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Fang Weizhuang works part-time in Sister Hua's restaurant. During the noon and evening breaks every day, Fang Weizhuang goes out of school to help in the store.It is also basically in the store on weekends.

These days, Fang Weizhuang has been bringing Zhou Buyi over for dinner.Fang Weizhuang forced himself to finish eating every day, and asked Sister Hua to find him a corner that would not hinder the guests and wait for him to go back to school together.

These days, they are always together.Like inseparable friends.

Friends... Zhou Buyi's heart twitched at the thought of this word.Where can he have friends?Even if there is temporarily, when he knows his true face, he will definitely not stay by his side, and he will definitely turn around and leave without hesitation.Where are the friends from?

"What are you thinking? Look depressed." Fang Weizhuang arrived at the o'clock, went out of the kitchen, saw Zhou Buyi sitting on a chair with a sad face, and asked.

Zhou Buyi was startled by his sudden utterance, and was a little nervous for a while: "It's nothing."

Fang Weizhuang didn't believe it, but this guy never told others what was hidden in his heart, and no one could guess his mind.

"Let's go, go back, we should be late later." Fang Weizhuang said.

"En." Zhou Buyi walked behind him with his head down, seeing Fang Weizhuang's light and natural footsteps, as if he was about to jump up, so lively, he thought.

"Why are you in a daze?" Fang Weizhuang saw that Zhou Buyi had been following behind him absent-mindedly, dragged him to his side, and said, "Don't be one behind the other, other people will see you as my younger brother."

Zhou Buyi was slightly taken aback, little brother?It's a pretty good role.One-sided belief and pursuit, there is nothing to be afraid of losing.

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Back at the dormitory at night, Gong Dou asked why he and Fang Weizhuang had such a good relationship all of a sudden, sticking together every day.

Zhou Buyi didn't answer, because he didn't know how to answer.Unexpectedly, this silence angered Zhang Ao, he frowned, with a displeased expression on his face: "Zhou Buyi, can you hear people asking you? If you say a word, you will die? Or do you treat all of us as dead?"

Somewhere in "Buff" exploded, and sorrow and pain poured out together.Will those things still happen in the end?

"Hey, don't quarrel." Seeing that the momentum was wrong, Xu Zhengyang hurriedly maneuvered around it.

"No, Xu Zhengyang, look at his attitude too, damn it, I can't take it anymore!" Zhang Ao stood up as he patted the table, and walked out of the dormitory angrily.

Zhou Buyi once again fell into a helpless situation.Powerless, useless, irreparable, he is like a paradox, he obviously doesn't want to bother and hurt anyone, but he is always annoying everyone.It would be fine if he didn't exist, it would be fine if he disappeared, so that no one would suffer because of his existence.

These days, the ray of life Fang Weizhuang gave him was cut off in an instant. I really want to die, I really want to disappear, I really want everything to never exist from the beginning.

He sat down on the side of the bed weakly, feeling a blockage-like discomfort in his heart, like a huge plug that sealed off all the sensations in his body, leaving only his heart feeling and bearing all the pain.

How uncomfortable!But can't cry.How uncomfortable!Misunderstood, so painful!But you can't blame anyone, it's true that he never made any changes!It's true that he can't say anything!Useless!

Zhou Buyi didn't take a shower, just took off his shoes and rolled into his own small space.The whispered discussions outside were blocked, leaving only him and his sorrow in the whole world.

He is a person and has always been a person.No one will stay with him, no one will understand him, no one wants to love him.No one finds him valuable.He is boring, he is selfish, he is dull, he has low self-esteem, even he himself hates himself.

However, he still really wants someone to rescue him, really wants someone to bring a gust of wind and a shower of rain to his isolated island, let him know that he is not alone, that he is not useless, and that he is not abandoned.

But ah!Who will come to his rescue?Zhou Buyi curled up, as if he wanted to shrink himself into a small ball and shrink back into his mother's belly.No one was going to rescue him, he knew it.Because no one could save him.

The pessimistic and desperate mood naturally carried over to the next day, when Fang Weizhuang wanted to take him out for dinner again, Zhou Yi didn't move at all.

"What's wrong with you?" Weren't you all fine a few days ago?Although it doesn't look very happy, but it is not so contradictory.

"I don't want to go." Zhou Yi said.

"Don't want to go? Why?" Fang Weizhuang asked.

Why?Why?Why?He also wanted to ask why?Why should you be so nice to him?Why give him hope?Why do you want him alive? !

"Are you okay?" Fang Weizhuang saw that Zhou Buyi's expression was wrong, he looked like a person who was about to erupt a volcano.

"Can you leave me alone!" Zhou Buyi finally yelled out, this is definitely the most daring time in his 16 years of life.His voice was mixed with anger, irritability, and depression that had been accumulated for an unknown amount of time, and it slanted out all of a sudden, filling every corner of the classroom.

Everyone was shocked. In everyone's eyes, Zhou Buyi was a taciturn person who even spoke softly, and now it has completely overturned everyone's perception.

There was a buzzing sound like mosquitoes.Although I can't hear clearly, Zhou Yi can also imagine that he must be scolding him, must be pointing fingers at him.Well, the fox tail is finally showing.Well, let's finally stop pretending.It turned out to be such a person, such a person who repays kindness and revenge.

yes!How can he do this?Obviously Fang Weizhuang was the only one who noticed him, and Fang Weizhuang was so kind to him, why did he get angry at him?Why can't I control my emotions!

Fang Weizhuang was probably also stunned, he didn't expect that Zhou Buyi, who tolerated silence like Zhou Buyi, would suddenly erupt.

The atmosphere in the classroom was extremely embarrassing. After a brief discussion, no one spoke, and Zhou Yi's world fell into an almost suffocating silence.That's it, from now on, Fang Weizhuang won't take care of himself anymore.He must hate himself to the core, this man who has no conscience to repay his kindness.That's good, I finally don't have to live in an endless void.Great, find a place to commit suicide one day, he probably won't care about himself anymore.Let him take this evil self.

Unexpectedly, and directly hitting his heart, Fang Weizhuang grabbed his wrist at that moment, like an angel, with warm power flowing from his palm.

At that moment, there was nothing in Zhou Buyi's world, he forgot his own body, and was dragged away unconsciously by Fang Weizhuang.He dragged him through the campus shaded by rows of camphor trees, and walked out of the silver iron gate. It was not until the sharp siren sounded that he finally pulled him back from the void world.

When the soul returned to the body, Zhou Buyi felt the moisture on his face, it turned out that he had been crying for so long.

Fang Weizhuang stopped and turned to look at him.Zhou Buyi cried silently, but it was all over his face, as if there was nothing to be happy about to wipe away his tears.

I don't know if he was infected by his emotions, Fang Weizhuang felt a kind of oppression and pain for no reason, his eyes that did not shed tears easily were slightly moist, in order not to let Zhou Buyi see, he hugged Zhou Buyi and held him head on his shoulders.Tears fell silently.

So weird, so sentimental, it's not like him.He is a big hearted person, how could he make you cry?

This person's spiritual power is too strong, how can a person bear such a great pain that when it overflows, everyone around him will be affected?

Zhou Buyi was a little overwhelmed by his set of behaviors. Fang Weizhuang's embrace is so warm, his body is soft, his body temperature is hot, his heartbeat is full of vitality, what a strong vitality.I really want to hold him like this all the time, I really want to stick to him like this all the time, I don't want to let go, I want to hold him until I die.

But no one can hug like this forever. If it really wants to be like this, I'm afraid the only way is to make the two of them into a specimen that will never be separated.

Fang Weizhuang calmed down his emotions affected by Zhou Buyi's outpouring of pain.He separated the two, Zhou Buyi looked at him with a bit of infatuation in his eyes.

"I'm sorry." Fang Weizhuang apologized for his reckless behavior just now, grabbed the person and left, and held him in his arms.

"I'm sorry." Zhou Buyi said, his voice choked up: "I'm sorry for you, you treated me so well, but I treated you like that."

Fang Weizhuang was not angry, nor did he blame him.To be honest, at the beginning when Zhou Buyi yelled at him like that, his first reaction was to be amazed that he would yell at someone who was so obedient and had no temper.

Then I saw Zhou Buyi's face again, his face wrinkled immediately after realizing what he had done, his eyes were helpless, flustered and desperate.At that moment, Fang Weizhuang only felt inexplicably distressed. Those eyes looked too depressing, as if he was shrouded by a demon and wanted to inject the power of death.

So Fang Weizhuang didn't think about anything, he just dragged Zhou Buyi and ran out, and when he finally saw his tears streaming down his face, he unconsciously hugged him.He looked really sad.

"I don't blame you, and don't blame yourself." Fang Weizhuang said, "You..."

Fang Weizhuang wanted to ask him what he had experienced to accumulate such deep negative energy, but he didn't know how to speak.

never mind.Fang Weizhuang finally decided not to ask.Let's take it easy in the future.

Fang Weizhuang took Zhou Buyi to the restaurant, and he asked Zhou Buyi to go to the kitchen with him.

There were two older chefs in the kitchen. Seeing Fang Weizhuang coming, they greeted him. Seeing Zhou Buyi, one of the chefs asked, "Who is this? The new chef?"

"No." Fang Weizhuang rolled up his sleeves with a smile, picked up the apron hanging on the wall and quickly put it on, saying, "He is my friend."

"Oh, it's rare that you bring friends here." The middle-aged chef joked.

"This is not brought." Fang Weizhuang said.

"Then why did you bring someone to the back kitchen? This place smells of oily smoke."

"He has to smoke." Fang Weizhuang said.

The chef smiled and went about his business.

Zhou Buyi stood there at a loss, he didn't know what to do, and he felt uncomfortable when the two chefs looked at him.

"Come here, wash the vegetables for me." Fang Weizhuang looked at Zhou Buyi and said.

"En." Zhou Buyi walked over, Fang Weizhuang handed him the carrot.

"Can you wash it?" Fang Weizhuang asked.

"Yes." Zhou Buyi said.

So Fang Weizhuang asked Zhou Buyi to do it.Zhou Yi washes it really carefully, washing carrots is like washing treasures.Fang Weizhuang was taken aback when he caught a glimpse of it by accident, and for a moment doubted that the carrot he was given just now was not.

After washing, Zhou Buyi carefully handed the carrot to him, Fang Weizhuang was stunned for a few seconds.Afterwards, he was asked to help out some more, and he was basically not idle.

Zhou Buyi likes to do these things, and he wants to do well what Fang Weizhuang told him, so whether it's washing or cutting vegetables, he is extremely serious, and for a moment he even forgot the shadows that have been haunting him.

After finishing their work with Fang Weizhuang, the two had dinner together.

This is not actually a meal for the two of them, but this time Zhou Buyi felt a little happy in his heart.Fang Weizhuang sat opposite him, when he lowered his head, his cheeks formed a beautiful arc.He looked even better when he raised his head, with double eyelids, a high nose bridge, and a tough and thin face.I didn't realize he was so good-looking before.

Zhou Buyi stared at Fang Weizhuang in a daze, forgetting that he was staring at Fang Weizhuang motionlessly.

Fang Weizhuang saw that Zhou Buyi was stunned, snapped his fingers in front of his eyes, and said with a smile, "What? Are you fascinated by my handsomeness?"

Being poked by him like this, Zhou Yi blushed for a moment, and hurriedly buried his head in his meal.

Fang Weizhuang smiled and thought: Are you really fascinated?I don't know how to quibble.

At the end, looking at Zhou Buyi frantically picking up rice, I have to say, it's really cute.