Even so, I still like you

New Year's Eve.

Early in the morning, Shen Tongguang was struggling to apply medicine in front of the mirror. He twisted left and right, and the iodine made a mess on his back. Cook wontons in the kitchen.

The community has been very lively since last night, the owner set off whips and the west family exploded cannons, adults and children screamed for New Year greetings, and the smell of cooking dumplings at the street corner and the end of the alley was old-fashioned.

While waiting for the water in the pot to boil, Shen Tongguang broke his fingers and thought about it. This is actually the fourth New Year he has celebrated by himself.

Not only the New Year, but also the Mid-Autumn Festival, Dragon Boat Festival, Lantern Festival, family reunion and joyful gatherings have no real meaning for him. They are just turning a page of the repeated days.

It's so boring, why do you live, Shen Tongguang thought aimlessly, holding the pot and spoon, before it was to pay back the money, and later it was to finish the manga, and now even the manga has entered the final stage.

After this?

Just as he was lost in thought, his ankle suddenly hurt. He lowered his head to see that it was a little three-legged cat, Jia Bing Ding, grinning around him, begging ferociously for food.

"My friend!" Shen Tongguang sighed, and said while pouring wontons into the pot, "Your father doesn't want you anymore, what are you going to do?"

When watching A, B, B, Ding eat imported cat food, Shen Tongguang suddenly realized that Zhang Yuhang didn’t really want A, B, B, Ding, but him.

When Zhang Yuhang comes back to rent a house after the Chinese New Year, A, B, C, and D will definitely follow him to eat and drink. Cats are expensive, and he, hehe...

The only way is: this year's flowers are better than last year's, but it's a pity that next year's flowers will be even better. Once Hou Men entered the deep sea, Zhang Lang was a passerby from then on.

Zhang Lang... the meaning is quite good.

Suffering from insomnia for several days, Shen Tongguang was in a low mood. He had a tasteless meal of wontons. Just listening to the bustle and bustle outside, he felt weak all over. He fell back to sleep without washing the dishes.

He had a dream like a marquee. For a while, he was stuck in the men's room in high school. For a while, the man held a bouquet of flowers and smiled at him and said "Congratulations on graduation." For a while, he was sitting in the bright studio of Capital University and drawing portrait.

In fact, I knew it was a dream, but it was sweet and sour, and I didn’t want to wake up even if it was painful. It wasn’t until the end that the person was lying in his arms covered in blood, repeated countless times, and the sea of ​​blood was filled, that he fell into a cold sweat. Struggling to turn over and open your eyes.

It was completely dark the whole day, and the room was covered with no fingers. A, B, C, and Ding fell asleep curled up in a ball at his feet. Shen Tongguang got up dizzy and wanted to cook wontons, but when he opened the freezer, he found that it was empty.

As soon as he pulled out the entire drawer with all his strength, he found in despair that all the wontons in Zhang Yu's space bag had been eaten.

Shen Tongguang was stupid.It's a big holiday, and it's still snowing outside. The Spring Festival Gala has just started, and the sound of cannons outside has stopped.He turned on his phone to order dumplings, but the delivery fee was horrifyingly high, and the delivery time was two or three times longer than usual.

Zhang Yuhang also disposed of all the junk food he had hoarded before. He was so hungry that he scratched his heart and scratched his liver. He walked around the house a few times like a headless chicken, and finally grabbed his coat and went out helplessly.

This black jacket was worn when he went out last time, and he didn't care if it was dirty and unwashed. He took the phone and stuffed it into his pocket, and suddenly felt a small plastic bag in his fingertips.

Without thinking about anything, Shen Tongguang squeezed it out and saw that there were three round white pills inside, without any impurities.

It took him a full ten seconds to think about where this thing came from. At the same time, Qi Jingwen's face appeared in his mind, and Shen Tongguang immediately threw it on the ground like explosives.

It was too late and then it was too fast, A, B, C, and D suddenly rushed out from the corners of the horns, hungry and thirsty, and the tiger rushed to eat.

Shen Tongguang yelled in fright, and knelt down to grab it. Although Jia, B, C, Ding had two teeth marks on the back of his hand in the end, he managed to get it back.

With lingering fear, he hugged A, B, and Ding, and slapped it lightly on the mouth: "You are not a stray cat now, don't pick up things on the ground to eat!"

A, B, C, and D are worthy of female cats in the new era. It recalls the turbulent years of the past, and remembers that it used to fight against other heroes in the trash can under the moon, and it was a spring day that attracted bees and butterflies among the small male cats, but now it has become a plaything in the palm of others. Jumped away angrily on three legs.

Shen Tongguang ignored it, and looked down at the small pill lying in his hand.

They are round and flawless, like night pearls, emitting a mysterious and holy light in the dim living room.

It is the eternal peace, tranquility and warmth, and countless angels flapping their little wings are waving to him.You can forget all the pain and don't need to bear anything... The tight strings in Shen Tongguang's head gradually loosened, his breathing was slow, and his seven souls and six spirits were all drawn away. Looking at them is like a dying person looking at the gate of heaven.

That person is also waiting for him.

As if he was being haunted, he uncontrollably opened the small bag and poured out a pill, then raised his hand and brought it to his mouth.

"Sweet potato, sweet potato, I'm Tudou, please answer if you hear it! Sweet potato, sweet potato..."

Shen Tongguang shuddered violently, the pill fell to the ground with a clatter, and he breathed desperately as if he couldn't breathe, as if he had been possessed by a ghost and suddenly revived, cold sweat oozing crazily from head to toe.

The ringtone rang again and again, persistently repeated over and over again, Shen Tongguang's limbs were numb and stiff for a long time, and finally he took out the phone from his pocket.

His hands were shaking so badly that he swiped the screen several times before answering the call.

"The answer is so slow, are you sleeping?"

Shen Tongguang's throat constricted for a while, and he couldn't utter a word.

There was silence for a moment, and asked in a low voice, "Shen Tongguang?"

How can I describe this feeling, coming back from the dead, returning from Abi Hell to the radiant world in an instant, living dead, flesh and bones, nothing more.

Shen Tongguang held the phone with all his strength, as if grabbing the last straw, tears streaming down his face unconsciously, his voice trembling: "I'm here."

"Are you crying?"

Shen Tongguang shook his head, remembering that the other party couldn't see him, he cleared his throat and said, "No, I just woke up."

"Oh."

Zhang Yuhang had nothing to say. Before he made the call, he was a little emotional, but now he felt that he was just looking for trouble.He looked at the sky and the earth, and finally looked at the snowman made by children next to the building, with black eyes made of coal, red lips made of red scarf, and a plaid scarf around his neck.

After several minutes of relative silence, Shen Tongguang was quiet, neither talking nor hanging up.

Zhang Yuhang imagined Shen Tongguang's face while looking at the snowman, and said in a low voice, "Okay, I'm fine, I'll just say Happy New Year to you."

Shen Tongguang suddenly asked lightly and quickly: "Where are you?"

"I am home."

"Where is your home?"

"I've told you several times before..." Zhang Yuhang felt that he had lost his temper, "Muyuan City."

Shen Tongguang sniffed, and then continued to say in that ethereal, soul-like voice: "Okay, I will remember."

Then hung up the phone directly.

As expected of Shen Tongguang's usual style, Zhang Yuhang watched the screen of the phone go dark angrily, with nowhere to vent his anger, he raised his leg and kicked the snowman.

Twenty degrees below zero, the snowman was as hard as iron, unscathed.

A window upstairs suddenly opened, and a little girl with twin ponytails poked her head out into the north wind and shouted: "Brother Octopus, are you secretly smoking!"

Zhang Yuhang was speechless and looked up at her.

The building was tall and windy, and the little girl's long ponytail fluttered: "Mom told you to come back and be a squirrel fish!"

Zhang Yuhang turned around and walked into the building.

He didn't know the city far away. Just as Shen Tongguang threw the small bag of pills into the trash can, he quickly pulled it out like a madman, turned on the stove to burn them, and finally ran into the toilet to throw it away After flushing away, he managed to regain some composure.

For others, the year is still very lively.

As usual, the four members of Zhang Yuhang’s family used spinach, carrot and dragon fruit juice to make colorful dumplings. They got together to eat New Year’s Eve dinner, watch the Spring Festival Gala, and watch the New Year’s Eve. He went to bed at one o’clock in the morning. Woke up by Shen Tongguang's phone call.

He grabbed the phone and closed his eyes and said "Hello". The other party didn't move for a long time. When he was about to fall asleep again, Shen Tongguang sniffed there and said in a stuttering voice: "Well, I, I am now In Muyuan."

The author says:

Xiao Shen: When will you change the couple ringtones for me? ? (ΩДΩ)

Xiao Zhang: I just found out now, is it because no one calls you except me?So you only have me, baby.

Xiao Shen: ... Get lost! !