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91. She can’t stop you from coming to Beijing to find me. I hugged you all night, and I couldn’t sleep all night

On the day Lan Fang left, Lan Tian didn't see her sister until eight o'clock in the evening. Her intuition was that her sister had gone to Beijing, or she was going to Jingang to find her mother, but she always thought that her sister would not do things behind her back like this.She came to sit by Ye Yu's bed, and Xiao Yu's tape recorder kept playing Priscilla Chan's music.

"Why hasn't my sister come back yet? Do you know where she went?"

Ye Yu thought that he would not be able to tell a lie, so he said weakly, "I know I can't hide it from you, she went to Beijing this morning."

After hearing this, Lan Tian was stunned for a moment, and immediately stood up. He stood a little anxiously and bumped his head on the upper bunk. The sound of "bang" startled Ye Yu and opened his eyes wide: "Hey, how are you? Sit down and let me have a look! "

Lan Tian frowned and didn't even touch the bumped place: "I'm fine." Without saying anything else, she walked to her bed and sat down to put on her sneakers.

"Where are you going?" Ye Yu hurried over in slippers.

"go to Beijing."

"Don't go. Fang told me to watch you." Ye Yu said while flipping Lan Tian's hair to see if there was any damage: "Where did you hit just now, does it hurt here?"

Lan Tian didn't speak and just put on his shoes.

"Are you unconscious? I ask where you hurt!?"

"I am fine."

"God, don't go, at least you wait for Fang to come back!"

Lan Tian put on her shoes and stood up: "Xiaoyu, I told you not to tell Shasha, and I asked you to help me persuade my sister. Even if it is really difficult, why did you tell me when I noticed it and asked? I'm going to buy a ticket I have to get on the train tomorrow morning at the latest." Lan Tian turned and left.

"I won't let you go, you can't go!" Ye Yu took Lan Tian's hand.

"I have to go to Beijing, please Xiaoyu understand my feelings."

"Then you must also understand what Fang is planning for your affairs? Why is she so stubborn? She is not for herself, she is only for you, her sister, and for your Lan family!"

"Don't say so much, maybe now she is sad and heartbroken, maybe she is anxious to ask me to understand that I must see her as soon as possible!" Lan Tian shook off Ye Yu's sign language very quickly.

It was almost too late to understand what she said. This person was so anxious that words could not persuade him and he had to insist. She hugged Lan Tian from behind: "I just won't let you go!"

Breaking apart Ye Yu's hands surrounding him, unexpectedly these hands are very hard, but they have to be opened...

"Xiaoyu!!"

"pain……"

Quickly let go, but Ye Yu hugged her even tighter...

"Xiaoyu...don't be like this..."

Her fingers and wrists were all broken, and she felt very uncomfortable: "I won't let you go...I won't let you go...I...I don't know what I'm doing...Why do you act like this for a person? Why do you have such a deep relationship? I can't meet? Even if I'm jealous, I can't see you treating her so well now!"

"Let go of me."

"No!"

Once again, he made up his mind to break Ye Yu's hand and push her away. Seeing that Ye Yu was about to hit the desk, Lan Tian quickly grabbed Ye Yu again, and pulled Ye Yu to her chest with too much force. She was wearing short sleeves, There were bruises on Ye Yu's wrists from being forcefully pulled by Lan Tian. Lan Tian took a look and avoided Ye Yu's pursuing eyes: "Let me go, you wait here for my sister to come back, she still needs your comfort."

"I also have my insistence, I promise Fang to watch over you!"

"Xiaoyu!!"

"A little bit of yourself... okay? A little bit of your family... share a little bit of worry with Fang... okay?"

Ye Yu reached out and hugged Lan Tian's neck... Tears fell...

Lan Tian was so sad that his vision blurred: "Xiaoyu... let go."

Ye Yu shook his head and looked at the blue sky closely: "The thing that needs to be relaxed is your love for her. I watched everything you did for her, or I didn't know about you from the beginning to the end. I regret knowing now. , let alone Rusha, I can't bear it anymore, I won't allow you to go on like this!"

Lan Tian couldn't hear it at all, and insisted on separating Ye Yu's hands, but this time, Ye Yu hugged him so tightly, Lan Tian had no choice but to hug Ye Yu to the bed and draw his head back, not giving her another chance to stop, Pressing her hands, tears were about to fall, Lan Tian wiped her eyes with her arms, took a deep breath and tried to control her emotions:

"If I can love less, there will be no confession between me and her. If I let her wait and wait for my own future, I don't deserve her to dance "Love Like a Tide" around me."

"But love shouldn't be the whole of life!" Ye Yu's tears flowed directly to the pillow, and her voice became hoarse intermittently.

Lan Tian looked at Ye Yu with eyebrows together: "It's not just random fireworks between me and her. In the crowded crowd...she has a hundred choices and a thousand possessions...but she only looks at I...I feel so sorry for her eyes... Just as her heart hurts, I have been holding back to love her... Love may not be the whole of life, but all my pursuits and enthusiasm for life... are all because of her."

At the train station, Lan Tian bought a scalper ticket and waited for the train to arrive at the station.Ye Yu was by Lan Tian's side.The two of them didn't say anything, Ye Yu kept holding Lan Tian's hand on Lan Tian's shoulder, this arm, she was even more attached to it.

It was already ten o'clock in the evening, and the train was coming into the station, but she couldn't let go of this hand...

The man moved Ye Yu's hand away, not thinking about Ye Yu at all.

"Don't send me in, don't talk to strangers on the way back, I'm leaving."

want to call...

Still called:

"sky……"

She can't hear it... she must not hear it...

"Go straight back to school." She turned and left, walking into the crowd.

She is different...

She's just different...

so many people……

Ye Yu could only see her...

this person……

A milestone of love was suddenly erected in Ye Yu's life, and where did the certainty come from... There is no possibility that she and Lan Tian will ever meet...

Sobbing started in the taxi...she couldn't help it...

Back in the dormitory, neither of them was there, my heart was terribly empty, and I lay directly on this person's bed...

Seeing the group photo of Lan Tian and Sha Ying...he put his hands down heavily...at this moment...so...

When Lan Tian rushed to Beijing to find Sha Ying, Lan Fang had already boarded the train back to Shanghai.

Waiting for Sha Ying's questioning, she began to feel flustered by Sha Ying's calmness.

As for Sha Ying, she was calm and didn't ask, because her heart was scalded. Love can never be paid by one person, and love should be fought for, but no matter what decision she makes now, her life's happiness will be in this love. killed.

After finishing school work, he came to this hotel and didn't go anywhere. He stayed in this room, hugged her Lan Tian and kissed her, and calmed down Lan Tian's hidden panic.

"Shusha..." Why didn't her shasha ask anything, didn't her sister say anything?

"Heh... Rusha is here."

"Heh..." Her rustling smile is still so good-looking, always so good-looking, this bright smile always makes Lan Tian smile back and smile even more.

Sha Ying reflected this smile in her heart, would her child also have such a beautiful smile...

"God... If we can have a baby, it must be... the most... the smartest and most beautiful baby in the world." After speaking, her heart flooded, and she was afraid that the blue sky would see her, so she quickly reached out to turn off the lamp and buried her face Go to the pillow and swallow the sorrow back.

"rustle?"

"Heh... I always fantasize, but Xiaotian doesn't mind, how can Rusha mind, right?"

"Shusha is the most important thing. Does Shasha really want a baby?"

"Ssasha just wants to be with your baby."

"Shusha, sister...did she say anything to you?"

"She said you repented."

Lan Tian immediately turned on the desk lamp, she wanted to confirm Sha Ying's mood: "Shasha?"

"Ok?"

"Aren't you angry?"

"Be angry, but I know that it's useless to be angry. Who told me to make a decision without telling you, I don't blame you."

"Then you agree with my idea, don't you? I won't go abroad, and I will come to Beijing after graduation in two years."

"I...I have to think about it again, let me... think about it again, give me some time, will it be decided at the end of September this year? God...I...I don't want you to support it alone, I don't want...you are too Thanks for your hard work……"

After talking softly, go to Lan Tian's chest...

It is her blue sky, this is her blue sky... These hands that hug her, these hands that are warm and tough because of cocoons, these hands that think about her all the time, these hands that love her so much and need her so much hands...how should she let go...

"Shusha, Xiaotian doesn't work hard, don't think like this. Heh...my Xiaotian agreed to think about it, and Xiaotian was relieved. I know this matter is embarrassing. Shasha, it's the same sentence, push all the consequences on me, okay Is it? Then, Shasha will repay Xiaotian by pestering her, and to keep pestering her forever, this is Xiaotian's only request to Shasha."

She has been smelling the fragrance of Sha Ying's hair, and the warmth of her words has surrounded Sha Ying's ears. Sha Ying's whole world is irresistible, but today Sha Ying can't nod her head. Life is endowed with the touch of blood, and I want to ask her: "God... why do you love me?"

"I...I...heh...Maybe it's because Shasha is good-looking and has a nice voice. Shasha listens to Xiaotian's words so that Xiaotian feels... Xiaotian is so important. Then...I...my body always tells me strongly ...I like you, there is no second person who makes me so...so...can't help...want..." After speaking intermittently, he hugged the person in his arms even more tightly.

It made Sha Ying feel hot all over, and buried her face in her arms, she didn't want to think about it anymore, don't think about it anymore...

"Shusha, Xiaotian also wants to...ask Shasha a question."

"You say." Her rustle began to kiss her...

Suddenly, he regretted opening his mouth again, and his thoughts stopped for a while.

Sha Ying quickly realized something during this pause, and asked, "God? What questions do you want to ask Sha Sha?"

"what do you love me for?"

"Heh..." Sha Ying smiled sweetly.

Seeing Shasha's smile, she felt much more at ease. Her Shasha seemed to be thinking, but she was so afraid of a reason, she was a little nervous, and asked Shaying before she could answer: "If one day, Xiaotian can't do it for some reason. With the use of martial arts, there is only one heart that loves Shasha, will Shasha still like Xiaotian?"

"What did you say? What is the reason why you cannot use martial arts?"

"I mean, if, or if Xiaotian has never had martial arts, will Shasha also fall in love with Xiaotian?"

The smile froze, how many things did she hide from Sha Ying?That reason must have something to do with Sha Ying, right?Could it be that if she doesn't have a biological child to inherit, she will stop practicing that martial arts?Those 20 years of hard work, all the hopes of her parents, and the hope of their Lan family, is she really going to ignore it for Sha Ying?

"rustle?"

"Tell me everything about swordsmanship."

"what?"

"Tell me, tell me everything, about your martial arts, will it be incompatible with Shasha who owns you?"

I can't be sure if my sister has said something to her, those things, it's not that Shasha doesn't want to tell her, at least it's not the time, if her Shasha knows everything about swordsmanship now, she will definitely leave her, she must not allow such a thing occur.

I regret asking such a question, how could her rustle mind that she stopped practicing martial arts one day?This love will never be halved, it will only be more distressed.

"Of course not. Heh...why do you want to think about it? I'm afraid that Shasha just fell in love with Xiaotian's martial arts. You see, this cocoon is because of this martial arts. It can hold Shasha up and lift it up." , because of this Wu—"

"Because of your kindness..." She stopped Lan Tian's words, "Because you always work hard...because you love me so much...It has nothing to do with your martial arts..." After Sha Ying finished speaking, she beat Lan Tian Her back... She felt uncomfortable because her blue sky still kept her secret...

"rustle?"

Why is she so moody?

"It's okay, Shasha is just happy, you make me...so happy."

"Ah……"

"It's getting late, come to sleep on my hand and let me hold you."

The light was turned off by Sha Ying reaching out her hand, she hugged her blue sky, and gently rubbed her cheek against her forehead and the tip of her nose.

"Shusha, when will the work here be finished? Do you want to go back to Jingang? I almost forgot to tell you that I may only have one week of vacation during the summer vacation. I promised the professor to do experiments with him during the summer vacation. The professor will arrange for me to go to some The hospital is watching a real major operation, so I only have a week to go to you."

"Is everyone in your class staying?"

"It's like I'm alone."

"Oh. It's okay, then I will also take a week off to go back to Golden Port. I can work earlier and be busy."

"Yeah. Then Rusha go to sleep."

Sha Ying tossed and turned, unable to sleep, watching the dim light in the room through the curtains all night, gradually getting brighter.

The crowded Beijing Railway Station is always full of people coming and going.

"Then after I'm gone, Shasha must take a good rest. I think I put pressure on Shasha, I'm sorry..." Seeing that Shaying's eyes were bloodshot, she wanted to kiss Shaying's eyes.

Sha Ying knew who was putting the pressure on whom. She shook her head and said, "I'm a bit busy graduating soon. I thought I could sleep well yesterday. How could I expect you to come? I will rest well today, don't worry."

"Well, I'll go directly to your house to find you after the holiday."

"Well, be careful on the road for a while."

"I'll call you when I get to Shanghai."

Sha Ying stretched out her hand to touch the ring and the small bottle on Lan Tian's neck: "God... If this ring accidentally falls off one day—"

Sha Ying didn't let her finish her sentence: "This kind of thing won't happen."

"I mean if."

"Shusha, Xiaotian won't allow such a thing to happen. Heh... I have to be a if to answer, and keep looking until I find it."

Sha Ying lifted Lan Tian's collar and saw the place where she kissed her last night: "Heh...here, does it hurt?"

"Heh..." Lan Tian smiled and shook her head, stretched out her hand to pull Sha Ying into her arms, Sha Ying slid her hand to Lan Tian's chest, closed her eyes...this is her Lan Tian...then move her hand away from this place and circle it tightly her waist...

The train had already entered the station, and knowing that Sha Ying had to enter the platform, she took Sha Ying and walked inside.She is confident that her swish will listen to her.

But Sha Ying was worried that whether she would send her off like this was already a countdown in another sense. From now on, whether she and Lan Tian would go in the same direction every day, or send her off like this, this feeling would stop at the end of the day. got off this platform...and couldn't get out of the train station...

She held Lan Tian's hands... Picked up... Kissed her fingers lightly...

"I love you..." The voice was very soft, but it was so beautiful that it covered all the sounds in the world...

"I love you... rustle..."

Sha Ying nodded, with tears in her eyes...

pushing her blue sky to the train...

Sha Ying trembled all over and couldn't say anything...

As the train left, Sha Ying turned around and walked out.

Whether to stop or continue this relationship is entirely up to Sha Ying herself, and it is entirely up to Sha Ying to decide where this relationship will stop one day. Her Lan Tian loves her so much.

The wind blows over, the smell of summer is so strong, but the heart is so cold, this train has taken her sweetheart away again and again, this time, it seems to smell the smell of farewell.

Where should she go...

Not wanting her blue sky, how can it be a kind of harm she can imagine, to the blue sky, but also to herself.

She fell in love with Sha Ying's love words...remembering over and over again...

"I have always been the one to pick you up and drop you off on a 35-kilometer ride. I like the feeling of you putting your hands in my belt to keep warm. I get the greatest satisfaction in my life because of this. Therefore, the world is changing every minute, but I always I feel that I am still on that road...carrying you...I don't want to reach the end, that road has no end, the only way to reach it is when I die."

With the sound of water, Sha Ying cried bitterly in the bathroom of the dormitory...

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