, sometimes it's because he doesn't want to or disdain, just like when facing Chang Li, his anger that had been brewing all the way suddenly stopped when he met his wonderful face, he blamed himself What's the use of having a bright heart if your mouth is too stupid?

Thinking of this, Fang Ge felt even angrier. He should have scolded Chang Li just now, but it would be too cheap to beat him up.He walked in front of himself, frowning tightly, and walked fast like the wind under his feet. He was angry with himself, and also angry with Yuan Song's insistence on going his own way. This kid didn't think about solving this problem with him. He should be angry the most Still the instigator.

He lowered his head and just stared at the road under his feet, completely ignoring the situation on the sidewalk. Yuan Song had no choice but to walk from behind him to his side, carefully opening the way for him.He wanted to reduce his presence as much as possible right now.But on this point, what Yuan Song didn't know was that Fang Ge was actually easy to coax, of course he held grudges. He is also easier to talk to than anyone else, as long as Yuan Song is a little soft and apologizes, or explains it well, he will be able to accept it in his heart, and will reconcile with Yuan Song extremely quickly.

However, the current Yuan Song does not know this.The two quickly returned to their hut. Fang Ge took out a small cardboard box from the cabinet with a cold face, and there were a few medicines in it. He didn't speak, and just stared at Yuan Song with cold eyes. , Yuan Song smiled flatteringly and sat down on the chair. Just as he was raising his head, his brother had already stretched out the cotton swab with the medicine on his wound. "Hiss..." Yuan Song could not help hissing softly. It hurts to hit the ground.Fangge heard his voice, but the movements of his hands were much slower.

Seeing Fangge standing in front of him, Yuan Song couldn't help but want to hug his brother into his arms, but just as he stretched out his hand, he suddenly remembered that he had stuck a lot of dust on Chang Li's place, and the stretched out hand stopped abruptly up.This changed completely in Fangge's eyes. He glanced at Yuan Song's retracted hand, took a new cotton swab, and smeared the medicine on the wound.

"Ah~ bro, it hurts~"

Now that I know it hurts, let you fight privately, hum!Fang Ge secretly rolled his eyes, he turned around and left, put the medicine back into the cabinet, then heaved a sigh of relief and sat down along the edge of the bed.The curtains were not drawn, and the room was a little dark. In addition, the sky in this city was not very clear due to the smog. The sky was always gray. Since the beginning of winter, the sky was only gray and black, and there was little sunshine Fangge hadn't seen the blue sky for a long time when it was sunny, which he didn't expect when he chose X University.

The room was quiet, Yuan Song sighed softly, stood up from the chair and went into the toilet without hesitation.His coat and trousers were dirty, and Chang Li didn't know how he survived from the garbage dump, Yuan Song frowned and looked at the clothes he had taken off, and simply took a shower.

Hearing the sound of water coming from the toilet, Fangge's mood got worse. Isn't this person going to explain?Just take a shower by yourself?Grinding his teeth, Fangge stood up and walked back and forth for a few steps, then suddenly clapped his hands and took out the medicine he had just put back.

Yuan Song didn't lock the door when he first entered, so when he was rubbing his body with foam all over his head, he saw Fangge Dalala push the door open unpreparedly, his pupils quivered instantly in fright, He quickly stepped back, shrinking back to the corner of the wall.

"Brother, I'm taking a shower, why didn't you knock on the door when you came in?" Yuan Song leaned sideways and covered the important parts with his hands, with an aggrieved expression on his face.Fangge pushed the door open entirely with the courage of anger. When he saw the young body in front of him, his ears, face, and neck instantly turned red. He hurriedly looked away, but he was looking away. At that moment, seeing Yuan Song's waist injury, he immediately regained his composure.

"Come over here!" He scolded in a low voice, and looked into Yuan Song's eyes through the mist with sullen face. Seeing that Yuan Song was not moving, he put down the medicine in his hand, stepped over to turn off the shower in two steps , there was no warm light in the toilet, and when the hot water was turned off, the temperature suddenly dropped, Yuan Song shrank back, a layer of goosebumps appeared on his body, Fangge also felt it, he quickly turned around and closed the door, and walked back to the bathroom. To Yuan Song's side.

"Come here, come here." He took Yuan Song's arm and pulled him under the shower, turned on the water again, and the hot water hit Yuan Song's body, and he gradually stretched out, and he was no longer nervous, anyway, he should see Everything that shouldn't be seen has been seen, anyway, sooner or later, we will wash together.There was a bruise on the waist, which looked quite large, and the fair skin on Yuan Song's body highlighted the bruise more and more.Fangge stared at that spot closely, pursed his lips, and did not speak. He stretched out his hand and touched it carefully. Such a large piece would probably take several days to heal.

He raised his head and looked at Yuan Song up and down again, with no distracting thoughts in his mind, but fortunately there was no other injury on his body except that one.He gradually relaxed, and his facial expression softened a little. When he looked at Yuan Song again, the focus in his eyes changed again, and he couldn't help but start to blush again.

"Brother, do you look good?"

"Well, call me when you're done washing, and I'll help you apply the medicine."

"Okay~ Brother is so kind!" Fangge almost ran away, he was just too soft-hearted, this person just needed to be beaten, old and self-righteous.

Seeing his brother running out like a rabbit, Yuan Song involuntarily opened his mouth and smiled, but the corners of his mouth were too big, and the wound on the corner of his mouth was pulled.

After Yuan Song took a bath, Fangge had already cooked noodles in the kitchen. They didn't have much food left, only a bundle of dried noodles and a few eggs left.Fangge laid two eggs, one for each person, and when Yuan Song packed up and walked over, the noodles were already cooked.

"Eat it!" Fangge pushed the bowl of noodles to him very coldly, "After we finish eating, let's settle today's account!" Yuan Song smiled and behaved, and hurriedly buried his head in eating.

After everything was tidied up, the two sat down solemnly. After a while of relaxation, Fang Ge also reflected on some problems. In fact, they both cared too much about each other, and both wanted to protect each other, and both wanted to stand in front of each other to block All the storms, all this—they knew it.

"Song Song, I think we both need to think about it seriously. In fact, this is not the first time this kind of problem has arisen. We all understand. You know that I don't want you to worry, and I also know that you want to protect me. But, why do we choose to face it alone every time? I was wrong for hiding what happened last night from you. I apologize to you first, but I finally figured it out and wanted to face it with you, but you kept it from me. I went by myself, what if something happens to you? What do you tell me to do? I don’t know where to find you. I don’t know what will happen to you. You know when I can’t find you How panicked?"

"Brother, I..."

"No, you don't talk yet, let me finish. Yuan Song, than being protected by you, let me watch you block all the bad things for me, stand up for me, I would rather face it with you Yes, back to back with you to resist all bad things, I think clearly now, I want to fight side by side with you, and I will not do some self-righteous sacrifices and protections, I know, just because we Both of them have this kind of thinking, so similar things always happen again and again, how about you, do you agree with my point of view?"

Yuan Song looked at his brother's gentle eyes and nodded. They both cared too much about each other, and they couldn't bear the slightest harm to the other, but they all ignored one point. Neither of them need the other to make any sacrifices, true long-lasting love is equal.

"I know you wanted to be a knight when you were a child, and you thought you could walk the rivers and lakes and help justice, but don't forget, I'm not those timid little people hiding behind you, I'm always standing by your side The man with the sword, when there is a surprise attack behind you, I can block all the hidden arrows behind you for you, and you can trust me with your back, I should be that kind of existence."

"Brother, I know, I know everything," Fang Ge's expression was a little lonely, it was his ideal look of two people walking in the rivers and lakes, Yuan Song hugged Fang Ge, and he tightened his arms to hold his brother in prison. He put his head on Fangge's shoulder, turned his face and kissed Fangge's ear, and then continued: "Brother, I won't make my own decisions in the future, and I can't guarantee that I won't do it again. Let you worry, because this life is so long, we don’t know what will happen in the future. What I can guarantee is that if anything happens to the two of us in the future, I will tell you as soon as possible, and I will take it with me wherever I go You, we have to face everything together. But brother, I have to say that there must be many things we have to face in the future. From the moment I realized that I like you, I thought about it After all the possibilities, from the moment I decided to be with you, I was ready to face everything. Brother, there may be a second Oak, a third Oak and a fourth Oak in the future. There will also be a bunch of people who discriminate against homosexuals, who will laugh at us and insult us. There must be people who call us perverts and people who call us morally corrupt. There are many, many, and the most important thing is our parents, and Sister, I definitely couldn’t accept it at first, but I believe that after a long time, they will always be able to accept us. All these consequences, brother, we will have to face in the future, can you accept it?”

The person in his arms was quiet, he lightly rubbed Yuan Song's shoulder, and said nothing.

"I can accept it, brother, as long as you are by my side, I can accept it. Do you know what I am most afraid of?"

Fang Ge pressed his eyes on Yuan Song's shoulder, his Adam's apple rolled and rolled, he dared not speak.

"What I am most afraid of is that you are afraid!"

Fang Ge was stunned suddenly, he didn't dare to look up, his nose was sore and his eyes were hot, and a choked sob leaked from his throat inadvertently.Yuan Song hugged him even tighter, he kissed Fang Ge's hair and continued: "I'm afraid that you won't be by my side, I'm afraid you'll leave me because of these things, I'm afraid I'm not the most important one in your heart, bro , we finally met again together, I can't accept the setting without you in the future, if one day you abandon me because of your family, because of the public opinion in this society, or because of any reason, I will accept it No. Fangge, you have to know that I can become indestructible because of you, and I can be vulnerable without you, and I will die."

Fangge suddenly raised his head and bumped into Yuan Song's lips, his eyes were red and his expression was sad, as if he had a thousand words to say and was about to say something.

"There is no such day, Yuan Song, I will not let that day appear, no, you have to believe me!" He cupped Yuan Song's face with both hands, tears slipped down his cheeks silently, Yuan Song Gently wiped away for him, leaned close to put Fangge's eyes with his lips, and then moved away again, his eyes were gentle as if carrying a warm hot spring, he was reluctant to suffer Fangge even a little bit of harm, but, there are some things, There will be a day to face it.

"Brother, are you ready to face everything at any time?"

"Well, I won't hide, I will always stand by your side!"