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90. She can’t stop my sister from coming to Beijing to find me. My sister’s arrival made me fully understand how I should love you

Ye Yu began to worry about Lan Fang's emotions. It seemed that it was a matter of time before Lan Tian's mother knew about it. Should we keep silent about this matter from now on?But if you are silent, what advice can you give Lan Fang?

The next afternoon, Lan Tian was not there. Lan Fang and Ye Yu talked about going abroad again in the dormitory. Lan Fang felt that Sha Ying could persuade Lan Tian last time. Sha Ying's words must be useful to Lan Tian. She wanted to go to Beijing to tell Sha Ying and Lantian still don't want to go abroad, no matter how Lantian blames Lanfang when the time comes, it doesn't matter.

However, Ye Yu felt that Lan Tian would not hesitate to tell such a lie to stop everyone's discussion about her going abroad.

It wasn't because Lan Tian asked her to stop Lan Fang that she really stopped her. She began to want to comfort Lan Fang from the bottom of her heart whether she could let Lan Fang make her own decision.

"It's not that I didn't put my words in place, but, don't you think she really doesn't want to go? Why do I think she is not free in many things?"

"What do you mean? What about you, Xiaoyu? Did she say anything to you? How did your position change?"

"The position has never changed. She even lied to Rusha. It can be seen that she really doesn't want to go. Why do you have to let her do something she is so unwilling to do?"

"Why does it sound like I'm really being stubborn?"

Ye Yu shook her head: "Fang, actually I can't tell, it's just my intuition. Now that you're here, maybe... I can't tell, she's very pitiful, don't you think?"

"Are you talking about Xiaotian or Shasha?"

"To be precise, it's the two of them. Fang, if you go, there may be a result, but I don't think it's the result of all of us being happy."

"Xiaoyu? Make it clear!"

"It would be great to be able to explain clearly. Don't you feel pity when you see her hugging Shasha motionless and letting Shasha lie in her arms? Think about the two of them again, do you see anything? Ask Ask your heart, what you were worried about, if it is true, do you have the heart to let that person in Beijing be in a dilemma? Do you have the heart to make this person in Shanghai go crazy? If the root cause of her not going is really here, if You go to Beijing again, have you thought about what you are doing? If there is a result in the end, have you ever thought that it may be a result that you will regret, Fang, I will ask you again, you only know that your sister is very good , do you know that excellence brings too many consequences, do you really understand your sister?"

"Xiaoyu? What the hell are you... talking about??"

"I'm saying you'd better not go. If you go, even if there is a result, it may be a result that you regret very much. I have an intuition, because I know her better than you, and I know Sha Sha better."

"Tell me everything you know!"

"I do not know."

"You already knew that, didn't you?"

"I know that no one came to tell me, but I saw it with my heart!"

"Xiaoyu?"

"I've heard and seen enough of the stories between them! Fang, if you want to go, I can't stop you. I can bear it. Let's see what their stories will become because of your going. I am waiting."

"Xiaoyu, let me tell you again, they are not allowed. I understand, I must go, I must go."

"Fang..."

"If Xiaotian looks for me, he must stop her for me."

When things come to a critical point, everyone has persistence.

On June 1996, 6, Lan Fang came to Beijing by train to find Sha Ying.

The news that Lan Tian still doesn't want to go abroad made Sha Ying's worries that were about to subside all come true.

"I guessed right, and you don't know." Lan Tian's sister, Lan Fang, already had a broken heart.

"When I sent her away, I felt that she was hesitating."

"Shusha, I don't know how you persuaded Xiaotian last time. This time, I hope you understand that Xiaotian's going abroad this time is related to Xiaotian's future. Now my aunt doesn't know about it. Knowing that, and finding out that Xiaotian is unwilling to go, he will be worried and disappointed."

"Sister Fang, I understand. Well, then, can this be the case? You will also be on vacation soon. I will go back to Jingang before work. During the summer vacation, I will try to persuade her. Do you think it is okay? I have to ask her why she is lying. .”

"Okay. Shasha, the time you know must be fixed at the end of September this year."

"I know. I'll do my best."

Hearing that she was doing her best, Lan Fang was still worried. She was not allowed to do her best, but she had to. If the root was really in Sha Ying, then Sha Ying could do it logically.

"Could it be that it's not about doing your best? But about having to?"

Sha Ying paused: "... Sister Fang, I must, but she even lies to me, you know she can play smart sometimes, and she can tell the flaws as soon as I tell a lie, if she wants to lie on her own A lie, I..."

"Then don't give her a chance to lie, okay?"

Looking at Lan Fang's darkened eyes, he didn't dare to understand Lan Fang's words, but the truth was that there was more to it than words.

"Don't give her a chance to lie, you can do it. Since you took her away from me that winter, she has only listened to you."

"Sister Fang... what do you want to say?"

"No, I'm not hostile, not at all, because you are the person she cares about the most and the person who treats her the best in the world. I can see what you did in Shanghai twice. How does she feel?" For you, when I think about it from the beginning, I suddenly realize that there are some things that I cannot hide."

"Do you know?"

"But the last one to know."

"Then...please sister Fang...to complete it."

"Shusha... no."

"Why not? She can't live without me. The sincerity between us can be learned from heaven."

"Shusha... I know... Please believe me, I really know, but now you can see that going abroad is becoming difficult because of the relationship between you and her, but it's not good for her future. One important thing, please understand that as her elder sister, I beg you on behalf of her mother to let her go, it is really impossible.

Shasha, I would rather you hate me for this ruthless role, and I will do it for the rest of my life, please let her go abroad, she has this ability, and God gave her such a good opportunity after seeing her hard work, old professor I love her so much, and I made a special path for her. Four years later, she will return to China after studying. She will be a rare brain surgeon in China. If she misses this opportunity because of you, she will go to the best hospital in Shanghai. She is also working hard but may not be able to climb a high position. Even if she is very smart, she has to go through many detours to learn the real skills.

Shasha, it hurts for a while, okay?There can be many kinds of happiness, she is not the only one, why should I be nostalgic for the road that is not sunny?Rusha, I think, there is another very important thing, it seems she must not have told you. "

"What else is there?"

"The responsibility on her shoulders. She certainly didn't tell you that the Lan Family swordsmanship she practiced must be passed on to the next generation of her direct relatives."

"What do you mean?"

"The next generation of direct relatives must be her own child. Has she ever told you why there are fewer and fewer people who know this kind of swordsmanship now? Why are there fewer and fewer people who may only be her and Atu now? Because It must be the blood of the Lan family's own blood. This rule existed as early as when the ancestors of the Lan family created this set of swordsmanship during the Kangxi period of the Qing Dynasty.

Shasha, listen to me, she was not an ordinary child since she was a child.When my aunt gave birth to her, my uncle was still fighting in the Xisha Islands. When she heard that my uncle was seriously injured, she was so sad that she had a dystocia. Years later, he died in the line of duty.

My uncle has high hopes for Xiaotian, and she has never let my uncle worry about her since she was sensible. She has always been number one since the second grade of elementary school. It's because she is really sensible, and she understands that my uncle and aunt want a son too much because of sword skills, so she always wants to do the best.

Since my uncle passed away, all my aunt’s hopes were on her, hoping that she would finish college and start a family. The Lan family’s swordsmanship has always been passed on to males and not to females. It was my uncle who broke the rules of his ancestors and passed on the swordsmanship. I gave it to her, and I didn't expect her to practice so well.

The reason why it is passed on to men but not to women is because the strength of this kind of martial arts is amazing after practice, and girls' skeletons can't bear it and easily hurt their bodies, but my uncle took the risk and passed it on to her, because how can it be possible that only my brother is left?Shasha, really... It's not a coincidence that she can easily pick you up and carry you upstairs, and it's not a coincidence that you see her flying around. She must pass on the sword skills to her next generation. She must have not told you about her responsibility, did she? "

"What..." Sha Ying's whole body was cold...

"Shasha, I can understand why she didn't tell you. It seems that if I don't tell you, she will never tell you in her life. You have seen it, and I have seen it. She is sincere to you, but this sincerity is holding her back. For many things in life, going abroad is a big deal, and the swordsmanship she has practiced for 20 years is even more important, but she refuses to tell you about these two things.

Give her a way she should go, let it hurt for a while, let her go, let time change some things, no matter how difficult it is, it can be understood as giving yourself a really easy way to go. "

"Losing her... is there a way? Losing me... is there a way for her?"

"Shusha? Shasha...why do you want to be so extreme? How can you be so pessimistic? People often have to give up a lot of things in their lives to truly grow up. Just treat this time as an experience, okay? Once...it's really good and extreme Believe in time, time will change a person's thinking and attitude, and time will heal your wounds."

"Sister Fang...you, you won't understand, you will never understand if you say such things."

"But do you understand the heart of a sister?"

"She will be very sad and it will be an unbearable experience."

"I will hold her up to prevent her from falling down, and please be strong. Don't say I don't understand. If I really don't understand, I can write to you why I need to come here and tell you in detail. It’s because I’m afraid that you will be too sad and that you won’t be able to make this decision.”

So who will help Sha Ying?Lan Fang didn't think of this question.

"...Okay...whether it's going abroad or swordsmanship, okay, I won't give her a chance to lie, sister Fang...don't worry."

"Shasha, please believe that you will never regret this decision of righteousness. She must go abroad, and she must pass on her sword skills. She has no choice. If you think she chose you, then today I must Telling you her choice is useless, she is too willful and too young now, but she will figure it out in the future, and so will you."

Sha Ying turned her back to the other direction and didn't speak. She didn't think it was young and willful.

"Shusha, don't be sad, I know that you are graduating soon, remember to pay attention to your body and don't get sick, you know that she—"

"I know, please rest assured, Sister Fang, I won't let myself get sick again, and I won't let her find excuses again and again."

It was a cloudy day, the air was not fresh, the sight could not be very far, and she couldn't see where she wanted to see. Two things crushed Sha Ying's heart. How selfish, selfish is not enough to love that person and not deserve to have that person. She will be blue If you are not selfish, you have to let go, and you have to let go thoroughly.

Once the words are spoken, it is impossible to take them back. The fate of the two people depends on how strong they are. It is impossible not to pass this hurdle, but as long as they pass, the sky will be really blue and white.Lan Fang on the train couldn't fall asleep. When she closed her eyes, she saw how Lan Tian and Sha Ying had been together all these years...

Tears slipped down quietly and accidentally, and she couldn't bear it, why did she just say it out, why did she really stop them like this?

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