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What happens when the sun accidentally falls into the night sky with nothing?Will it be devoured, or crushed into countless fragments and turned into stars to illuminate the night?

No matter what kind it is, Zhou Yi doesn't like it.The sun is the sun, how can it be swallowed or changed?The sun should hang high in the sky, giving the people who are looking forward to it the power to move forward.And a man who is bound by the abyss like him is not worthy of the sun's favor.

For Zhou Buyi, Fang Weizhuang is like the power that accidentally broke into the night, he did emit a dazzling light, but it didn't illuminate Zhou Buyi.Although occasionally, when swept by the light, I will have the illusion of whether I am saved.But this illusion is like a plump bubble, which shatters in a moment, giving people a more painful sense of loss.

Living is always so difficult, life is always in vain, Zhou Buyi is tired of it.

"get out of class is over, let's go for a walk." Fang Weizhuang approached him at some point, his face seemed to be magnified by a magnifying glass, and his slightly rough skin could be clearly seen.

Zhou Buyi was frightened by his sudden approach, he leaned back slowly and nodded.

yes.Although it is so difficult to live, we still have to live, because this is what Fang Weizhuang is looking forward to.He spent time and energy with himself, and it should meet his expectations.

Zhou Buyi and Fang Weizhuang walked side by side on the campus path, with different kinds of evergreen trees planted on both sides, and occasionally they could smell the sweet scent of osmanthus.

Fang Weizhuang probably likes the natural scenery, walking on the path, he would look left and right, while Zhou Buyi lowered his head habitually, looking at the gray ground.

Fang Weizhuang noticed that he was so careless, and patted his head, Zhou Buyi was beaten for no reason, and looked up at Fang Weizhuang suspiciously.

"Let you come out to relax, who told you to change places and continue to be a gloomy boy?"

Take it easy... Zhou Yi didn't have this thought, if it worked, he wouldn't be what he is today.

"By the way, have you ever played football?" Fang Weizhuang asked.

"Kicked."

"Really? When?" Fang Weizhuang was a little surprised, he thought he would get a negative answer.

"When I was in elementary school." Zhou Yi said, at that time he was quite innocent, thinking that life would not be so difficult, and he was also considered lively at that time, so he signed up for the football team and played football with his classmates for a year.

But since junior high school, Zhou Yi has not been interested in any sports.

"Let's go, let's play football." Fang Weizhuang excitedly grabbed Zhou Buyi's thin arm and started running.

Zhou Buyi didn't realize it, and started to run along with him in a daze. He asked, "Where are we going?"

"Fool! Of course it's to get the ball." Fang Weizhuang laughed heartily, while Zhou Buyi was a little worried.

Fang Weizhuang really came to get the ball as he said, he took him to the sports equipment room, took a football and held it in his hands.

"It's time for class, it's not good." Zhou Buyi didn't dare to skip class, he didn't want to be the target of public criticism.

"What are you afraid of? You don't listen to lectures in class. Anyway, you are in a daze, so why not do something to refresh your mind." Fang Weizhuang gave him the ball and said with a smile.

Zhou Buyi looked at the ball, he didn't throw it away, he didn't hold it, he was at a loss for a moment.

"Don't be afraid, anyway, let's take care of things together, and I will accompany you, what are you afraid of?" Fang Weizhuang said, put Zhou Buyi on the neck, and walked out with Zhou Buyi on his shoulders.

When the class bell rang, they just arrived at the stadium, Zhou Buyi looked in the direction of the teaching building, with some anxiety on his face.

"It's already late anyway, don't be afraid." Fang Weizhuang said.

Zhou Yi lowered his eyes, forget it.It really can't be helped, it's already late.

There were other classes in the gymnasium having physical education class, Fang Weizhuang and Zhou Buyi mixed in, followed the other classes to stretch and then ran to the stadium.

"Damn it, Fang Weizhuang! Aren't you fucking in class? What? Did you skip class?" A tall, strong, healthy boy walked up the field. He glanced at Zhou Buyi beside Fang Weizhuang and paused. He paused, looking around him for a moment.

Fang Weizhuang hit him with the ball and said, "You care about me? Come on, is there still a shortage? I'll come with my friend."

The man said: "I just need someone, come here and guard the door for me." The man was about to put his arms around Fang Weizhuang's neck, but Fang Weizhuang took Zhou Buyi's arm first.

"Let's go." Fang Weizhuang said to Zhou Buyi.

Zhou Buyi was a little dazed, and was dragged away by Fang Weizhuang.Fang Weizhuang's friend withdrew his hand and cursed Fang Weizhuang for "loving the new and loathing the old".

Fang Weizhuang smiled and said nothing.

Being brought to the center of the court, it was not supposed to be a time to run away, but when Fang Weizhuang let go of Zhou Buyi's arm, Zhou Buyi grabbed him by the corner of his clothes again, with a hint of pleading, he said: "I It’s been a long time since I played football, so it’s definitely not going to work.”

Fang Weizhuang looked at him, thought for a while, and said to his friend: "Go and guard the goal, I will kick."

The friend said yes and went to the goal.

Fang Weizhuang looked directly into Zhou Buyi's eyes and said, "I'll be with you, if you don't play well, just pass the ball to me."

Zhou Yi was taken aback for a moment, even though he said that...but...

Forget it, just listen to him, he doesn't want to disappoint him.

So Zhou Buyi used all his strength, mobilized his elementary school muscle memory, and cooperated with Fang Weizhuang to finish a beautiful friendly game.

Zhou Buyi finished playing football in the scorching sun wearing long sleeves, sweating all over, panting/breathing tiredly.

"Damn, your friend can do it! Have you joined the football team? Do you want to think about it?"

Fang Weizhuang was also quite surprised, he didn't expect Zhou Buyi to have this talent, but he usually sat alone in a shadowed corner in physical education class, doing nothing, Fang Weizhuang couldn't discover his ability in football.

Zhou Buyi just didn't want to disappoint Fang Weizhuang, so he mobilized all his strength, and Fang Weizhuang is very powerful, he has been helping him all the time, so he can't make mistakes.But joining the football team was still too difficult for him.

Zhou Buyi shook his head and refused.

The friend thought it was a pity. After a while, he asked, "What's your name? Let's know each other."

Zhou Yi was surprised.Yes, yes, he is most afraid of such words.It would be terrible to know him and find out that he was just a morose guy with no interest.

Fang Weizhuang answered for him first: "His name is Zhou Buyi, and I am at the same table."

After speaking, he introduced that person to Zhou Buyi: "His name is Gou Xun, he is a sand sculpture."

Gou Xun looked at him bitterly, his eyes wanted to cut Fang Weizhuang into pieces: "Can't we be more formal during the introduction?"

Fang Weizhuang said: "It's quite formal, isn't that what you do?"

"Hmph——" Gou Xun smiled maliciously, wrapped Fang Weizhuang's neck and pressed his body down, and said, "Good guy, believe it or not, I'll reveal all your scandals!"

"What's wrong with me? What can you shake?"

"For example, the chocolate that a girl gave you turned around and gave it to someone else, and you were slapped hard in the end."

"Fuck," Fang Weizhuang felt pain when he thought of that slap, "Who the hell knows that there is a confession letter in it? I don't like to eat that stuff."

"..."

The two were still arguing and arguing, Zhou Buyi was watching, both envious and disappointed.

How wonderful this is, this is the original appearance of a carefree young man, he shouldn't be here, like a foreigner who doesn't fit in.

Zhou Buyi was immersed in the mood of self-denial again, Fang Weizhuang saw that Zhou Buyi didn't say a word and didn't quarrel with Gou Xun, he pushed Gou Xun away and said, "We should go back."

"Go back? Go back to class? You're kidding me, you are really brave at this moment of public execution, and you have to sneak in after class."

Fang Weizhuang looked at Zhou Buyi and asked, "What do you think?"

Zhou Buyi felt that what Gou Xun said was right, he would go back, and he would definitely be exposed to the public, he didn't like being watched.

"Let's go back later." Zhou Buyi said.

"That's fine. I'll take you to another place." Fang Weizhuang said, grabbed Zhou Buyi's arm again, and ran out of the stadium.

Gou Xun looked at their figures one after the other, always feeling a little strange.

Fang Weizhuang dragged Zhou Buyi to the path leading to the cafeteria from the teaching building. There was a narrow and steep stone step on the left.When Fang Weizhuang came here, he stopped and said, "Be careful here, or you will fall easily."

"En." Zhou Buyi followed Fang Weizhuang down the steps carefully, and came to a rockery.

"Here we are, come here." Fang Weizhuang pulled Zhou Buyi's forearm, pulled him to the recessed place under the rockery and sat down.

"It's been a long time since I've been here. It's comfortable." Fang Weizhuang leaned on the rockery and sat there with his legs stretched out with a satisfied face.

Zhou Yi didn't know there was this place, but this place gave him an inexplicable sense of security.

"Why are you here?" Zhou Yi asked.

"It's so nice here. No one disturbs you. You can listen to the birds and the water quietly. I come here when I'm worried."

Zhou Yi was startled, will the time of worry come?So what's bothering him now?Is it because of yourself?

Thinking of this, Zhou Buyi stretched out his hand to encircle his curled up legs, and looked at the jagged rockery above his head in some bewilderment.

Fang Weizhuang glanced at Zhou Buyi. His posture of protecting himself didn't look very relaxed: "What? You don't like this place?"

"No." Zhou Yi said.After he finished speaking, he was silent again, he didn't know whether to tell him what was in his heart.Is he unhappy because of himself?But won't it be too hypocritical to say it, and it will be more annoying?

"Then why do you look unhappy? I brought you here in the hope that you can use this place as an outlet for your emotions like me, but I didn't let you come here to continue to be dull."

Zhou Buyi glanced at Fang Weizhuang.Others are really nice and care so much about their own feelings.But...he couldn't be as happy as he wanted to be.Really sorry.

"Say something." Fang Weizhuang said, "Just tell me why you are unhappy now."

Zhou Yi paused and said it.The only thing I can do now is to respond to him.I can't do more by myself.

"I...are you angry because of me?" Zhou Buyi said cautiously, feeling like his heart would burst after he said it.

"Huh?" Fang Weizhuang felt inexplicable and a little funny: "Why did you make me angry? Why didn't I know?"

"Because you said that you only come when you are unhappy."

"Damn it." Fang Weizhuang smiled angrily: "You must be a little silly. I brought you here not because I am unhappy, but because I want you to be happy."

"Want to make you happy"...

These words were like an awl, piercing Zhou Buyi's heart, a little painful, a little numb, and a little happy.

"You... want me to be happy?" Zhou Yi asked, bleeding and crying because of these words.

"Well, don't you want to be happy? You are too depressed. Don't work so hard." Fang Weizhuang said, he felt a little uncomfortable when he saw the incredible expression in Zhou Buyi's eyes.

You are so depressed.These words were like a hammer, hammering Zhou Buyi down completely, and he burst into tears again uncontrollably.

No one has ever cared so much about his own feelings, no one has ever cared whether he is happy or not, and no one has ever said to him: You are too depressed, you are working too hard.

Seeing him crying again, Fang Weizhuang was at a loss.He'd never deal with a situation like this.When a girl was crying before, he would just watch in embarrassment, but when Zhou Yi cried, it always made him feel a suppressed pain.

Fang Weizhuang patted Zhou Buyi's back lightly, and said, "Cry if you want, no one here will hear you anyway."

"I'm sorry! I'm sorry! You want me to be happy, but I can't be happy. I'm sorry! I can't meet your expectations. I'm sorry! I can't make you happy..." Zhou Yi didn't know what he was talking about. What he thought in his heart blurted out, all he thought was sorry.

Listening to his apology, Fang Weizhuang's heart seemed to be squeezed hard.Why should I apologize?You don't have to meet anyone's expectations.

But he didn't say that, he pulled Zhou Buyi and hugged him in his arms, Zhou Buyi's body that was heaving from crying was wrapped into his chest.

No, I want to cry again.Fang Weizhuang didn't understand why he felt so uncomfortable every time he saw Zhou Buyi cry?

His apparently so tenacious heart was broken by Zhou Buyi.

He hugged Zhou Buyi tightly, and said: "If you really feel sorry, don't be sad anymore, don't be depressed anymore. If you want to meet my expectations, go change. Zhou Buyi...I don't want to see you sad again gone."

Zhou Buyi's crying body trembled slightly, Fang Weizhuang is really... a very good person.