Even so, I still like you

Zhang Yuhang took a taxi worth 66 yuan to Muyuan Airport, six of which were the driver’s Spring Festival subsidy. The driver expressed his joy at the hard-won Liuliu Dashun, and after he got off the car, he posted it in the driver group. He made a voice: "Brothers, be happy, and I didn't meet anyone who was checked for drunk driving along the way."

In the early morning, the airport was brightly lit, vast and quiet, like a glass palace abandoned by the whole city in the suburbs. Zhang Yuhang walked in and saw Shen Tongguang at a glance.

He was sitting alone next to the charging column. He seemed to be asleep with his eyes closed. He was dressed very lightly, including a jacket and jeans, with one shoelace loose, and even the socks exposed under the trousers were not paired. of.

Zhang Yuhang breathed a sigh of relief calmly, walked over slowly, and sat down beside him.

The moment I saw him, many of the principles that I wanted to uphold with all my heart collapsed in an instant.

People are here, and they are right in front of them, and they can pack them up and throw them back.

He didn't make a sound, but after sitting for a while, Shen Tongguang woke up with a start, turned his face to look at him in a daze, and leaned his head slowly like a baby bird, and found a comfortable position next to him.

Zhang Yuhang smelled the faint scent of his hair, and still stared straight ahead: "Are you doing the same to your ex?"

"Aren't you my ex?" Shen Tongguang whispered.

Zhang Yuhang gritted his teeth, wishing he could bite off a piece of his flesh, and sneered, "I never said we'd break up."

This is the first thing the man said to him when he flew over in the middle of the night.Before Zhang Yuhang could fire, Shen Tongguang's next sentence came one after another: "You have eaten all the wontons you made."

Another sentence: "A, B, B, Ding's cat litter is also used up."

Zhang Yuhang couldn't take it anymore: "Shen Tongguang——"

"I miss you."

Zhang Yuhang choked on his curse, stunned for a moment, and his heartbeat stalled in a hopeless way. He couldn't help looking down at the two small spinners above his head, and said with a tense corner of his lips, "I want a babysitter, don't you?" .”

Shen Tongguang suddenly reached out and grabbed the corner of his clothes: "I'm sorry."

"No need." Zhang Yuhang broke away from him and said, "You don't see me as a boyfriend at all."

Shen Tongguang lowered his head and stared blankly at his empty palm, like a child who did something wrong, dazed and at a loss.

"I...I really don't know how to do it." He stayed up all night, trying to find the words to beg and beg for mercy in his muddy head, "I can do whatever you want me to do, can you not go away ?please."

He had only one relationship in his 24 years of life, and one completely destroyed his ability to form intimate relationships with other people.

He has been falling off a cliff all the time, and he thought he would be like this for the rest of his life, but Zhang Yuhang suddenly pushed open the rusty door, and he let him see the sparkling sea outside. It was hard for him to die.

Last night he almost...almost got on drugs.

I don't know where the courage came from. I didn't bring anything. I bought a plane ticket in the middle of the night and flew to a completely unfamiliar city alone.

Since that incident, he has not stepped out of that city for four full years.He is obviously a person with healthy limbs, but his feet are bound by invisible chains and shackles, and he even forgets how to escape.

In the final analysis, it can only be because of the person in front of him, the only driftwood left in his vast sea of ​​suffering, which he insists on grasping with his survival instinct.

"Shen Tongguang, I know you have a lot of things that you don't want others to know, don't ask, you can't even touch. I don't want to force you, but you have to promise me one thing," Zhang Yuhang poked lightly with his slender fingers Poke his chest, "Show me some sincerity, okay?"

"...But," Shen Tongguang looked at him weakly, and said in a daze, "I don't have that thing anymore."

Zhang Yuhang also looked at him, pursing his lips tightly.

Shen Tongguang gradually lost his sense of propriety, repeating those few words upside down, I promise, I'm sorry, can you continue to like me... Tears kept falling, as if in a daze, and provoked a few elites who were dressed in business on the opposite side People looked over one after another.

"Hey, memorizing the scumbag's quotations again, I really..." Zhang Yuhang couldn't help but flicked his forehead hard, "Come on, what a grown-up, you have a beastly face, why are you crying? I don't think I'm leaving. "

Shen Tongguang didn't feel any pain, but he grabbed his hand nervously, afraid that he would throw it away, so he held it tightly: "Don't be angry."

"I'm not angry." Zhang Yuhang said calmly, "If you don't, I'll give you half of my sincerity. Anyway, it loves a lot."

Even so, it doesn't matter, as long as you slowly create a reason for him, he doesn't care about waiting.

He knew that Shen Tongguang was not deterministic, and at the same time, like a certain plant, as long as he felt enough security, he would slowly fall down and take root.

Hearing what he said, Shen Tongguang's eyes turned red again, and he felt ashamed, so he lowered his head and groaned and burrowed into his chest, hugging him tightly.

He thought, should we really try again and trust that this person won't hurt him?

The person in the chest didn't move for a while, Zhang Yuhang looked down, a little funny, Shen Tongguang actually fell asleep with his mouth slightly open.

I don't know how long it has passed like this, the sky outside gradually brightened, showing a hazy color of crimson and light blue, Zhang Yuhang reached out and patted his back: "Get up, let's go."

Shen Tongguang asked in a rustling voice, "Where are you going?"

"Go back to my house."

The two of them took a taxi back, but the house was still quiet, and they stayed up all night without waking up.

Zhang Yuhang found slippers for him. They were a pair of corgi-like plush cotton slippers. Shen Tongguang wore them a bit too big: "Why did you buy such cute slippers?"

Zhang Yuhang poured water and said, "My sister gave it to me."

Shen Tongguang was a little surprised: "You have a younger sister."

I found another reason why he is good at taking care of people.

After filling him with a cup of hot water, Zhang Yuhang dragged him back to his room.His room is decorated very simply, in a blue-and-white navy style. There are a few movie posters on the wall, everything is neatly packed, and books for postgraduate entrance examinations are spread out on the table.

Shen Tongguang was still looking around, when he suddenly heard the door lock behind him, he turned his head vigilantly: "Why did you lock the door?"

Zhang Yuhang said blankly: "My sister will scare me when she calls me in the morning."

"Why," Shen Tongguang wondered, "I'm not ugly."

Zhang Yuhang glanced at him, walked around the bed and took off his coat, which was still a dark green striped silk pajamas.

Shen Tongguang chased after him: "Are you afraid of being discovered?"

Zhang Yuhang was speechless, and pulled him onto the bed, covered him with a quilt, and tied him tightly like spring rolls.

Shen Tongguang refused to let go, and struggled to get his head out: "Deep closet!"

Zhang Yuhang was so sleepy that he closed his eyes and did not speak.Shen Tongguang silently leaned against his chest and looked at it for a while, then suddenly leaned forward and put his face against his neck, rubbed against him again, and then fell down too.

After 2 minutes of silence, Shen Tongguang suddenly jumped up and shouted "It's over": "What about A, B, C, and D?"

At that time, he was insane, and he walked away without thinking about anything. He had a mobile phone all over his body, not to mention thinking about the food and drink of A, B, C, and D. Now that he calmed down, he suddenly thought of it, and suddenly became anxious like an ant on a hot pot: "My name is Just run errands to see if there are still air tickets, and go back in the daytime."

"Don't panic." Zhang Yuhang pressed down his cell phone, frowned and thought for a while, "I'll contact my local classmates during the day, please ask her to go twice a day, she lives nearby, so it won't be too much trouble. "

Shen Tongguang hummed, bit his lip hard, lowered his head for a while and said, "I'm sorry."

He felt that he was really brainless, why he always did such things without any sense of responsibility.

Zhang Yuhang stretched out his hand and pulled him into his arms, kissed his forehead, turned off the bedside lamp, closed his eyes and whispered, "Today is a good day, please forgive me."

Zhang Yuhang guessed right, the two of them were really woken up by Zhang Zhaoyu's violent knocking on the door, their unstoppable aura was comparable to that of A, B, C, Ding.

Shen Tongguang was in a daze, thinking he was in his own home, and opened the door with his eyes closed (he wanted to crawl, but the quilt was suppressed by Zhang Yuhang).

Twist the doorknob, huh?I can't open it, it turned out to be a lock, unscrew the lock——

One second, two seconds... Shen Tongguang suddenly reacted, opened his eyes quickly, and saw a girl with ponytails standing in front of him, her face was flushed, her breathing was short, and her excitement was beyond words.

She clutched her chest: "You you you you you are..."

Before she could give you a result, Zhang Yuhang had already got up and strode over. His sister's big, shining Kazilan eyes suddenly burst out a burst of X-rays, sweeping back and forth on the two of them repeatedly.

"What is this? 419? BF?" Zhang Zhaoyu pointed at Shen Tongguang with a trembling finger, "What attribute, AO? Cake and fork? Jesus, shit! Goodness! It's so sweet!"

"What a mess."

Zhang Yuhang slammed the door shut.

The author says:

My dears, I have something to do next week, I will update it on Wednesday, kowtow ORT